weliwadis droni

weliwadis droni
gazafxuli
rogor gadioda Cvens sofelSi mTeli weliwadi, pirveli kvirtis gaRivebidan Semodgomis yviTeli foTlebis Camocvenamde, rasac fexdafex TeTri zamTaric moyveboda?
amqveynad yvelas Tavisi sofeli aqvs. mec Cems sofels gavixseneb, Zveleburs, Cemdroindel sofels. ra vqna, Tu zogjer davRondebi kidec, sevdac momeZaleba. adamians sevda ar gaemtyuneba. sevdas mogonebebi iwvevs da mec xom mogonebas viwyeb, Cemi soflis mogoneba minda.
Tu qalaqelebi brZandebiT, vinatrebdi, Tqvenca gqondeT Tqveni sofeli...
rogor ara gvaqvso, — metyviT gaamayebulni da gakvirvebulnic. aba zafxulobiT rad davdivarT xan sad, xan sadao.
magram zogjer guli rom ar migiwevT im sofelSi? zogjer ufro sxvagan
rom gindaT gafrena? sakuTari sofeli maSin geqnebaT, roca iqiTken wasvla
xSirad mogindebaT, roca uimisod veRar gasZlebT, iSoviT Tu ara erT-or dRes,
im soflis gzas daadgebiT, SegiyvardebaT is sofeli da, roca Tqvenc karga
xnisa moiyrebiT, moigonebT iqaur gazafxuls, zafxuls, Semodgomas, da bolos,
rogorc giTxariT, TeTr zamTars.
mec ase vigoneb...
es Cveni bavSvobis sofelia. Cveni bavSvobis sofeli ki sxva iyo. bevri
ram maSindeli daikarga, bevri ram gaqra. Cven gvgonia, rom namdvili sofeli is
iyo, dRes ki soflad qalaqis magvari raRac Seiqmna, romelic verc imas ityvis
qalaqi varo da veRarc soflobas daiCemebs. gava xani, dRevandeli sofelic
mosagonari gaxdeba da Tqvenc dRevandelma ymawvilebmac, SeiZleba TqvaT, namdvili sofeli Cven dros iyo, axla ki veRar gaigeb ra aris, sofeli Tu qalaqio.
amgvaria cxovreba.
magram xsovnaSi araferi ar unda gaqres. Tu Cven ar giambeT Cveneul sofelze, Tqven ki odesme Tqveneulze ar mouTxreT momaval Taobas, xsovnaSi sicariele daisadgurebs. xsovnis sicarielisa ki geSinodeT! yvelaferSi, rac momavalSi unda Seiqmnas, guSindeli da dRevandeli igulisxmeba, guSindeli da
dRevandeli saZirkvlis gareSe momavali ar aSendeba.
amitomac mogiTxrobT Cemi drois sofelze.
amitom iqneba alag-alag sevdiT Seferili es mogoneba, Tuki SevZeli da
mogonebisaTvis aucilebeli sevda Tqvenc gadmogeciT.
jer vidre warmovidgenT, rom ukve iqa varT, Cems sofelSi da ha, sacaa
gazafxuli dadgeba, gaixseneT iakob gogebaSvilis `deda enaSi~ dabeWdili erTi
moTxroba, romelsac `oTxi survili~ hqvia. ai, ra weria am moTxrobaSi:
nikom yinulzed patara cigiT bevri icurava. mere, gawiTlebulma da gaxarebulma, mamasTan miirbina da uTxra: ax, ra kargia zamTari! netavi sul zamTari iyoso. Seni survili Cems jibis wignakSi Cawereo, uTxra mamam.
nikom Cawera.
dadga gazafxuli. nikom peplebs bevri sdia, bevri yvavilebi mokrifa da
lamazi konebi Sekra. mere mamasTan miirbina da uTxra: ra mSvenieria es gazafxuli, netavi sul gazafxuli iyoso.
mamam nikos es survili Tavis jibis wignakSi Caawerina.
movida zafxuli. niko da mama yanaSi wavidnen. niko mTel dRes did sixarulSi iyo: xan wyalSi banaobda, xan marwyvs hkrefda da xan mwyerebs dasdevda,
saRamozed, mamasTan rom mivida, uTxra: ra kargi iqneboda sul rom zafxuli
yofiliyoo!
es survilic mamam Tavis jibis wignakSi Caawerina.
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dadga Semodgoma. baRebi mwife xiliT iyo savse. venaxebSi damkvraxuli
mtevnebi dneboda. nikom rTvelSi akidoebi aWra da saRamoTi mamas uTxra: Semodgoma yvela dros sjobnebiao!
maSin mamam jibidan wigni amoiRo da nikos waakiTxa imisi Cawerili sityvebi.
niko cxadad mixvda, rom yvela dro Tavis rigze kargi yofila;
yvelas Tavisi momxibvleloba aqvs, yvelas Tavisi sikeTe mohyveba.
sofeli erTi didi skolaa bavSvebisaTvis. akaki wereTeli, rogorc ki dabadebula, sofelSi gauZiZavebiaT. `ZiZaoba~ da ymawvilis sofelSi gabareba istoriuli Cveuleba iyo Cvens qveyanaSio, — wers Semdgom akaki Tavis `Cem TavgadasavalSi~ da ganagrZobs: `ar SemiZlia ar gamovtyde, rom Tu ki ram darCa CemSi kargi da keTili, ufro imis wyalobiT, rom me sofelSi viyavi gabarebuli
da glexis SvilebTan erTad vizrdebodi~. `xuTi-eqvsi wlisam Zalian kargad vicodi, Tu rogor unda pirutyvis yuris-gdeba, frinvelis movla, sadil-vaxSamis
mzadeba, gacra-gamtkicva, gamocxoba, sxvada-sxva gvari SeWamadis momzadeba da
sxvani. Seswavlili mqonda, Tu rodis da rogor undoda: xvna-Tesva, Toxna, mka,
sxvla da sxvani, ase rom, Cemi Sesaferi xelsawyo rom mqonoda, yvelafers movaxerxebdi, ar vicodi mxolod winda-paWiWis qsova da kerva, da isic imitom, rom
ambobdnen: `qalis xel-saqnari kacisTvis didi codva ariso~, da mec mejera~.
amiT yvelaferia naTqvami.
axla ki gavyveT weliwadis oTx dros da davtkbeT am sikeTiT. vnaxoT,
rogor gaivlis Cvens Tvalwin — gazafxuli, zafxuli, Semodgoma, zamTari —
da rogor aikinZeba erT grZel weliwadad.
am weliwads Tavisi dasawyisi eqneba da Tavisi dasasruli, radgan amqveynad yvelaferi ibadeba, izrdeba, berdeba da qreba. maradiulia mxolod usazRvro samyaro, uTvalavi varskvlavebiT da planetebiT moWedili. maradiulia
mxolod sicocxle, romelic am usazRvro samyaroSi xan aq, xan iq, xan erT
planetaze, xan meoreze, aRmocendeba, ganviTardeba da ase, dausrulebliv...
samyaro vrcelia, Cveni dedamiwa ki — mzis erTi patara planeta.
visac Cveni planetisaken, anu dedamiwisaken Soridan gamouxedavs, da amgvar xalxs kosmonavtebs eZaxian, erTxmad amboben, rom dedamiwa cisfer samoselSi gaxveuli ulamazesi planetaa. kosmosSi gafrenilma pirvelma adamianma,
rogorc ki Soridan gamoxeda dedamiwas, TiTqos mTeli samyaros gasagonad daiZaxa: `ra silamazea!~
da, ai, am ulamazes planetaze, sadac Cven, qarTvelebic vcxovrobT, erTmaneTs enacvlebian wlebi, wlebs ki droni — gazafxuli, zafxuli, Semodgoma, zamTari.
raRa Tqma unda, es Cveni moTxrobac — weliwadis droebze, erT vrcel
weliwadze, soflad rom gaivlis, gazafxuliT unda daviwyoT.
gazafxulia yvelafris dasabami. gazafxulze iRviZebs buneba, iwyeba sicocxle. gazafxuls mohyveba mziani dReebi da siTbo. ase unda vTqvaT, asea
odiTganve naTqvami, Torem TviTon gazafxuli mohyveba mzes, mzidan modis siTboc da alersic. `mze dedaa Cvenio~, xalxuri leqsi ambobs. Cven, yvelani, mzis
Svilebi varT, mzis siTbo gvaTbobs, gvkvebavs da gvzrdis. mze ganagebs monacvleobas droisa da Tanac mudam zustad da Seumcdarad.
ai, welsac didi zamTari iyo, didi yinvebi da siciveebi gamoviareT, da ha,
Tebervali miiwura, zamTris ukanaskneli Tve, da gazafxuls veliT. sacaa mova,
mova uCinrad (`Tebervali dadgao, xeSi wyali Cadgao~, — ambobs xalxuri leqsi). iqneb ukve mosula kidec da Cven, qalaqis mkvidrni, jer verafers vgrZnobT,
jer verafers mivmxvdarvarT. iqneb soflelebi ukve mixvdnen ki ara, kargadac
xedaven gazafxuls... ara, jer qalaqamde, etyoba, ar mouRwevia... maSin isRa dagvrCenia, rom Cven wavideT gazafxulis Sesaxvedrad. is xom gzaSia, modis da
Cvenc ise SevxvdeT, rogorc mis mobrZanebas ekadreba. SevxvdeT sadme qalaqidan
Sors, tyeSi, WalaSi an mindorSi.
gazafxulis moaxloebas zogi rogor xatavs, zogi rogor. umetesoba gazafxulis maxaroblad enZelebs da yoCivardebs miiCnevs. Txel Tovlze, odnav,
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cisferi rom dasdebia (xalxi lilo-Wrilos eZaxis), alag-alag rom ukve gamqrala da miwidan Tavwamoyofili balaxi mwvaned xasxasebs, alag ki TeTrad
SerCenia, xo, swored am TeTrad Tu mocisfrod SemorCenil sifrifana TovlSi,
Tavs amohyofen cisferi, yelmoRerebuli yvavilebi, romlebsac enZela hqviaT,
Cveulebrivad ki gazafxulis maxaroblebs veZaxiT.
zogi gazafxulis maxaroblad SoSiebis mofrenas miiCnevs. aba gavixsenoT
leqsi:
`rad mofrenilxar, SoSiav,
Sen ase adrianada,
ra vqna, ver vZlebdi uTqvenod,
viyavi dardianada~.
amas Tqvenodena ymawvilebs eubneba adrian gazafxulze Tbili qveynidan
mobrZanebuli SoSia. Tbil qveyanaSi rad wavida? zamTars gaerida. zogi frTosani zom zamTars sxva qveyanaSi atarebs, Semodgomaze gafrindeba sxvebTan erTad da gazafxulze isev CamobrZandeba. magram amaze cota mere vTqvaT, gazafxuli rom marTla dadgeba da Tbil qveynebSi wasuli frinvelebic marTla CamobrZandebian. jer gazafxuli ar damdgara, jer buneba da Cvenc (Cvenc xom bunebis Svilebi gvqvia) mxolod gazafxulis molodinSi varT. zamTari wasvlas
apirebs da gazafxuli unda mobrZandes, jer ki ar mobrZanebula, unda mobrZandes. jer mxolod saxuravebidan Camodis wveTebi. es Tovli dneba saxuravze.
mzec cotaTi gvaTbobs, ver ereva zamTris susxs, TiTqos tiris zamTari da
`cremlebic~ Rapa-RupiT Camosdis (saxlebidan Camonadeni wveTebi).
iqneb es aris gazafxulis dadgoma? an iqneb yvelaze adre ai, im moxucebma — berikacebma da dedabrebma — igrZnes gazafxulis moaxloeba, saxlidan
gamovidnen, WiSkarTan, mzis gulze, samfexa dabali skami gamoitanes (amgvar adgilze ityvian, myudro adgiliao, myudroze gavideTo), Camosxdnen da mzes mieficxnen. berikaci Tavisive gaTlil joxs Camoeyrdno da gamvlel-gamomvlelis
Tvaliereba daiwyo (Saraze ki mihqrian da mohqrian manqanebi, aTasSi erTxel gaWendeba cxeni, an qveiTad momavali salams uboZebs moxucebs), dedaberma TiTistari amoiRo, kviristavi moargo (kviristavi imas hqvia, TiTistars boloSi
mrgvalad rom wamoacmeven, raTa darTuli bawari ar Camoixvewos taridan da ar
daiSalos) da darTva daiwyo. albaT SviliSvils mouqsovs windas an Tbil
xelTaTmanebs, Tu aqve hyavs, aqve gaaxarebs, Tu qalaqSi — qalaqSi gaugzavnis.
ityviT, zamTari aki gadis da Tbili winda-TaTmanic karga xans ar dagvWirdebao, magram bebo swored imitom aris bebo, rom Tadarigi amTaviTve daiWiros.
zamTari gadiso? gavides! aRar mova? bebom xom sxvebze kargad icis, rom gazafxuls zafxuli mohyveba, zafxuls Semodgoma da Semodgomas isev zamTari. momaval zamTarSi ki xelTaTmanic isev dagvWirdeba da windac. an am Tbil myudroze, usaqmod ra gaaCerebs qveyanasac Tvals gaadevnebs da saqmesac ar moscdeba...
da arTavs bebo bawars Tbili windebisaTvis, momavali zamTrisaTvis.
es zamTari ki jerac ar gasula...
maS, sad veZeboT is adgili, sadac gazafxuls SevxvdebiT, SevegebebiT,
rogorc cocxals da vetyviT, rom misi mosvla Zalze gagvixarda? amgvari adgili, bevric rom veZeboT, arsad ar Segvxvdeba. gazafxuli erT adgilze, erTi
saxiT, ara dgas. igi yvelaferSia, erTianad modis da misi CurCuli xan sad gaismis, xan sad, misi saxe xan sad gamokrTeba, xan sad. es Cvenzec aris damokidebuli, raSi davinaxavT gazafxuls, romeli suraTi mogvaxarebs mis mobrZanebas,
aki ukve giTxariT, gazafxulis mosvlas zogi rogor xatavs, zogi rogor-meTqi.
erTi papa gvyavda mezoblad Cvens sofelSi, (ilia erqva, ilia papas veZaxdiT), misTvis gazafxuli maSin dgeboda, roca xelSi sasxlavs aiRebda (sasxlavi makratelia, riTac vazs zedmet rtoebs aWrian da sagazafxulod amzadeben,
rom moRonivrdes da yurZenic blomad daisxas); xo, xelSi sasxlavs aiRebda da
venaxisaken gaswevda. Cven am papas merec SevxvdebiT da, maSinac, raRa Tqma unda,
venaxSi an tyeSi. ilia papas xom TeTri darbaisluri wveri efina, saxe mzisagan,
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qarisagan da im wlebisagan daRaroda, amqveynad rom gaatara (did xans ki icocxla, oTxmocisa iqneboda, didis pativiT rom gavacileT da davkrZaleT soflis
patara sasaflaoze), xelebi ki jafisagan dakoJreboda. ai, am dakoJrebul xelSi aiRebda sasxlavs da venaxis gzas daadgeboda. xalxi misZaxoda, ilia papav,
ra dros sxvla ari, jer isev Tovli devs, yinvam ar mouWiros gasxlul vazs,
ar gagifuWoso, ra geCqarebao? Cemi saqmisa me vicio, pasuxs ki ar iZleoda,
gulSi fiqrobda ilia papa, muSaoba gezarebaT, zamTris netaryuCoba da ZilRviZiloba gagitkbaT, arki iciT, rom venaxi raxania gelodebaTo. ai, ilia papa rom
vazTan mividoda da pirvel ylortebs (anu lerwebs, ukve gafiCxianebulebsa da
gamagrebulebs, zamTargamovlilsa da qereWdamskdars) CasWrida, im CamonaWrevidan rom pirveli Taflisferi sufTa wveTi CamoiRvenTeboda da gamdnar Tovlze daecemoda, albaT ilia papasaviT swored im wams iwyeboda gazafxuli. is
wami berikacisaTvis didebuli iyo, vazis tirilis dawyebis wami. xo, ase eZaxdnen da axlac eZaxian vazis ylortis gadanaWridan Camosul wveTebs, Camosul
cremls — `vazis tirils~.
vazi tiris, vazis tiriliT modis gazafxuli...
an iqneb sxvagvarad?
iqneb, magaliTad, qalaqSi verca grZnobT, rogor mobrZandeba gazafxuli.
ise Caivlis mTeli Tebervali, ise miileva marti, rom manqanebis grialsa da
xmaurSi, bolosRa, patara baRis kuTxeSiRa SeniSnavT ayvavebul xes (verc ityviT, ra xea, radgan, Cvenda samwuxarod, Tavis droze verc es xe gagacaniT da
verc misi saxeli dagamaxsovreT) da gaocebuli gaifiqrebT, rom gazafxuli ukve karga xania mosula.
Tu asea, Tqvens Tavs gamoutydiT, rom erTma gazafxulma ise Caiara, es
gazafxuli TvaliTac ar ginaxavT.
es ki arcTu iseTi patara ubedurebaa...
amaze cudi raRa bevri ram unda moxdes? isedac xanmokle wuTisofelSi
(aba daakvirdiT am erT sityvas: adamianis sicocxles, marTlac xanmokles, saSualod raRac samocdaaT an didi-didi oTxmoc weliwads, xalxma wuTisofeli,
anu erT wuTSi gavlili sicocxle uwoda, erT wuTSi gasavleli cxovreba) ise
gavida erTi gazafxuli, Tvalic ver movkariT, misi arsebobac ver gavigeT, marto is vikmareT, rom qurqi gaviZreT da xalaTis anabara davrCiT. Cvens cxovrebas erTi Zalze naTeli furceli CamovaglijeT, an sulac ar gadavSaleT es
furceli, Sig Tvalic ar Cagvikravs, araferi wagvikiTxavs.
xo, visTvis rogor dgeba gazafxuli, visTvis rogor...
am wignis damwerisaTvis rom ekiTxaT, gazafxuli maSin dgeba, roca sadRac, tyeSi... Tumca jer, modiT, tyis gzas gavuyveT da im tyeSi, sadac `gazafxuli unda dadges~, erTad wavideT... gzaze jer isev Tovli devs, magram mze anaTebs da Tovlis qveSidanac patara, amRvreuli ruebi gamodian, erTmaneTs uerTdebian, Cumad kiskiseben da bolos kisristexiT Carbian ReleSi. mze cxraTvalaa, ase eZaxdnen winaT, viTomcda ise kaSkaSebs, ise dagvnaTis, cxra Tvali ubrwyinavso. ratom cxra da ara aTi, an rva? cxra ricxvi idumalia, am ricxvSi
raRac sxva, ufro didi Sinaarsi Cado xalxma da droTa mdinarebam. `cxra~ marto `cxra~ ar aris, igi ufro bevrs, mniSvnelovans da raRac idumalebiT moculs itevs. amitomac, amaRlebulsa da ganzogadebuls, xSirad `cxras~ ukavSireben — `cxrawyaroo~, `cxramuxao~, `egeni cxrani ariano~, `kviraSi cxra paraskevi aqvso~. SeiZleba wyaro cxra arc iyos, arc muxa iyos cxra, arc isini ar
arian cxrani (romelime ojaxi igulisxmeba albaT) da, cxadia, kviraSi arc
cxra paraskevia, magram cxra mainc sxvagvarad, ufro dafarulad da gansakuTrebuli SinaarsiT, sagangebo mniSvnelobiT iTqmeba. es, ise, sityvam moitana
(`sityvam moitanac~ — es ari: erT sityvaze sxvac rom gagaxsendeba, droebiT
mTavar ambavs Segawyvetinebs da sxva ambavze gadagiyvans. Cvenc cxraTvala mze
vaxseneT da `cxris~ mniSvnelobasa da Sinaarsze gadavitaneT sityva). davubrundeT isev imas — `cxraTvala mzes~...
cxraTvala mze anaTebs da Cven jer isev TovliT dafarul gzas mivuyvebiT, tyis gzas. cxadia, mze ise ar acxunebs, rogorc marTla cxra Tvals ekad4
reba, jer xom gazafxuli ar damdgara, magram mainc siTbo igrZnoba. ager, TiTqos kvirtebic gamoberilan xis totebze, imaTac ugrZvniaT, rom sadRac axlomaxlos gazafxuli trialebs da sacaa, aqac mova. da uceb, xis gaSiSvlebul
totze Semoskupdeba patara tyis Citi. Cven ar viciT, ra hqvia am Cits. tyeSi
mravlad arian amgvari erTi bewo Citebi, tyis Citebi. ai, Semoskupda totze, raRac dastvina da boloc xalisiT SeaTamaSa. gana ra moxda iseTi, Citi totze
zis da zemoT, mzisken iyureba. TiTqos Tvalebic minaba, isev dastvina da mainc
ar viciT ratom, erTbaSad vigrZeniT: Citi gazafxuls elodeba. es patara tyis
Citi gazafxulis mosvlas ganicdis, msubuq rtoze nazad irweva, dro da dro
raRacas dastvens da kvlav zemoT, cisken iyureba.
albaT cidan unda Camovides gazafxuli.
davimaxsovroT is Citi, saamo molodiniT Sepyrobili.
davimaxsovroT is martivi, raRac didi sixaruliT gamTbari melodiac, Citi rom ustvens. Cven am Cits karga xnis mere, Semodgomazec SevxvdebiT. Citi maSin albaT sxvagvari iqneba da molodinic — sxvagvari. axla mxolod ase
vTqvaT:
tyis patara Citi martodmarto zis moqanave totze.
ustvens. gaCumdeba da smenas TiTqos samyaros miapyrobs.
gazafxuli modis.
giyvarT cxovelebi da frinvelebi, giyvarT tyeebi da Walebi? ZaRlTan
Tu giTamaSiaT an katasTan? cxenze Tu mjdarxarT da WenebiT xeobaze CagiqroliaT? saxedari Tu gyoliaT, ai, iseTi, Zalze naRvliani Tvalebi rom aqvs da
Tu gaqirze dadga (Tu gajiutda da adgilidan fexi aRar moicvala), Tqvens
mters, guli gvian moubrundeba, raRacaze SemogwyraT, raRacaze atkineT guli.
cxvari Tu gimwyemsiaT, Txebi Tu wagiyvaniaT nekerze?
ramdeni keTili saqme gaukeTebiaT im frinvelebs da cxovelebs, ramdenjer gamosdgomian adamianebs gasaWirSi. ZaRli xom Tqmula da Tqmula adamianis
megobrad? axla kata? aba is ra saxlia, kata Tu ar krutunebs, mzis gulze Tu
ar gaizmoreba da TaTiT pirs ar daibans, dilaadrian, Tqvenze da Cemze ufro
adre. is ra ezoa, mamali Tu ar Sexteba medidurad Robeze da ar daiyivlebs —
gavaTeneo. mere mamlis yivilze bombora ZaRli ar gamova mefurad ezoSi da Tavis ZvelisZvel `mters~, katas ar dauwyebs Zebnas, Tu dainaxavs, datuqsavs, dauyefs, Tu ver dainaxa, raRac gulnaklulobas igrZnobs, sevdianad miwveba saCexis ZirSi (saCexs erTsarTuliani saxlis aivans eZaxdnen, Tixa miwiT koxtad gadaglesils, zafxulSi grils da fexSiSvelad saamod sasiarulos), kata ki Soridan Cumad uTvalTvalebs da fiqrobs, jer ar gamovCndebi, cota xans iyos egre, Tavs movanatrebo... da Tu saxlis sawveTqveS, muxis direze mercxlis budec
aris mikruli, ai, maSin iqneba marTla saxli, sadac marTla didi ojaxi cxovrobs.
mercxlebs mzis amosvlidan mzis Casvlamde gaudiT WikWiki da JRurtuli. didi misvla-mosvla aqvT, didi Zieba sarCo-sabadeblisa. bolos bartyebi
wamoizrdebian, yviTeli niskartebi gauxundebaT, erT mSvenier dRes ki ise iswavlian frenas, gagikvirdebaT, rodis moaswres, ratom Cven veraferi SevniSneTo. agvistos bolos ki... Tumca amazec mere vilaparakoT, mercxlebis budes mere davakvirdeT. jer xom arc ki Camosulan Tbili qveynidan, jer xom mxolod
erTi bewo tyis Citi qanaobs gaSiSvlebul rtoze da gazafxuls elodeba.
magram vinc qalaqSia? vinc meoTxe an meToTxmete sarTulze cxovrobs da
arc CuqurTmiani aivani aqvs, arc ezoSi ZaRli daudis?
imasac Tvali mainc soflisken unda eWiros!
Tu sofeli ar giyvars, arc adamiani xar.
adamiani xom bunebis Svilia.
sofeli ki swored bunebaa.
soflisken wasvla mSobliur fesvebTan dabrunebas niSnavs. modiT, xSirad davubrundeT am fesvebs. xSirad vestumroT bebos, deidas, mamidas, biZas...
Tu arc bebo gveguleba sofelSi da arc mamida, keTili xalxi ram gamolia qveyanaze, sofeli mainc Cvenad unda viguloT da cxovelebic da frinvelebic, we5
Ran rom vaxsenebdiT, Cvens megobrad gavixadoT. megobrobam xom arc siSore
icis, arc moucleloba, arc udrooba...
ra Tqma unda, Tu qalaqeli xar, yovelkvira sofelSi ver irben, magram
televizori ras gveyofa. televizors Tu wignic ar SeaSveleT (ufro marTalni
viqnebiT Tu vityviT — wigns SevaSveloT televizorio), ise araferi gamova. mere ramdeni kargi wignia qveyanaze! asi sicocxlec ar gveyofa imaT wasakiTxad.
da maT Soris bevrze bevri swored sofelze mogviTxrobs, sofels gvixatavs,
gveubneba, rom Cven, yvelani, sadac ar unda davibadoT da gavizardoT, asfaltze Tu qvafenilze, mainc soflis Svilebi varT... Tu es dagvaviwyda, ukve cudad yofila Cveni saqme da xsnaze unda vifiqroT. xo, waikiTxeT is wignebi da
mTeli sofeli Tvalwin dagidgebaT, xan TovliT daibardnebiT, xan zafxulis
gvalvian dReebSi, damskdar gzaze gasulebs, gadaxrukul velze wyaro mogenatrebaT. Tqvens Tvalwin Caivlis weliwadis oTxi dro — Tavisi feriscvalebiT,
Tavisi xvniTa da TesviT, rTvliTa da kaklis bertyviT, is oTxi dro, ramac mec
TqvenTan erTad damsva da erT did weliwadze, weliwadis am `oTxTavze~ laparaki damawyebina.
gadaSli wigns da waikiTxav:
`zamTaria, uberavs,
siciviT vibuzebiT,
Tu gagviRebT karebsa,
TqvenTan SemovfrindebiT,
da Tu ara, bavSvebo,
miT mainc gagvaxareT,
gamoaReT fanjara,
sakenki dagviyareT~.
amas beRurebi amboben, zamTrobiT CvenTan darCenili, erTguli beRurebi.
`ar grcxvenia, umizezod
qvas rom mesvri, biWo, sese~...
amas mercxali Civis, patara biWs arcxvens, Cemi dabriyveba ra didi vaJkacobaao.
`pawawa var, oboli, bedma damibriyva; cud dros davobldi. tanze macvia
patara, moklebewviani, TeTri TvlebiT mowinwkluli Txeli qaTibi~. — amas
Svlis nukri SemogvCivis, vaJa-fSavelas Svlis nukri.
xalxis saukuneobrivi sibrZne dabejiTebiT gveubneba, rom gviyvardes dedabuneba, rom adamianTa cxovreba, gareSe bunebisa, arc SeiZleba da arc warmoidgineba; rom adamiani TviTonac bunebis Svilia da gana SeiZleba Svilma Tavis
dedas umtros, marto imaze ifiqros, aba ra wavarTva, ras gamovrCeo, TviTon ki
xelic ar gaanZrios mis mosavlelad da dasacavad? amitom gviTxra vaJa-fSavelam, Cveni mTis Svilma, bunebis didma mgosanma da mesaidumlem, rom buneba keTilic aris da gaborotebac icis. keTili maSin, roca dedaSvilobis sikeTiT
gaaxareb, gaborotebuli maSin, roca mis uflebas xelhyof da udierad moeqcevi.
visac buneba uyvars, ufro laRad da Tavisuflad sunTqavs, radgan icis,
es mTa da bari misia. isini am mTisa da baris Svilebi arian. dedabunebac mzad
aris, Tavis Svilebs erTgulebis kalTa gadaafaros. da roca maT CaesmiT saidanRac mosuli xma, visic ar unda iyos es xma — frinvelisa Tu nadirisa, xmeli wiflisa Tu verxvisa, iisa Tu enZelisa, Svlisa Tu irmisa, Tu maTi saxlis
win aJivJivdnen zamTris yinvisagan gaToSili beRurebi, isini TavianT Svilebsa
da SviliSvilebs etyvian:
— gamoaReT fanjara...
gazafxuli ki modis.
is Citi, romelic martodmarto mivatoveT tyeSi, SiSvel totze, kvlav gazafxuls elodeba. da Tu kargad mivixed-movixedavT, im tyis gzaze, orRobis Zi6
rebSi, SeiZleba iac SevniSnoT. iam ki SeiZleba gagvaxsenos, upirvelesi wigni
Cvens wignTa Soris, romelsac `deda ena~ ewodeba da qarTveli ymawvilebisaTvis iakob gogebaSvilma — mweralma da maswavlebelma Seqmna. aba warmovidginoT, didi zamTris mere Tovli rom dnobas iwyebs da gazafxuli moawevs, gazafxulis maxaroblad buCqis Zirebs moefineba lurjTvala ia. gamoCndeba ia da
TiTqos masTan erTad iwyeba bunebis gamoRviZeba. es patara yvavili mTel yvavileTs win mouZRvis. mere da mere modian sxvebic — ufro maRlebic, ufro Zliernic, ufro Tavmomwonenic, magram ias mainc veravin jabnis, ias veravin utoldeba, sxva yvavili ia ver iqneba.
`ai, ia~, es aris Tavdapirveli sityva yvela qarTvelisa, vinc pirvelad
gadaSlis `deda enas~, raTa qarTuli anbani gaicnos... mere ki mTis wyarosaviT
wamova codna, gahyveba nakaduls, SeerTveba mdinareebs, gava enis did zRvaSi,
sibrZnis ukidegano okeaneSi.
axla ki kvlav bunebis wigns davubrundeT.
mixedv-moxedvac ver movaswariT da gazafxuli mosula.
xalxuri leqsia:
`Tebervali dadgao,
xeSi wyali Cadgao;
Citma Cioramao
saZirkveli gadgao~.
Tebervali zamTris Tved iTvleba, magram, rogorc es patara xalxuri
leqsi gvarwmunebs, xeSi wyali swored TebervalSi dgeba, anu gazafxuli Tebervlidan iwyebs mosvlas. xeSi wylis Cadgomac Tovlis dnobasTan da xis gamoRviZebasTan aris dakavSirebuli. xe TiTqos izmoreba, zamTris Zilis buranidan
gamodis da, msgavsad cocxali arsebisa, mis ZarRvebSi `sisxli~ iwyebs moZraobas. aba im dros kargad daakvirdiT Tqveni ezos xeebs. Tu qalaqSi xarT, mowadinebuli kaci qalaqSic ipovis xes da gazafxulis mosvla Tu gindaT naxoT,
xSirad SexedeT. jer TiTqos isev Tovli devs, magram Seirxa toti da Tovlis
erTi fTila Zirs wamovida. mere meore toti Seirxa. TviTon xis tanic Tovlis
nadnobisagan danamula. xe TiTqos tiris, Tumca satirali ra aqvs, gazafxuli
modis, sicocxle Tavidan iwyeba. magram Cava mze da xe isev Tvlemas miecema,
radgan mze uyvars, miT ufro axla, roca nazamTral totebs jer isev sicivisagan aJrJolebT. da Tu xvalac mziani Tebrvlis dRe dadga, xe kvlav gamococxldeba, isev gazafxulis Sesaxvedrad daiwyebs mzadebas. yvelaze ufro mainc
nuSi da tyemlebi arian gulubryviloni. sakmarisia oriode dRiT gamoanaTos
da, ianvaric rom iyos, maSinve daijereben, viCqaroT, gazafxuli mosulao, totebs sixaruliT gaSlian da ise daikvirtebian, TiTqos jer ianvris miwuruli
ki ara, martis damdegi iyos. Tu erTi-ori Tbili dRec kvlav daemata, kvirtebidan yvavilebi gamovlen da nuSis xec amayad gamoanaTebs; mamlisa ar iyos, rom
iyivla da daijera, me gavaTeneo, nuSsac hgonia, rom gazafxuli moiyvana. netamc
ase iyos, magram Tebervali jer kidev ar aris gazafxuli, martic ki, gazafxulis Tved rom iTvleba, zogjer iseTi Wirveulia, imasTan zamTari rogor mova?!
ai, wamova kvlav Savi Rrublebi, dauberavs qari (`Tebervali beravdao, marti kabas keravdao, aprili gacxarebuli saxnis-sakveTs kveravdao~ — ambobs xalxuri
leqsi) da amayad gabrdRvialebuli nuSic totebs frTebiviT CamouSvebs, yvavilebi moibuzebian da isev kvirtebis Zebnas daiwyeben, iqneb ukan davbrundeT da
CavTbeTo. magram ukve gviania, sawyalma nuSma gazafxuli ver moiyvana...
mainc rom hyvavian nuSebi?
mainc rom ar gawyda nuSebis modgma?
es ki nebaa sicocxlis didi Zalisa.
sicocxle xom mudmiv moZraobas, brZolas, arsebobis uflebis mopovebas
niSnavs.
nuSic cocxalia da ibrZvis.
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da Cvenda sasixarulod, es brZola umeteswilad gamarjvebiT mTavrdeba,
Tu, ra Tqma unda, uTanasworo ar gamodga. im yvavilebidanac zogi iRupeba da
Zirs cviva, zogi jiutad eWideba deda-xes, ar Tmobs sicocxles da imarjvebs
kidec.
sicocxle imarjvebs...
da, kacma rom Tqvas, Tavad gazafxulic sicocxlis xelaxla dawyebas, sicocxlis gamarjvebas niSnavs.
nuSma daiyvavila.
tyemlebic hyvavian.
SoSiebi ukve mofrenilan da Cven verc ki SevniSneT. an rogor SeniSnav
frinvelTa mofrenas? erT mSvenier dRes gaixedav da ukve aq arian. im wuTs ki,
roca isini `fexs Semodgamen~ da ityvian, `ukve movediTo~, Znelad Tu moixelTebs vinme kacTagani. ase mofrinavs mercxali. SoSiaze gamoTqmuli leqsi ukve
gagaxseneT (`rad mofrenilxar SoSiav, Sen ase adrianada~) da vidre `mercxlis
leqsebsac~ gagaxsenebdeT, Tavad mercxlebze vTqvaT oriode sityva:
ginaxavT mercxlis bude?
Tu ar ginaxavT, aucileblad unda naxoT.
Tu ar ginaxavT, verc verafers SevadarebT, rom cxadad warmoidginoT.
mercxlis bude mxolod mercxlis budes hgavs da amitomaa, lamazi, sxvebisagan gamorCeuli. jer saerTod Citis budeze vTqvaT... arc Citis bude ginaxavT? amisi dajereba ki aRar SeiZleba. tyeSi erTxel mainc aravis wauyvanixarT, arc ded-mamas, arc ufros da-Zmebs, arc papa-bebiebs? Tu ar wauyvanixarT,
axlave gadadeT es wigni da xmamaRla TqviT, rom xval tyeSi apirebT wasvlas,
rom, Tu gamogyvebian, xom kargi, Tu arada vinme tol-megobars gaiyolebT da mainc waxvalT, aucileblad waxvalT, ar unda laparaki! da vidre marTla waxvidodeT, vilaparakoT mercxalze, mercxlis budeze, Citis budeze. aba, daakvirdiT, Semodgomis gaSiSvlebul tyeSi xeze darCenil budes. kargad daakvirdiT
da SeiZleba sevdac ki mogerioT. mitovebul saxlsa hgavs Citis bude, gamoketil saxls. axla iq aravin cxovrobs. zafxulSi ki sicocxle duRda da gadmoduRda. iyo erTi JRurtuli, stvena, galoba, sxva budeebSi gadafren-gadmofrena. Semodgomaze Citis bude mitovebul sofelsac hgavs. erTi bude, meore, mesame
da ukve sofelic iqneba... yvelaferi erTad ki sicocxlis xsovnas inaxavs: aq
cxovrobdnen, daizardnen, frena iswavles da gafrindnen, raTa gazafxuli rom
dadgeba, kvlav mobrundnen, an axali budeebi aSenon. mWidrodaa nagebi es budeebi... vis rogor Wirdeba... zogi bude nazia da saTuTi, rbili Calisagan da bumbulisagan nagebi, zogi ufro kaWaWebidan da ekal-bardebidan motanili `masaliT~. did, uxeS budeebSi didi frinvelebi saxloben. patara budeebSi —
wvril-wvrili Citebi. mercxlis bude ki mainc sul sxva aris. mercxali tyeSi
ar cxovrobs, adamianis gverdiT uyvars umetesad yofna, saxlis saxuravebs, saxlis kedlebs etaneba. saxuravqveS, aivnis aqeT rom cotaze gadmoSverila koxtad naTali ficrebi (koWebs rom eZaxian), swored im koWebze uyvars mercxals
`samosaxlo adgilis~ SerCeva.
ai, Tbili dReebi daiWira da im erT mSvenier dResa Tu saRamos, mercxlebic mofrindnen. zogs SarSandeli bude xeluxleblad xvdeba. zogma axla unda
aaSenos, ojaxi gamravlda da axali bude gamxdara saWiro; zogi Tavis Zvel
patrons, anu saxlis mobinadres gabutvia, raRaca awyenines, raRaciT atkines
guli, an bude ar daxvda imgvarad, rogoradac datova, an sulac CamouSliaT
onavar bavSvebs. axla sxvagan unda ipovos adgili, sxvagan unda eZios keTili
ojaxi.
mercxals keTili xalxi uyvars, iseTi, sul rom ar SeeSindeba imaTi,
xels rom ar auqSeven, Tavs rom TviTonac ojaxis wevrad igrZnobs. jer ramdenimejer mofrTxialdebian dedal-mamali mercxlebi da iqaurobas kargad dazveraven. Tu maspinZels sikeTe SeamCnies, gafrindebian, magram isev male mobrundebian, mere iqve Camojdebian da WikWiks gaabamen, Cvenze `saubroben~, maspinZlebze
— aba, ra xalxi varT, SeiZleba Tu ara Cvens gverdiT yofna, an ukve gegmas aw8
yoben, sad ra iSovon, saidan ra moitanon, rom bude mkvidradac aagon da lamazadac. mercxlis bude aucileblad lamazi unda iyos.
mere iwyeba Seneba.
moaqvT bumbuli, balaxis Reroebi, namja.
`uyrian~ saZirkvels (anu mkvidrad aSeneben), xisa da kedlis kuTxeSi, miyuJul adgilze amohyavT `kedlebi~. kedlebi TiTqos gviristadaa nagebi, TiTqos
uwvrilesi aguriT amouyvaniaT da mere ayalo miwiT SeulesiaTo. amodian kedlebi da bude nel-nela emsgavseba ZvelisZvel cixis godols. Tu aqve, budis
win, Camosajdomi lursmani an joxia, xom mTlad kargi, Camosxdebian mercxlebi
da WikWikeben, TviTonve tkbebian TavianTi ostatobiT.
bude mzad aris!
RamRamobiT am budeSi arxeinad sZinavT da vin icis, uTuod kvercxebic
gaCndnen budis bumbulian ZirSi.
deda-mercxali budidan fexs aRar icvlis.
da erT dRes, roca jer kidev aravin eloda, budidan ismis Wyipini.
es patara mercxlebis — bartyebis xmaa.
mercxlebma bartyebi daCekes.
oriode dRec da bartyebi WyipiniT ikleben iqaurobas. jer budidan kargad arc Canan, marto maT yviTel niskartsa da farTod dafCenil pirs vxedavT.
mofrindeba deda mercxali da raRac `nugbars~ aucileblad moitans. isinic gaaReben yviTel niskarts da Wyipineben ara me, ara meo, erTmaneTs ecilebian; cotac da erTmaneTs mujlugunebs urtyamen, davaswro da me Cavikoklozino yelio.
amasobaSi, am Jivil-xivilSi, am WyipinSi, am datuqsvasa da alersSi (mercxlebic
mSoblebi arian da alersic ician da datuqsvac), bartyebi izrdebian.
da radgan mercxalic frinvelia, cxadia, Tavdapirvelad frena unda iswavlos.
jer gaubedavad toveben patarebi budes.
mSoblebic Relaven, rogorc Relavs ded-mama, roca patara pirvelad gadadgams fexs. raRa Tqma unda, marcxic xdeba da zogjer sasacilo ambebic. bolos ki mainc yvelaferi keTilad mTavrdeba, yvela wyena da faTeraki, mRelvareba da fiqri fermkrTaldeba da bartyebic frenas swavloben.
saxlis aivanze mikruli bude da iq Casaxlebuli mercxlis ojaxi mSvenebaa mTeli kar-midamosi.
maxsovs, Cvens sofelSi, Cveni saxlis gverdiT, ori mezobeli cxovrobda,
ori ojaxi. omis dro iyo da didi gaWirveba idga. xalxs lukma puric ki ar
hqonda xSirad da am or ojaxsac Zalze uWirda. erTi ojaxi didi iyo, rom ityvian, wvril-Sviliani — ded-mama da xuTi mozrdili Svili.
meore ojaxi patara da umweo, — moxuci col-qmari, Svili ki — omSi wasuli da Sinmousvleli.
wliTiwlamde Tavi Zlivs gahqondaT.
sarCos Sovna uWirdaT, magram erTi didi simdidre hqondaT: mTels Cvens
ubanSi mercxlebi budes mxolod imaT maranSi da saxlis erdoze iSenebdnen.
am simdidriT orive ojaxi didad amayobda da, albaT, arCevanze rom mimdgariyo saqme sxva simdidreze verc gacvlidnen.
isini Sehxarodnen cixis godoliviT Tu patara aivaniviT gadmokidebul
mercxlis budes.
maSin sofelic ufro hgavda sofels, vidre dResa hgavs. miwas guTniT
xnavdnen da yanasac namgliT mkidnen. glex-kacs xar-kameCi daudioda, cxeni ojaxis nugeSi da Zala iyo, Zroxa da cxvari — ojaxis baraqa... Wirnaxuli marTla
Wirnaxuli iyo, mka — vaJkacobis gamocda, rTveli — dResaswauli. endeT Cems
mexsierebas, miT ufro, rom ymawvilis mexsiereba utyuaria. yvelafers ise mogiyvebiT, rogorc namdvilad iyo da rogoradac CarCa xsovnaSi.
ginaxavT yviTeli, bumbula wiwilebi Tqvensa, an mezoblis ojaxSi? sad
wiwilebi, sad gazafxulio, — ifiqrebT da marTalnic iqnebiT, Tu odesRac bavSvoba sofelSi ar gagitarebiaT.
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is wiwilebic gazafxulis maxaroblebi iyvnen, rogorc adre mofrenili
SoSiebi da mercxlebi, rogorc liloWriloze amowverili cisferi enZelebi,
rogorc Soreul kavkasionze aWrelebuli Tovlis safari. kruxs Tebervlis bolos an Sua ricxvebSi dasvamdnen sabudarSi (mozrdili, mrgvali kalaTi iyo,
Sig Tbilad Cagebuli TiviT). winaswar kvercxebs Caalagebdnen, saguldagulod
SerCeulebs da romelime droul dedals sagangebod dasvamdnen, rom mokruxebuliyo da sabudarSi daesvaT. dedali jiutobda da inazeboda, aqaoda dedobisaTvis sada mcaliao, an ra dros Cemi dedobaao. bolos mainc daiyabulebdnen
da dedalic sagangebo sidarbaisliT (amieridan dedobisaTvis emzadeboda da
amsubuqeba aRar SeSvenoda) Cajdeboda sabudarSi. ijda da imisi arseboba TiTqos yvelas aviwydeboda, aTasSi erTxel Tu mixedavdnen, raimes miawvdidnen. xani gavidoda da jer Cami-Cumi ar ismoda. erT mSvenier dRes ki, rogorc mercxlebze giTxariT, atydeboda wivwivi. kruxi gamoCekas iwyebda. Signidan wiwilebi kawravdnen kvercxebs da farTxaliT cdilobdnen gareT gamosvlas, garedan dedali uniskartebda. bolos wivwivi mcire xniT miwydeboda da sabudari
wiwilebiT gaivseboda. mcire xanic kidev da sabudaridan frTxilad cviodnen
yviTlad da TeTrad gabumbluli wiwilebi. jer SiSiT ebRauWebodnen sabudris
wnul kedlebs, bolos moefinebodnen oTaxs da dedac, sagangebod gaamayebuli
da yelmoRerili, gauZRveboda Tavis amalas.
oTaxSi Tbiloda buxari an Rumeli RadRadebda. iataki miwuri iyo da wiwilebi TavianT yviTel niskarts Tixaze scemdnen. gareT ki cioda, an Tovda
isev, an qari qroda. jer gazafxuli Sors iyo da krux-wiwilasac aqve, am oTaxSi, CvenTan erTad, ymawvilebTan erTad unda gamoezamTrebina. cota mosulierebuliyo da ise gasuliyo axlad amSralebul ezoSi, an mzis gulze.
magram ai, qari dacxra, Rrublebi mcire xniT mTebisken wavidnen da Tebervlis mziani dRe dadga. rogorc giTxariT, es jer gazafxuli ar iyo, magram
gazafxulis suni mainc trialebda. maSin aiRebda dideda Tavis saCeCels an sarTavs, gavidoda myudroze da Tavis krux-wiwilasac gairekavda. wivwivebdnen Sebumbluli wiwilebi momTenTav siTboze da iwyeboda maT cxovrebaSi sruliad
axali dro. maTTvis im wuTSi ukve gazafxuli idga.
didedas axla sxvebic SemouerTdebodnen.
axla kacebic modgebodnen saidanRac da iwyeboda saubari amindze, gaWianurebul zamTarze, gazafxulze, yvelaferze, rac mzis gulze pirvelad gamosulma, zamTrisagan daRlilma adamianma SeiZleba Tqvas.
mere mze dasavleTisaken ixreba, kvlav sicive wamova da didedac, Tavis
krux-wiwilebianad, Sinisaken midis.
iqiT biWebi raRacas Tlian.
biWebi karga mozrdilebi arian da sicivisa ar eSiniaT.
ori grZeli joxi ukve gauTliaT.
im joxebs TavSi orkapebi aqvT, gan-ganze gawvdili. boloSi ki, sadac joxia gadaWrili, biWebi axla oTxkuTxa Rrus akeTeben... mere am orive joxis RruebSi koxtad gamoTlil magar safexurs gauyrian.
Soriaxlos ymawvilebi dganan da Sescqerian.
ician, rac keTdeba da sixaruliT elian im nanatr dRes, roca is `eSmakis
manaqana~ maT xelSi Cavardeba.
biWebi axla wnelebs grexen, magar, sqel wnelebs da joxebs orkapa Tavebze Camoacmeven.
joxebi ise magrad eWidebian wnelebs, rom kacis simZimec veRar Camoglejs.
wnelebi TavSi momrgvalebulia da im momrgvalebulSic TiTo magar kets
gauyrian.
yvelaferi mzad ari?
ara, jer ar ari mzad.
biWebi axla kaklis did xeze da ganze gawvdil yvelaze Ronier totze
sagangebod mownul or wnels Semoaxveven. wnels ise gaamagreben, rom simagrec
marTla hqondes da totzec Tavisuflad imoZraos. bolos asweven im orkapa jo10
xebs Tavis safexurianad da erT joxs (winaswar sagangebod morgebuli ketiT)
erTi wnelis gorgalze Camoacmeven, meores — meoreze.
vinc qvemoT dganan, joxebs moeWidebian da egreve erTad daixunZlebian,
aba, gavigoT, magaria Tu ara, gagviZlebs Tu arao da roca darwmundebian, rom
yvelaferi myarad gakeTda, iqve Camosxdebian.
saqanela!
biWebma kaklis totze saqanela Camohkides!
xval yvelieri iwyeba da yvelieris dResaswauls aucileblad saqanelaTi
unda Sexvdes ubani. erT ubanSi erTi saqanela Camoibmeba meoreSi — meore, da
rogorc ki yvelieris kvira daiwyeba, yovel saRamos am saqanelasTan gaimarTeba
taS-fandura, cekva-TamaSi, dainTeba didi koconi, iqneba Sejibri sityvasa da
jomardobaSi. vidre getyodeT, ras niSnavs yvelieri, Tvali vadevnoT didedas,
xSirad rom sadRac midis (es umetesad saRamoobiT xdeba) da mousvenrobaSia.
Cven ar viciT ra aSoTebs, ratom surs, rom male davwveT da daviZinoT, ra xdeba am gazafxulis piras SabaT-kviraobiT. aba Tvali movatyuoT, didedas egonos,
rom daviZineT da karic gaixuros... Tu didedas ar ewyineba (didedas wyenineba
ki aramc da aramc ar SeiZleba), frTxilad wamovdgeT, fexakrefiT mivideT karTan da karis RriWoSi an gasaRebis WuWrutanaSi SeviWvritoT.
dideda aqeT-iqiT frTxilad ixedeba, mere zandukidan raRac amoaqvs da
kamodis Tavze debs.
xati!
es is xatia, romelzedac amas winaT mokrZalebuli CurCuliT Tqva:
RvTismSoblis xati...
mere dideda ujridan sanTels iRebs, anTebs, pirjvars iwers da sanTels
RvTismSoblis xatis win amagrebs. sanTlis ali mkrTalad anaTebs idumal xats.
dideda raRacas butbutebs da Cvenc sunTqva gvigubdeba.
Tqvenc unda icodeT:
yoveli xalxi Tavis religias misdevs.
qarTvelebi qristianuli religiis mimdevrebi, anu qristianebi varT.
gadmocemiT qriste rwmenisaTvis jvarze acves. sikvdilis Semdeg ki mainc
mkvdreTiT aRdga.
vin iyo qriste? namdvilad arsebobda Tu rwmenisaTvis wamebulze xalxis
saukuneobrivma ocnebam SeTxza igi?
amaze dResac davoben da Cvenc sityvas aRar gavagrZelebT. marto daviT
guramiSvilis striqonebs gagaxsenebT, romelic ieso qristes eZRvneba:
`vai, ra kargi saCino ra avad migiCnieso!
borotisagan keTili SuriT ver ganarCieso,
macxovrebeli Sen maTi wamwymedlad migiCnieso,
dideba moTminebasa Sensa, ufalo ieso!~
didedac qristiania, qristes rjuli swams da pativi vceT mis rwmenas,
xels nu SevuSliT, simSvides nu davurRvevT, dae, Tavis gulSi esaubros RvTiSobel mariams da SesTxovos rac surs.
ra survili eqneba didedas?
Cveni kargad yofna.
qveynierebis kargad yofna.
Cveni gamravleba da gaxareba...
qristes Sobis dRe ocdaxuTi dekemberia.
qristes aRdgomis dRe ki xan aprilSi modis, xan maisSi.
aRdgomamde mravali religiuri dResaswaulia.
dResaswauli mirqmisa.
kvira yvelierisa.
didmarxva, da kidev mravali.
axla yvelieris kvira dgeba da dideda amitom loculobs Cvenze.
yvelieri didmarxvis wina kviraa.
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didi marxva niSnavs mkacr cxovrebas. xorcisagan gandgomas, sulze
fiqrs. adamiani mxolod mcenareuls ekareba, codvaTagan Tavs Sors iWers da
ase emzadeba qristes aRdgomis Sesaxvedrad.
yvelieris kvira ki swored am mkacri cxovrebis winakviraa, laRi, mxiaruli, Tavisufali, saxalxo zeimebis kvira... is zeimebi saqarTveloSi qristes
sjulis SemoRebamdec imarTeboda da maSindelma uZvelesma wes-Cveulebebma
axal religiaSic gadmoinacvla.
maT Soris erT-erTi zeimi, anu sanaxaobaa yeenoba.
`yeenoba~ yvelierSi imarTeboda. sofelSi didi mzadeba iyo, rogorc warmodgenisaTvis emzadebian xolme da `yeenoba~ marTlac xalxur sanaxaobad, xalxur warmodgenad, namdvil Teatris winamorbedadac iTvleba. aq arian msaxiobebi (albaT `reJisoric~ igulisxmeba anu is, romelsac mTeli es sanaxaoba wesrigSi mohyavs, anawilebs rolebs, gansazRvravs warmodgenis xasiaTs) aris `piesac~, xalxis mier odiTganve SeTxzuli, dakanonebuli siuJetiT da sasacilo
ambebiT. mayureblebi `warmodgenis~ monawileni arian, SeuZliaT Caerion moqmedebaSi, Tavadac gauswordnen yeens, amoiyaron saukuneobrivi javri.
`yeeni dampyroblis simboluri saxea, dampyroblis niRabi. igi cxenze zis,
Tanac ukuRma da Tanac marTla kaci ki ar aris, fitulia, safrTxobelaa, muTaqisagan gakeTebuli da Tavzec gamuruli qoTani adgas nacvlad tradiciuli aRmosavluri Calmisa.
da ai, yeeni unda gasasacilovdes.
zogi goroxebs esvris.
zogi wyals asxams.
zogi Solts gadaawnavs.
aris erTi sixaruli da sicil-xarxari.
da, raRa Tqma unda, rom yeeni aucileblad unda damarcxdes, samarTlianobam unda izeimos, gaimarjvos uZvelesma xalxurma moralma, romelic borotze keTilis uTuo gamarjvebas qadagebs.
axla Citifafoba?..
zamTari CitebisaTvis mSieri droa, aremare TovliT aris dafaruli da
sakvebi arsad moiZeveba. am dros adamiani valdebulia, frinvelebs
xeli gauwodos, anu, rogorc dasawyisSi giTxariT, `gamoaRos fanjara~.
CitifafobisTvisac sagangebod emzadebian, ymawvilebs avaleben, natexrebi SeagroveTo (natexari Tixis da faifuris WurWlis natexebia), balRebic didis xalisiT agroveben natexrebsa. mohfenen ezoSi, gzispirebze da Sig sakenks da saWmlis narCenebs yrian, raTa Citebma akenkon da madlierni darCnen. unda naxoT
maSin frinvelebi... ra madlierni arian adamianisa. ra ndobiT modian natexrebTan, aRarafrisa eSiniaT, radgan es dRe maTi dRea, `Citifafobaa~.
sofelSi vaSlis nafcqvensac ki ar gadaagdebdnen, cecxlze dawvavdnen
da roca saamo surneleba vaSlisa dadgeboda, ityodnen, Citebs uyvarT, zogierTi Citi amisi suniT cocxlobso.
axla Wiakokona? didi koconi da mis irgvliv gaCaRebuli mxiaruleba? WiakokonobisTvisac sagangebod emzadebian.
Wiakokonas danTebas ra samzadisi sWirdebao — ityviT Tqven.
Wiakokonasac Tavisi azri aqvs, baRebsa da bostnebSi darCenili kaWaWi,
simindis fuCeCi, xexilisa da vazis nasxlavi unda Segrovdes da daiwvas, raTa
mavne mwerebi da Wia-Ruebic Tan mihyvnen. es TavisTavad, ise ki Wiakokona sagazafxulo mxiarulebis sababia.
ai, Segrovda blomad kaWaW-fuCeCi.
aizvina erTad.
mogrovda xalxic. cxadia, umetesad gogo-biWebi da wvrilfexoba Warboben, magram arc darbaiseli moxucebi darCenilan Sin, Soriaxlos dganan da
axalgazrdobis faci-fucs Tvals adevneben, Tan Tavisas igoneben, Tan raRacas
arigeben. ai, ainTo cecxli da yiJinic dasces, cecxlis ali cas swvdeba da viRacam ukve daiZaxa is, rac am dros aucileblad unda daiZaxon:
— aliluli kudianebs!
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aliluli eSmaksao!
gabeduli biWebi cecxls zed axtebian.
da yvelas sjera, am weliwads eSmaki veravis veRarafers daaklebs, iqneba
mosavlis siuxve da sikeTis zeimi.
rogorc giTxariT, saqanelebic ukve CamoubamT. yvelierSi saqanela aucilebelia, uamisod yvelieri ar iqneba. uamisod yveliers feri daakldeba. saqanelas mTeli ubani axvevia. didedac ki mosula. jer isev civa, binddeba kidec,
magram Sin rogor gaCerdeboda, Tbil SalSi (Tavisive xeliTaa naqsovi) CafuTnula da modis.
cecxli ukve gaCaRebula, didi Wiakokona anTia da didedas aqeT-iqidan
eZaxian, axlos modi, cecxlTan, gaTbio. didedac modis da patara, danaoWebul
xelebs cecxlisken iwvdis. saqanelaze gogo-biWebi cvlian erTmaneTs, ufro metad ki — biWebi. buqnas Cahkraven, saqanela win gaiwevs da Tu gabeduli biWi
Sedga, safexurs xis romelime tots miawvdens. ai, es iTvleba vaJkacobad. am
dros biWi TiTqos caSi dafrinavs, Tumca saqanelas xelnebi Ronivrad CaubRujavs. da roca gaoflili biWi dacxreba da safexuridan gadmoxteba, gogoebma
ukve kargad ician, vin aris yvelaze gabeduli da uSiSari. mere saidanRac fanduri moaqvT. fanduri saTamaSos ukravs da axla mefandures irgvliv Seikvreba
wre (oRond ise, rom Wiakokona mTel wres anaTebdes). jer viRaca gadmova gaubedavad. im viRacas gaamxneveben, nu grcxvenia, gaubede, daiwyeo da male erTmaneTs mihyvebian cekvis msurvelni. gogoebic, ra Tqma unda, jer gainazebian, mere
ki, Tu ded-mamisa da gansakuTrebiT ufrosi Zmebis damyoli mzerac igrZnes, gabedulad gadadian wreSi. da Tu am dros medole da megarmonec gamoCndnen, (medole da megarmone mainc iSviaTi iyo sofelSi da Tanac yvela saqanela unda
CamoevloT, yvelgan SeewiaT TavianTi sacekvao), marTla yvelieri iqneba, marTla jansaRi da mxiaruli kvira, mauwyebeli gazafxulisa...
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is sofeli, sadac Cveni weliwadis `oTxTavi~ gaTamaSdeba, kaxeTSia, saqarTvelos erT lamaz da Ronier kuTxeSi. kaxeTs Tavze kavkasionis mTebi dascqerian. qvemoT cisfrad gadaSlili alaznis velia, zemodan ki gadmomxobila mTebi. devebiviT mTebio, — ityvian xolme. galaktion tabiZem amgvar mTebze Tqva —
dabinduli qliavis feriao (`ginaxavT feri dabindul qliavis, es Cemi samSoblos mTebia~). cisfers ki, albaT, sivrce qmnis, Rrma sivrce, romelic Soridan
cisfrad aRiqmeba.
swored am mTebze kiTxulobs glexkaci weliwadis droTa cvalebadobas.
mTebs `didi kalendari~ vuwodoT. ar iqneba mTlad lamazi Sedareba, magram
zusti ki iqneba. zafxulSi mTebi mokrialebulia, mwvane balaxsac ki gaarCevs
Tvali. mere mTa nel-nela fers Seicvlis, TiTqos zafxulis mzeze gadaxundeba
da ase gastans Semodgomis Sua xanebamde. Tu Semodgoma civi daiWira da zamTarmac adre moiwadina mobrZaneba, noemberSi, erT mSvenier dRes, davinaxavT,
rom qedis wverebi pirvel Tovls daufaravs. mzian dReSi es wverebi TeTrad
qaTqaTeben da imas gvauwyeben, rom zamTari ukve Sors aRar aris, wamosula,
daZrula da axla, qedis Tavze wamomdgari, Tavis dros elis, rom nel-nela qvemoT Camovides. es dRe, kavkasionis qedze pirveli CamoTovlisa, SeuniSnavi aravis darCeba. gansakuTrebiT moxucebs uyvarT iqiT gaxedva da Tqma, rom kavkasionze ukve CamoTova da sadacaa zamTari mova. es Tovli niSania da am niSanze,
sofelSi ra xdeba, maSin getyviT, roca Semodgomamde mivalT, roca Semodgoma
dadgeba. axla marto is gavixsenoT, rom yvelani erTmaneTs eubnebian, Tovli gamoCndao. mere da mere Tovli ufro qvemoT Camodis, mTebisa marto wverebi ki
ara, kalTebic ifareba, bolos sul qvemoT, alaznis velamde Camosdevs da ha,
sacaa Cvenamdec mova. ai, maSin dgeba zamTari.
mTeli zamTari, raRa Tqma unda, kavkasioni TovliTaa dafaruli (anu kavkasionis is nawili, romelic kaxeTidan moCans da romelsac zogjer daRestnis
mTebs uwodeben). gazafxulze ki Tovli dnobas iwyebs da axla gazafxuli qvemodan zemoT miiwevs. jer veli gadamwvandeba, mere nel-nela tyeebs ahyveba, bo13
los qedis kalTebi gadaWreldeba, liloWriloebi qedis wverebsac miswvdeba
da ivnisis bolosaTvis Tovli ukve aRar moCans. kalendris erTma ciklma, kavkasionis bumberaz (esec Zveli epiTetia) qedze aRbeWdilma Cvens Tvalwin Caiara.
axla swored is droa, roca qedi aWrelda, ferdobebze Tovlma dnoba iwyo, mdinareebi aimRvra...
axla saxnis-sakveTi unda gavmarToT, gavafxianoT, raTa mindvrad ise gavideT, iaraRma ar gviRalatos. saxnis-sakveTs ki Cvens bavSvobaSi samWedloSi
afxianebdnen da, rac ufro cnobiswadils aRgviZravs, cxenebsac iq nalavdnen.
modiT, gavswioT samWedlurisaken.
jer Soridan xalxs davinaxavT.
umravlesoba kacebi iqnebian.
gazafxulze sofeli mudam gareT gamoefineba xolme. zamTarma mainc saxlebSi gamoketa xalxi, erTmaneTTan misvla-mosvla ki iyo, magram TiTo-orolad
Tu Sexvdeboda sofleli soflels. axla cota Tbila, gareT dgoma SeiZleba.
SeiZleba ki ara, gulma gagviwia gareT da raki samWedluric swored soflis
SuagulSia, swored iq, sadac salaybo ewyoba (salaybo, anu adgili, sadac xalxi ikribeba samaslaaTod da imitomac, rom gaixed-gamoixedos, rogorc ityvian,
Tvals wyali daalevinos). am gaxsenebaze, aqve axlosaa wyaroc. iqiT, moSorebiT, soflis Zveli eklesia moCans, Zveli ki ara, ZvelTaZveli, bazilika, anu
ugumbaTo eklesia.
xalxi mogrovilia samWedluris win. axlos mivdivarT da ukve wkara-wkuric gvesmis, dro da dro ki uro mZimed daecema grdemlze. grdemli gaxurebuli foladia. uro Tqvenc iciT, ra aris da am gavarvarebul folads Ronieri
mWedlebi kveriTa da uroTi ebrZvian, raTa forma miscen, imad aqcion, rac Tavad surT, rac sofels gamoadgeba. sofels ki, gazafxulda da, bevri ram sWirdeba: Toxi, bari, namgali, guTani. uamaTod vervin gava verc venaxSi da verc mindorSi. aki giTxariT, rom mWedeli Ronieri kaci unda iyos, rkinas rom dalewavs xeliT, imgvari, da mxiaruli kacic. mWedeli iRimeba da saxeze TeTri, qaTqaTa kbilebi mouCans. jansaRi kacia, rkinismkvneteli. aTasSi erTxel Sublze
ofls Camoiwmends winsafriT (Tumca winsafaric, cxadia, gaxurebuli aqvs) da
saxes ufro CamoiTxvris. mere ra, gava dRe, najafs da naoflars Camoirecxavs
da erTi kargi vaJkaci mogvevlineba, namdvili Sromis kaci, gamoewyoba da an
qorwilSi wava, an naTlobaSi, an dReobaze. magram axla mWedels arc erTisTvis
scalia, arc meorisTvis, mWedeli Tavis vals asrulebs: Sromobs, raRacas qmnis
da yalibad asxams. is imisTvisaa dabadebuli.
gareT ki kacebi bWoben.
mWedeli fardulSia. am farduls hqvia samWedluri.
eubnebian, geyofa, daisveneo, xvalac am Tvisaao.
magram mWedelma icis, rom dasveneba maSin Seergeba, roca saqmes moaTavebs, `xvale~ ki yovelTvis ar aris am Tvisa...
davaneboT Tavi mWedels, sanam saqmes ar morCeba, mainc sityvas ver vaTqmevinebT da iqve, ezoSi gavideT.
ai aq, am SemoRobilSi, romelsac baks veZaxiT, cxeni unda danalon.
esec mTeli ambavia, veeba cxenis danalva.
am ambisTvisac TiTqosda sagangebod emzadebian, TiTqosda Relaven cxenis
patronic da nalbandic.
ai, nel-nela miuaxlovdnen...
erTma cxens fafarze gadausva xeli da miualersa, swored iman, visTanac
ufro SeCveulia cxeni.
cxens uyvars alersi.
is erTgulia adamianisa da Senganac erTgulebas moiTxovs.
cxenic, iseve rogorc yvela suldgmuli, kargad grZnobs, samtroda xar
misuli Tu samoyvrod.
mere ra, rom fexi aukres da arc nalis dakvraa sasiamovno, albaT asea
saWiro, amqveynad ra ar xdeba. aqvea cxenis patroni. es biWebic arc Tu is Soreblebi arian, cxeni yvelas icnobs, rac undaT, is gaakeTon...
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amas ficxi cxeni fiqrobs, umetesad axalgazrda, jer isev mouTokavi da
miuCveveli, Torem xandazmulma, visac qveynad ra ar gadaxdenia, nalic kargad
icis da arc danalva awuxebs.
Tu cxeni giyvars, Tu mraval cxenze mjdarxar, Tu erTxel mainc giocnebia amxedreba da did, mwvane velze an mTis bilikebze Weneba, gecodineba, rom
xandazmuli cxeni Wirveulobas ar ikadrebda, is mSvidad daanebebda cal fexs
nalbands (nalbandi swored imas hqvia, vinc cxens nals aWedebs), Tavad sam fexze dgomas irCevda da an fiqrian mogonebebSi wavidoda (beber cxens ki ramdeni
ram aqvs mosagonari), an zantad dauwyebda Tvalierebas yvelafers, rac samWedloSi xdeboda.
cxeni adamianis didi megobaria.
cxeniT Camodioda Carglidan vaJa fSavela da xurjiniT mohqonda is moTxrobebi, dResac rom vkiTxulobT da Zalian mogvwons: `Svlis nukris naambobi~,
`saTaguri~, `CxikvTa qorwili~, da romeli aRar.
ai, ras igonebs cxenis Taobaze vaJa fSavelas Svili vaxtang razikaSvili.
`mamas yovelTvis kargi cxeni hyolia. cud, jaglag cxens Sin ar gaaCerebda. me nikori maxsovs, Savi, iorRa cxeni, mxolod Cems xsovnaSi ukve beberi iyo,
imdenad beberi, rom zamTarSi gomuris win wylidan mosuli daeca da veRarc
adga. mamam bevri utriala, magram veRaraferi uSvela. mamas cremli moeria im
cxenis sikvdilze. Seaxvia fardagSi da ise damarxa.
ver gavimete adreve gasayidad, — ityoda xolme mamaCemi, — didi amagi
hqonda Cemzeo!
nikoris Semdeg kvici iyida, wiTeli ferisa iyo da saxelad `cecxlas~
eZaxda. `cecxla~ TviTon gaxedna. Sejda Seukazmav cxenze da arbenina. dedaCemma
da sxvebmac dauSales: qviani xurjini ahkide da ise miaCvie unagirsao, magram ar
daiSala, saxe da xelebi sul dausisxlianda, mainc ar gaaneba Tavi, sanam ar
moRala~...
aseTi iyo didi poeti vaJa fSavela: cxenis sikvdilis gamo Tvalze cremli moeria.
itira didma vaJkacma.
da vidre cxenis ambavs davamTavrebdeT, barem imasac getyviT, rom vaJkacs
zogjer cremlic Svenis.
ucremlod ver dawerda vaJkaci amgvar striqonebs: `kidevac vnaxav gazafxuls~.
modiT, isev soflis Saraze gavideT, iqneb iqac SevxvdeT gazafxuls. xeebi gzispirebzec gamokvirtulan. nuSebi TeTrad gadapentilan, magram amisi naxva sxvaganac SeiZleba. soflis Saragza sxvaa, gazafxuli iq adamianis saxeebze
unda amoivikTxoT. sagazafxulo ganwyobilebas aq adamianebi ise gamoxataven,
amaze arca fiqroben. ganwyobileba TavisTavad ibadeba, gazafxuls Tavisi gaaqvs
da win veraferi daudgeba.
soflis moedanze darbaiseli kacebi Seyrilan.
wyarosTan isev dedakacebi laparakoben.
jeeli biWebi calke dganan da gamvlel-gamomvlels aTvaliereben.
mze aTbobs midamos da yvelas qurqi gadauZvria.
dedaberi sadRac miiCqaris.
berikacs saxedriT safqvavi moaqvs wisqvilidan.
ezos gadaRmidan culis xma ismis.
eg ra ario, ras akeTebo, — iZaxian kacebi da Robes miadgebian.
vera xedavT, ras vakeTebTo? — icinian Robis gadaRmidan da sxva pasuxs
aRar iZlevian.
ras akeTeben da xexilsa sxlaven: xmel totebs aWrian da totebi kvnesiT
emxobian miwas. dedaberi RobesTan dgas da qalebs eubneba, roca xesa sWrian,
ase mgonia, cocxaliviT tiriso. maS ar moWran, Tu gaxmao? — icinian qalebi.
totebi ki marTla, dedabris Tqmisa ar iyos, cocxlebiviT kvnesian.
Cven ymawvilebi varT. vdgevarT da SevcqeriT. iqiT gadiT balRebio, —
gveZaxian kacebi — emand TavSi toti ar dageceT, codvaSi ar CagvayenoTo, mag15
ram ra wagviyvans? aq `raRaca~ xdeba, swored is, rac gazafxulze SeiZleba moxdes da Tu kargad ar vnaxeT, ar iqneba. kacebi isev gviwyrebian, moSordiT maqedan, ver gaigoneT, ra giTxariTo?
amis Tqma da gzidan yiJina ismis.
(es marTla gazafxulis yiJinia).
gzaze unda gavvardeT, iq ufro didi ambavi xdeba.
ager, cxenosani moaWenebs cxens.
TiTqos viRacas ejibrebao, miuSvia cxeni da Tan dasWyivis, aba, Sen ici,
ar Semarcxvinoo.
mWedlis Segirdia...
Tmebi qarze gasCeCia.
guli gadauReRia da pirdapir mofrinavs, xalxs ainunSiac ar agdebs, is
ki ara, xalxis dasanaxad igiJianebs Tavsa, SemomxedeT, ra biWi varo.
xalxi momdgara gzaze da qariviT Caqrolil mxedars gasZaxis:
— moSinaurdi, arsen!
viTomda, romeli arsena Sena gvyevxar, da Tu marTla arsena ggonia Tavi,
ra gare-gare dadixar, raRa dros eg ari, moSinaurdio.
magram mWedlis Segirdis moSinaureba, vidre TviTon mWedeli ar gadaudgeba gzaze da Tvalebs ar daubrialebs, Zneli iqneba.
Caiqrola da velodebiT...
viciT, isev amoiqrolebs.
cota xanic da gzis boloSi isev avardeba mtveri. jer cxeni gamoCndeba,
mere mxedris gaCeCili Tma. mohqris da moaqvs mTeli gza. xalxi axla ufro met
yiJinas scems (namdvili gazafxulia) da lamis ari gzazec Cauxtnen, aba, Sen
ici, guli ar dagvwyvitoo.
mxedari Tvals efareba da isev velodebiT.
naxeT, Tu kvlav ar Camoiqroloso, — amboben berikacebi, — SarSanac egre ara qnao? kacebi mWedels eZaxian, gamodi, Tavi gaanebe mag uros, aba naxe, Seni Segirdi ra dReSiao. mWedeli Tavs ar iRebs, raRacas burdRunebs da etyoba,
ukve imuqreba. maS ra? sigiJesac Tavisi bolo aqvs. gagiJda? axla unda dawynardes. magram mWedlis Segirdma ar icis, ras fiqrobs ostati da axla isev gzis
TavSi avardeba mtveri, gagiJebuli cxeni da imisi mxedari isev gamoCndebian.
xalxic ukve giJdeba:
— aba, Sen icio!
— aravin dagewios, icode, mogdeveno!
Caaqrola da Caaqrolos...
maSin gamodis mWedeli Saraze (jer wyliT xelebs gadaibans), Sua gzaze
gaCerdeba da elodeba.
xalxi axla mWedelze icinis:
raRa drosia, Tavis gulis Wia moiklao.
ai, naxeT, Tu kidev Camoiqroloso.
mWedeli dgas da viciT, gulSi rasac fiqrobs.
sofelmac icis:
netavi aRar Camoiqrolebdeso...
mWedeli mainc mWedelia da Tavis Segirdze da Tavis xelobazec sakuTari
azri aqvs:
lamazad dahqris, Tqma ar unda. gazafxulis mzian dResac uxdeba es cxenze gasuli gadareuli biWi. magram mWedlis Segirdi xval mainc mWedeli unda
gaxdes da sidarbaisle marTebs. ras vizamT, Zmao, amgvaria Cveni xeloba.
— samWedloSi Sedi, aRar Camoivlis. — isev icinis xalxi.
— netavi marTla ar Camoivlides. — isev fiqrobs mWedeli.
mWedlis Segirdi aRarsada Cans...
axla vfiqrob: ar vici ratom da im cxenis qrolvac gazafxulis mauwyebeli iyo.
es xma ki marTla pirvelad gavigoneT.
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jer gvegona, rom romeliRac Citi ustvenda da erTmaneTs veubnebodiT,
aba yuri daugde, es ra Citi mofrinda, amisTana xma jer ar gvsmeniao. dedam gaicina da Tqva, Citi ki ara, salamuriao, salamurs ukravs viRacao. bebom Tqva,
es giJi maxare iqnebao. papam saCexidan daatana, giJi eZaxeT da vera Tlis salamurebs da ver akvnesebso? advili xom ar ggoniaT an gamoTla salamurisa, an
dakvrao. Cem biWobaSi mTel sofelSi erTi mesalamure gvyavda, sosanas eZaxdnen
da isic mgoni maxares papad ergebodao. axla bebo iZaxis, aki sosanasac giJs
eZaxdnen, magram arc is iyo giJi, dianbegi rom Cvens sofelze Camoivlida, damxvdurebSi salamurs marto sosana ukravdao.
Cvenc gvinda vnaxoT es salamuri.
saidan modis es xma, mainc sad iqneba es mxare, netavi erTi, rogor ukravs.
maxare soflis TavSi kunZze ijda da salamurs iq ukravda.
aqedan salamuris xma mTel sofels edeboda.
mocinari biWi iyo maxare da Cvenc advilad SevbedeT. garSemo movusxediT
da isev daukario, vTxoveT. imanac aiRo salamuri, erTi Cahbera da daiwyo...
garSemo mze idga. axlad amosuli jejili mwvaned xasxasebda. buCqebSi
iebi hyvaodnen. mTebs ukve lurji feri dasdebodaT. mwvervalebze SerCenili
Tovli TeTrad qaTqaTebda da maxares salamuris xma mTel am are-mares wkrialiT edeboda. ase gvegona, marTla Citi kvnesiso da aqeT-iqiT viyurebodiT. ara
gvjeroda, rom am maxares, CvensaviT axaluxi rom emosa, qalamnebi rom ecva da
nabdis qudi exura, amgvari saswaulis moxdena SeeZlo. Cven gaocebuli SevcqerodiT da gvsurda, rom es saswauli did xans gagrZelebuliyo. es ra ario, Tavi gamoido maxarem, Tqven isic ver SeniSneT, roca vukravdi, frTosnebi gaCumdnen, mzem swored maSin gamoixeda Rrublebidan da nakadulebmac suli ganabeso. nakadulebi rodis gaCumdneno, — vdavobdiT Cven da maxares vTxovdiT, aba
erTic daukari, marTla gaCumdebian nakadulebio?
magram maxarem aRar daukra.
rogorc axla vatyob, Tavisi xelovneba ar gaaufasura, samagierod gudaSi xeli Cayo da stvirebi da salamurebi amoalaga, zogi dudgulisa (mcenarea
dudgula da imiT stvirebs akeTeben), umetesoba ki lerwmisa.
Cvenc mogvecio, vTxoveT da Tavi daifasa, jer patarebi xarT, rogor iqnebao, ver iswavliTo.
— Tu ar gveqneba, rogor viswavliTo, — Tqva CvenSi yvelaze ufrosma.
maSin maxarem dudgulas stvirebi amoiRo da Camogviriga. sxvas ukeTess
vis mivcem, TqvenTvis gavakeTe da aba Sin gaiqeciTo.
Cven marTla gaviqeciT. stvirebi gvqonda da mTeli soflisaTvis unda
gveCvenebina. maxare ki isev Camojda jirkze, gaxeda sofels da salamuri aakvnesa (`aakvnesao~ — mere gavigeT, salamurze ambobdnen xolme amgvarad).
maSin ki maxarem marTla dagvajera, rom, roca is salamurs ukravda,
frinvelebi gaCumdnen, mzem swored maSin gamoixeda Rrublebidan da nakadulebmac suli ganabes.
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stviris danaxvaze Sin yvelas gaaxsenda, rom amodenebi moviyareT da jer
erTi xeiriani simRerac ar vicodiT. dedam saqmidan Tavi aiRo da Tqva: maxare
marTla Wkviania. giJebi es balRebi arian, simRera ar ician, sadme lxinSi rom
egre gamoCndnen, Tavs Seircxvenen, rame unda viRonoTo.
Cvenc gvewyina:
ratom ar viciTo?!
papa icinis da ambobs:
aba, daiwyeTo...
Cven sulsa vnabavT, dabneulebi erTmaneTs gadavxedavT (marTla gundiviT
ki vdgevarT) da viRimebiT usaqcielo RimiliT. ar viciT, ra unda daviwyoT...
maSin isev papa icinis da zurgs ukan Cumad bubunebs:
`mravaluuu!~
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Cven gvixaria da egreve, kaWkaWebiviT vimeorebT: `mravaluuu~... — jer gaubedavad, mere da mere ufro Tamamad.
mTeli ojaxi xarxarebs.
`mravaluuu!~ — kvlav gaviZaxiT da aRar viciT, am `mravalus~ mere ra
movayoloT.
isev xarxarebs yvela da isev gvirCevnia sadme gadavikargoT.
roca sicili dacxreba, mama gverdiT mogvisvams da TviTon iwyebs:
`mravaluuu!~ — da Tan gvaniSnebs, amyeviTo.
Cvenc vyvebiT.
mama gvaCerebs da jer gvameorebinebs, mere erTad vmReriT: mamac, dedac,
Cvenc...
bebo papas eCxubeba, Senc ahyevio da papac gvierTdeba.
yvelani `mravalJamiers~ vmReriT.
roca suls moviTqvamT, mama ambobs, xSirad unda vimReroTo.
esec axali ambavi:
Turme usimRerod cxovreba ar SeiZleba.
es ramdeni rame yofila saswavli, an imgvari, ris gareSec cxovreba ar
SeiZleba. mainc ra aris es `cxovreba~, rad unda vicodeT yvelaferi? ra moxdeba, didebi rom gavizrdebiT, mamasaviT gavWaRaravdebiT da papasaviT davberdebiT? an amaT raT undaT, rom yvelaferi gvaswavlon da Cvenc iseTiveni gavxdeT,
rogorebic TviTon arian?
TviTon gvaswavlian `cxovrebas~ Tu CveniT viswavliT?
xo, marTla, es xom guSinac gviTxres, yvelaferi unda icodeTo, patara
gogias naTlobaSi rom viyaviT da xeli ver gagvaSlevines, atyda sicil-xarxari, cekva ara gcodniaTo. ukravda dol-garmoni, Cven xeli gvkres, wreSi Segvagdes da egreve avituzeniT, xeli ver gavSaleT, dol-garmons fexi ver avayoleT.
Segvrcxva, ar vicodiT, sad gavqceuliyaviT.
mama gagviwyra. deda mamas Seeba, ras eCxubebi, vaswavleT da ar iswavleso?
gadawyda: cekva unda viswavloT.
Tanac sxvebma ki ar unda gvaswavlon, CveniT unda viswavloT.
gavdivar soflis Saraze da CvenebianT vanuas veZaxi, raRac maqvs saTqmeli-meTqi. vanua im wuTSi xvdeba, rom saidumlo ram gamomCenia. bebo ityvis
xolme, magisTana eSmaki am are-mareSi erTic ar ario da axla es vanua swored
saeSmako saqmeze modis. cekva unda viswavloT-meTqi, veubnebi da vanua icinis,
rogor unda viswavloTo? Cumad unda viswavloT-meTqi — vpasuxob da uceb vanua imedze wyals gadamisxams: medole vin iqnebao?
xo, marTla, cekvas dolic sWirdeba.
maSin vanua ambobs, rom vasikosac davuZaxoT da doli iman daukraso.
magram arc doli gvaqvs.
vasikos marTla veZaxiT da is ki, roca yvelafers Seityobs, Robis iqiT
gadaxteba, iqve migdebul Jangian taSts aiRebs da sixaruliT ambobs: doli ar
ario?
dolic gvaqvs. medolec gvyavs, mocekvaveebic aqa varT da cekvac unda
viswavloT.
sabZelSi gavrbivarT.
gazafxulia da sabZeli ukve carielia.
Sig SevdivarT, kars movixuravT, vasiko marTla medolesaviT Camojdeba,
taSts aiRebs da iwyebs:
dimpitauri-dampitauri...
dimpitauri-dampitauri.
Cven xelebs vSliT da erTbaSad vgrZnobT, rom araferi gamodis.
mTavari dagvviwynia: cekvas gogo sWirdeba.
maSin vanua wamoxteba, sabZlidan gadis da saiTkenRac mirbis.
Cven velodebiT da ar viciT, ra moxdeba.
vanuam gogo unda moiyvanos...
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gadis xani da aravina Cans.
bolos WuWyuni gvesmis, gareT vixedebiT da hoi, sawyalo, vanua sul mujluguniT moaTrevs CvenebianT Tmagawewil naTelas. naTela fSrukunebs, inazeba
da ambobs, Tavi damanebeT, Torem am wuTSi dedaCems davuZaxebo, cekva ara is ar
gindaTo? vanua TmaSi eWideba da sabZlisken eqaCeba, risa geSinia, guSin Seni biZaSvili mayvala ara cekvavda naTlobaSio? is didiao, — CurCulebs naTela da
Tan aqeT-iqiT ixedeba, etyoba mSviddeba, etyoba cekva, mayvalas xsenebaze, imasac mounda da gadawyvetiT ambobs:
maSin Txili maWameTo.
vanua erT jam Txils hpirdeba da naTelac (axla rom maxsendeba) dedoflurad Semodis sabZelSi.
naTelas Semosvlaa da vasiko `dols~ dascxebs.
Cven xelebs vSliT da naTelas win sariviT vSeSdebiT. (rogorc guSin
iyo, rogorc guSin gaSeSdnen biWebi mayvalas win). da Tu yvelaferi guSindeliviT unda moxdes, ase iyos, — naTelac inazeba, Tavs Zirsa xris, gadmoCeCil kawawebs ukan gadaiyris, mere erTbaSad moiRerebs yels da wreSi gadmodis.
wreSi bzis korianteli dgeba.
maSinRa vfxizldebiT, roca Soridan ismis:
naTel! naTel!
es naTelas deda iZaxis.
naTela SeSfoTdeba, erT wamSi kabidan da kawawebidan bzes Camoibertyavs,
sabZlis kars aRebs da Sinisaken garbis.
`dolic~ erT wamSi Cawynardeba. Cven ukve viciT cekva...
gazafxuli ki modis, ufro da ufro axlovdeba, TiTqos misi xma aSkarad
gvesmis. TiTqos yvelaferSi sunTqavs: yoCivardebSi da enZelebSi; kvirtebSi, sadacaa rom daskdebian da foTlebad gadaiSlebian.
aba gavyveT soflis orRobeebs da Robis ZirebSi kargad mivixed-movixedoT, sacaa iebic gamoCndebian. cotaRa darCa, oriode Tbili dRe da yvelaferi
gadaiSleba. manamde ki erTi sixarulic gvewvia: wuxel Cvens boselSi patara
fuCina daibada, anu Zroxam xbo moigo. xvalidan ezoSi marto Cveni Zroxa ki
aRar gamova, Tan patara Svilic gamohyveba, patara fuCina, Subli TeTrad rom
SehRebia, rac imas niSnavs, rom niSa Zroxad gaizrdeba. Tavad wablisferi an
ruxi iqneba, marto Subli eqneba qaTqaTa TeTri. jer ki pataraa, dedam ukve miualersa, TviTon wamodgomas cdilobs da gaocebuli TvalebiT Semogvcqeris: ra
saintereso yofila samyaro, Tanac is dro, roca gazafxuli dgeba! Cqara, mivumarjveT saTbilobeli, garSemo Tivis bululi SemovuwyeT, jer kidev civa da
Cveni fuCina ar gagvicivdes! ra davarqvaT? fuCinas aucileblad sWirdeba saxeli. `niSa!~ Tavad es qaTqaTa Subli gvkarnaxobs saxels.
Cveni dedaZroxac ra amayad dgas! Svilis dedaa... ra Rirseulad Semogvcqeris! male amgvarive RirsebiT gauZRveba Tavis fuCinas balaxisaken. dilaobiT Zroxa naxirSi wava, Tavis tolebs gahyveba. diliT menaxire Camoivlis da
sxva ZroxebTan erTad Cvens dedaZroxasac gaiyolebs. mTeli dRe balaxze iqneba
da fuCina Sin marto darCeba, CvenTan iTamaSebs, Cven viqnebiT misi erTguli megobrebi. xandaxan daibRavlebs da WiSkrisken gaixedavs: guSin diliTac am WiSkridan gavida deda da saRamo xans amave WiSkriT mobrunda. da raki guSin mobrunda, dResac, Sebinddeba Tu ara, aucileblad mobrundeba; jer WiSkarTan daizmuvlebs, movedio, mere rZiT savse curiT pirdapir Tavis Svilisken gamoswevs.
magram patara fuCinas rad unda amdeni rZe. fuCinas sul cotac hyofnis.
jer dedaZroxas xeze gamoabamen, kardaliT Camoitanen Tbil wyals da ZuZuebs
kargad Camobanen, mere ZuZuebis qveS Seudgamen kardals da daiwyeben rZis Camowvelas. fuCinas uyvars rZe, magram bavSvebsac uyvarT. ai Camodis kardalSi
ZafiviT wyrili, TeTri, qafqafa, Tbili rZe. kardala nel-nela ivseba. deda-Zroxa ki malimal gaxedavs Tavis fuCinas, SiSobs, vai Tu aRaraferi damrCes imisTviso. fuCina miiwevs misken. ukve gaeSmakda da, Tavisi wili rom ergeba, kargad
icis. adamianebi xom keTilebi unda viyoT. Cvenc guls ar davwyvetT dedaZroxas, gavuSvebT fuCinas da isic sixaruliT garbis, ecema dedis Tbil jiqans da
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swovs, swovs, gamalebuli swovs Tbil, noyier rZes, xandaxan drunCsac ahkravs,
viTomda ara myofnis, cota baraqianad masvi rZeo. rogor ar hyofnis, magram, aki
giTxariT, gaeSmakda da ras aRar igonebs. Tanac xedavs, rom marto ar aris, mayureblebic hyavs: ZaRli, kata da, raRa Tqma unda, mamali. mamali sagangebod ar
SebrZanda saqaTmeSi, dedlebi Sereka, TviTon ki gareT darCa. axla damdgaran
da fuCinas Senatrian, vnaxoT, ra moxdebao, bolos da bolos, aRar ijerebs
gulsao?
fuCinas TamaSs ki marTla bolo aRar eqneba, Tu cotaze ar movqaCeT Toki da ar avuxseniT, rom amqveynad yvelafers Tavisi sazRvari aqvs da, dedis
rZec ki, Tu is zomaze meti miirTvi, ar Segergeba.
axla fuCina dgas da dedas ealerseba.
deda kocnis, patara drunCze efereba.
mere binddeba.
Tbili, momTenTavi saRamoa.
dideda da papa cas Sescqerian.
caze mTvare amodis. mTvare didia, kaklis kenweroebis gadaRmidan ise moCans, rogorc didi, yviTeli daira, Zvel droSi rom hqondaT, dolis magvari da
patara garmonTan (`buzikas~ eZaxdnen) erTad ukravdnen, ufro Zvelad ki fandurTan erTad. xval kargi dari iqneba, namdvili gazafxulis dRe. xval pirvelad daiwyebs Zaxils guguli. guguli ki gaiZaxis: `kafeTese!~ anu Tesva daiwyeTo, jagnari gakafeT, miwa dabareT, Tesli moabnieT da Semodgomaze mosavali
moiwieTo. davelodoT xvalindel dRes, gugulis Zaxils.
sofeli iZinebs da danamdvilebiT jer aravin icis, xval daiwyebs Tu ara
guguli Zaxils. da vidre sofeli marTla daiZinebdes, Cvens papas didedasaTvis
raRac moumzadebia, eSmakurad Sescqeris, kalaTisken iwvdis xels da iebis patara konas awvdis, rogorc odesRac, rogorc bavSvobaSi. didedac iRimeba. iebi
ayvavebula! — gaiZaxis xmamaRla da bavSvebs uxmobs. mTeli ojaxi Zilispiris
Tvlemidan gamodis da erTxmad aJivJivdeba: iebi ayvavebula! sad mohkrife papav,
romel orRobeSi? gana amaTi mokrefa SeiZleboda — sinanuliT dascqeris bebo
da Tan eamayeba, rom iebi moarTves. es erTxel vapatioT papasac, bolos da bolos iebi bebos moarTva, rogorc didi xnis winaT, rogorc maSin, roca axalgazrda iyo. xval ki gogo-biWebi TviTon gasweven orRobisaken iebis sanaxavad.
magram ratom daRonda deda?
iebis sevdam daaRona... mixvda da Cvenc migvaxvedra, rom amqveynad yvelafers imaze maRali azri aqvs, vidre zogjer Cven warmogvidgenia. TviT iis amosvlaSic didi mizani Cauqsovia bunebas.
pativi vceT bunebis am did mizans...
gugulma `kafe-Tese~ daiZaxa. dadga is dro, roca mTeli sofeli gareT
unda gamovides. aki leqsadac iTqva: `balRebs uxariT, darbian, papas gauTba
Zvlebia~. as wels miRweuli papa Tbil mzes mificxebia, da iqve didedac Camomjdara miwaze gaSlil nabdis Zvelaze. ufro mxne da muxlCauxreli papa ki gzaze miiCqaris, venaxi uxmobs, nasxlavs unda daxedos, aki jer kidev maSin gasxla
vazi, roca aqa-iq isev Tovli ido. gaxsovT, maSin vazi tiroda...
da rac ufro mniSvnelovania, venaxidan papa yanaSi Caivlis, yanas unda gadaxedos, Semodgomaze rom daiTesa da axla jejilad iqneba abibinebuli. xo,
xorbali Semodgomaze daTeses, moxnes miwa, dafarcxes (anu gaafxvieres) da mere xorbali moabnies, raTa jejilad amosuliyo. jejili mere, zafxulisTvis
iqceva namdvil yanad da Cvenc sxvebTan erTad daveswrebiT yanis mkas. jer mka
Sorsaa. jer mxolod gazafxulia da papamac is gaakeTa, rac gazafxulze unda
gakeTdes: nergebi Cayara. ormoebi TviTonve gaTxara da Robis pirebze Caariga
xexilis nergi. gaivlis wlebi da Cveni moxuci papa ukve amqveynad aRar iqneba.
es Tavadac kargad icoda, roca nergebs yrida. nayofs me TviTon moveswrebio,
amaze arc ufiqria, nergebi TqvenTvis Cayara da roca warmoidgina, rogor SeeqceviT papis dargul xexilze mosxmul gemriel nayofs, sixarulisagan gaibadra.
ra Tqma unda, sevdac moeZala, TviTon xom TqvenTan erTad aRar iqneba, magram
Tqvenze zrunvis sixarulma mainc ajoba sevdas. ara, rogorc erT arakSia Tqmu20
li, gzad aravis Cauvlia da arc papasTvis ukixavs, Sen xom mainc ver moeswrebi
magis nayofs, raze wvalobo, magram papam es Tavadve gaifiqra, erTi wamiT gaifiqra da, rogorc giTxariT, is sevdac mcire xniT moeria.
modiT, wamiT gavCumdeT da yuri mivapyroT gazafxulis mziani dRis musikas, ara frinvelTa WikWiks, ara futkrebis zuzuns, aramed sxva musikas. mousmineT, Soriaxlodan raRac kakuni ismis, ritmuli, erT azrSi moqceuli kakuni.
TiTqos dasartymel instrumentze iqmneba musikaluri bgera. ager zanzalakebmac misces xma da SeTrToldnen. mere doli da zanzalakebi erTad agrZeleben
ritmul bgerebs, xan erTmaneTs enacvlebian, xan erTi uswrebs win, xan meore. es
Toxis xmaa, Toxi wkarunobs wvril qviSaze, Toxi gamoscems bansac. zogi axlosaa, Robis gadaRma (bostanSi TavCarguli qoCora biWi Toxnis sabostnes). zogi
— cota moSorebiT, orRobis gadaswvriv, zogi ki — Soreul ferdobze. aqeT
qali muSaobs, TeTrdolbandiani, iqiT — isev berikaci, ferdobs ki biWebi miuyvebian. movusminoT am musikas, kargad movusminoT da saxelic Tavad daibadeba.
es Sromis musikaa! da Tumca melodia ar gvesmis, Tumca mxolod ritmuli bgerebi enacvlebian erTmaneTs, musika Cven TviTon gveubneba, rom Sroma adamianis
maRali daniSnulebaa, rom Sromis gareSe amodena samyaroSi araferi iqmneba.
rom Sromoben TviT mzeca da planetebic, dauRalavad, erTi wamis daukargavad
Sromoben. rom barva, Toxna, morwyva, gafurCvna, Seyelva sWirdeba yvelafers,
rasac TiTqos mxolod buneba gvTavazobs. Cven ki zogjer gvgonia, rom sufraze
motanili xili Tu bostneuli mxolod bunebis boZebuli saCuqaria, mxolod
mzisa da miwis nobaTi. gvgonia da gvaviwydeba xalxSi yvelaze zustad Serqmeuli saxeli — `Wirnaxuli~. aki giTxariT am sityvis mniSvnelobaze, da es musikac, axla rom CagesmiT, `Wirnaxulis~ musikaa. kidev erTxel kargad movusminoT
da davimaxsovroT, rom gazafxuli ar aris mxolod Citebis mofrena da Jivilxivili, arc Tbili mze da ayvavebuli tyemlebi, arc mxolod iebi da yoCivardebi. is, rasac Tqven xedavT, (garSemo ki marTlac yovelive hyvavis da iRviZebs)
garegnuli samoselia gazafxulisa. mis iqiT ki igulisxmeba swored miwasTan
Widili, miwis wiaRSi Zebna yovelivesi, ramac SesaZlebeli gaxada Cvens patara
planetaze sicocxlis aRmoceneba.
vidre Cven yvavilebad qceuli are-mareTi vtkbebiT, mTeli ojaxi Saragzaze gasula, papas xelSi Rvinis xelada uWiravs, didedas SoTi purebi mouCans
Tavisi winsafridan. dedas jami mwniliT gauvsia. damdgara surneli nivrisa, wiwakisa, kitris da pamidvris mwnilisa. mama amayad dgas da suyvelani erTad raRacis molodinSi arian. `modian!~ — iZaxis viRaca da Cven kidev ar viciT, vin
modis, ra unda, ratom elodebian ase xeldamSvenebulni, ratom gamosulan Saraze sxvebic. aba Cvenc gavixedoT da SeiZleba Cvenc davlandoT Soridan rame.
marTla modian!
cxvris farebi modian!
cxvari daZrula da mTebisken midis!
zafxuli mTaSi unda gaataron. roca zafxuli dadgeba, Cvenc vewvioT
mTaSi, Cvenc gavaTioT erTi Rame mecxvareTa patara qoxSi. axla ki, vidre zafxuli dadgebodes, mTaSi mimavlebi, sxvebTan erTad, Cvenc gavaciloT. fara ki
axlovdeba da axlovdeba. faras win rqagadagrexili vaci mouZRvis, TeTri, qaTqaTa vaci. Tovlisferi wveri mkerdamde Camohfenia, amayad modis da saamayodac
aqvs saqme: amodena fara mis fexis xmas ahyolia; is gamxdara Tavi da Tavi; saca
is wava, morCili farac iqiT gahyveba. vacs gverdiT Wabuki mwyemsi mohyveba, kombali mxrebze gardigardmo gaudvia da orive xeliT zed Camohkidebia. Tan vacs
aqezebs, Tan aqeT-iqiT iyureba da xalxs ucinis. cota moSorebiT sxva mwyemsebic modian. xalxi ukve Saraze gamofenila da mwyemsebic mcire xniT unda SeCerdnen. mama aqamde damalul jams iRebs. papa im jams RviniT avsebs. mama mwyemsebs gzas ulocavs da jams (cxadia, RviniT savses) axla imaT awvdis. aris erTi
xumroba, gadaZaxil-gadmoZaxili. rZlebs xelSi balRebi autatiaT da mwyemsebic xan erT bavSvs CamoarTmeven, xan meores, xan erTs kocnian, xan meores.
axalgazrda mwyemsebi gogoebs gascqerian da gogoebic darcxvenilni iWvritebian Robis gadaRmidan. cxvari ki gzas ganagrZobs. vaci ar Cerdeba, ukan arc ki
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ixedeba da farac morCilad misdevs. `mee! — gaiZaxian batknebi da dedas uxmoben. balRebic gverdigverd misdeven faras da imas eZaxian, rasac balRebi aseT
dros mudam iZaxdnen:
— yelSi dana vis unda?
— mee! — pasuxoben batknebi da balRebis Jriamuli ezoebs edeba.
Seacdines batknebi!
bolos ki faras avi qofakebi mosdeven. magram CvenTvis moCanan avebi, Torem uamaTod fara ver iqneboda fara. eseni arian am cxvrebisa da mecxvareTa
mTeli binis patronni. amaTi SiSiT faras mgeli Znelad Tu mietaneba da, Tu gabedavs, Zviradac daujdeba. eseni mohyvebian faras mSvidi RirsebiT, zogs kiserze basri Canglebiani `mZivic~ hkidia. swored imitom, rom mgeli ar eces kiserSi
dasaxrCobad da Tu ecema, sananeblad gauxdes. modian da TiTqos gverdze arc
ixedebian, erTxel Tu moatareben mzeras da isic imitom rom maTi aq yofna ar
dagvavwydes.
Caivlis cxvari da Saragzaze mtvris korianteli rCeba. am mtvris koriantelSi TiTqos burusidan gamoikveTeba ramdenime cxeni, didi sapalneebi (anu
bargi) rom gadaukidiaT, zogisaTvis ki xurjini. kargad SexedeT am xurjins,
esec ar dagaviwydeT: xurjinis erT TvalSi TeTri, qaTqaTa batknebi sxedan da
gaocebulni mzeras ar gvaSoreben, meore TvalSi ki — erTi bewo, mura lekvebi.
es lekvebi im qofakis Svilebi arian, zantad rom Cagviara win da gadmogvxeda,
batknebic, albaT, gzaSi daRlilan, Zalze patarebs amodena gzaze veRar uvliaT.
im axalgazrda mwyemss raRa uWiravs xelSi, ra miuxutebia gulze?
esec erTi cida, Wreli batkani!
axla mwyemsis alersisa da siTbos garda mas araferi unda. mihxutebia
gulze, gaocebuli TvalebiT gviyurebs da fiqrobs:
ra didi yofila qveyniereba...
— yelSi dana vis unda?! — kvlav gaiZaxian gaTamamebuli balRebi (qofakebma ukve Caiares). magram maT Zaxils aRaravin exmaureba.
fara mTisaken daiZra...
vidre fara mTaSi midis, Cvenc gadavxedoT jejils, romelsac papa imediT
gadascqeroda, karga xans idga jejilis TavSi da Cvenc, Tu imden xans ara, mcire xniT mainc gavCerdeT. aba naxeT, ra simwvanea, ra xasxasa feri. mcire xans
moiTmineT da jejils niavic Camouqrolebs. ai, niavze jejilis Camoqrolebas,
xalxi `mzekabans~ uwodebs. am dros jejili TiTqos zRvas hgavs, mRelvare
zRvas ki ara, mSvids, romlis simSvidec mxolod patara sios wamoqrolvam daarRvia da livliva talRebma wyalze uwyinari, Zlivs gasagoni SrialiT gadaiares. `mzekabani~ — am sityvis daviwyeba ar SeiZleba. aq bevri ramaa nagulisxmevi. TiTqos Cvens jejils mzem axali, sagazafxulo kaba Caacva da gamoawyo, raTa movsuliyaviT da bunebis sidiade erTxelac SegvegrZno. mze aSuqebs mwvane,
livliva talRebs da gulSi did imedebs gvinergavs.
jejili bevr rames gamoxatavs, imaze mets, vidre miwis gulidan amosuli
mcenarea. jejili yanad unda iqces, yanam xorbali unda mogvces, xorbali ki
puria. purs zafxulSi moviwevT. gazafxulis am dRes ki, roca garSemo yvelaferi hyvavis, roca galoben frTosnebi da Cvenc sicocxlis sidiade suls gviforiaqebs, aq, jejilis piras mosulebma, gavixsenoT cnobili Tqma:
puri Cveni arsobisa.
am jejilis piras, im imediT vdgavarT, rom jejilma unda mogvces swored `puri Cveni arsobisa~.
magram Cven xom sxva ramec gviTxres:
`ara puriTa erTiTa!~ mxolod puri ar kmarao adamianis cxovrebisTvis.
amitom gviforiaqebs suls gazafxulis silamaze.
amitom vusmenT frinvelTa galobas.
amitom gvsurda musikis daWera kenWebze Toxis wkarunSi, romelic xan dasartymeli instrumentis ritmebs SevadareT, xan zanzalakebis wkaruns.
yovelive erTad ki gazafxulia!
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da raki mTeli aremare ukve yvavilebiT aris mofenili, TeTri, iisferi
da pirisferi yvavilebis fantelebi aTovs baRebs, raki gazafxulis surneliT
gaJRenTila ca da dedamiwa, futkrebi totebs Soris bzuian, mze ki mSvidi siTboTi ualersebs yovelives, barem davucadoT mzis Casvlasac da SevigrZnoT kidev erTi saswauli: gazafxulis Rame!
ai, TiTqos yovelive miwynarda, futkrebma monaxes TavianTi skebi, miwyda
soflis Jriamuli da is droa, roca kaklis kenweroebs miRma unda amovides gazafxulis savse mTvare, ai, gamoCnda kidec brinjaosferi disko mTvarisa, TiTqos nel-nela veeba koconi enTebao. `koconi~ ufro da ufro maRldeba da aRmosavleTis caze amodis mTvare, Cveni dedamiwis Svili Tu Tanamgzavri. axla
mTvaris mkrTali naTeli edeba yvelafers da TeTrad gadaqaTqaTebuli ayvavebuli baRebi idumal mocisfro Suqs aRviveben. gaviaroT baRSi, ayvavebul totebs Soris, frTxilad mivixed-movixedoT, Tvali SevavloT Cvens Tavze gadmomxobil cas da, Tu odnav mainc Rvivis CvenSi bunebis saocrebaTa SegrZnebis unari, ar SeiZleba ar gavifiqroT:
— araferia qveyanaze sicocxleze ufro Zvirfasi.
amgvar dros gvaviwydeba qveynis amao fusfusi, aTasi wvrilmani, riTac
savsea yoveldRiuri Cveni cxovreba, gvaviwydeba, rom arsebobs boroteba, Suri,
mtroba, rom qveyniereba asparezia ganuwyveteli Widilisa, sikeTesa da borotebas Soris sisxlismRvreli omisa da wamiT, yvelafrisagan gaTavisuflebuls,
gjera:
— samyaroSi didebuli harmonia sufevs...
davimaxsovroT harmoniiT aRsavse es gazafxulis Rame da es mTvlemare,
idumali yvavilebi, romlebic CagvCurCuleben:
— adamiani amqveynad didebuli harmoniis saZebnelad modis...
ager mTvare Tavisi gziT iswrafvis.
varskvlavebic Tavisi gziT midian da erTmaneTs ar ejaxebian.
gazafxulis am didebul Rames aucileblad mohyveba gaTeneba.
es aris samyaros harmonia, romelsac Cven SevigrZnobT da romelic CvenSia.
magram aris ki CvenSi?
amis garkvevaSi TviTon buneba unda dagvexmaros.
Cven ki, Cvenis mxriv, sul mis ZiebaSi unda viyoT, unda davicvaT, unda SevinarCunoT igi, radgan TviT adamianTa cxovrebaa warmoudgeneli harmoniis gareSe.
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gazafxuli vardobisTviT, anu maisiT dasruldeba.
Caivlis aRdgoma...
albaT, gaxsovT, ieso qristes ambavze rom mogiTxrobdiT. da im ZvelisZveli ambis Tanaxmad, ieso qriste swored gazafxulze aRsdga mkvdreTiT.
marTalia Tu ara es ambavi?
marTali is aris, rom yovel ZvelTaZvel ambavSi Tu gadmocemaSi didi
sibrZnea Caqsovili da xalxis saukuneobrivi gamocdilebaa dagrovili.
yovel Zvel wes-CveulebaSi da maT Soris qristianulSic, aris dReisaTvis gamosadegi sulis, sxeulis da gonebis savarjiSo ram, risi gadagdebac ar
SeiZleba.
mTavrdeboda didmarxva, miileoda ukanaskneli dReebic da mTeli sofeli
aRdgomisaTvis emzadeboda.
aRdgoma `qristes aRdgomis~ dResaswaulia.
xom gaxsovT jvarze gakruli, rwmenisaTvis wamebuli qriste?
Semdeg ki — qristes aRdgoma?
swored am dRis zeimia aRdgomis dResaswaulic.
aRdgomis kvira gazafxulis erT romelime dRes ar emTxveva, igi moZraobs da gazafxulis buniobas mosdevs, Cveulebrivad erT romelime kviras, oTxi
aprilidan rva maisamde.
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dResaswauli erT kviras grZeldeboda da es `naTel kvirad~ iTvleboda,
vidre ar dadgeboda axalkvira, anu `kviracxoveli~.
mzadeba didi iyo, didi cxoba paskebisa, wiTlad Rebva kvercxebisa. wiTlad imitom, rom es iyo feri qristes mier danTxeuli sisxlisa. kvercxi ki,
cxadia imitom, rom kvercxia maradiuli nayofierebis simbolo.
kvercxebs endroTi Rebavdnen. dabali mcenarea, gazafxulze amodis, grZeli, xorkliani foTlebi miwaze aqvs garTxmuli. endro rom amoglijoT da Rero gadatexoT, xelebi wiTlad SegeRebebaT. am endros Zirebs xarSaven da naxarSi muq wiTel fers iRebs. mere am naxarSSi agdeben kvercxebs da imasac karga xans xarSaven.
am kvercxebiT davdiodiT aRdgoma dRes.
am kvercxebiT mogvqonda Tavi...
raki kvercxebze Camovarda sityva, `alilo~, anu `Wona~ unda gavixsenoT,
Wonas Rame... raRa Tqma unda, Rame Tbili da mTvariani unda iyos, idumali SuqiT ganaTebuli, radgan mTeli Sinaarsi `Wonasi~ idumalia. es winasaaRdgomo
Ramea, Camovla soflisa, milocvisa da sixarulis Rame. biWebi ikribebian, aTiodeni, zogi romel ubanSi, zogi romelSi, da rac mTavaria, kargi xmisani. `Wona~
simReracaa, mTeli rituali simReriT sruldeba da, Tu vinmem auria, silamaze
`Wonaobisa~ gaqreba.
biWebi mouTmenlad elian daRamebas, iwyeba Camovla. Wonas monawileebs
Cveulebrivad niRbebic unda ekeToT da niRbebi mravalgvar xasiaTs unda gamoxatavdnen. xasiaTTa es mravalgvaroba ki samxiarulo da saxumaro elfers sZenda Wonas.
simRera ki mainc simwyobres moiTxovda. daagugunebdnen banebi da ori xma
dasWeqda. am xmebSi jer milocva ismoda, aRdgomis mosvlas ulocavdnen ojaxs,
romlis WiSkarTanac mividodnen. bolos ki teqsti iumoriTac ifereboda: `alaTasa, balaTasa, Camovkideb kalaTasa, gogo erTi kvercxi Cade, RmerTi mogcems
baraqasa~. da, raRa Tqma unda, gaxarebuli maspinZeli, raki meWoneebma aRdgoma
miuloces, kalaTaSi wiTel kvercxebs Cadebda, Tavadac dalocavda da axla
sxva ojaxisken gaistumrebda.
im Rames ar eZina sofels. yvela Wonas eloda, yvelas yuri iqiT hqonda
mipyrobili, romel ubanSi aiares da vis WiSkarTan mividnen momRerlebi.
Tu vinmes meWoneebi uneburad gverds auvlidnen, maspinZeli nawyeni rCeboda, raRac akldeboda im weliwads mis `aRdgomas~.
da, raRa Tqma unda, mTvarec SuaRamemde kardakar dahyveboda meWoneebs.
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aRdgoma dRe wiTeli kvercxebiT iwyeboda. kvercxebs erTmaneTs vurtyamdiT da visi jilakvercxic ufro magari gamodgeboda, is iyo magari biWi. damrec adgilas am kvercxebs vagrovebdiT da visi kvercxic ufro Sors wavidoda,
gamarjvebulic, cxadia, is rCeboda. ikvleboda saaRdgomo batkani, ixdeboda saaRdgomo zedaSe, anu RviniT savse qvevri, romelsac patronma sagangebod CauTqva (zogma ris gamo, zogma — risi, zogma sixaruls daukavSira es CaTqma, zogma mwuxarebas, zogma Tqva, oRond Cemi biWi jaridan saRsalamaTi Camovides da
erT zedaSes CavuTqvamo, zogma viRacis xsovnisaTvis gadainaxa sufTa, Tavankara
Rvino). axla am zedaSes moxdian da sadRegrZeloebic, cxadia, sadResaswaulo
da sazeimoa.
meore dRes mivdivarT sasaflaoze.
Tan migvaqvs is wiTeli kvercxebi.
Cumad varT. winaparTa saflavebs dumiliT unda mieaxloT. aseve Cumad
vdebT wiTel kvercxebs saflavebze.
aRdgomis dResaswauli dasrulda.
sevdianad dasrulda, mama-papaTa saflavebze...
Cvenc davemSvidoboT aRdgomas da male — TviT gazafxulsac.
axla ki imasRa davsZenT, rom aRdgoma marto qristianul religias ar SeuTxzavs.
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msgavsi dResaswaulebi manamdec yofila.
Zveli xalxebis rwmeniT, RmerTebi kvdebodnen da gazafxulze kvlav cocxldebodnen, anu aRdgebodnen.
aseTi iyo osirisi egvipteSi...
TamuSi — babilonSi...
mas Semdeg didi xani gavida.
saukuneebma gadaiara.
dro win wavida.
Cveni droc, odesme kacobriobis xsovnasRa SemorCeba.
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amgvaria vardobisTve, maisi — miwuruli gazafxulisa.
ayvavebul yvavilebSi futkrebi zuzuneben.
mercxlebi Tavis bartyebs Tavs dahxarian.
xeze mReris molaRuri da, rogorc Cveni winaprebi gvarwmuneben, `biWo-gogiao~, gaiZaxis.
sacaa bali da TuTa damwifdeba.
qveyanas wiTeli yayaCoebi mosdebia.
balaxi aTqvirebula.
glexkacebi ukve TibvisTvis emzadebian.
magram roca Tibva daiwyeba, aRar iqneba gazafxuli. Tibva zafxulisaa,
Tibvis ambavi zafxulis ambavi unda gaxdes.
jer mainc isev molaRurs movuminoT: marTla gaiZaxis `biWo-gogias?!~
xom ar mogewyinaT?
xom ar gagvigrZelda Cveni moTxroba?
Tu bolomde CaikiTxeT es pirveli Tavi, Tqvenc, cnobili arakis gmiriviT,
erTxel mainc xom ar gaifiqreT, netav sul gazafxuli iyoso?
arc minda rom gaifiqroT...
sul gazafxuli ver iqneba...
dro swrafad midis, weliwadis droni erTmaneTs cvlian, wlebi wlebs
misdeven, saukuneebi — saukuneebs, aTaswleulebi — aTaswleulebs.
isRa damrCenia SegaxsenoT, rom Cveni patara planeta, romelsac qarTvelebi dedamiwas veZaxiT (xedavT, ra didebuli saxelia, dedis saxels ukavSirdeba — deda da miwa...), mzis irgvliv brunavs, uzarmazari kaSkaSa cecxlis
burTis irgvliv. mze gvawvdis siTbos, sinaTles, mzis wyalobiT icvlebian dronic da qarTvelebi mzesac dedas vukavSirebT. aseTi leqsic aris xalxSi SeTxzuli:
`mze dedaa Cemi,
mTvare mama Cemi,
gundi da gundi varskvlavi
da da Zmaa Cemi~.
dedamiwa Tavisi RerZis garSemo brunavs da erTi Semobruneba erTi dReRamea. dedamiwa mzis garSemoc brunavs da erTi Semovla mzis irgvliv erTi weliwadia.
mze, Tavis mxriv, weliwadSi Tormet Tanavarskvlaveds gaivlis. am Tanavarskvlaveds xalxma ZvelTagan cxovelebis da misTvis nacnobi sagnebis saxelebi Searqva, raki dedamiwidan maTi ganlageba raRac sagnebs da cxovelebs miamsgavsa. es saxelebia: verZi, kuro, marCbivi, kirCxibi, lomi, qalwuli, saswori,
Rriankali, mSvildosani, Txis rqa, merwyuli, Tevzi.
berZnebma am Tanavarskvlavedis gzas `zodiaqo~, anu `cxovelTa wre~ Searqves, raki maTi umravlesoba cxovelTa figurebs miamsgavses.
yovel TanavarskvlavedSi, am TormetTagan Cveni mze TiTo Tves `dahyofs~
da dedamiwis weliwadic Tormet Tved iyofa.
weliwadi ki oTx drod iyofa.
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pirveli ukve gaviareT — gazafxuli.
sacaa zafxulic dadgeba.
da vidre marTla dadgebodes zafxuli, barem esec ar dagvaviwydes:
gazafxulis Tveebia: marti, aprili, maisi.
TveTa saxelebis darqmevasac, raRa Tqma unda, Tavisi mizezi hqonda:
marti romaul RvTaebas marss ukavSirdeba, marsi ki omis RmerTad iTvleboda, maincdamainc weliwadis am Tves ratom daukavSirda omis RmerTis saxeli,
albaT, aravin icis.
aprili — laTinur sityvas `aperires~ ukavSirdeba. `aperire~ — gaxsnas
niSnavs, albaT wlis gaxsnas, dasawyiss, radgan Zvel romSi gazafxuli swored
aprilidan iwyeboda.
`maisic~ romauli warmoSobis sityvaa. qalRmerT maias ukavSirdeba. da
arc aris gasakviri: maia ganaxlebuli bunebis RvTaebad iTvleboda da maisSi
buneba xom marTlac sruliad ganaxlebuli saxiT warmogvidgeba.
yovel Tves Zvel saqarTveloSic Tavisi saxeli erqva da Tavis mxriv,
xalxuri saxelwodebac arsebobda. asea gazafxulis Tveebic: marts, ZvelqarTulad `mirkani~, xalxur saxelad ki mainc `marti~ erqva; aprils `igrika~ erqva,
xalxuri TqmiT, ki mainc aprili; `maiss~ ki Zvelad `vardobisa~, anu vardobisTve erqva.
axla imasac gagaxsenebT, rom Tveebi kvireebisagan Sedgeba. TiTo TveSi
oTxi kviraa. Tavad sityva `kvira~ berZnuli, `uflisas~, `sauflos~ niSnavs. qarTulad iTqmeboda `msgefsi~, `Svideuli~, raki kviraSi Svidi dRea: orSabaTi,
samSabaTi, oTxSabaTi, xuTSabaTi, paraskevi, SabaTi, kvira.
ZvelqarTulad orSabaTi iyo `mTovarisa~, samSabaTi — `ariasi~, oTxSabaTi — `ermisa~, xuTSabaTi — `afroditisa~, paraskevi — `diosisa~, SabaTi —
`kronosisa~, Tavad kviradRe — `mzisa~.
raki giTxariT, rom Tavisi wriuli moZraobis gzaze Cveni mze yovel Tves
ama Tu im TanavarskvlavedSi `imyofeba~, am gazafxulze, Cven rom TqvenTan erTad gaviareT, mzem sami Tanavarskvlavedi movlo: `verZisa~, `kurosi~ da `marCbivisa~.
male zafxuli dadgeba.
Cveni mze `kirCxibis~ TanavarskvlavedSi Sedis.
davemSvidoboT am Cvens gazafxuls, romelic erTad gaviareT.
momaval wels sxva gazafxuli mova, msgavsi am gazafxulisa da mainc
sxva.
dro mudam win miiswrafvis.
misi Semobruneba ar SeiZleba.
da Cven, adamianebs, isRa dagvrCenia, rom gavyveT droTa dinebas.
zafxuli
`zurmuxtis taxtzed dajda zafxuli~...
es qarTveli poetis, daviT guramiSvilis sityvebia, `mxiaruli zafxulidan~ amoRebuli. poeti zamTar-zafxulis brZolas aRwers, romelic, cxadia,
zafxulis gamarjvebiT mTavrdeba.
Zvelad, CvenSi xSirad iwereboda imgvari poemebi da leqsebi, romelSic
weliwadis droni erTmaneTs ejibrebodnen. iyo Tveebis gabaaseba, aprili marts
umtkicebda, me Senze ufro lamazi varo, aprils maisi ejibreboda.
axla zafxuli dgeba. zafxulSi ki uamravi sazunavi gveqneba. yoveldRiur
xalxur metyvelebaSi da zogjer literaturaSic, weliwadi (raRa Tqma unda,
pirobiTad), or drodac, zamTar-zafxulad iyofa. amgvari dayofa weliwads or
naxevrad warmogvidgens da albaT mixvdiT, rom zamTarSi is Tveebi igulisxmeba, roca civa, an roca jer mxolod gamozafxulda (daakvirdiT am sityvas —
gamozafxulda da gazafxulda), zafxulSi ki daTbobidan acivebamde, rac kalendarul Tveebs SeiZleba arc daemTxves da imis mixedviT meryeobdes, Tavad
weliwadi rogori gamodgeba (aki vityviT xolme, cudi weliwadi gamodgao —
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anu Wirveuli, roca gazafxuli gazafxuls ar hgavs da TiTqos siciveebsac bolo ar uCans). aba axla amgvar gamoTqmebs daakvirdiT: mwyemsis coli ityvis,
`venaxs vin gamiToxnis, Cemi qmari zamTar-zafxul cxvarSiao~. anda fexSiSvela
biWs etyvian, `zamTar-zafxul erTnairad rogor dadixar biWoo~. Tu civa da
cota Tbilad ar CavicviT, gvisayvedureben, `zamTari Sen ar ici da zafxulio~.
amgvar gamoTqmebSi ori dro batonobs, ori mTavari dro — zamTari (civi) da
zafxuli (Tbili, cxeli). gazafxuli da Semodgoma TiTqos amaT Soris rCebian,
amaT mijnaze, raTa es ori mTavari dro erTmaneTTan daakavSiron da erTi didi
weliwadi Seqmnan.
axla didi weliwadis erTi `mTavari~ droa — zafxuli.
aba gavxedoT im Tvalsawiers da isev mzera Cveni saqarTvelos mTavar
qedze kavkasionze movataroT. Tu kavkasions isev Cemi soflidan gavxedavT, vnaxavT, rom qedebze Tovli sul damdnara da yvelafers erTi mTavari feri —
`dabinduli qliavis feri~ dasdebia. magram Tu qedebidan cota qvemoTac CamovalT, alaznis vrceli veli dagvxvdeba gadasxvaferebuli. gazafxulze erTnairad mwvaned xasxasebda da am simwvanes dasdeboda mocisfro burusi, axla ki
ferebi erTmaneTSi areulan, mwvanesa da cisferSi aqa-iq SemoWrila yviTeli. es
ukve yanebis feria. mwvane jejilma yviTeli feri miiRo. daTavTavda yana. damZimebuli Tavi dabla daxara, rac imis niSania, rom male albaT mkac daiwyeba. yanebis garda, saTibebmac feri icvales. wiTeli yayaCoebi sxva balaxebSi Seerivnen da mTelma mindorma, msgavsad sayaneebisa, sxva feri miiRo. esec imas niSnavs, rom male Tibva daiwyeba. zamTarSi saqonels Tiva sWirdeba sakvebad da
Tu amTaviTve ar movTibeT, ukve gvianRa iqneba.
diax, gvianRa iqneba da sofelic sacinlad agvigdebs.
zafxuli axla dgeba da jer mxolod saTibad gasulan mindorSi. aTiode
vaJkaci Camdgara balaxSi. erT rigze gamwkrivebula. xelSi celebi uWiravT da
yiJiniT miuyvebian mindors. balaxi miwaze efineba. mcelavebis kvals qalebi mihyvebian, qalebs fiwlebi uWiravT da im mocelil balaxs kargad Slian, nesti
rom ar aiRos, ufro kargad gamoSres da dabululebuli zvinebad dadgan.
ginaxavT Tivis zvini, `Tivis saxli~, mindorSi aqa-iq amowvdili, TiTqos
`karaviao?~ `karvis~ Tavze joxis wversac amouyvia Tavi. es grZeli Woki amagrebs zvins, erT veeba, zogjer saxlistola gorgalad aqcevs da icavs, qar-wvimisagan rom ar daiSalos. TibaTvisa da mkaTaTvis mzeSi (anu ivnis-ivlisSi) bululebi sabolood gamoSreba.
mere Camoivlian saZne urmebi...
Tumca raRa urmebi...
sul dagvaviwyda, rom dRes urmebi aRarsad aris, urmebis nacvlad manqanebi Camoivlian, am veeba zvinebs daSlian, Tivas manqanebze aitanen da fermebisaken waiReben. dRes asea, dRes urmebs veRar naxavT. esec drom moitana da nuravis davemdurebiT. manqanebis droSi vcxovrobT. manqanebs versad gaveqceviT.
an ratom unda gaveqceT? magram aki SevTanxmdiT, rom me Cemi bavSvobisdroindel weliwadze mogiTxrobT, maSindeli weliwadis oTx droze, weliwadis `oTxTavze~, raTa Tqven, Tqvenis mxriv, dRevandel droze mouTxroT Tqvens Svilebsa da SviliSvilebs.
Cvens droSi ki uremi iyo mTavari. urmis droSi vcxovrobdiT. yvelaferi
urmiT mihqondaT soflisken.
amitom Seiqmna taatiT mimaval uremze amdeni leqsi da simRera.
amitomaa ase cnobili, dRemde SemorCenili `urmuli~.
manamde ra xdeba sofelSi?
manamde didi mzadeba iqneba da es mzadeba yanasTan da mkasTanaa dakavSirebuli. manamde leqsebi da simRerebic ki iTxzveba, radgan TaobiTve (anu
odiTve, anu didi xnidan mokidebuli) ase yofila: leqsi da simRera garjis
gverdi-gverd dabadebula. bevri leqsi da simRera oflis Rvris dros gaCenila.
vidre marTla mka daiwyebodes, droa soflis ramdenime didad dafasebuli pirovneba gagacnoT. axla yvelaze meti saqme amaTa aqvT. mosavali, vidre
beRlebSi dabinavdebodes, maT abariaT, maT Sescqeris mTeli sofeli, da, cxa27
dia, leqsebic axla maTze iTxzveba. am leqsebSi isini gamoCinebulni da gandidebulnic Canan, alag-alag ki xumrobiTac hkadreben imgvar rames, rac SeiZleba
marTalicaa, magram mainc xumrobiT unda iTqvas.
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ai, soflis gzaze menaxire modis...
acvia qalamnebi, Tbili tyapuWi. axuravs boxoxa qudi. xelSi saxre uWiravs (koxtad gaTlili), zurgze guda hkidia. gudaSi, cxadia, sagzali aqvs. mTeli dRe mindorSi unda iyos da raRa Tqma unda, moSivdeba kidec. menaxires soflis saqoneli, anu naxiri abaria. Camoivlis menaxire dilaadrian da saxlebidan
saZovarze gamodian Zroxebi, raTa TavianT menaxires saZovarze gahyvnen. mTel
dRes menaxire mindorSi atarebs. saqonels mwyemsavs. TibaTve iwyeba da saqonelma saTibebi ar unda gadaTelos. yana ukve daTavTavebula da arc yanebSi SeiZleba saqonlis SeSveba. venaxebSi rom gadavidnen, venaxebsac gadakortnian, vazma
ki es-esaa daiyvavila, wvrili marcvlebi gamoitana da jer umweo marcvlebi sulis Sebervazec ki miwaze cvivian, (amaze ityvian — vazi xrialSiao). erTi sityviT, menaxires asi Tvali da asi yuri sWirdeba. zogs ki hgonia, menaxire saqonels mindorSi gauSvebs, Tavad sadme CrdilSi miwveba, Tu sizarmace sZlevs, Zilad miegdeba, Tu arada salamurs aakvnesebso. SuadRisas, roca kargad Camocxeba, menaxire saqonels moagrovebs da an mdiaris piras Caiyvans dasarwyuleblad,
an CrdilSi Sehyris, rom ar daisicxon. saRamoxans ki, roca mze ukve qedis
wverze daeSveba da zemo niavi Camoiqrolebs, menaxire kvlav daadgeba soflis
gzas, zantad mihyveba Tavis naxirs. aTasSi erTxel Tu romelime Zroxa Robeze
SebobRdeba da xexilis tots miswvdeba, SeuZaxebs, ar gaZRa Seni muceli, cud
balaxze myavdio? da ase, sakuTari Rirsebis grZnobiT, valmoxdili Sedis sofelSi.
aqa-iq xalxs miesalmeba.
viRaca raRacas hkiTxavs.
isic, Tavs arc aiRebs, ise upasuxebs.
saqoneli ki xan erT WiSkarTan akldeba, xan meoresTan.
naxiri nel-nela iSleba da menaxires es aRar adardebs.
saqonelma Tavisi saxli uimisodac kargad icis.
gagaxsenebT: amgvar dros, Sebindebisas, sofelSi mudam dgas axali, qafqafa rZis suni. WiSkrebis gadaRmidan ki ismis, rogor wvelian Zroxas, rogor
Cxrialebs kardalaSi rZe.
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mevele ufro avi kacia, Tumca avs eZaxian, Torem SeiZleba arc aris avi.
sofels qariviT Camouqrolebs da yoveli Camoqrolva kamaTiTa da ayalmayaliT mTavrdeba. guSin mindorSi viRacas saqonels waaswro, wanaxedze daiWira (anu im dros, roca saqoneli `sawanaxedo~ cud saqmes akeTebda — viRacis
yanaSi an venaxSi gadasuliyo da Zovda) da axla unda gaarkvios tyuili da marTali. patroni umtkicebs, Cemi ar iqnebodao, Zroxa Zroxasa hgavso. rogor arao,
— dasWeqs mevele, — Sen Zroxas veRar vicnobo, maS Tvalebi ara mqoniao?! axla WiSkridan qali gamovardeba da daswyevlis, gagixmes eg Tvalebio, raRa Cemi
saqoneli icanio? mere gauRimebs, modi, erTi Wiqa gadahkario. ezoSi Seiyvans da
albaT yvelaferi mSvidobianad damTavrdeba. magram meveles mindorSi maSin ar
gadaeyaroT, roca marTla raimes aSavebT. im dros mevele Seupovari da ukan
dauxevelia. jer erTi maSin aisveteba Tqven Tvalwin, roca kacis WaWanebas ar
elodiT, meorec, arafers dagiTmobT, radganac aq arc saxlis WiSkaria, arc diasaxlisis Rimili da arc is erTi Wiqa, romelic mevelem unda `Cacecxlos~.
xo, modi da nu iqnebi avi.
albaT amis gamo ar SeTxzula meveleze xalxuri leqsebi: aravin efereba
da umReris meveles.
am mxriv xalxi da moleqseebi or vinmes Tu anebivreben: Ramis mexres da
guTnisdedas.
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magram mainc yvelas Wirdeba mevele.
gaxvalT Sua zafxulis gadaxrukul mindorSi da aucileblad SemogesmebaT viRacis Zaxili:
— mevele!
erTxel daiZaxeben, meored da am Zaxils rodi-rodis mohyveba mevelis
pasuxic:
— hee!
Cemi xarebi xom ar Segxvedria?
mere mevele dums.
an ukve Sexvda xarebi da tyved waasxa, an axla midis maTTan Sesaxvedrad.
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Ramis mexrec menaxires hgavs. imasaviT mSvidi da uTqmelia. imasaviT acvia.
imasaviT saqonelTan atarebs Tavis dRe da moswrebas. mas RamiT mihyavs saZovarze saqoneli da Ramis mexrec amitom dauZaxes. dRiuri SromiT daRlili, najafari xarebi RamiT sZoven balaxs da RamiT isveneben. Ramis mexrea maTi megobari, megzuri da manugeSebeli. Ramis mexrem icis yvela biliki. ipovis karg balaxs, mere miwveba nabdis Zvelaze da Sescqeris zecas. caze, miriad varskvlavTa Soris, daexeteba Ramis mexres fiqrebic. es fiqri ufro metad dardiania,
adamianis bed-iRbalze, sawyal kacze dafiqrebaa, Zalze xSirad ki fiqria zemoT, sofelSi darCenil col-Svilze, romelTac axla albaT tkbilad sZinavT.
Ramis mexres Tvalwin Caivlis mTeli Rame da roca amova ciskris varskvlavi
(amas Ramis mexres varskvlavsac eZaxian), mauwyebeli ganTiadisa, Ramis mexrec
gamococxldeba, mxned mouxmobs saqonels, raTa, msgavsad menaxirisa, soflisken
mimaval gzas daadges.
es is droa, roca galobas iwyeben torolebi da zecisken, mzesTan Sesaxvedrad miiCqarian.
amitom ambobs xalxuri leqsi:
`torolas mainc ar movklav,
bevric rom mqondes wamali,
sawyali Ramis mexrisa
is aris kargi mamali~.
sofelSi mamlebi yivian, aq ki, mindorSi, torolebi galoben, mauwyeblad
gaTenebisa.
albaT es iyo Ramis mexres erTaderTi simRerac.
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yvelaze bevri leqsi ki, rogorc giTxariT, guTnisdedaze SeTxzula. guTnisdeda Zvel saqarTveloSi, Zvel sofelSi mudam pativiT mosili kaci yofila.
albaT imitom, rom Cven, qarTvelebs, ZvelTagan miwis moqmed xalxs, miwasTan SeWidebul xalxs gveZaxdnen. da albaT imitomac, rom guTnisdeda puris momyvani
kacia. is awveba guTnis saxelurs, misi ZaliT da RoniT Cadis miwis siRrmeSi
saxnis-sakveTi, misi ofli iRvreba naxnavis msxvil beltebSi. eweva guTans xari.
saqonels win qalic gauZRveba, aTasSi erTxel saxresac gadahkravs, ise, sasxvaTaSorisod, alersiT, danarCeni ki guTnisdedas Zalasa da Roneze, da Tu marTalni viqnebiT, kacobasa da patiosnebazec kidia.
guTnisdeda albaT patiosani kaci iyo mudam.
uamisod xalxi amgvar leqssa da simReras ar SeuTxzavda:
`qalma sTqva gasaTxovarma:
nu gamaTxoveb dedao,
Tu mimce, iseT kacs mimec,
rom iyos guTnisdedao~.
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magram xumroba patiosan kacTan ufro SeiZleba da meore leqsis mTqmeli
xumrobs:
`guTnisdedas ra acxonebs,
Tu ar Sava saydarSia,
karg dReSi ki TiTona hxnams,
mexres uxnavs avdarSia,
Savi kameCebis codo
ucvevia kalTaSia~.
meRore dagvaviwyda, Rorebis mwyemsi, tyeSi moxetiale kaci, rkos mZebneli, mudam gazinTuli da amitomac soflisagan cota ar iyos aTvalwunebuli.
etyoba meRores aklda sifaqize guTnisdedisa.
amitom amboben albaT, cota ufaqizo kacze — meRoresaviT dadiso. daimaxsovreT es saxelebi, es xalxi, es sazogadoeba. es iyo Zveli sofeli, eseni
iyvnen uyoleli, uqoneli, upovari, ubaraqo glexebi, romelTac arc xar-kameCi
daudiodaT, arc xodabunebi gaaCndaT, da mainc soflisaTvis didad gamosadegni
iyvnen.
amasobaSi mkaTaTve mosula.
siRaribeze fiqri axla ar SeiZleba.
axla glexkaci mxolod mosavlis baraqaze fiqrobs. mosavali ki Znelze
Zneli mosawevia. kargi mosavali mogebul brZolas hgavs. nu ifiqrebT, rom raki
amdeni leqsi da simRera SeTxzula, CvenSi simReriT xnavdnen, simReriT mkidnen
da simReriT mihqondaT Sinisaken Wirnaxuli, simRera amaT Soris, mainc raRac
`bednier wuTebSi~ iqmneboda da TavisiT ibadeboda. Sroma ki mZime iyo. aba daakvirdiT erT xalxur leqssac: `azanbureli momkali me movkal, uxarelmao. —
ara Sen mohkal arca me, mindorma mohkla grZelmao~. am `grZel mindorSi~ momkalis (anu yanis mkelis, puris momyvanis) sikvdilis mizezi mainc `grZeli mindoria~, is gauTavebeli Sromaa, romelsac msgavsad am mindvrisa, dasasruli ar
uCans.
meore leqsi gvarwmunebs, rom yanas Zlieri xeli sWirdeba, rom martoxela vinme, uZluri, an sulac dedakaci, yanas ver momkis, rom `an unda Zmasa Zma
hyvandes, an kai Svili mamasa, an diswuli dedis Zmisa, is moumkides yanasa~.
ai sxva leqsi: `rostom sTqva, yvela dafrinavs, buzi da buzankalia, yanas
Tu kaci ara hyavs, darCeba mosamkalia~.
erTi leqsi ki pirdapir gvixmobs: `sadaa meZneurebi, daiwyo xeleurebi~.
xeleuri erTi xelis mosma momkili TavTavia, rac erT xelSi Caeteva vaJkac kacs; am xeleurebisagan meZneurebma Znebi unda dadgan, anu buCqebiviT Sekran erTad Tavmoyrili xeleurebi da namkalSi Caamwkrivon. es ukve Znebis aTeulebia. mere es aTeulebi kalosken wavlen, da raki SevTanxmdiT, rom yvelaferi
am wignSi Zvel droSi xdeba, Znebic, raRa Tqma unda, Wriala urmiT daadgebian
kaloebisaken mimaval gzas.
aq mkaa da puri modis...
es diadi wuTebia: puris dabadebis wuTebi.
ityvian xolme, `puri arsobisao~ da es imas niSnavs, rom puri adamianis
mTavari saarsebo ram aris, da is yovelivec, riTac varsebobT, puria.
cxela. mze pirdapir yanas gadmomxobia Tavze.
aTiode vaJkacs xelSi namgali uelavs.
mihyvebian yanas da erTmaneTs yiJiniT amxneveben.
da vidre isini yanis boloSi gavlen, modiT, Cven, TqvenTan erTad, purze
vifiqroT.
xalxma wlis mosavals `Wirnaxuli~ uwoda. sxva sityva ufro Rrmad albaT verc gamoxatavda im did Sromas, rasac adamianebi Sealeven xolme Tavis
monagars, pirveli xnulis gavlebidan, aloobamde.
aba daakvirdiT: `erT lukma purs mec viSovio~, — imedianad ityoda kaci
da miT mTel cxovrebas gulisxmobda, gveubneboda, meti araferi minda, raTa
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vicxovro am mzis qveSeTSi da SevZlo moyvasis siyvaruli, eris gamravleba,
qveynis dacvao. `puri midevs, wyali midgaso~, — esec xalxuri Tqmaa da igulisxmeba, rom ojaxs araferi uWirs. `pur-marilian~ kacsac xelgaSlilsa da stumarTmoyvares Searqmevdnen. `am puris madlma, marTals vambobo~, — gulwrfel
ficadac gamodgeboda.
`ganiavebac~ erTi im sityvaTagania, rac purTan, xorblis mowevasTanaa dakavSirebuli. saRamoxans, kaloze, roca xeobidan zemo niavi wamovidoda, galewili puris ganiavebas iwyebdnen. niavi marcvals, anu `xvavs~, calke hyrida, bzes
anu nalew namjas da CenCoebs — calke. `ganiavebam~ mere da mere sxva Sinaarsi
SeiZina — raime Zvirfasis gaufrTxilebloba, uyairaTod, uangariSod da daufiqreblad xarjva, anu Zvirfasi ramis qarsa da niavs gataneba.
qarTveli kacisaTvis puri TaobiTve Tayvaniscemis sagnad qceula, sauflo saqmed gamocxadebula: `xarma mxna, muSam damTesa, ufalma momiyvanao~, anu
puri imgvari ram aris, romlis moyvanaSic TviT zeciuri Zalebi monawileoben,
TviT uflis xeli ureviao.
saqarTveloSi gvqonda uZvelesi, wminda qarTuli xorblis jiSebic.
imis magaliTebic yofila, roca micvalebulisaTvis Tof-iaraRTan da
WurWleulobasTan erTad, salewavi kevric CautanebiaT. gansvenebuli albaT miwis muSa iyo, mxvnel-mTesveli, puris momyvani.
kevrsa da guTans naxavT saflavis qvebze amokveTilsac da Tu saflavze
micvalebulis Sendobis leqsicaa amotvifruli, gavigebT, rom is micvalebulic
amqveynad puris momyvani yofila, mouxnavs, dauTesia, moumkia, gaulewia da xalxisTvis uwiladebia.
SemTxveviT Zirs davardnil purs saCqarod xelSi avitacebdiT, rogorc
didedebma da papebma dagvariges, vemTxveodiT da Sin mivarbeninebdiT...
ase iyo, da aTaseul welTa miRma ki ara, sul axlaxans, ormociode wlis
win. ase iyo da imitom, rom puris yadrs yvelgan gvinergavdnen. puris madlze
gviambobdnen qarTuli zRaprebi, saymawvilo moTxrobebi da leqsebi. erT Zvel
saymawvilo Jurnals `jejilic~ ki erqva da bolos, TviT puris Tesva, mka, galewva, dafqva da cxoba xom erTi didi moTxroba iyo — Cvens Tvalwin dawerili, xatovani da diadi, Tavisi ubraloebiT.
sxva romel sityvas rgebia wilad imgvari pativi, rom bavSvebTan, qveynis
momavalTan SeedarebinoT? amgvari warCinebuli ki isev jejilia — bavSviviT
safrTxilobeli, aTi Tvalisagan dasafaravi.
drom, rogorc giTxariT, Cveni, sakuTriv qarTuli jiSebic mogvivlina:
doli, TavTuxi... es jiSebi mTel qarTlis vakes faravda da mawivrobiTac gamoirCeoda da gemoTic (anu Semrgec iyo da gemrielic). amasTan erTad qarTul jiSebs sxva sikeTec hqondaT: Tundac mka da lewva dagvianebodaT, marcvali ar
Cacvioda, yana ar Caimuxleboda da SiSianobis Jams tyes Sexiznuli qarTveli
glexi Tavisi dolis puris imediT, an mogvianebiT gavidoda samkalSi, an ara
da, cal xelSi namgals daiWerda, calSi Tofs da ise gahyveboda mesveurs (es
xatovani xalxuri gamoTqmaa, rac imas gulisxmobs, rom kaci mkida da Tan Tvali iqiT eWira, mteri ar wamomeparoso, mtris dasaxvedradac mzad hqonda iaraRi).
qarTveli bavSvi, ginda qalaqeli yofiliyo, ginda sofleli, kargad icnobda `puris moTxrobas~. es moTxroba, rogorc giTxariT, mis Tvalwin iwereboda da amaRlebul ganwyobilebas badebda, puris mimarT pativiscemas da krZalulobas iwvevda.
moTxroba ki iwyeboda im wuTidan, rogorc ki galewili puri Wriala urmebiT beRlebisaken wavidoda (beReli xisa iyo, puris Sesanaxad gankuTvnili)
da gulmodgined gadairCeoda saTesle xorbali. saTesle xorbals didis pativiT Seinaxavdnen. roca RvinobisTve miileoda, mexreebi da guTnisdedebi saxnavad gavidodnen, gadarCeul TavTuxs naxnavSi moabnevdnen, mere farcxiT gadauvlidnen (grZel, magar morze fiCxis mZime totebi ekida. mors xarebi miaTrevdnen, da daTesil naxnavs gadauvlidnen. miwa iCiCqneboda, Tesli ki ufro Rrmad
Cadioda xnulSi da miwiT ifareboda).
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mere dafarcxul miwas ukve bunebis wyalobas miandobdnen, zecas SesTxovdnen Tanadgomas da elodebodnen zamTars.
cota xanic da jer rom Semodgomac ar mileuliyo, amoiwvereboda mwvane,
susti, xasxasa jejili.
male Tovli movidoda da Tbil sabnad gadaefareboda amowveril jejils
da jejilic gazafxulamde zamTris Zils miecemoda, rogorc axladSobili,
ToTo bavSvi.
gazafxulze, Tovlis dnobasTan erTad jejilic amoyelyelavdeboda, gadaRaRandeboda da maSin marTla jejiloba eTqmoda.
jejili mTeli soflis sazrunavi da saalerso iyo, magram yvelaze ufro
imas unda hqonoda asi Tvali da asi yuri, visac sofelma meveleoba ando, mevele iyo macneca da maxarobelic yanis TavdamZimebisa, mkaTaTvis moaxloebisa.
Cven meveles ukve vicnobT.
Cven meveles avi kaci SevarqviT da SeiZleba SevcdiT kidec.
modi da nu iqnebi avi, mTeli soflis jejili, anu mTeli soflis puri
Sen gabaria.
mkaTaTveSi mamiTadi Seiyreboda, anu mezoblobisa da naTesaobis darCeuli vaJkacebi, visac mka SeeZlo, visac muxli da marjvena uWrida. mamiTads mesveuri hyavda da momkelebic mas mihyvebodnen. Znebi saZne urmiT (maRali Walebi,
anu gverdis boZebi hqonda am urems, rom Zna blomad dateuliyo) mihqondaT kaloze da vidre galewavdnen, frTamoqceulebad (rogorc Tivis zvinebs) dgamdnen. erT frTamoqceulSi mravali Zna igulisxmeboda, radgan kod purs moiwevdnen misgan.
mka Sromac iyo da zeimic, rogorc rTveli, rogorc xilis krefa, kaklis
bertyva. mkaTaTvis mzeSi oflis Rvras enacvleboda simRera, SeZaxilebi, xumroba, puroba... erTmaneTze xelis SeSveleba, marTlac karg mezobloba-naTesaobas
da saqmeSi gamodgomas niSnavda.
rogorc cota zemoT moxmobil leqsSia naTqvami, martokaci yanas Znelad
momkida.
mkasac Tavisi lazaTi hqonda, ostatoba sWirdeboda da kargi momkeli
mTel kuTxeSi iyo ganTqmuli. aki amitomac umReris xalxuri leqsi vinme anagel biWs, romelis `namglisa JRriali wyalgaRma gamodioda~.
rogorc giTxariT, win mesveuri midioda da ukan momkelebi misdevdnen.
aseT dros mkaSi dabadebuli `hopuna~ gaismis. dasZaxebs mesveuri da momkelebic
erTmaneTs gadasZaxian. es gamxnevebis, gajibrebis da yanis boloSi gasvlis Jinis gamomxatveli SeZaxilebia. xan CayuCdeba `hopuna~ da am dros mxolod namglebis lawaluwi ismis, xan isev wamova da manamde gaismis, vidre momkelebi
marTla ar gavlen yanis boloSi.
xalxuri leqsebic TiTqos erTmaneTs afrTxileben: `sadaa meZneurebi, daiwyo xeleurebi~, `yanasa balaxovansa ar unda daxeduloba, TavSi Semokvra
ulosi, boloSi gaxeduloba~. `xeluri da ulovo, Sen gaixare gulovo~.
am leqsebSi sixarulsa da mxneobas vgrZnobT. momwodebeli da gadamdebia
es mxneoba.
erTi leqsi ki pirdapir gvafrTxilebs: `ZirSi mousvi namgali, Torem TavTavi scvivao~.
ai, am dacvenili TavTavis asakrefad mosdeven momkelebs `TavTavis mkrefavebi~.
raRa Tqma unda, rom `TavTavis akrefa~ ise mZime ar aris, rogorc mka da
mkrefavebic umeteswilad qalebi da balRebi arian. aqa-iq berikacebi gamoerevian, muxli rom aRar erCiT, magram arc Sin udgebaT guli.
TavTavs krefen da namjiTve kraven patara konebad. kona konas emateba da
dRis bolos ramdenime Znis odenad iyris Tavs. ai, amisi dakargva ki ar SeiZleba. purs gafrTxileba sWirdeba. TiToeuli marcvali Zvirad Rirs. Tumca aqac
xdeba saamo gamonaklisi: TavTavebs zogjer gangeb toveben. mkis dros xan aq
afrindeba mwyeri, xan iq. mwyerebi axla mravldebian da Tu kargad movuvliT na32
yanobs, bartyebian budeebsac wavawydebiT. torolebic aq arian, imaTac bartyebi
unda daCekon, Tu ukve ar daCekes da sazrdo sWirdebaT.
diax, mixvdiT, im oriode TavTavs frinvelebs utoveben sazrdod.
mindori vrcelia.
da Tu mivixed-movixedavT, ase gvegoneba, TiTqos mTeli sofeli yanaSi gamosula.
mamiTadi gansakuTrebiT qvriv-oblebs wyalobda, radgan igive xalxuri
leqsis TqmiT `yanas Tu kaci ara hyavs, darCeba mosamkalio!~ sabralo dedabris
yanas ki Tagvni mkian, ulos lomni ugrexen, urems iremni abian, kevrze angelozebi sxedan da `wvrils xmaze dasZaxian~. aris am leqsSi erTgvari miusafrobis
grZnoba (sawyali dedabris yanas patronad Tagvni gamosCenian), magram aris didi
TanagrZnobac (sabralo dedabers yvela xels uwvdis da TviT kevrze mjdari angelozebic ki wvril xmaze dasZaxian).
diax, miusafars da upatronos mamiTadi xels vaJkacurad uwvdida.
gavixsenoT erTi leqsi, romelsac `Tinias mamiTadi~ hqvia, da poet rafiel erisTavs ekuTvnis:
`mamiTadi hyavs Tinias,
dRes aris misi lxinia,
cibrutiviTa trialebs
sawyalobeli Tinia~.
Tinia erTi qvriv-oxeri, sawyali qalia. wviTa da dagviT gamouzrdia erTi
biWi, isic mexre. erTi dRis miwa mouxnes da Tinias Turme saTesle xorbalic
ar gaaCnda.
CamoiTxova saTesle Tiniam, daTesa da yanaSi `RvTis Tvali~ datrialda:
`TavTavma Tavi daxara,
yvelam galesa namgali,
Tinas ki guli uskdeba,
vin misca imas momkali!
Tu sanaxevrod sxvas misca,
raRaa gasayofeli?
Tu ara, Rone ara aqvs,
misi Ronea sofeli.
Tiniam Camouara sofels da `dilaadrian moadgnen karze rCeuli biWebi~.
`hoopuaTi, kiJiniT
moedvnen qvrivis yanasa,
ar Sevxvedrivar mamiTads
me arsad amisTanasa!
Tina maspinZlobs guluxvad,
moutania mWadebi,
mawoni, ori dedali
muSisTvis danamzadebi...
cota ar iyos scxvenian,
Rvino ara aqvs sawyalsa.
magram zedized uzidavs
mamiTads wyaros civ wyalsa...
`hoopua~ da kiJini
uxdeba qvrivis yanasa,
ar Sevxvedrivar mamiTads
me arsad amisTanasa~.
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am ubralod, magram STambeWdavad daxatul suraTSi gvxiblavs poetis
TavSekavebuli SeZaxili (`ar Sevxvedrivar mamiTads me arsad amisTanasa~). poetisaTvis mTeli mamiTadi vaJkacur mniSvnelobas iZens: soflis `rCeuli biWebi~
sawyali Tinias yanas mkian...
mamiTads, rogorc giTxariT, kalo mosdevs.
kalo balRebis salxino iyo.
warmoidgineT, xevispiras moSiSvlebuli, cirkis arenasaviT mrgvali adgili, sagangebod miwiT gadalesili da datkepnili. am miwaze imarTeba kalo.
dilaadrian iwyeba Znebis CaSla. Znebi kaloze unda moifantos, raTa zed
kevri ataron Ronierma xarebma an cxenebma. CaiSala Znebi da iwyeba mziani dilis molodini. xval rom RmerTi gawyres da wvima movides, yvelaferi ukuRma
datrialdeba, TavTavs daasvelebs. kaloc dasveldeba da puri veRar gaileweba,
anu namjasTan erTad ar daifSvneba, raTa xorbali calke gamoirCes da namja,
anu ukve bzed qceuli Reroebi purisa — calke.
magram RvTiT wvima ar modis. dilaa da ukve cxela. mzis amosvlisTanave
abamen xarebs kevrSi da wvrilfexobiT (anu bavSvebiT) daxunZluli kevri kalos irgvliv daiZvreba.
kevri brtyeli, TavSi odnav cxviraprexili magari da gamZle xea. formiT navsac waagavs, qalamansac da, SeiZleba — fexsacmlis lanCsac. Zirze gamokruli aqvs kaJis natexebi anu koxi, kenWebi, foladis patara `danebi~... da,
roca kevrze bavSvebic dasxdebian, kevri damZimdeba da mis qveS, kenWebis, koxebisa da `danebis~ qveS, galewvas iwyebs namkali. namja bzed iqceva. TavTavi ifSvneba. xorbali CenCodan gamodis da, rac ufro metad uvlian xarebi kalos,
rac ufro metad aWers mze, gacxelebuli namja ufro da ufro metad iSleba,
vidre sul ar dauqcmacdeba da saRamoxans ukve bzed ar iqceva.
mze Cadis. kalo ukve galewilia. yvelaferi TiTqos dasrulda. ganalewi
kalos erT mxares arnadebiT grovdeba. danarCeni adgili ki mosufTavdeba, moigveba, moirwyveba, mokamkamdeba da iwyeba lodini zemo niavisa.
zemo niavi raRaa? zemodan, mTidan unda Camoiqrolos am niavma, Camoiaros
xeoba da kalos Tavs gadmouaros. ramdeni niavi daiqrolebs da kalos wamouvlis, imdeni aiyreba zemoT erTi didi niCabi namkali da is niavic Tavis saqmes
gaakeTebs: Sindis simsxo TavTuxi calke cviva, bze calke midis. niavi arCevs
TavTuxs da glexsac isRa darCenia, rom xorbali ukve beRelSi dabinavebulad
CaTvalos.
glexi ixdis nabdis quds da zecas madlobas swiravs, rom yana daixsna
gvalvisa da setyvisagan, rom yvelaferi keTilad dasrulda.
mere wisqvili, Ramis Teva, sarekelas ritmuli kakuni.
mere Tone, puris cxoba.
magram es yovelive mainc mere iqneba. es yovelive maSin gavixsenoT, roca
zafxuli miileva da Semodgoma daiwyeba.
jer ki isev cxela. jer mxolod mkaTaTvea da Cvens Tvalwin `puris moTxrobis~ Sua nawili iwereba. es Zalze Zveleburi moTxrobaa, rogorc Tavad guTani, kalo, kevri, Tone, rogorc Tavad puri... es `moTxroba~ yvela qarTvels
hqonda wakiTxuli da albaT puris movlac imitom icodnen. TviT imgvari sityvebi, rogoricaa `darkveva~, `ganmtkicva~, (anu wvril sacerSi gacra fqvilisa da
yvelaze ufro wminda da TeTri fqvilis miReba) da sxvani, mowmobs xalxis udides zrunvas purze da puris moyvanis tradiciaTa Cveneul siZveles. am tradicias emorCileboda da pativs scemda — sofleli Tu qalaqeli (rakiRa qalaqic patara iyo da sofelSi Sezrdili), lixsiqeTeli Tu lixsaqeTeli, mTisa
Tu baris kaci, iqac ki, sadac puri sul ar mohyavdaT. `olimpos RmerTebia, albaT, aseTi SoTebiT ikvebebodnen... ase uTqvams geronti qiqoZes, roca pirvelad
qarTlSi, goris sadgurze, lurji maxobelis puris gemo gausinjavs.
es Wkvianuri sityvebia da nu gavikvirvebT, rom qarTuli puri qarTvelma
mweralma olimpos RmerTebis sakvebs Seadara.
magram vici, rom gagikvirdebaT.
an am sityvebma SeiZleba, sulac araferi giTxraT.
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purze sityva gagvigrZelda...
Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, ratom? puri Rirs saimisod, rom imgvar wignSi,
sadac weliwadis oTx droze mogiTxrobT, gamorCeuli adgili davuTmoT.
vimedovnoT, rom puri ukve aviReT da beRlebSi davabinaveT.
amiT damTavrdeba mkaTaTve...
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magram win kidev zafxulia, sicxe, papanaqeba. Tu gvalva daiWira, Tu ise
Cailia mTeli mkaTaTve, rom cam erTi namic ar gviwyaloba, maSin adgia glexkacs gasaWiri. TibaTvesa da mkaTaTveSi soflad uxarodaT kidec, wvima rom arsad Canda, — Tiva iyo asaRebi da yana mosamkeli, wvimebi xels SeuSlidaT, TavTavi kargad ar daibraweboda. kalozec gaWirdeboda marcvlis gatareba cxrilsa da xaxalSi (orive msxvili, saxorble `sacrebia~) raTa TavTuxi calke gadairCes), gorvela mindvris mcenarea, Savi, kenWebiviT mrgvali nayofi icis da yanaSi ereva), miwa da kenWi ki calke. lewvis dros ra ar Seereva xorbals... xo,
mkaTaTveSi uxarodaT kidec es cxeli mze, es uRrublo zeca... axla ukve zedmetad Camocxa, mze swvavs yvelafers, miwam piri daaRo, daskda da TiTqos aqa-iq
napralebi gaCnda. am napralebis amovsebas erTi wvima arc ki eyofa, namdvili
gaavdreba dasWirdeba, namdvili avi dari, anu ramdenime dRis gadabmuli wvima.
am daxeTqil miwas axla ver uSvelis verc mcire nami, roca mze pirs ibans (amas
maSin ityvian, Tu erTdroulad zecidan wvimac Camodis da Rrublis nafleTebidan gamoWyetili mzec anaTebs), verc JuJuna wvima, romelmac gazafxulis miwuruls ase gagvaxara da `didi mindori danama...~ axla kokispiruli wvima unda
movides, imgvari, TiTqos cidan marTla didi Tixis kokebiT Rvrian wyalso.
mze ki kvlav umowyalod acxunebs, ca mokrialebulia da Rrublis TeTri
qulebi mxolod aqa-iq, mTebis wverebze gawolilan. es ar aris saavdro Rrubeli. saavdro Rrubeli ufro qufria, kurumi, muqi feri dahkravs da SublSekruli, muqariT gviaxlovdeba... muqariT-meTqi, imitom giTxariT, rom amgvari Rrubelic saSiSia, marto wvimas ar gvauwyebs. aki poetma gviTxra, rom buneba `erTferad mtvirTveli aris saqmis TeTris da Savisa, sadac pirimzes axarebs, iqav
mTxrelia zvavisa...~ amgvarma Rrubelma setyvac icis, mrgvali, msxvili yinulebi
rom cviva xolme cidan da erTbaSad, ramdenime wuTSi yvelafers Zirs dascems,
anadgurebs. gansakuTrebiT ki venaxebs emtereba, ise gaZarcvavs vazebs, rom yurZens ki ara, foTolsac ar dautovebs.
amgvaria buneba: lamazic, mkacric, lmobieric da Wirveulic. adamianis naamagars mudam elodeba safrTxe. ase iyo uwinac da asea dResac, roca TiTqos
`davjabneT~ buneba, magram mis winaSe mainc xSirad gamovdivarT damarcxebuli.
an iqneb arc SeiZleba bunebis dajabna da arc aris aucilebeli?
iqneb bunebis xma unda gvesmodes da am xmas mipyrobilni mis nebasac vasrulebdeT, raTa meti pativiscema davimsaxuroT misi?
niko lomours erTi moTxroba aqvs, `yovelis mxridan~ hqvia. iq aris aRwerili amgvari setyva.
moTxroba imedianad iwyeba: mosavals kargi piri uCans. glexkaci Semodgomas elodeba, sixaruliT avlebs Tvals ukidegano vels, `erT didebul suraTsa
adamianisa da bunebis ZalTa SeerTebul moqmedebisas~, sadac `erTnairadaa gadaSlili kalTa RvTisa~, sadac trialebs `madliani Tvali uflisa~.
magram, marTlac, kaci bWobs da RmerTi iciniso, erTbaSad amovardeba qariSxali da wamouSens setyva:
`kvlavac bevrjer minaxavs setyva, magram aseTi xSiri, aseTi msxvili ki
jer arsad ar menaxa. ise wamogvyara, TiTqos setyviT savse uTvalavi tomrebisaTvis zecaSi pirebi mouxsniaT da Cveni soflis gaswvriv moupirqvavebiaTo. xexilis klertoebiT da foTlebiT mofina mTlad gareSemo adgilebi; kakali xom
ise cvioda, rogorc Semodgomaze bertyvis dros Camodis xolme. uceb maRlidan
CamoeSva frTebis modunebulis qneviT gvriti da uZravad daeca dedamiwaze. mas
mohyva Tavdasisxlianebuli mtredi. setyvam ufro da ufro moumata da grialiT
wamouSina kaklisodena marcvlebi. daretianebuli da mkvdari frinvelebi panta35
puntiT cviodnen maRlidan. iqve axlo Robis Ziras kurdRels bunagi hqonda.
Sig wyali Sevardnoda da Tavzardacemuli, gazunzluli gamoxta iqidan da gaeqana vazebisaken, magram samiod gadaxtomis Semdeg sacodavad daiWyivla, daprowialda da uZravad gaiWima balaxebSi. setyva, Weqa-quxili, elva-qariSxali da
yovelis mxridan movardnili niaRvrebi, TiTqos erTmaneTs aqezebdnen, erTmaneTs ejibrebodnen. Cveni pawia mdinare aRelda, gadmovarda napirebze da zRvasaviT moedo mTel venaxs. Tumca maRlobze videqiT, magram male saWirod gagvixda kakalze acoceba. CamovsxediT erT dabal totze da gulis caxcaxiT gadmovcqerodiT am meored mosvlis msgavs saSinelebas~.
magram axla setyva gvaSoros. Tu Rrubeli wamova, wvimis Rrubeli wamovides da ara setyvisa. axla wvima gvWirdeba. gvalvaa. mindvrebs almuri asdiT.
Crdilidan gareT ar gaisvleba. yvela suldgmuli Crdils etaneba, yvela natrobs erTi grili sio mainc wamovides, rom cota SvebiT amovisunTqoTo. SuadRe mainc metismetad gausaZlisia da derefanSi an xis qveS migdebuli ojaxi SuadRis Zilsa da TvlemaSi wasula. mere mze cota gadaixreba, saidanRac dauberavs grili niavi, rac imas gvauwyebs, rom saRamo moaxloebula, mze Subis tarze ki aRar aris (anu SuadRisas zed Tavze ki aRar dagvnaTis), mTebisaken gadaxrila, im mxares, saiTac unda Cavides da gza dauTmos Rames. axla SeiZleba wamodgoma da ojaxic fxizldeba, axla rwyva unda daiwyos, morwyva Tu Svelis
damskdar, nagvalv miwas.
soflis Tavze mdinare gadadis, mdinaridan erTi toti gadmouyvaniaT da
artaxebSi mouqceviaT, raTa gza iqiT miscen, saiTac surT, saiTac gaxdeba saWiro. es arxia. arxebidan ruebi gamodian da pirdapir bostnebSi, baRebsa da venaxebSi Sedian. wyals glexkaci unda gauZRves ToxiT, gezi da gza misces, raTa
iqiT waiyvanos, saiTac ufro sWirdeba miwas. mTel sofels TiTqos Toxi uWiravs xelSi. aqeT dinjad baasoben, Toxs dayrdnobian, ru ki TavisiT morakrakebs, iqiT viRaca viRacas edaveba. etyoba, wyali gamxdara sadavo, Sen aki dilas
morwye, axla me damanebe, Cemsas ufro sWirdebao. ra ici, rom Cemsas ara sWirdebao? — pasuxobs meore. vera vxedav, Tvalebi ara maqo? mere dava miwydeba. etyoba, morigdnen, etyoba, purisa ar iyos, wyalic Zmurad gaiyves. maS rogor? mezoblebi arian da mezoblobaSi Tu dava da Cxubi daiwyo, amaze dasaZraxi da
sacinlad asagdebi sofelSi raRa unda moxdes.
da modiT, barem imasac getyviT, rom am sofelSi aqa-iq nakadulebic morakrakebs, civi, wmida da TvalisaTvis metad saamo; erTiorgan ki Relec Caudis
— patara, viwro xeoba, Tavisive patara mdinariT, romelsac mdinare ki ara,
swored Rele eTqmis.
axla TviTon sofelze vqvaT oriode sityva. sofelSi dava da Cxubi dasaZraxisia-meTqi giTxariT, da amaSi bevri ram vigulisxme. TaobiTve sofeli
erT ojaxad iTvleboda. qalaqSi sxva aris. qalaqSi sul sxvadasxva kuTxis,
rjulis xalxi iyris Tavs. es Tavmoyra TavisiT, yovelgvari kanonzomierebis
gareSe moxda. zogi rodis Camosaxlda, zogi rodis. zogi guSin Camovida soflidan, zogis mama-papa Camosula da Tavsac swored imitom iwonebs, rom qalaqelia. sofeli sxva aris, sofeli myaria da misi fesvebi mxolod im miwasTanaa
dakavSirebuli, romelzedac dgas, romelzedac odesRac aRmocenebula. naxevari
sofeli mainc erTmaneTis naTesaobas warmoadgens. erT ubnad cxovroben biZaSvil-mamidaSvilebi, maTi ganayofebi, biZaSvilis biZaSvilebi. sofeli erTi
mTliani naTesaobaa da saqarTveloSi ramdensac gindaT ipoviT imgvar sofels,
sadac mxolod erTi gvaris xalxi cxovrobs, an didi-didi ori gvarisa, rac
imas niSnavs, rom odesRac, didi xnis winaT erTi mravalricxovani ojaxi daSlila, gamravlebula da erT did soflad dasaxlebula. amis gamoc Zneldeba
am sofelSi axali ojaxis Seqmna. mogvare mogvares ver moiyvans colad (es Cveni adaTia, Zalze wmida da vaJkacuri TavSekavebis gamomxatveli adaTi). amitom,
sacole biWebs Tvali sxva, maxlobeli an Soreuli soflisaken gaurbiT, meojaxed gamosadeg qals iq eZeben, aqaur gogoebs ki iqaur biWebze aTxoveben. da raki sofeli erTia, myaria, erT naTesaobas da samezoblos warmoadgens, anu erTi
ojaxia, ojaxuri cxovrebis wesi da adaTic unda daicvas. sofelSi ar SeiZleba
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Cxubi, kinklaoba, gadamtereba, qurdoba, avazakoba. yovelive amas sofeli sastikad ebrZvis, mama-papaTagan wamosuli Tavisi dauwereli Tu dawerili kanonebiT...
zafxulis papanaqebaSi mdinareSi Wyumpalaobas araferi sjobs. garSemo
TiTqos qveyana iwvis, mdinaris gril talRebSi ki yvelaferi gaviwydeba, simxneve gemateba, axlad ibadebi.
amgvar droze da mis cdunebaze mogviTxrobs sofrom mgalobliSvili Tavis moTxrobaSi `yayitas qurdi~. es mSvenieri moTxroba imitom gavixseneT, rom
masSi uxilavi ZaliT SeigrZnoba zafxulis sicxe. TiTqos erTad gvgvris sigriles wyali, romelic rwyavs yayitas simindebs, mdinare, romelSic banaoben onavari biWebi.
vin aris yayita? erTi Raribi glexi, — ganuyreli personaJi Zveli qarTuli moTxrobisa.
yayitam Tavisi simindi morwya da axla imediT Sescqeris naamagars...
siminds iqve mdinare frone (es mdinare Sida qarTlSia) Camoudis da swored am mdinareSi Seyrilan sabanaod biWebi.
— `aba vin ufro win gaixdis, vina? — mirbodnen bavSvebi morevisaken, ekamaTebodnen erTmaneTs da Tan qamrebs ixsnidnen~.
am biWebSi ki erTi mainc yvelaze ufro gamoirCeoda celqobiT, romelsac
efremas eZaxian.
`aurdauries wyali, romelic soflis biWebs aevso. zogi Widaobda, zogi
kameCebze jdeboda, romlebic Cayriliyvnen morevSi da siamovnebis niSnad kudebs asxmartalebdnen. efremas saqonlis wvaleba Zlier uyvarda. Caacivda kameCebs: xan kudze moekideboda, xar rqaze daekideboda, aaborga mTeli saqoneli~.
mwyemsi daemuqra, Camoexsen, Torem iseTs gadmogawnav am saxres, rom vai
dedaCems davelie, iZaxoo.
mze saSuadReod gadaixara da yayitamac Zils misca Tavi.
swored am dros moxda, rac moxda: tolebis waqezebiT gaTamamebuli efrema yayitas simindebSi gadavida da taroebi daamtvria.
dadga Rame.
Semwvari naqurdali simindebi efremam mSoblebsa da patara das Camouriga... amas mosdevs zafxulis Ramis suraTi:
`karga SeRamda, magram amomavalma badrma mTvarem gahfanta Ramis sibnele
da qveyana aaspetaka. Tavisi Suqi svet-svetad CauSva Wala-venaxebSi da aTasfrad
aabrWyviala. frones isedac kamkama wyalma ufro cimcim-kamkami daiwyo.
am bunebis simSvenieres da sikekluces ufro alamazebda da fers aZlevda
urmis Wriali da zed tkbili urmuli, romelsac meurme gulsaklavad mtrediviT aRuRunebda, hklaknida da Solts mardad uwkapunebda sayevris xarebs~.
am dros karebs viRac moadga.
es yayitaa.
`moxuci yayita joxis bjeniT kibeze amovida. zurgze ekida didi kona simindis Reroebisa, romelic aivnis iatakze daagdo, qudi iRliaSi amoido da
gulze xeldakrefili dadga. zurgi mTvarisken hqonda Seqceuli. aivanze mokuzulis yayitas Crdili wamodga. imis isedac TeTr Tmas mTvaris Suqze elvareba
gahqonda. yayita uZravad idga, Tvalebi sisxls cremliT aevso, yelSi suli miebjina da ZlivsRa wamoiluRluRa:
— saRamo karga yofnisao~.
mere — yayitas Sendoba:
`es erTi RvTisTvisac damivalebia da magaTTvinac mipatiebia naTel-mironobis xaTriT~.
da bolos — `gawmenda~ patara Tamami gmirisa:
`— ara, ziarebis madlma, Cemi brali ar yofila, mixam gamabriyva!..
waskda efremas TvalTagan cremli, mohyva qviTins da yayitas win daemxo~.
am moTxrobaSi yvelaferia: SegrZneba soflisa, Tayvaniscema Sromisa, gamarjveba sikeTisa.
gulubryviloao, — Tu giTxraT romelime dRevandelma `ganaTlebulma~,
yuri ar miapyroT. es gulubryviloba warsuli saukunis `gulubryvilobaa~, ro37
melic aserigad mogvnatrebia da aserigad gvWirdeba. aq yvelaferi unda davijeroT... Tu es ar davijereT, cxovreba gagviZneldeba, verasodes davfiqrdebiT sakuTar codvaze Tu madlze da versodes vityviT, rom raRac davaSaveT adamianis
winaSe...
diax, unda davijeroT, rom efremas namdvilad waskda `TvalTagan cremli~. mohyva qviTins da yayitas win daemxo~. monaniebis cremli da imis win `damxobac~, vis mimarTac Sescode, saTakilo rodia. es wminda, vaJkacuri cremlia
da amgvari cremli unda gveamayebodes kidec.
roca am moTxrobas vkiTxulobdiT, Cven yvelaferi gvjeroda da amitom
CagvrCa waruSlelad is SuadRis papanaqebac, is ankara, grili mdinarec Tavis
mobanave biWebianad da kameCebianad, da is zafxulis Ramec, roca yayitas `isedac TeTr Tmas mTvaris Suqze elvareba gahqonda.~
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gvalva ki mainc aSrobs miwas...
maSin iwyeba `gonjaoba~.
gaakeTebdnen kacis simaRle Tojinas. grZel Wokze (es tani iyo gonjasi)
gadaajvaredinebdnen joxs (es xelebis magivrobas gaswevda) da mere Semosavdnen
gonjas. daaxuravdnen quds. gaukeTebdnen nawnavebs, Camoacmevdnen qvabis Zirs, an
taSts, daaxatavdnen Tvalebs, cxvirs, ulvaSebs, an yvelafers erTad... qali iqneboda gonja Tu kaci, amas mniSvneloba arc hqonda. mTavari sxva iyo — gonja
unda TaviT fexebamde wyalSi gawuwuliyo. Tavs moiyrida gogo-biWoba, win is
mouZRodaT, visac gonja-Tojina eWira. midiodnen da xmamaRla, mTeli soflis
gasagonad mRerodnen:
`gonjaoba moviare,
gonja modga karsa...
kars momdgar gonjas sofeli wyliT savse kokebiTa da vedroebiT egebeboda. wuwavdnen gonjas, wuwavdnen imaTac, visac gonja eWira da imaTac, vinc
gonjas amalaSi iyo. amala ki ganagrZobda:
aRar gvinda goraxio,
RmerTo, mogve talaxio.
anu, RmerTo, wvima moiyvane, es gvalvisagan damskdari gormaxebi talaxad
aqcie da mosavals Seewieo. wyali ki isev Rvarad modioda kokebidan da rac ufro magrad gaJivdebodnen gonjac da misi amalac, imedic ufro meti iyo, rom
marTlac didi wvima movidoda, RmerTi Seismenda vedrebas da mTel sofels
nams gamougzavnida.
iqneb marTla xdeboda saswauli?
iqneb marTla esmoda zecas vedreba da marTla agzavnida miwaze nams?
albaT asec xdeboda...
Cveulebrivad ki gonja marcxdeboda, gvalva grZeldeboda da bolosRa,
rodis-rodis movidoda wvima, radgan qveynad yvelafers aqvs dasasruli da adre Tu gvian gvalvac unda dasrulebuliyo.
es wvima glexkacis zeimi iyo, agvistos wvima, gadamwvar baR-bostnebs xelaxla rom acocxlebda da masTan erTad imedic cocxldeboda. sofeli isev
gamxiaruldeboda da es mxiaruleba gansakuTrebiT mTvarian RameebSi ixateboda.
weliwadis am mcire dros, soflad saqme TiTqos cotaRaa. balaxi moTibulia,
yana — momkili, aqa-iq lobios Tu glejen da mere qalebi lobios parkebs arCeven. yurZeni jer ar Sesula TvalSi. venaxic ramdenjerme ukve Seiwamla da gogirdic moefrqva. saRamoobiT saqme aRaraferia da saRamos garToba SeiZleba.
viRaca fandurs gamoitanda.
gamoCndeboda medole da megarmonec.
`buzika~ da dairac iqve iyo.
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qarTlis soflebSi amgvar saRamoebs `lxins~ eZaxdnen. lxins Tavisi mudmivi adgili hqonda, didi cacxvis an kaklis qveS, sadac or sabjenze gadebuli
Camosajdomic iyo (gansakuTrebiT berikacebisaTvis), sadac skamebis magivrobas
didi lodebi, an yorec swevda...
lxini maSin iwyeboda, roca kaklis kenweroebidan amobrZandeboda mTvare.
iyo Widaoba, cekva-TamaSi, Sairoba. vinme axtajana dedakaci cocxze gadajdeboda da, ali varo, gaiZaxoda. sxva, ufro Tamami qali, ulvaSebs gaikeTebda, boxoxa quds daixuravda, Sarval-xalaTSi an CoxaSi gamoewyoboda da gogoebs kargi
vaJkaciviT iwvevda sacekvaod. vinc simReriT iyo ganTqmuli, imas, cxadia, unda
emRera. es iyo lxini mTvariani saRamoebisa, romelic mcire xniT mainc yvela
sxva sazrunavs da safiqrals gvaviwyebda. da Tu amas urmulic daemateboda, yovelive zRaprul saxes iRebda, Rame elegiur da idiliur samoselSi exveoda,
Tavisi mxiarulebiTa da Tavisi utyvi naRveliT. urmis Wriali Soridanve ismoda da meurmis urmulic Soridanve nel-nela axlovdeboda. naRvliani da tkbili iyo es urmuli, romelsac ilia WavWavaZem `RuRuni~ uwoda. wamiT TiTqos
mTeli samyaro miyuCdeboda da miyuCdeboda `lxinic~. stvenas Sewyvetdnen bulbulebi, yvelaferi gairindeboda da smenad iqceoda.
xo, amgvari `urmuli~ uyvarda ilia WavWavaZes.
saqarTvelos didi megobari, germaneli moRvawe artur laisti igonebs:
`ilias uyvarda agreTve glexuri simRera. xSirad, saguramoSi, aivanze, wigniT
xelSi mdgari, maxloblad baRSi momuSave biWebis simReras siamovnebiT usmenda.
ilias gansakuTrebiT `urmuli~ uyvarda, metadre Rame. meurmis cxovreba Zlier
afiqrebda, uTanagrZnobda adamians, romelic mTeli Tavisi sicocxle fexdafex
dasdevda zant kameCebs da usmenda urmis Wrials~.
meoregan artur laisti wers: `kaxeTi saucxooa bindisas, mzis amosvlisa
da Casvlisas, mTvarian RameSic, roca mTel alaznis vels vercxlisferi sxivebi dahkaSkaSebs~.
artur laistis am sityvebma qarTlis mTvariani Ramis `lxinidan~ isev
alaznis velze dagvabruna, im velze, sadac daiwyo da gaiSala Cveni moTxroba
weliwadis oTx droze. davbrundiT, raTa isev ilias TvaliT da guliT ganvicadoT zafxulis Ramis idumaleba da movisminoT is `urmuli~, romelic did qarTvels mwerals, xalxma rom mTeli eris mamad aRiara, ase uforiaqebda suls.
es `urmuli~ `kako yaCaRis~ SesavalSi gaismis da Tu erTxel mainc mogvismenia,
veRarasodes daviviwyebT.
`yvelas eZina dRiT feTqavs raca,
TiTqo daRlila miwac da caca!..
mxolod ki erTgan uremi mZime
miWrialebda, gzas aRviZebda,
da naRvlianad masze meurme
mwuxars simReras dahRuRunebda.
RuRuni igi CamrCenia guls,
mwuxare aris, viT glovis zari,
magram Tu naRvels mohbers daCagruls,
uku-hyris kidec viT Rrubels qari~.
SuaRame ukve gadasula da `lxinic~ nel-nela iSleba. berikacebi da dedabrebi yvelaze adre wasulan da albaT ukve sZinavT. sizmrad ki im wlebs xedaven, roca TviTonac axalgazrdebi iyvnen; cekvavdnen, mRerodnen, `cocxis
cxenze~ jdebodnen. axalgazrdebic ukve emSvidobebian erTmaneTs da jguf-jgufad midian Sinisaken. maTi xma da SeZaxilebi xan romeli orRobidan ismis, xan
romlidan. miyuCda doli da garmoni. Cxakuni Sewyvita fandurma. nel-nela siCume dgeba soflis Ramisa da ufro cxadad ismis bulbulis galoba. miZinebuli
soflis Tavze zafxulis ca gadmomxobila, usazRvro da unapiro. mTvare sadacaa Cava da varskvlavebi mkveTrad cimcimeben. da am miriad varskvlavTa Soris
micuravs Cveni planeta dedamiwac. micuravs SeuCerebliv, sulmouTqmelad, Ta39
vis mezoblebTan da Tavis dedasTan — mzesTan erTad. da masTan erTad miiCqaris droc, dedamiwis dro.
magram Cven wamierad ver vgrZnobT am dros. am wamSi CvenTvis mxolod
zafxulia, ufro zustad ki _ zafxulis erTi Rame.
xvalindelma dRem sofelSi axali sazrunavi unda moitanos.
xval mwyemsebis dasaxedad, anu sanaxavad unda wavideT mTaSi.
xom gaxsovT, gazafxulze cxvris farebma rom Camoiares, maSin midiodnen
mwyemsebi sazafxulo ialaRebze da mas mere imdeni saqme gvqonda, maT dasaxedad veRar movicaleT. cxadia, drodadro xan vin wavidoda, xan — vin, xan erTi
mezobeli aakiTxavda, xan meore, Cven ki maTTan erTad ara vyofilvarT da vidre
mTis viwro bilikebs SevuyvebodeT, modiT, qarTul kar-midamos gadavavloT
Tvali...
saxli qviTkirisa iyo.
ezosac didi yore hqonda Semovlebuli.
saxls rikulebiani, anu koxtad moxatuli, xeSi gamokveTili aivani ertya.
Sin buxari iyo, nacvlad Suacecxlisa.
did darbazSi ramdenime taxti idga da, cxadia, msgavsad oTaraanT qvrivis taxtisa, Wrelis fardagiT gadafarebuli.
ezoSi, raRa Tqma unda, kakali Srialebda.
ezos ukan — baRCa da bostani.
ezos boloSi — beReli, sabZeli da gomuri.
saxlis qveS — marani.
venaxi? venaxi maSinac da axlac, soflis gareT icodnen, venaxebi soflis
boloSi iwyeboda da alaznamde Cadioda.
kaloebi?
kaloc soflis gareT iyo, umeteswilad xevis pirad, sadac, rogorc giTxariT, saRamoobiT aucileblad unda Camoeqrola zemo niavs.
Sinac da gareTac yvelaze sapatio adgili ojaxis papas ekuTvnoda. sufris TavSic is iyo TamadasaviT Camomjdari. iqve gverds dideda, Cveni bebo umSvenebda, papas ganuyreli Tanamgzavri da meuRle.
mere kacebi modiodnen, mere — rZlebi, sul bolos ki — Cven, romelTac
wvrilfexobas gveZaxdnen. moxuci mTel saqarTveloSi iyo pativiscemiT mosili,
magram gansakuTrebiT — mTianeTSi. svani `maxvSi~ ufross, winamZRols niSnavs.
qora-maxvSi ojaxis uxucesia. maxvSs sakuTari sapatio skami, anu `sakarcxulic~
ki aqvs, romelSic mis garda sxva veravin Cajdeba.
pativiT iyo mosili CvenSi dedamTilic. is ganagebda da ganasaxierebda
ojaxis sindiss. vai im rZals, visac dedamTili av saqmeze waaswrebda, an eWvis
TvaliT Sexedavda; maSinve imas Seaxsenebda, rom qals leCaqi saTbuneblad ki
ara, sindis-namusisTvis axuravso. da, ra Tqma unda, rom yoveli qalis mziTevSi
mTavari swored leCaqi iyo. leCaqs ixuravdnen dReobebSi, qorwilebSi, niSnobebSi, yovel sazeimo dRes. leCaqiT midiodnen wirvaze saydarSi. es leCaqi yoveli mandilosnis skivrs amSvenebda da bolos amave leCaqiT midioda qali im
qveyanaSi.
kacis samosSi mTavari Coxa-axaloxi iyo. erTi xeli Coxa mainc, mTeli Tavisi samSvenisebiT da akazmulobiT, yovel Tavmoyvare vaJkacs unda hqonoda,
rac ar unda Raribi da uqoneli yofiliyo. Coxa vercxlisfrad iyo mosirmuli.
welSi kargad gamoyvanili da Tu misi matarebeli Wabukic lamazi vaJkaci gaxldaT, CoxaSi gamowyobili, didebuli sanaxavi iyo.
didedas Sin Talxi kaba ecva. wlebis manZilze mravali Wiri gadaxdenoda
da Talxi kabac tradiciad damkvidrebuliyo. jeel biWebs, jer rom ojaxi ar
SeeqmnaT, — Wreli xalaTi da farTo, glexuri Sarvali emosaT. fexze ki, rogorc maSin iyo miRebuli, koxtad amosxmuli qalamnebi ecvaT. rZlebsac da gogoebsac Wreli CiTis samosi SvenodaT da amodena ojaxi erTad, ganuyrelad
cxovrobda. ase iyo maSin miRebuli, ojaxi didi unda yofiliyo, mravalricxovani, rac mraval mSromel marjvenas gulisxmobda. SromiT ki yvela Sromobda,
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didian-patarianad. uSromeli vinme aqa-iq Tu gamoereoda da imasac mTeli sofeli dascinoda, leqsebs gamouTqvamda, beCav kacad monaTlavda.
da mainc, sofelSi balRebs zrdidnen. mSoblebs gareT ufro meti saqme
aqvT, vidre Sin. Sin didedaa darCenili da yvelaferi mas ekiTxeba, ra dros ra
gaakeTos, ra dros sadilobaa, ra dros — samsaxuri, rodis gauSvas balRebi
gareT da rodis mouxmos da Seaxsenos, rom ukve Ramdeba da droa `yvavi Tavis
budeSi~ wavides. dideda ganagebs, ra dros Camojdes ymawvili ufrosebis wreSi
da ra dros `gaiaros sufTa haerze~, radgan ufrosebi iseT rames hyvebian, rac
ar iqneba kargi, rom ymawvilma axlave gaigos. gava xani, davaJkacdeba, daqaldeba da maSinac moeswreba.
amgvari iyo didi qarTuli ojaxi.
es ojaxi emzadeba axla mwyemsebTan wasasvlelad.
biWebma aRkazmes cxenebi da xurjinebi gadahkides. wina kviras am cxenebiT
mTidan yveli da kalti Camoitanes. axla baridan mTaSi sanovage miaqvT, — SoTi purebi, bostneuli, nigozi, lobio, xaxvi, niori da kartofili, rac moenatreboda mwyems kacs, rasac mTaSi ver iSovi. fusfuseben rZlebi. dedamTili
brZanebebs iZleva. papa aTasSi erTxel Tu Caereva saqmeSi, an mokiTxvas daabarebs vinmesTan, an cxenebze ityvis, gaufrTxildiT, xSirad daasveneT, aRmarTebSi ar arbeninoT, pirutyvia, magram Tqvenze kargada grZnobs yvelaferso. biWebi
arxeinad exumrebian, nu geSinia, arafers vavnebT, Cven ki ar SevjdebiT, magaT
SevisvamT zurgzeo. me eg rodis giTxariT, nawyeni rCeba papa, moxucda da xumrobas veRar igebs. qalebi Cumad abareben mokiTxvas qmrebTan da gulSi im dRes
natruloben, rodis daiZvreba cxvari barisaken.
am dabarebebSi da fusfusSi ukve mzec amosula da biWebi Cqaroben, dRiur veRar avalT binaze, Tu axlave gzas ar davadeqiTo.
cxenebis qaravani gzaze gadis.
aba Tqven iciTo, — guli ar uTmens papas.
beboc locva-kurTxeviT misdevs qaravans da WiSkarTan Cerdeba.
dedamTili erTi qoriviT gadaxedavs rZlebs da, Sin SediTo, etyvis, TiTqos eSinia, rZlebic ar gahyvnen qaravans da mTaSi ar avidneno.
ojaxi isev mSviddeba.
balRebs guli swydebaT, rom TviTonac ar gahyvnen cxenebs mTaSi, magram
umcrosi, nabolara biZa amSvidebda, guli ar dagwydeT, xval sanadirod wagiyvanTo da balRebsac ukve aRar undaT mTa, xval sanadirod gasweven tyisken.
qaravani ki ukve gascda sofels.
gadaiara veli. gatopa mdinare.
cxenebi Tavdaxrilni midian. xurjinebi mZimea. win didi gza eliT. aRma
mimavali bilikebi xan xeobas mihyvebian, xan xevxuvebs gadasWrian da xan qed-qed
gadadian.
SuadRe wamosula. mTas mze ukve Zalumad aWers da biWebic SoltiT aCqareben cxenebs, rom daRamebam gzaSi ar mouswroT da bindisas ukve binebze avidnen.
wyarosTan mcire xniT isveneben. pursa da yvels Seeqcevian. TiTo pamidors gaxleCen, kitrs gadatexaven, gemriel mTis wyaros xarbad mosvamen da
kvlav ganagrZoben gzas. biliki ufro da ufro zemoT miiwevs. tyeebi qrebian da
axla mxolod mwvane balaxiT mosili mdeloebia. ha da ha, sacaa, qedis Tavze
moeqcevian.
saidanRac ZaRlebis yefa ismis.
es imis mauwyebelia, rom ferma ukve axlosaa.
es is ZaRlebi arian, faras kudSi rom mosdevdnen da Tan aqeT-iqiT icqirebodnen, vinmem raime ar Semogvkadroso.
ZaRlebis yefa sul ufro axlodan moismis.
qaravani Cerdeba. wina cxenTan mdgarma ufrosma biWma icis, rom wamic da
bilikis mosaxvevidan kldispiras gamovardeba fermis yvelaze avi daraji, gamovardeba yefiT da iqve, cxenebis qaravnis Soriaxlos, miwaze gaerTxmeba:
Cvenebi yofilan!
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ferma qedzea SeyuJuli. erTi patara qoxi mwyemsebisaTvis da — baki saqonlisaTvis. qoxi fiqali qviTaa nagebi da zemodanac an fiqali aqvs gadaxuruli, an Tiva. uqoxod mwyemsuri cxovreba ver gadaivlis, miT ufro Tu ferma
sadRac zemoTaa, cisa da miwis Sesayarze. qoxSi yveliT savse tomrebia, uwin
rom sacaloebs eZaxdnen. sacalo tomaraze didia, ufro uxeSi da ufro tevadic. CanaxSi fqvilia, da yoveldRe Tu ara, or-sam dReSi erTxel mainc, RumelSi an sulac cecxlispira did lodze mwyemsebisaTvis puri da xmiadi cxveba.
iqve xaxvisa da nivris gala (anu asxmula) hkidia. CawiTlebuli wiwakac aqvea.
qoxis garSemo Tvlemen qofakebi da sakmarisia fermis iqiT vinme ucxom Caiaros
an cxeniT an qveiTad, rom qofakebi isariviT mowydebian adgils da qvemoT gaenTebian, vidre mwyemsebis stvena da tuqsva ar miswvdebaT, ras gagiJdiT, Cven dagvacadeT, Cven ufro viciT, vin mteria da vin moyvareo.
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dilaadrian cxvari bakidan gamohyavT da saZovarze mierekebian. es is
cxvaria, wina dRes rom Camowveles da gaparses kidec. saZovarze cxvars erTi
mwyemsi mihyveba. is adgas Tavze mTel faras, is aRviZebs da amxnevebs qofakebs.
man unda miapyros yuri Rameul Cqams, yovel gafaCunebas, cxvris SeSfoTebas,
raTa droulad mixvdes, saidan elis faras safrTxe.
mere ki — isev baki da isev Sroma dilidan daRamebamde.
fermaSi mTeli dRe ise gadis, kaci gverdze gasaxedad ver moiclis. jer
dilaadrianad ciskris varskvlavi isev caze rom iqneba, cxvari balaxze unda
gaistumron. nawili cxvrisa bakSi unda daarCinon da, rogorc ki kargad inaTebs Tu parsvis dro damdgara, parsvas Seudgebian mwyemsebi, gakoWaven cxvars
da duqardiT misdgebian, raTa TeTri, fafuki qaTibi gaxadon da Zvirfasi matyli calke daaxvavon.
mere ki yvelis amoyvana... yvelis amoyvanas didi ostatoba sWirdeba. yveli
gemrielic unda iyos, zomierad yuaTianic da lamazic. nu gagikvirdebaT, silamaze yvelafers sWirdeba, aba warmoidgineT, sad iklo-baklod moWyletili yveli da sad koxtad gamoyvanili kveri, Soridan rom TeTr gogras mogvagonebs
da naoWebic ise Caudis, TiTqos sagangebod dauTvlio. ra Tqma unda, ufro didi ostatoba cnobil gudis yvels sWirdeba, romelsac sagangebod CayviTlebuli (erbos nakvalevi) feri da aseve sagangebo gemoc unda hqonoda.
gudis yveli saTuTi amosayvania. misi amomyvani yovel wvrilmanSi kargad
unda erkveodes, yvelafers mama-papurad akeTebdes.
haiharad gudis yvels ver amoiyvan...
gana marto gudis yveli? da kidev ramdeni rame alamazebda cxovrebas?
ra Tqma unda, gudis yveli da bevri ram sxvac yoveldRiuri yofis
wvrilmanebia, magram am wvrilmanebSic xom Cans Zveli kultura?
namdvil kulturebs mudam TavisTavadi, TviTmyofadi xalxebi qmnidnen.
nu gagikvirdebaT, Tu getyviT, rom iseTi ubralo ramec, rogoricaa gudis yvelis amoyvana, xalxis kulturis marTlac mcire, magram arcTu umniSvnelo nawilia.
yoveli `wvrilmani~— erT did, saerTo kulturas qmnis...
magram davbrundeT fermaSi.
ai, yveli ukve amoiyvanes da iqve, binaSi, sagangebod gamzadebul xis Taroze gaamwkrives. marili moayares da albaT male SeSreba kidec... mere Caawyoben gudebSi an sacaloebSi. mere baridan amovlen cxenebi. yveli xurjinebSi gadainacvlebs. gadahkideben am mZime xurjins cxenebs da bilikze daeSvebian.
Tixis patara qocoebi savsea kaltiT.
kalti raRaa?
rZes rom safuars miscemen da xaWosmagvari masa Sratisagan calke gamoiyofa, ai is aris sayveled gamosadegi. magram arc Srati gadaiRvreba. Srats sagangebod aduReben da axla isic moigdebs xaWosmagvar arcTu Zalze yuaTian,
magram sasiamovno naRebs, romelsac gaaciveben da miirTmeven. erboSi moxraku42
li kalti ufro gemrielia. Tu erbo ara gaqvs, uamisodac gaxval iolas...~ `yveli, puri da keTili guli~ xaWozec iTqmis da kaltzec.
movwveleT cxvari.
amoviyvaneT yveli.
gadavarCieT matyli.
movaduReT kalti.
da amasobaSi daRamda kidec. Soridan ZaRlebis xmauri ismis. fara brundeba binaSi. mwyemsebi xel-pirs ibanen da savaxSmod emzadebian. marTlac rogori amindi iqneba amaRam? vaJa fSavela aseT dros ityoda: `daRamda, wvrilni
varskvlavni, ayvavdnen, dasxdnen cazeda, mTvare ki jer arsada sCans, ar dagvnaTois Tavzeda, jer Tu ar gauRviZia, isev Tu sZinavs mklavzeda, jer gamarjoba
ar uTqvams Semomjdars goris fxazeda~.
xo, mTvare jer ar sCans.
jer marTla ar uTqvams gamarjoba, goris fxaze Semomjdars.
magram es varskvlavebi zogjer gvatyueben.
uecrad, rogorc mTaSi icis, erTbaSad wamova Savi Rrublebi da daiwyeba
wvima. Weqa-quxili azanazrebs mTebs, elva xan erT xeobas gaanaTebs, xan meores
gadaswvdeba. TiTqos qveyana iqceva da bakSi miyuJuli cxvris farac SiSiT
TrTis. am dros erTmac rom Tavi daaReros da sibneles Seerios, mTeli fara,
rogorc cxvars sCvevia, daufiqreblad mihyveba, Tundac is erTi ufskrulisaken
gadaiCexos.
mwyemsi am dros frTxilad aris. nabadi mousxams, kombali uWiravs (kombali mwyemsis ganuyreli iaraRia, xis grZeli, magari joxi, romelsac qvemoT kauWi aqvs, raTa cxvars ostaturad gamosdo fexebSi da roca gsurs, maSin daiWiro). garSemo uvlis faras. fxizloben ZaRlebic. mere gruxuni ufro da ufro
Sors midis, TiTqos caze etlma gadaiara da axla ukve Tvals miefarao. mere
ciskidurze erTi patara varskvlavi gamoCndeba, rac imas gvauwyebs, rom ca ukve
`aWrelda~, Weqa-quxilma gadaiara da wvimac Tan mihyva.
mere, sadRac, qvemoT, bnel xeobaSi, mgeli aymuvldeba.
ZaRlebi yefiT gaenTebian.
mwyemsebi dasWyivian ZaRlebs da aqezeben, aba Tqven iciTo.
mglis xmac miwydeba da kvlav siCume Camowveba.
dResac yvelaferi keTilad dasrulda...
fermaSi cecxli Canavlda.
nabdebze miwolili mwyemsebi axla CurCuliT-Ra laparakoben, TiTqos
eSiniaT Ziri aravis daufrTxono. garSemo ki mxolod mTebia da Zexorcielis
Cqamic ar ismis.
raze laparakoben mwyemsebi?
TavianT col-Svils igoneben. sakuTari saxli da ojaxi enatrebaT.
da vidre mTaSi, fermaSi varT, am sigrileSi verc vgrZnobT, qvemoT rom
kvlav zafxulia da cxela.
aq ki marTla grila.
RamiT civa kidec.
Rame Znelad gaivlis ise, cota mainc rom ar wamowinwklos. maSin fermaSi
Suacecxli inTeba. viRac mwyemsi fandurs aCxakunebs. viRac basri xanjliT
xorcs kepavs. viRac coms zelavs. cecxlze didi gamuruli qvabi dgas da wyali
TuxTuxebs, xinklisaTvis emzadebian.
xinklis keTeba mTaSi zeimia. es imas niSnavs, rom uCveulo dRea, gansakuTrebuli. Cvenc am uCveulo dRes davemSvidoboT mwyemsebs.
erTi-ori dRiT avediT mTaSi da barSi ki TiTqos ukve raRac Secvlila.
aqa-iq ukve moCanan sicxisagan mimWknari foTlebi. gaxunebulan zafxulis xasxasa ferebi. CayviTlebula xili. orRobeebis piras mayvlebi muqlurjad gadaferilan. gogo-biWebi kalaTebs mwife mayvliT avseben. Tu tyispirebs gavuyvebiT,
ukve Sindic Semwifebula. tyis pantebsac SehparviaT yviTeli feri da aqa-iq Zir43
sac CamouyriaT nayofi. amas ukve Soridanve vigrZnobT, roca jer panta arc ki
gvipovia, magram raRac damaTrobeli surneleba mainc SemogvefeTa. yviTlad da
wiTlad moCanan tyemlebic, leRvebi zed orRobeebze gadmoxrilan da marTlac
gudebiviT gadmoukidiaT guda-nayofi. da mainc, jer Semodgoma isev Sors aris.
Semodgomis namdvili dasturi jer ar gvinaxavs.
modiT, gadavcdeT orRobes da ufro iqiT, gadaRma venaxebisaken gadavixedoT, sadac vazebi erTmaneTs miuyvebian. jer kargad movusminoT: aqa-iq adamianTa xmebic ismis. erTi venaxidan meoreSi elaparakebian erTmaneTs kacebi. mere
qalis xmac gamoereva. uceb balRebic gadaikiskiseben. raRac molodinis grZnoba gamefebula irgvliv. da es molodini igrZnoba adamianTa xmebSic, im balRebis gacinebaSic, zafxulis miwurulis gaxunebul ferebSic.
da ai, erTbaSad SemogvefeTeba is, rac yvelaze ufro utyuari dasturia
Semodgomis mobrZanebisa.
yurZnis mtevani!
yurZeni TvalSi Sesula...
ras niSnavs `TvalSi Sesvla~? aqa-iq mtevnebs ukve yviTeli feri SeparviaT. zogan TiTo marcvali gamorCeula, zogan mTeli kufxali. cadia, jer kidev
adrea, jer ar Camtkbara, ar CaSaqrebula mtevani, magram `TvalSi Sesvla~ ki
marTla dawyebula. mivideT axlos da xeli SevaxoT am pirvel mtevans, rTvelobis pirvel macnes; miveferoT, masSi miwis madlia da mzis gulis siTbo. am
mtevanze fiqrSi gavida mTeli naxevari weliwadi...
magram aq SevCerdeT. rTveli jer ar mosula da, cxadia, jer arc Semodgoma damdgara. rTvelis ambavze maSin getyviT, roca Semodgoma marTla dadgeba, roca gafrindebian mercxlebi, roca...
magram iqneb ukve gafrindnen mercxlebi?
iqneb ise wavidnen, Cven verc ki SevamCnieT?
iqneb raRacaze gavanawyeneT da daumSvidobeblad dagvtoves?
an iqneb Cven viyaviT ise gulgrilni, rom verc ki gavigeT, rodis Semoufrines ukanasknelad Tavis budes, mTel Cvens ezo-kars, SeuerTdnen TavisianTa
gunds da gaswies, mercxlebi xom Zalze adre gvtoveben?
da Tu marTla wavidnen, aq, venaxSi, soflidan moSorebuli amas ver gavigebT. mercxali soflis Svilia, Cveni kar-midamos mdgmuri da uimaTobas maSin
mivxvdebiT, Tu bude carieli dagvxvdeba...
venaxSi rCeba Semodgomis winamorbedi siCume. es is droa, roca yvelaferi molodins Seupyria. molodinis dReebi hqonda gazafxulis pirsac da zafxulis pirsac. ver ityvi, amgvari dReebi kalendarulad Tvis romel dReebs emTxveva. isini Tavad unda moixelTo da ganicado, Tavad unda Sexvde sadme, an
mTaSi an barSi, an venaxSi an baRSi, an sulac sakuTari saxlis aivanze, roca
Sens winaSe zafxulis Ramis saocari siCume iqneba, roca aqa-iq, bostnispiras
gaielveben cicinaTelebi, varskvlavebi ki ise mkrTalad iqnebian gabneulni,
TiTqos nislSi CaZirulano.
oo, albaT amgvar RameSi Caiqrola im `kudianma varskvlavma~, ase rom SeaSfoTa luarsabi da darejani, romelTac es ambavi TavianTi rZlisagan, elisabedisagan Seityves. amgvar RameSi warmoadgines Seqspiris mdabiorebma mdidarTa
Sesaqcevad TavianTi SeTxzuli piesa ubeduri piramusis da Tisbes siyvarulze,
`zafxulis Ramis sizmarma~ ki mTvaris SuqiT gaabrwyina lizandris da helenis
vnebani da eWvi ar aris, amgvar Rames moxda is sabediswero Sexvedrac kapuletebis saxlis aivanTan, roca romeom pirvelad gaumxila julietas Tavisi jer
argagonili siyvarulis saidumlo. an iqneb sulac amgvar RameSi daibada mocartis cnobili `Ramis serenada~... xo, iq zafxulis Ramis idumaleba da nazi
ferebia da musikac iseTi gamWvirvale, rom ar dairRves jadosnuri siCume Ramisa.
iqneb siCumec iseve aucilebelia, rogorc cxovrebis mdinareebis xmauri?
guSin venaxSic amgvari siCume idga. TiTqos raRac sitkbo iRvreboda
sulSi. es sitkbo mzedakruli mtevnebidan, tikebiviT daberili leRvebidan, wengoSemWknari kaklebidan da cisferi RoRnoSoebidan modioda.
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aba yuri kargad miapyariT... Semodgoma Semxmari foTlebis faCi-fuCiT Cumad gviaxlovdeba.
...Cqara gavswioT soflisaken, mercxelbma ar gagvaswron. zafxulis mRelvarebaSi garTulebma verc ki SevniSneT, rogor dagvcildnen bolo xans, ra
xSirad ikribebodnen, TiTqos raRacaze bWobdnen, raRacis samzadisSi iyvnen. raRa raRacis, es Soreuli, Tbili qveynebisaken Zneli da saxifaTo mogzaurobis
samzadisi iyo. Cven verc ki SevniSneT, rogor Sekres jgufi mama mercxlebma da
wasasvlelad ganemzadnen, maT ki deda mercxlebi mihyvnen.
wavlen, gadaivlian cxra mTas da cxra mdinares, rogorc zRaprebSi ityvian xolme. gzad ras da viRas ar Seeyrebian. bevri verc miaRwevs aRTqmul
qveynamde da, cxadia, verc ukan dagvibrundeba.
viCqaroT da davemSvidoboT! ukanasknelad SevavloT Tvali, ra naRvlianad Semoufrenen SeCveul kar-midamos, SeCveul saxl-kars.
mindvrebi ukve moTavda da orRobeebi daiwyo. ai, Cveni ubani, ai, Cveni saxli, ai, xis aivani da mercxlis bude...
wasulan! gafrenilan!
carielia bude!
neta ra gaifiqres, roca emSvidobebodnen?
iqneb damSvidobeba sulac ar iyo da arc araferi ufiqriaT. daunaneblad
datoves aqauroba da wavidnen, raki bunebis idumalma enam, ise, rom Tavadac ar
icodnen, ra xdeboda, ase ukarnaxaT?
magram Cven adamianebi varT da yvela suldgmulSi adamianur suls veZebT.
Cven gvinda, rom mercxlebsac wasvla daenanoT da sevdiT daemSvidobon
saxl-kars, sadac erTi lamazi gazafxuli da zafxuli gaatares.
Cven es ufro unda gvjerodes…
uamisod verc isini iqnebian mercxlebi da verc Cven viqnebiT adamianebi.
idiliuria zafxulis damdegis mwvane da lurjyviTeli ferebi, zafxulSi gaismoda `guTnuric~ da `Tibluric~. idiliuri iyo zafxulis Rameebic, Tavisi `urmuliT~ da `lxiniT~. idiliuri da mxiaruli iyo TviT gvalvaSi gamarTuli `gonjaobac~... magram nu gegonebaT, rom garSemo yvelaferi simReriT da
mxiarulebiT xdeboda. zafxuli, pirvel yoflisa, garjaa da, rogorc giTxariT,
amitom hqvia Semodgomis mosavals `Wirnaxuli~. xnulSi mudam iRvreboda guTnisdedis ofli. ofls Rvridnen momkelebic da mTibavebic. glexkacs marTlac
`yovlis mxridan~ sdarajobs safrTxe mZime, momqancveli Sromis wyalSi Cayrisa.
`Tu wuTisofels erTis wuTiT Tvali mouxuWe, ise gagTelavs, rogorc didoeli leki nabadsao~, — es oTaraanT qvrivis Segonebaa da mTlianad miesadageba
glexkacisa da bunebis Widilsac. aq Tvalis moxuWva ar SeiZleba. gamarglul
yanaSi Tu meore dResac ar Seiare, isev wamoyofs Tavs balaxi da jejils gadaefareba. Tu wyali droze ar miuSvi, gvalva daxrukavs yvelafers. gaToxnilze
kvlav aiSleba Salafa da simindebs daCagravs. xolo venaxi... bevrma scada eangariSa, magram zustad veravin mixvda, ramdenjer unda moeferos, gafurCnos, moaSoros namkvrevi (anu foTolTa gverdiT wamozrdili norCi ylortebi), ramdenjer gauxsnas `cis TaRi~ (anu grZlad wamozrdili Rerebi gadaWras, raTa mzem
kargad daxedos mtevnebs). soflel kacs ar unda eSinodes arc wvimisa da qarisa, arc Weqa-quxilisa, arc mzis dakvrisa. is mzad unda iyos yvelafrisaTvis da
yvelafris winaaRmdeg hqondes nacadi Tavdacvis iaraRi, saukuneobiT gamocdili da nawrTobi. da raki yoveli wigni, unda Tu ar unda avtors, mainc Segonebis mizniT iwereba, mec minda mcire Segoneba SemogkadroT: roca xelSi puris
naWers aiRebT, Tu Zirs dagivardebaT, rogorc geneboT, nu emTxveviT, Tqven xom
sxva saukunis Svilebi, meoce saukunis Svilebi brZandebiT, magram gaxsovdeT,
rom im erTi puris naWris Seqmnaze, (diax, Seqmnaze) mravali adamianis mZime
Sroma daixarja. roca xelSi mtevans aiRebT, isic gaixseneT, rom im erTi mtevnisaTvis glexkaci asjer mainc mivida vazTan, gasxla, gadaakava, aaxvia, morwya,
Sewamla, mokrifa, da bolos Tqven mogarTvaT. da, rac mTavaria, Tu vinmem Wiqa
Rvino gamogiwodaT da dabejiTebiT giTxraT, samSoblos sadRegrZelo amTaviT45
ve unda iswavloTo, ai, maSin ki namdvilad ar dagaviwydeT, rom samSoblo pirvel yovlisa Sromaa.
mSromeli qali iyo oTaraanT qvrivi da amiT jabnida sxva glexebs. mTeli Tavisi dRe da moswreba Sromobda moxuci guTnisdeda da xalxs apurebda.
mSromeli qali iyo Tinia da misi mamiTadic gamrje biWebisagan Seikriba.
mSromeli kacia is ilia papac, yvelaze adre rom daadga venaxis gzas, ise adre,
rom sofeli jer gazafxulis mosvlas arc ki eloda. dadgeba Semodgoma da am
ilia papas, rogorc giTxariT, isev SevxvdebiT, SevxvdebiT rTvelSi, roca sofeli Wirnaxulis mowevas daiwyebs.
amgvar SromaSi, Zalze mZime SromaSi gadioda CvenSi zafxuli.
mZimea Sroma dResac.
verc manqana, verc sxva ram ver cvlis ubralo ambavs: adamiani Tavad unda mivides jejilTan, xeli alersiT gadausvas da garSemo balax-bulaxi Semoacalos. egreve adamiani Tavad unda eaxlos vazs da gumaniT mixvdes, ra stkiva
da ra uWirs.
am saqmeSi manqana uZluria.
amitom, grialeben Tu ar grialeben Cvens venaxebsa da yanebSi, baRebsa Tu
bostnebSi manqanebi, sofeli mainc sofelia da sofluri Sroma — mZime Sroma.
grZeli da mosawyeni Segoneba xom ar gamogvivida?
magram sxva romeli Segonebaa saxaliso da gasarTobi?
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agvisto iwureba. Semodis bebo da gagvaxsenebs, rom xval fericvaloba
dRea. bebos sityvas didi Zala aqvs da yvelani xvalisaTvis vemzadebiT.
xalxur yofaSi fericvaloba dRe mosavals ukavSirdeba. amieridan buneba
fers icvlis, zafxuli gzas uTmobs Semodgomas. am dRes xdeba yurZnis, xilisa
da xorblis kurTxeva. fericvaloba dRemde venaxSi yurZens aravin mowyvetda.
am dRidan ki SeiZleboda vazebTan misvla da TiToorola mtevnis xilad gamorCeva.
bebos TqmiT, feriscvaleba dRec qristes ambavs ukavSirdeba. am dRes moxda fericvaloba. pirvelad am dRes gamoecxada qriste Tavis mowafeebs RvTaebrivi saxiT. dResaswauli ki dResaswaulia, miT ufro Tu igi xalxSi qristes
saswaulamdec arsebobda da, xalxis rwmeniT swored mosavlis, bunebis feriscvalobas ukavSirdeboda.
xval kvlav gavswioT venaxisaken. movZebnoT is ferSecvlili mtevani,
rTvlis macne, da sevdiT vifiqroT zafxulTan ganSorebaze.
sevdiT ratomao?
imitom, rom, rogorc giTxariT, dro ar Cerdeba, dro mudam win miiswrafvis. es zafxuli aRarasodes ganmeordeba, am zafxuls, TqvenTan erTad rom gavatareT, veRarasodes SevxvdebiT.
da raki giTxariT, rom Tavisi wriuli moZraobis gzaze Cveni mze yovel
Tves ama Tu im TanavarskvlavedSi imyofeba, am zafxuls, ivnisSi, ivlisSi da agvistoSi, Cven rom TqvenTan erTad gavatareT, mzem sami Tanavarskvlavedi gaiara:
`kirCxibi~
`lomi~
`qalwuli~.
`ivnisi~ romaelTa RvTaeba `iunonasTan~, nayofierebis qalRmerTTanaa dakavSirebuli, Zvelad `marialisa~ erqva, xalxurad — `ivanobisTve (TibaTve)~,
`ivlisi~ romaeli imperatoris iulius keisris pativsacemad daerqva am Tves,
Zvelad `Tibisa~ erqva, xalxurad — `kvirikobisTve (mkaTaTve)~; `agvisto~ romaeli imperatoris saxels — avgustusis saxels ukavSirdeba, Zveleburad —
`qvelTobisaa~, xalxurad — `mariamobisTve~.
Semodgomis damdegs Cveni mze `sasworis~ TanavarskvlavedSi Seva.
bunebam feri icvala. dadga dro, roca gaielvebs idumali meufeba raRac
axlisa... yvelaferi weliwadis mesame drois, Semodgomis molodins Seupyria.
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raRac unda Seicvalos, `raRac~ moxdes. Tavi davajeroT, rom Cven jer kargad
arc viciT, ra moxdeba, rogori iqneba dro, romelic zafxuls Secvlis, rogori ferebiT moirTveba zafxulis mzisgan gaxunebuli erTiani feri, ras mogvitans axals dro, romlisac jer mxolod saxeli viciT.
es saxelia `Semodgoma~.
da vidre marTla Semodgoma dadgebodes, agvistos am miwurvils, roca
yurZens jer mxolod ecvala feri da mercxlebic jer mxolod axla gafrindnen, minda gavixseno didi amerikeli mwerali uiliam folkneri. folknerma dawera erTi kargi wigni (sxva mraval karg wignTa Soris), romelsac `agvistos naTeli~ hqvia. da roca mwerals hkiTxes, rogor daibada wignis saTaurio, kacma,
romelic didi mwerali iyo da bunebis didi Svilic, romelsac uyvarda tye,
mindori, cxenebi, nadiroba, yvelaferi, rasac mSobliuri buneba hqvia, gaixsena:
erTxel, agvistos miwurvils, RamiT, me da Cemi meuRle aivanze visxediT da
uceb meuRlem Tqva — namdvili agvistos naTeliao... ras niSnavs agvistos naTeli? dainteresda mwerali... raRac idumals, Seucnobs, dros, romelic arc erT
dros ar ekuTvnis, romelsac arc feri aZevs da arc saxeli aqvs.
mere Tavis erT CanawerSi Tu interviuSi mwerali ambobs:
Sua agvistoSi, samisisipoze, erT-or dRes agrildeba xolme. uecrad Semodgomas gigrZnobs tani da irgvliv Suqi ise ucnaurad brwyinavs da krTis,
TiTqos dRevandeli ki araa, droTa wiaRidan modiso. am SuqSi Zveli saberZneTis im olimpidan gadmosuli favnebi, satirebi, RmerTebi budoben... es SeiZleba
lina groufs ukavSirdebodes, radgan am qals mosdgams raRac warmarTuli —
cisqveSeTSi arsebuls Soris yvelaze didi siame — bavSvis yolis survili. ai
yvelaferi, rasac es dasaxeleba aRniSnavs — ubralod Suqis aTinaTia, Suqisa,
romelic Cvensaze ufro xanieria.
favnebi da satirebi!
Zveli berZnuli dResaswaulebis ganuyreli gmirebi...
magram jer dResaswauli ara gvaqvs... jer mxolod agvistoa. dResaswaulebi Semodgomaze daiwyeba, roca mosavali dabinavdeba da adamianebi erTmaneTisaTvisac moiclian da samxiarulodac. jer mxolod am `agvistos naTels~
davjerdeT, romelic raRac idumals gvpirdeba...
`agvistos naTeli~ drois is mcire gaelvebaa, romelic ar ekuTvnis arc
Semodgomas, arc zafxuls. masSi aris raRac waruvali da maradiuli. amgvari
maradiuli dro, albaT, weliwadis yoveli drois mijnazea da albaT bednieria
is, visac misi gaelveba ar gamoepareba. albaT, amgvari drois gaelveba iyo is
patara tyis Citic, romelic SiSvel totze ijda da idumali vnebiT eloda gazafxuls. axla, `agvistos naTelis~ meufebisas, zafxulis didi mxiarulebis
Semdeg, wamiT SekrTa, TviTonac jer ar icis ratom, yvelas gaSorda, martod Camojda totze da gairinda.
Semodgoma...
jer mxolod saxeli viciT misi.
Semodgoma
Semodgoma rTvliT iwyeba, glexi kacisaTvis iwyeba rTveliT. TqvenTvis
ki Semodgomis macne pirveli seqtemberia, swavlis dawyebis dRe, sazeimo. ra xania am dRisaTvis mzad iyaviT. wignebic SeiZineT, CanTac. vinc TqvenSi ufro bejiTia, visac swavla marTla uyvars da skolisaken wasvlac ar ezareba, is xSirad midioda im wignebTan, Caalagebda CanTaSi da isev amoalagebda, gulSi ki im
dilaze ocnebobda, rodis gaudgeboda skolis gzas, rodis Sexvdeboda amdeni
xnis ganSorebis Semdeg, tol-megobrebs da maswavleblebs.
swavlis dawyeba vizeimeT da axla droa, rTvelzedac vifiqroT.
rodis iwyeba rTveli?
ilia papa tyeSi midis... is ilia papaa, gazafxulze, yvelaze adrianad rom
daadga venaxis gzas, gasxvla unda daviwyoo da sofeli misZaxoda — ilia papav, ra dros sxvlaa, jer isev Tovli devs, yinvam ar mouWiros gasxlul vazs,
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ar gagifuWos, ra geCqarebao... is pasuxs ki ar iZleoda, TavisTvis gulSi fiqrobda — Cemi saqmisa me vicio, Tqven muSaoba gezarebaT, zamTris netar-yuCoba
da Zil-RviZiloba gagitkbaT da ar ki iciT, rom venaxi ra xania gelodebaTo...
venaxs guSinac daxeda, guSinwinac da imis winac. yurZeni TvalSi Sesula,
mosavals cudi piri ar uCans da rTvelic karzea momdgari. papa axla tyeSi midis, savenaxe godrebis dasawnavad, rac imas niSnavs, rom Semodgoma marTla
damdgara.
godori rTvelSi sWirdeba. yurZens rom mokrefen da kalaTebs gaavseben,
venaxis TavSi gaitanen. iq ki, godrebis mTeli jari Camwkrivebula. yurZeni am
godrebSi iyreba da, roca yvela godori gaivseba, an imdeni, erTi uremi rom daitevs, marnis gzas gauyeneben. ase iyo winaT, Cveni bavSvobis rTvelSi. maSin
godrebisa da kalaTebis dro iyo. kalaTebsac ilia papebi wnavdnen da godrebsac. avidoda papa tyeSi, Tan patara walds da sasxlav makratels waiRebda. jer
kargad daisvenebda, suls moiTqvamda da saqmes Seudgeboda. moimaragebda blomad wvril wnelebs. yalibs gaakeTebda (ra siganisac godori unda yofiliyo);
Sindis an Txilis msxvil wnelebs Zirebs wauTlida da im yalibze CaurWobda.
es `manebi~ iyo godrisa. mere daiwyeboda dawvna, kargad amoyvanili truSuli
RobesaviT iwvneboda, mijriT, Tanabrad da lamazad (esec mTavari piroba iyo,
— godris silamaze). `Robe~ nel-nela amodioda da bolos, kacs rom saqamremde
moswvdeboda, Tavic unda gadawvnoda. amoyvanil kedlebSi, manebs Soris, papa
axal, Ronier wnelebs CaurWobda da godris meore kedlisaken gadaxrida, raTa
axla iq Caemagrebina da zed, SigadaSig, wvrili wnelebic Caewna. ase gadagrexili da Cawnuli Tavi godrisa ixureboda da amiT TiTqos saqmec Tavdeboda... magram jer erTi imis Tqma ver movaswariT, rom es Tavi ki ar aris godrisa, Ziria.
papa daswvdeba godors, moaryevs. miwaSi CarWobil manebs zemoT amoswevs da roca godors TavdaRma Caabrunebs, is Tavi godris Zirad iqceva, Tan ise mtkice
Zirad, erTi marcvali yurZenic rom ar gauva. godors gverdebTanac TiTo adli
Rrmuli darCenia, xelis SesaSveleblad, roca janiani biWi aswevs da mxarze
xvneSiT gaigdebs, orma sxvam Ronieri xelic unda SeaSvelos. aswevso? riTi aswevs? nu geSiniaT, ilia papa amazec axlave izrunebs. jer im wvetebs waaWris
godors, miwaSi riTac iyo CarWobili, mere axal wnelebs aiRebs da boZebs Soris karga magrad Caiyvans, raTa gadagrixos da is Tavdapirveli wnelebic, riTac godris amowvna daiwyo, kidev erTxel Caamagros. bolos ki godris cal
mxares (vigulisxmoT rom ukana mxares) or magar dawnul yurs Seabams, an erT
saxelurs, magram yurze ufro magars, raTa im janian biWs, visac es saqme endoba — aweva godrisa, cota mainc gauadvildes.
gauadvildeso, arc es gviTqvams haiharad. godori patara ar aris. as kiloianze naklebi godori godrad ar iTqmis, zogSi ki asoci da cota meti yurZenic Cadis. Tu asianze pataraa da Tanac gacilebiT patara, godris sapatio saxels kargavs da rogorc pataras SeSvenis, cota alersiT, albaT cota RimiliTac, godrulas dauZaxeben. es godrulac saWiroa, simindis texaSi, mzesumziris
venaxebidan amosatanad, xilisa, lobiosa Tu kaklisaTvis.
kidev rasa wnavs papa? jinura kalaTas, didsa da tevads, lastebs, xaxals, cxrils, cxavs, WaWis gasawur kalaTas...
namjisas? namjis saqme qalebma ician, imaT xels ufro gamouva grZeli,
mrgali Tu kidobnuri kalaTa... kargad daalboben namjas da ise daiwyeben
wvnas... bolos ki kuwubebsac gaukeTeben, silamazisaTvis, dasamSveneblad... es saqalo saqmea, Tavisi saqmisa TviTonve ician.
ilia papa godorsa wnavs. mwvanea tye. jer Semodgomis siyviTle arafers
etyoba. siyviTle ki ara, wiTlad Rvivian Sindebi. SeyviTlebula panta, sadRac
aqve, Soriaxlosaa da papam es adgilic iqneb amitom airCia. pantis surneli
aqamde aRwevs. frinvelebs jer isev Jriamuli gaudiT. ager zRmartlic Semsxvilebula, Tumca mwifobamde jer Sors aris. aqeT rom modioda, xom sul mayvlianebi gadmoiara papam. mTeli orRobispirebi mayvliT iyo gadalurjebuli. Tu
dRiur daveSvi Sinisaken, balRebs davukref da wavuRebo — gaifiqra. mere, wvna
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rom daiwyo yvelaferi gadaaviwyda — Sindebic, mayvlebic da is surnelebac,
romelic Soriaxlos mdgari pantebidan modioda.
mTavari mainc moaxloebuli rTveli iyo.
papas dawnuli godrebi male dagvWirdeba. godrula da kalaTebi ki
dResvea saWiro. simindis texva gvaqvs, kaklis bertyvac daviwyeT. rTvlamde yvelaferi unda moviTaoT, raki rTveli erTi dRis saqme ar aris. rTvels mere
aTasi ram mohyveba da Tanac aRarc simindi icdis da kakalic xom sul gadairia, wengo daskda, broweulis qerqiviT daaRo piri da RamRamobiT, Tu yurs miapyrobT, rogorc ki sio Camouqrolebs, xan aq Camovardeba dakrolili kakali,
xan iq...
simindic aRar icdis, taroebs Tma sul gauxundaT (Tu gauWaRaravdaT),
fuCeCidan Tavi amoyves da kbilebi dakriWes, simindis satexadac dilaadrianad
mivdivarT da sadRa aRar mivdivarT dilaadrianad. Sroma diliT iwyeba, mzis
amosvlamde, rogorc ki inaTebs. dilis Sromaa baraqianio, — ityvian xolme sofelSi. mivdivarT urmiT an `taWkiT~. uremSi, cxadia, xarebia Sebmuli. taWkaSi
— cxeni an saxedari, da, raRa Tqma unda, yvelaze mxiaruli mogzauroba mainc
saxedriT gvelis. miCaqCaqebs saxedari da davWyiviT. isic guls ar itexs, fexs
ar anelebs, viTomda ra aris es gza CemTviso, simindebSi jer ar vyofilvaro?
CagiyvanT, mere, vici, Tavs damanebebT da saRamomde Cems nebaze viqnebi, da Tu
Wkuac vixmare (saxedaris Wkua vin Tqva, maSinve gavugebdiT) taroebsac mivwvdebi
da pirs Cavigemrieleb axali, rZiana taroTio.
marTlac, CavidodiT simindebSi (ase veZaxdiT adgils, sadac simindi gveTesa) da saxedarsac gavuSvebdiT. mere iwyeboda texa... TiTo siminds sami-oTxi
taro mainc Tu hqonda, Tanac jiSiani taro, karg mosavlad iTvleboda. vtexdiT
taroebs da Sua simindebSi, xan aq, xan iq, fuCeCisagan gaTavisuflebuls da kbilebdakreWils, vagrovebdiT. bebos aqac Tavisi saqme hqonda: dauSales, magram
ar daiSala da simindebSi dabali, mindvris lobio daTesa. mokled mogviWra,
axla ar gindaT, zamTarSi mogindebaTo da marTalic gamodga. axla dadis bebo
da lobios krefs. winsafari aukecia da lobios parkebs imaSi iyris. gaavsebs
winsafars da zemoT, simindebis TavSi rom godrula dgas, imaSi Cahyris, mere
isev dabrundeba da krefas ganagrZobs. xval am lobios parkebs mzeze gaSlis.
kargad rom Sexmeba, did joxs aiRebs, gaSlil lobiosTan moikeceba da dascxebs joxs, TiTqos kalosa lewavs, lobios kalosao. parkebi nel-nela ixsneba
da lobios marcvlebic CairCeva... mere parkebs calke gadaswevs bebo, marcvlebs
calke gamoarCevs. marcvlebs gaaniavebs, gaasufTavebs da isev mzeze gaSlis.
parkebs ki did xaxalSi Cahyris, samfexa skamze Camojdeba, xaxals win daidebs
da saTiTaod arCevs, ra ari marcvlebi ar gahyveso. amazec dascinian, rac Sen
saxre urtyi, raRa darCebodao... darCenila! da dRis bolos bebo siamayiT aCvenebs yvelas marcvlebiT gavsebul xaxals, romelic parkebisagan gamorCeula.
aki ar darCeboda, es narCeni aTjer mainc gamogaZRobTo — xumrobs bebo da
lobios baraqas im narCevsac umatebs.
es yovelive mere iqneba. dRes ki kvlav simindsa vtexT. win zlazvniT miviwevT. ukan kacebi mogvyvebian da namgliT Cexen nasimindars. es fuCeCia da sazamTrod, xar-kameCis sakvebad gamodgeba. muxlis simaRleze darCebian mxolod
uxeSi Reroebi, magram imaTac male daglejen, moagroveben da dawvaven, raTa
mogvianod, zamTris piras aqauroba gadaxnan da gazafxulze isev Tesva gaCaRdes.
taroebi grova-grova yria. Camoivlian da godrulebiT gzisken gazidaven...
saxedari? saxedari sadRaa? da bebosac axla gaaxsenda, rom is wuwki taroebs
miswvda da gabrazebulma papam mindorSi gaagdo. magram saxedari morCilia, vidre Zebnas dauwyeben da magradac datuqsaven, TviTonve modis Tavdaxrili, darcxvenili da cota ar iyos SeSinebuli. magram yvelani icinian. saxedris danaxvaze xom yvela mainc sicilis xasiaTze dgeba da saxedaric mSviddeba. dgas da
elis, rodis Seabamen taWkaSi. Sebma ki jer mainc cota adrea. bebos Tadarigis
ambavi ar iciT? dilas, aqeTobisas, arc didi qvabi daviwynia. cecxli ukve gauCaRebia, nedli, jer isev Wyinti simindebi calke gadaurCevia da axla ixarSeba
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taroebi. yvelani moxarSul siminds elian. dgas surneleba axali tarosi. magram isev bebo yoCaRobs da ambobs, rom moxarSul simindze ufro gemrieli nakverCxlebze Semwvaria. maSin gadaqeqaven cecxls, miswi-mosweven did muguzlebs
da nakverCxlebze taroebs miawvaven. mcire xani da daiwyeba tkaca-tkuci, rac
imis mauwyebelia, rom taro ukve ibraweba. ismis SiSini, rac gvaniSnebs, rom taros axla cota gverdi unda SevucvaloT. ukve Semwvari mxare aqeT gadmovwioT,
Seuwvavi ki cecxls mivumarjvoT, oRond ise, rom kvamlma ar dahkras, ar alanZos, Tavisi gemo ar misces. taro unda saamod dawiTldes, rogorc wiTldeba
broweulis kani gviani Semodgomisas, arc umad darCena SeiZleba, arc dawva...
amgvarad mTavrdeba simindis texva.
darCa misi dacexva, qeCeCis calke gadarCeva, marcvlisa calke...
da raki yvelafers amqveynad mze uyvars, marcvalic mzeze unda gavSaloT,
raTa gamxmari da safqvavad gamzadebuli, didi tomriT wisqvilis gzas gavuyenoT...
magram es mere iqneba, narTvlevs da Cvenc wisqvilSi maSin wavideT. Tanac
amodena siminds erTbaSad verc davcexvavT. taroebisaTvis sasiminde gvaqvs,
ezos boloSi, xis oTx fexze Semdgari, gverdebze amownuli (niavma rom kargad
imoZraos da taroebi ar Caxurdes) da wemodan koxtad, kramitiT an TiviT gadaxuruli. kramiti ki sjobs, samudamoa, male ar gafuWdeba. sasimindes patara,
viwro kari aqvs datanebuli (isic xisa an lastisa), da iqve xisave kibea midgmuli. Seyrian taroebs sasimindeSi, kars gamoiketaven, gadarazaven (razac, cxadia,
xisaa) da sazamTrod Seinaxaven.
axla ki marTla mTavrdeba simindis ambavi, magram aqve unda gamogitydeT,
rom wvrilfexobas, anu Tqvenodenebs, simindis texa mainca da mainc dids arafers eubneboda. ai, sul sxva iyo kaklis bertyva. amas elodnen didis lodiniT
da iqneb rTvelze aranaklebadac. sakuTar kakalze vin ras ityvis, isic rom gaegoT, sadRac, soflis TavSi kakals bertyaveno, mTeli soflis balRoba iq
daedeboda da iqauri didedac Cxubobda, ra ambavia, geTayvaT, TiTom ro TiTo
kakali moitacos, aRarc ram dagvrCebao.
kaklis mbertyavi ukve mosula, janiani da mosxletili biWia, uSiSic Cans.
amodena kaklis kenweroze asvlas gabeduli biWi sWirdeba. kakals yvela ver dabertyavs. totebze magrad unda moikido fexi da marjvenac kargad amuSao, rom
gareT gawvdil foTlebSi kaklebi ar migemalos. biWs xelSi `xalxa~ uWiravs.
`xalxa~ grZeli Wokia, tyeSi saguldagulod naZebni da gamoTlili. `xalxa~
grZelic unda iyos da msubuqic, marjved rom moiqnio da male ar dagRalos. es
`xalxa~ am biWis iaraRia. da Tu ojaxs kargi `xalxac~ aqvs, iseve saamayoa, rogorc kargi culi da bari, kargi guTani, kargi godor-kalaTi. adis biWi kakalze da rogorc ki pirvel totze fexs moikidebs, xalxa momawodeTo, daiZaxebs.
miawvdian... da daiwyeba bertyva. jer dabliTa totebs Camobertyavs, mere nel-nela zemoT da zemoT miiwevs. bolos ki sul kenweroze moeqceva da ai, maSin daiwyeba bebos qoTqoTi. nuRa waxval, Svilo, zemoT, xo xedav, kenwero lerwamiviT iRuneba, oxradac darCenila, kaklis gulisaTvis gana sasikvdilod memetebio. nu geSinia, bebo, — arxeinad iZaxis biWi da foTlebSi mimalul kaklebs
xalxas urtyams. cvivian kaklebi da mojarul gogo-biWebs Jriamuli gaudiT.
Tan bebos exmarebian akrefaSi, Tan dros ixelTeben, brtyel qvaze Camosdeben
dakrolil kakals da naWuWs Waxani gaudis. gamoanaTebs nigvzis TeTri lebani
da gogo-biWebi erTmaneTsa staceben. bebo yvelas amSvidebs, oRond Cumad, nu daamtvrevT, ai, movkrifoT, moTavdes yvelaferi da kaklebiT me TviTon agivsebT
jibeso.
kaklis garSemo foTlebi mofenila. aqa-iq wvrili totebic Camotyda. mere
ra? kakali didia, as welze metisa iqneba. bebos rac Tavi axsovs, es kakalic
ase dgas da amodenaa. mgoni mamamTilis mamam dargoo, ambobs bebo da isev kenweros Sescqeris. ras iyurebi, bebo, foTlebis meti aRaraferi darCao — CamosZaxis biWi. SarSanac magre ambobdi, magram Tebervlamde Camodioda kakalio, —
exumreba beboc. Tebervlamde Camodiodao? mere ra? Tundac Camodiodes. nayofi
SerCes kakalsac, venaxsac, xilsac... raRaca unda darCes, yvelafris srulad ga50
mokrefa ar SeiZleba. yvelas Tavisi sargo unda davutovoT da, rac mTavaria,
frinvelebs, romelnic aq darCebian da romelTac didi zamTari eliT.
gogo-biWebi agroveben kakals da didi kalaTebiT marnis saCexSi miaqvT.
iq miwaze yrian da kvlav iqiT garbian, saidanac movidnen. raTa foTlebis grovaSi areuli kaklebi isev eZebon. amasobaSi, cxadia, ukve dabindebula kidec da
daRlili kaklis mbertyavi Tan ofls iwmends, Tan nabdis qudis qveS CamoSlil
qoCors isworebs. dideda Sinisken epatiJeba. gana imitomao — TavpatiJs idebs
biWi, magram yvelam icis, rom am daRlili biWisaTvis alalia kargi vaxSamic da
erTi boTli Zveli Rvinoc. yvelani wasul-wamosulan. marto erTi patara gogocuna darCenila kaklis ZirSi da wvrili xmiT Wyivis:
`CvenebianT kikolas
dResa aqvs kaklis bertyva,
jari, celqi bavSvebis,
meserad Semoertya~.
Sin ukve cecxli anTia... tablaze (anu dabal xis magidaze, romelsac xisave samfexa skamebi aqvs Semodgmuli) gauSliaT moxarSuli dedali, SoTebi, niori, xaxvi. iqve, cecxlTan, saduRarSi lobio qoTqoTebs. dgas Semodgomis suni
da rogorc ki kaklis mbertyavi biWi tablas Semoujdeba, bebos xis langariT
Semoaqvs axlad darCeuli TeTri, qaTqaTa nigozi.
— male rTvelic mova, — ambobs biWi da Wiqas avsebs.
— raRa darCa, — karzea momdgari, — udasturebs maspinZeli.
— age, ilia papa raxania godrebsa wnavs, — icinis patara biWi.
mere erTi-ori sadRegrZelo ismeba. dideda kaklis mbertyavs aZalebs, aiRe es nigozi, Seni naamagaria, Senze ufro vis ekuTvniso. biWi balRebs eZaxis,
iqve rom TamaSoben taxtze da nigozs imaT uwvdis. bebo icinis, daanebe, biWo,
Tavi, rac dRes magaT nigozi Wames, amaRam raRa daaZinebTo. balRebi icinian da
yiraze gadadian.
biWi SeTvreba da wamodgeba.
beboc aRar aZalebs, daRlilia, Tanac cota gadahkra da Sin wavideso, sacaa SuaRamec wamova, balRebsac eZinebaTo.
biWi gadis da mTeli ojaxi miacilebs.
bebo navTis lampiT (maSin navTis lampa iyo) ezos unaTebs, Tan gasZaxis,
arsad ar gadauxvio, pirdapir Sin wadi, rame ar mogewios, me ar dambraldeso.
— ukve acivda, kaco! — ismis sibnelidan biWis xma.
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`ukve acivda~, — esec imis mauwyebelia, rom Semodgoma marTla movida.
da mainc rodis iwyeba rTveli? raRa Tqma unda, maSin, roca mTeli sofeli, didian-patarianad, venaxebSi gaikrifeba. es moxdeba seqtembris SuaxanebSi
anu, Zveleburad, enkenisTveSi. mere enkenisTves RvinobisTve mohyveba. am Tvis saxeli rTvelTan iqneba dakavSirebuli, raki Rvino nayofia rTvelisa. da mainc
rodis iwyeba rTvelio, Tu daiJinebT, Sors gamxedvare mopasuxem iqneb asec
giTxraT, — jer kidev maSin, roca gazafxulze Tovli yvelgan arc ki gamdnara, roca enZelebic jer mxolod aqa-iq amowverilan da is Cveni ilia papac sasxlaviT xelSi pirvelad gava venaxSi. isxvleba vazi, `tiris~ vazi da swored am
tirilis dRidan glexkaci venaxidan veRar gamovao... iqneba am pasuxSic iyos didi WeSmariteba, rakiRa, marTlac, Tu im gazafxulis dRidan mokidebuli, enkenisTvis Sua ricxvebamde, glexi Tavze ar daadgeba venaxs, Tu dilidan saRamomde vazebSi ar itrialebs, rTvels arc baraqa eqneba, arc silamaze, ver gaxdeba
zeimi, ver miiRebs imgvar saxes, rogoradac gvaxsovs, rogoradac Caxatula qarTveli kacis cxovrebaSi — msuye ferebiT, jansaRi, mCqefare ritmiT, SemodgomisaTvis Cveuli Tbili mziT, didi, saWirnaxulo imediT da damSvidobebis sevdiT.
magram aki vTqviT, rom amqveynad yvelas Cven-Cveni rTveli gvaqvs, yvelas rTveli
ise iwyeboda, rogoradac samaradJamod CagvrCenia xsovnaSi.
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ilia papam ukve dagviwna godrebi da kalaTebi. magram jer kidev sada
xarT? papas erTTavad an waldi eWira xelSi, an dana. Tlida da raRas aRar
Tlida: xis xonCebs, saTaTare kovzebs, niCbebs, culis, Toxis da baris tarebs,
qafqirebs da aravin gaigos, Cumad getyviT — Sibaqebsac, ai, imas, akvnis balRebs rom sWirdebaT, vidre raRac-raRaceebs iswavlian... da risi gamoTla ar
SeeZlo papas. misi xelidan gamodioda tabaki (puris mosarTmevad), xoni (comis
mosazelad), varcli (esec comis mosazelad da gamomcxvari SoTebis Casawyobad), gobi (sakalatoze saqmisaTvis), kodi (xorblisa da fqvilis Sesanaxad), jamebi, CamCa da ra aRar. xis gamoTla advili saqmeao. gvarwmunebs erTi qiziyeli
ostati: `vinc ki guls daudebs, swavla Zalian advilia. mec viswavle da gavakeTe kidevac. Cveulebriv papa aswavlis patara SviliSvils, radgan gverdze uzis
da imorCilebs sxvadasxva saqmeebisaTvis. isic bavSvia, uyurebs da swavlobs.
didobaSi Tu gasawylda, SeiZleba gaakeTos da gayidos, magram iSviaTia. roca
daberdeba, isic maSin mohkidebs xels papis xelobas. saberikaco saqmea. Sinidan
gareT veRar gadis da erToba, Corknis~.
iqneba Cveni ilia papac daberda?
es rom geTqva, ewyineboda, da karga xanic icocxla.
ra papa iyo...
welSi waxrili. Sublze qaTqaTa qoCriT. daZenZili nabdis qudiT. daZarRvuli xelebiT da gaxunebuli qereWiT... sul sadRac moCqare, najafari, muxlCauxreli.
xo, ilia papam ukve dawna godrebi da kalaTebi.
Cven vicodiT da giTxariT kidec. rogor gamohyavda ostats Tavisi qmnileba.
qmnileba...
ise gaatarebda wnulis gvirists, ise CuqurTmasaviT xlarTavda xazebs,
ise axvevda Sindis wnelebs miwaSi CarWobil manebze, rogorc Tavad vazis rqa
exveva Wigos. wnuls xan axlodan Caacqerdeboda, xan Tvals moWutavda da Soridan gaxedavda, rogorc Tbili qveynidan dabrunebuli mercxali Tavis budes da
koxtad mownuli godoric mercxlis did budes waagavda.
is dRe ki ukve sazeimoc gaxldaT, roca ilia papa urmiT wavidoda tyeSi
(im adgilze, romlis arsebobac mis garda albaT aravin icoda) da godrebiT
daxunZluli uremi saRamoxans zlazvniT Camoivlida ubanSi. godrebi darbaislurad idgnen uremze. aqa-iq godrulebic wamowoliliyvnen mxarTeZoze. urmis
Walebze jinura kalaTebi (veeba, Ripiani kalaTebi) ekida, iqve patar-patarebic
konwialobdnen balRebisTvis. balRebsac xom unda eswavlaT krefa, moesurvilebinaT vazi da rTveli.
moizlaznebodnen kameCebi.
urems win miuZRoda welSi moxrili papa.
mxarze Sindis saxre gaedo da ainunSiac ar agdebda Robeze momdgar gamxiarulebul xalxs, raki gulSi TviTonac mxiarulobda.
rTveli swored karze iyo momdgari.
fericvaloba ukve gavida. marTlac yvelaferma feri icvala. atmebs ufro
daebrawaT loyebi. saferavi xom jer cisfrad gadaiReba, mere da mere ufro CaSavda. rqawiTels qarvisferi moeZala. glexi kaci venaxidan fexs aRar icvlis.
xan erT vazTan miva, xan meoresTan, xan mezoblis Robes moadgeba da momijnaves
eTaTbireba — marto TviTon xom ar daiwyebs rTvels, rTveli yvelam erTad
unda daiwyos, mezobels arc Zalian unda gauswro da arc Zalian CamorCe. roca
Seni venaxi zeimobs, iqiTac zeimi unda iyos, Torem marto sakuTari zeimi raRa
zeimia. yvela raRac mRelvarebas Seupyria. TiTqos ha da ha, sacaa mesame zars
Camoreken, farda aixdeba da warmodgena daiwyebao.
da TiTqos marTla zari Camohkreso, uceb erTianad, erTxmad dasZaxebs
mTeli sofeli.
rTveli iwyeba!
aba is Rame ar ginda gaaTeno? ara da ar gadis es grZeli Rame, ara da ar
Tendeba. naTesavebi da moyvrebi ukve Camosulan. esec rTvlis wesia, marto erTi
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ojaxi rTvels ver gaswvdeba, sxvac unda wamogexmaros da mere im sxvas Senc
SeaSvelo xeli. Camosulan! gadmosulan! erTi Jriamuli gaudiT. balRebic CamouyvaniaT. kalaTebic gadmoutaniaT. yvelani xvalindel dRes elodebian.
papa ukve venaxSia.
guSin Ramesac iq iyo. wina Ramesac. yurZens icavs papa...
manamde ki yurZens `icavdnen~ safrTxobelebi.
ar ginaxavT safrTxobela? arc venaxebSi, arc simindebsa da mzesumzirebSi, arc blis xeze? safrTxobelas maSin akeTeben, roca sacaa yurZeni unda damwifdes, mzesumzira Semovides, an simindma taro gaikeTos. midixar da Soridan
xedav venaxis an yanis Tavze wamomdgar raRac molandebas... kacia? ar aris kaci...
Tojinaa? kacsa hgavs da kacze didic aris. diax, Tojinaa.
msgavsad gonjasi, gvalvis dros rom Seqmna xalxis Teatralurma fantaziam, safrTxobelac gadajvaredinebuli joxebisagan gakeTda... mere Caacves Sarvali, xalaTi, daaxures qudi, gaukeTes ulvaSebi, xelSic joxi daaWerines da
venaxis SuaSi, maRal sarze miamagres, viTomda sulel frinvelebs kaci egonebaT, SeeSindebaT da yurZens aRar Seeseviano. magram frinvelebi arc ise sulelebi arian. erTi xanoba marTlac cota moridebiT Sescqerian am daupatiJebel
stumars, mere gabedaven da Soriaxlos Cauqroleben, bolos erTi, yvelaze Tamami, mxarze Seaskupdeba da albaT gulSi Caicinebs, Tan sxvebs aniSnebs, nu geSiniaT, marTla kaci xom ara ggoniaTo. dabolos yvelani safrTxobelaze Camosxdebian da mxiarul Jivil-xivils atexen. is Tamami ki metsac ubedavs: safrTxobelas zed qudze daaskintlebs...
es yvelam icis, imanac, vinc safrTxobela dadga da imanac, vinc Soridan
RimiliT Seavlebs Tvals. magram safrTxobela mainc unda idges, is `Wirnaxulis moTxrobis~ ZvelTaZveli personaJia.
venaxSi qoxi dgas, koxtad mownuli, lastis karebiT da xisgan gamoCorknili taxtiT. taxtze Tivaa dagebuli. `muTaqac~ xisgan gamouTliaT. qoxic TiviTaa daxuruli da ise ostaturad, rom wvima Sig ar Cava. kavebze (kavebi, icodeT, SemWvartlulia) namgali, celi, waldi da erTi patara kalaTac hkidia.
kuTxeSi Canaxi dgas, xilis Sesanaxad. aqeT, taxtis win, xisave magidaa, sufris
gasaSlelad. Sua qoxSi ki nacecxluria, aqeT-iqiT lodebSemodgmuli. nacecxluris Tavze rkinis jaWvi hkidia, rkinisave kauWiT, rom qvabi Camohkido. qvabi
sadRaa? iqve, kedlidan kedlamde gadebul xis Taroze, qvabic da WurWelic, —
zogi — xisa, zogi — Tixisa. sxva? sxva ra aris qoxSi? cota SeSa da cota Zveli walami, cecxlis asanTebad da gasaTbobad.
axla am qoxSi aTevs papa rTvliswina Rames da imasac ver dauZinia, xvalindel dReze fiqrobs.
`xvale~ ki arada ar modis.
mTvare raxania Cavida, sacaa ciskris varskvlavic amova. sigrile riJraJisa wamovida. aqeT papa fxizlobs, zemoT, sofelSi ki — misi jalabi da gansakuTrebiT balRebi. soflidan mamlebis yivili ismis. soflis konturebi bnelSi
nel-nela ikveTeba, dilam ar mogaswroT, xarebi raxania Seabes, papac ukve fexze
iqneba da albaT aqeT iyureba, nu alodinebTo, sanam venaxSi CavalT, mzec amova,
mzem ar dagaswroT adgomao.
balRebi pirs ibanen.
qalebi sanovages alageben.
xarebi moTminebiT icoxnebian.
cxenic `taWkaSia~ Sebmuli.
aris namdvili dilis Jriamuli.
yvelaferi marTlac mzada yofila.
sacaa mzec amova gadawiTlebuli mTebis iqidan.
— yvelaze mTavari gvaviwydeba! — xmamaRla iZaxis viRaca da yvelani
aqeT-iqiT ixedebian, mainc ra dagvaviwyda da Tanac yvelaze mTavario. magram veravin verafers mimxvdara. is ki, vinc es daiZaxa, eSmakurad icinis, mere Setrialdeba Sin da elodebian, aba ras gamoitans, ra gvaviwydebao...…
akvani! da masSi Cakruli patara, Cxavana biWi.
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rTvelSi esec unda wamoabrZanon da Tanac Tavis akvnianad, esa yofila
`yvelaze mTavari~. aba marto xom ar daarCenen, amis gulisTvis ki Sin vin darCeba? verc bebos etyvi, rTvelSi ar wamoxvideo, verc am biWis dedas da deidamamidebs. rTveli yvelasia da TviT am biWisac, akvanSi Cakrulisa, romelmac ar
uwyis, ra aris rTveli, magram mainc wamosvla unda.
Cven saidan viciTo?
maS ra atirebs?
raRa axla gaaba tirili, roca amodena xalxi dainaxa?
raRa maSin, gaCumda, roca Tavis akvnianad uremSi yvelaze win, yvelaze sapatio adgilze, TviT meurmis gverdiT daabrZanes?
axla ki marTla wasvlis droa.
aba, vin win, vin ukan!
godrebi ivseba balRebiT da godrebi axla ki marTla mercxlis budeebs
hgvanan: budebidan iWyitebian pirdaRebuli, Wyipina bartyebi.
yvelaferi rTvlis ritmSi eqceva.
da vidre uremi (mainc zlazvniaa uremi) venaxSi Cava, gadavixedoT aTaswleulTa iqiT, gavixsenoT samiaTasi wlis brinjaos sasxlavi, namgliseburi
danebi, kaxeTSi napovni. sami aTasi wlis win, Tu ufro adrec ara, am miwaze usxlavT, yurZeni mouyvaniaT, Rvino CauwuravT. doqebi, xeladebi, jamebi, fialebi,
kaTxebi — esec am miwis wiaRSia napovni, da marto aq ki ara, sad aRar, saqarTvelos baris romel kuTxeSi ar SexvdebiT vazis nakvalevs.
sami aTasi wlis winandeli yurZnis wipwebi Cvens droSi naxes ufliscixis axlomaxlos. etyoba, im Rvinis narCenebia, iqaur kacs samsxverploze rom
miutania patara doqiT. iqve, kldeSi nakveTi sawnaxlebi Zveli welTaRricxviT
pirveli aTaswleulis xnisa. an gavixsenoT ufro Zveli dasturi `vazis didebisa~ — vanSi napovni qvevri, iqve, samareSi Catanebuli brinjaos qamari da zed
amokveTili ori meinaxe, erTmaneTs rom Wiqas ujaxunebs. aqeT, qarTlSi, mcxeTaSi gaTxrili uZvelesi marnebi, iqiT — varZiis sawnaxlebi...
qarTvelTa pirveli ganmanaTleblis, wminda ninos jvaric, qristianuli
rwmenis es simbolo `Seiqmna nasxlevisagan vazisa~, anu walmisagan, vazis rtosagan. saqarTveloSi mravlad gabneul monasterTa garSemoc venaxSi mofusfuse
berebsa vxedavdiT. homerosis `odiseaSi~ odisevss aietis sasaxleSi, anu kolxTa mefis sasaxleSi, Cveni dRevandeli dasavleT saqarTvelos miwaze, uxvad
umaspinZldebian saamo sasmeliT — RviniT. apolonios rodoseli, Zveli berZeni
istorikosi — amave sasaxleSi xedavs vazis talavers, sadac `dauSreteli Sadrevani moCuxCuxebda~. mematianeTa cnobebSi, sadac aTasgvari Widili, sisxlisRvra, SfoTi da vnebaTaRelvaa, mainc vxvdebiT vazs, venaxs, Rvinos: `da iyo qarTlsa Sina puri da Rvino friadi~; iyo kuTxe `venaxovani~, `venax-xiliani~, `Rvino keTili da gemoiani~; `venaxi dablari da venaxi maRlari~; `nadimobdnen mefesTana da urTierTTana, da amisaTvis uwyodnen moyvroba, naTesaoba, lxinTalxinoba da WirTa-Wiroba~. xelisufalTa Soris, mefis karze, vxedavT sapatio
tituls: meRvineTuxucesi...
da iqve (amas kargad daakvirdiT, arc amisi daviwyeba gvmarTebs): gmoba
memTvraleobisa, `nadimobasa Sina moswrafe mefeebisa~, ioane bolnelis qadageba
Rvinis smis wessa da adaTze, sikeTesa da siaveze. sabas `swavla simTvralisaTvis~, rogorc dagmoba uzomo smisa, RviniT gamoTayvanebisa.
sulxan-saba orbeliani sagangebod gvafrTxilebs:
`hoi, Rvinis sma boroti da memTvraleoba aRsavse sibilwiTa, romlisa mier daecnen mravali wmidani kacni da amis mier STacvien safrTxesa Zniad gansanirebelsa~.
`memTvrale mizezobs da ityvis stumarTmoyvareobasa da Sewyalebasa. ara,
Zmao, ara ars memTvraleoba stumarTa da moyvasTa moyvareba, aramed friadi siZulvili~.
`TqvenTa sayvarelno, ganekrZaleniT zedsa-zeda Rvinis smasa da maradis
simTvralesa, vinaiTgan mTvraloba ars Tavi yovlisa codvisa da SemZinebeli
usjuloebasa zeda usjuloebisa. stumari istumreniT sixaruliTa, sviT Rvino
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zomierad da WameT tabla keTilad, moyvasni SeiyvareniT ucodvelad da keTilsa uyofdeT da nu borotsa~.
ase gvmoZRvravs saba da iqve, misTvis Cveuli saxieri naxatiT, ubraloebiTa da iumoriT gvixatavs augian stumar-maspinZels, uzomo galeSvas:
`Seiyvan saxlTa SenTa kacsa brZensa da keTilad mxedvelsa, patiosnad
goniersa da tkbilad moubarsa, daugeb tablasa, ara zomier asmev da arca sawyurvalTa asmev da gardareviT aWmev da asxam Rvinosa, viTarca yvibarTa Sina.
moeRebis sibrZne RmrTisagan miniWebuli da aRerevis Tvalni keTilad mxedvelni, arRara esmis alersi sxvaTa da TviTubnobs viTarca xeli. odes aRivsos, iwyos jloyinad da aRmoTxevad, viTarca Txierman, pirgan xsnilman~.
kaci Txieri (dRes rom tiks eZaxian) ar aris. kaci kacia da Rvinis smaSic
TavSekaveba da sibrZne marTebso — amgvaria Cveni brZeni moigavis moralic.
saqarTvelos marCenali mudam iyo yana, vazi da tye.
aoxrebis maxvilic, pirvel yovlisa, am samebas musravda.
vazis fasi kargad moexseneboda Temur-lengsac da Sah-abassac, yvelas,
vinc ki Cvenken maxviliT daZrula. maTi maxvili, soflebTan erTad, vazsac
anadgurebda, wvavda da aCanagebda.
maS vazi ar yofila marto vazi, anu mcenare, romelic yurZens iZleva. vazi Cveni didi istoriis nawilic yofila da mas iseve sWirdeba gafrTxileba da
movla, rogorc saukuneTa cecxlSi gamotarebul Cvens istorias.
da vidre amas vfiqrobdiT, vidre vazze Seqmnil wignebs vixsenebdiT da
saukuneTa iqiT gadaxedvas vcdilobdiT, is sarTvlo daZrula. gogo-biWebiT daxunZluli, godrebiTa da kalaTebiT Tavmobmuli urmebi ra xania venaxebSi Casulan. mzec ra xania amosula da qarvisferi mtevnebi axla oqrosfrad brwyinaven.
rTveli dawyebula!
jer erTi-ori dedakaci dawinaurebula da yurZnis `morCeva~ dauwyiaT.
`morCeva~ raRaa?
vidre erTianad Seudgebodnen krefas, venaxSi yurZnis `morCeva~ ician,
zamTrisTvis Sesanaxi, sajagne an mosakiTxavad gasagzavni yurZnisa. raki `morCeva~ hqvia, raRa Tqma unda, rom Sesanaxad da mosakiTxavadac yvelaze ufro saTvalio yurZens arCeven, Txel, msxvilmarcvala mtevans (kumsi mtevani advilad
iWyliteba, mgzavrobas ver uZlebs da male fuWdeba), rom furclis xralze, suroze an bawarze moxerxebulad aikinZos. akinZul mtevnebs jagnebs eZaxian. jagans mere vnaxavT, roca rTveli morCeba da sxvenSi aviparebiT. jer ki yurZens,
saRs, saTvalios da morCeuls, rogorc giTxariT, cimcim awyoben kalaTebSi, mere egreve waiReben soflisken. ara, arc urems andoben, arc miT ufro zorba avtomanqanebs, — dainjRreva, daiJeJeba da aRar Seinaxeba, ha da ha, oriode dRe
Tu gaZlebs... yurZeni ki, sul cota, saaxalwlod mainc unda gvqondes, sufris
dasamSveneblad. `morCeul~ yurZens aucileblad xeliT unda venaxidan saxlSi
atana, frTxilad, moferebiT gaSla lastze da jagnebad akinZva.
balRebs yvelaze ufro Cxisa da akidos aWra uyvarT. Cxa vazis didi totia, Tavadac datotvili da zed aTiode mtevani mainc abia. akido erTi patara
rtoa da, rogorc wesi, zed mxolod ori mtevania Camokidebuli, TiTqos sasworiao. Cxa da akidoc saTvalio yurZnisagan irCeva, esec zamTrisaTvis Sesanaxad
undaT, akinZva ar sWirdeba da, raki totzea gamobmuli, TiTqos Zalac gadaecema, sixasxases did xans inarCunebs. Cxa da akido unda gavatanoT im naTesavebs
da moyvrebsac, rTvelSi rom moviwvieT, raTa xeli daimSvenon, xelcarieli ar
gavistumroT vazis zeimidan.
akidosa da Cxis aWrasac codna sWirdeba. Cxa papam unda aWras, samamule
rqa rom ar miayolon gamoucdelma axalgazrdebma. xvalindel dRezec xom amTaviTve unda vifiqroT? vazs xom ar davazaralebT? aWril Cxasa da akidos iqve, vazis TavTiT, sarze dahkideben da saRamoxans, morCeul yurZenTan erTad,
Sin waiReben.
ase, damaTrobel mzeSi (rTvels Tu mziani dRe ar daudga, rTveli aRar
iqneba) vazis surnelSi gadis mZime jafiT, magram xalisiT, amaRlebuli ganwyo55
bilebiT, siciliTa da iumoriT savse mTeli dRe. da, ra Tqma unda, sarTvlo
Tikanic ikvleba. da, ra Tqma unda, iqve venaxSi gabneul wvril pamidvrebsac
krefen Tiknis Casaxrakad. da ra Tqma unda, gamrje da gamfrTxile didedac Civis, ra ambavia amdeni Cxa da akido, cota qvevrzedac ifiqreT, Casawuric xo unda darCeso, es CurCxelao, es badagio, sxva Tu araferi, kacebs Rvino xo undaTo... es ise, sityvisaTvis, didedam aucileblad unda gagvafrTxilos, Torem Casawuric rCeba, sabadagec da saCurCxelec.
cikani ukve daklulia. mze ukve Subis tarzea. merTvleni cota daiRalnen, mgoni moSivdaT kidec. vidre kacebi im veeba godrebs vazis foTlebs afareben, qalebi, venaxis TavSi, qoxis win sufras Slian. qoxSi cecxli anTia, jaWvze
SemWvartluli qvabi hkidia da orTqli amodis. aqeT sxva cecxlia, iq Samfurebs
Tlian da mwvadebs ageben. dgas modaRuli xaxvis, pamidvris, nivrisa da qinZis
suni. sufra mwvane balaxze iSleba. doqebiT moaqvT SarSandeli Rvino, an maWari, winaswar, saadreo yurZnisagan sagangebod rTvlisTvis Cawuruli.
saadreo yurZeni ki blomad iyo...
da ra jiSi aRar iyo, ras aRar aRnusxavs qarTuli mevenaxeobis ZvelisZveli matiane.
xuTasze meti jiSi iyoo, — amboben.
axla saxelebi naxeT, im ankara RvinosaviT morakrakeben, yelyaryara suridan rom gadmoeSveba Tixis jamSi:
brola, sanTela, vardisfera, oqroyurZena, Tavcecxla, yurwiTela, rqawiTeli, saferavi, Tavkveri, kviristava, marcvala, xarisTvala, yornisTvala, CiTa,
SavTxila,
mtredisfexa, mxargrZela, mtevandida, devisTvala, CitisTvala,
ZvelSavi, kaknatela, kraxuna, maisa, adreula, saadreo, samaWria, saRvine, saTvalio, samarxo, saCurCxele, saismula, colikauri aragvispiruli... da kidev romeli ara, ra ferisa, ra gunebisa da ra formisa...…saxelebSi cxadad ikiTxeba sadauroba, daniSnuleba, xasiaTi, feri, surneli, garegnoba yurZnisa. isini TiTqos gizidaven, giwveven da Senc survili giCndeba, yvelas gaswvde, yvelasTan
mixvide, yvelas miefero.
netav SeiZlebodes maTi erTad TavSeyra.
es iqneboda yvelaze didebuli saZmo.
es iqneboda qarTuli vazis yvelaze ufro mravalxmiani simRera.
axla venaxis saxelebi...
sad ar Sendeboda venaxi da adgili mis saxelsac gansazRvravda. da rogorc sxva yoveli, es saxelebic lamazi unda yofiliyo, JReradi, lakonuri da
bevris mTqmeli, saxelebs, ise rogorc yovelgvar sityvas, Tavisi siZvelis ieri
dahkravs. rac ufro ZvelisZvelia saxelwodeba, miT ufro daxvewilia da natifi
misi forma, miT ufro naTlad gamoxatavs im sagnis an movlenis Sinaarss, rasac
odesRac daerqva. asea venaxebis saxelebic. aba daakvirdiT: gorivenaxi — anu is
venaxi, maRlobze rom gauSenebiaT; didvenaxi — anu farTobiT didi, rac imas
adasturebs, rom mis patrons mcire, patara venaxic hqonia, SeZlebuli kaci yofila; Sigavenaxi anu is venaxi, romelic iqvea, saxlTan, da ara soflisgan moSorebiT, rogorc mravlad gvxvdeboda saqaTveloSi; bolovenaxi — anu is, soflis boloSi rom gauSenebiaT; Walavenaxi — TavisTavad gvimxels adgils, WalaSi gaSenebuli venaxi varo. Zirvenaxi — albaT, ojaxis mTavari marCenali venaxi, romlis patronsac sxva, wvril-wvrili venaxebic eqneboda; ferda venaxi —
daferdebul adgilas gaSenebuli venaxi... ase esmodaT es saxelebi iq, Cvens sofelSi da sxva kuTxeebSi SeiZleba amav saxelebs sxva Sinaarsic edo, Cemi fiqriT ki, rac giTxariT, mTlad tyuili ar unda iyos.
mere amas mosdevs marani. Rvinis sawuri da dasawmendi, Rvinis Casasxmeli
da Sesanaxi WurWeli da aqac igrZnoba daxvewiloba, feri da pewi sityvisa,
grZnoba mSobliuri enis siRrmisa, formisa da Sinaarsisa. SeiZleba zogi saxeli ucxoc iyos, saidanRac Semosuli, xalxebi xom erTmaneTs mudam esesxebodnen sityvebs da esec arc erTi enisaTvis ar iTvleboda saZraxisad. ena im sagnis Sesatyvis saxels ufro qmnis, romeli saganic am enaze molaparake xalxma
Tavad Seqmna an sxvebze ufro metad sWirdeboda. visac zRva ar akravs, zRvas56
Tan dakavSirebul saxelebs ver Seqmnis, albaT sxvisgan unda isesxos. udabnoSi
ver daibadeba sityvebi: rcxila, muxa, Sindi, ifani da sxva. da CvenSiac, rac maranTan an WurWelTan dakavSirebiT gvisesxia, yvela ukve qarTuli enis stiqiaSi
moqceula, yvelaferi erTad qarTuli marnis samyaros qmnis.
gava cota xanic da Cven am maranSic SevixedavT, iq, sadac am saRamos yurZeni daiwureba, qafqafiT wamova tkbili wveni, sadac miwaSi CaudgamT veeba qvevrebi — naxelavi anageli, vardisubneli, iyalToeli, SroSeli ostat-meWurWleebisa. meWurWleTa niWsa da ostatobas dauxvewavs da cecxlSi gamouwrTvia
mravalgvari xelada Tu Careqa, sawde Tu kula, sura Tu jami, gozauri, kaTxa,
farfala, WinWila Tu `marani~.
iq, venaxis TavSi gaSlil sufraze ki mxolod xeladebi da jamebia. ukve
RiRinSi Sesulan, maWariviT aduRebula samoyvro da saalerso sityva, mere am
maWars mohyveba mcire `mravalJamieri~, sadRegrZelo soflisa, yurZnis momyvanisa, vazisa, mtevnisa... Tu didedam daacalaT...
magram dideda ukve qoTqoTebs: aq saqeifod ki ar movsulvarTo. jer naxevari dRe gavida da naxevari venaxic ar dakrefilao, dabinavebac xo undao. vin
aikidos godrebi, vin dawuros, Tu pirSi ena aRar SegrCebaTo. dilamde xo sul
wvnad iqca, qars gavatanoT amdeni jafao? agi dagikaliT cikani, kacebo, CaixeTqeT muceli da krefa gavagrZeloT, bindisas ki wavideT, godrebi gvelodebian,
vinRa gamoCndeba imaTi amwevi, qveyanas rTveli aqvso.
kacebi fexs iTreven.
da mainc sufra aiSleba.
rTveli rTvelia da Tavisi adaTi aqvs.
ukve Sebindda. im vaJkacma biWebma, romelTa imedic yurZnis krefisas hqondaT, marTla ivaJkaces, askiloiani godrebi aswies da urmebi datvirTes. mere,
zemoT, sofelSi, marnis karTan CamoiRes da dasawurad Caamwkrives. yvelani
daRlilebi arian, Tanac vaxSmis suni trialebs... magram rTvelma ar icis daRliloba, male sawuravs moitanen, sxva mezobelTan yofila, da wurvas daiwyeben.
Tu ase ar moxda, mTel Rames godrebidan wveni idinebs da danakargi, erTi litrac rom iyos, danakargia. erTi litra sufTa, Tavankara Rvino an badagi, iseTive pativsacemia, rogorc mTeli qvevri.
Cven ki, vidre sawuravs moitandnen, modiT, maranSi SevideT da kargad mivixed-movixedoT.
marani saxlis sardafSia, an saxlis gverdiTaa midgmuli... marani ficrulic ari, anu ficriT nagebi, da qvitkirisac, anu kiriTa da qviT naSeni sqeli
kedlebiT. ficruli marani Raribi glexisa iqneba, meti ver moaxerxa da amiTac
iolas gadis. sardafisa da qvitkiris marani ufro SeZlebul glexs gamouvida:
aba, CavideT maranSi da jer Tvali SevaCvioT sibneles. fexi arafers wamovkraT,
aqve kiris TaxCaSi (patara niSia, kedelSi aTasgvari wvrilmanis Sesanaxad datanebuli) mdgari lampa avanToT. avanTeT da maranma ufro idumali saxe miiRo.
Crdilebi dagrZeldnen, kedlebze cxvris tyavebi da xurjinebi ixateba... es im
xurjinebis da tyavebis Crdilebia, kedlidan kedlamde gabmul Tokze rom hkidia. aqeTa kuTxeSi xaxvisa da nivris galaa, aqve rom dasWirdeT. iqiT wiwakac
Rvivis wiTlad. esec aqve dasWirdebaT. raSi dasWirdebaTo? TiTo Wiqa Rvinis
asawevad da am saxl-karis dasalocad. stumari rom mova, Tu maranSi Caiyvan, patara qococ unda mouxado da Wiqa Rvino SesTavazo saWaSnikod, Sesaferi siamayiT, aba, gasinjeT, ra Tavankara Rvino davayene, ucodveli da ubiwoo. da Tuki
Rvino Seismeba, msubuqi misatanebelic saWiro gaxdeba. diasaxlisi xom SoTsa
da yvels aucileblad mogvaSvelebs, vidre zemoT avidodeT da marTla sufraze davsxdebodeT. iqiT, marnis siRrmeSi, sawnaxeli dgas, xisa, an Tu marnis patroni marTla SeZlebulia, qviT naSeni. aq unda dawuron, Rvino da wveni am milidan gadmovides, sawnaxelis kuTxeSi rom gamouyvia Tavi.
maranSi mainc qvevria mTavari mbrZanebeli da yvelafris baton-patroni.
qvevrebi miwaSi arian Cadgmuli. maTi mxolod qudebi moCans, anu sarqveli,
brtyeli, mrgvali, Tixisagan gamomwvari, arcTu mZime, acrTu msubuqi. sarqvelebi axla moCanan, Torem, Rvino rom daiduRebs, sarqvelebsac miwas miayrian. zo57
gi qvevri didia, darbaiseli, Ripiani, imodena, rom Sig mec Tavisuflad Cavetevi
da Tqvenc CamoxvalT, xuTiode gogo-biWi. da Tu piri davaReT da simRerac daviwyeT, qvevri imodena bans gvetyvis, aT momReralsac gauWirdeba; zogi qvevri
pataraa, momcro, qvevrs ki ara, qocos eZaxian da zogjer miwaSic ki ar deben,
iqve, marnis kuTxeSi miayudeben da lobios an simindis Sesanaxadac iyeneben.
im qvevrebs, romlis siRrmeSi Casvlac moviwadineT da ise gavTamamdiT,
simReris dagugunebac ki mogvinda, jerjerobiT sZinavT. yurZnis wurvas elian.
marnis kedelze hkidia sarcxi, xapiri, xelCafi, orSimo, saTxevle, wberi.
es yovelive TandaTan dagvWirdeba. sarcxiT qvevri gairecxa da jer isev etyoba, rom svelia da namuSevari. sagangebod, gamZle jiSis mcenares — krazanas
arCeven, Sekraven da mere rkalad moxrian. xelis Casakidsac gaukeTeben, rom advilad movixmaroT. Cava
welzeviT SiSveli kaci qvevrSi, Causxamen sufTa
wyals, Caawvdian sarcxs da iwyeba recxva. ismis sarcxis Sriali. daRlili da
gaoflili kaci aTasSi erTxel Tavs amoyofs qvevridan da daiZaxebs, CamiSra
yeli, Tu Rvino ar gemetebaT, wyali mainc momawodeTo. beboc, ra Tqma unda, iqvea, amovides da mere dalios ramdenic unda, vin uSliso, emand qvevrSi ar CaixrCos, codva ar datrialdeso. papa damyolia da Rvinis nacvlad qvevris mrecxavs axlad motanil civ wyals awvdian. egre mteri dagecaloTo, gamoclis
qvevris mrecxavi litrians da isev Caimaleba, isev gaismis sarcxis ritmuli
Sriali.
yurZniT savse godrebi marnis farTo karebs (kari muxisganaa gamoTlili)
bindisas moadgebian. bindisas ki ara, gvarianad iqneba SeRamebuli. jer urmis
Wrials gavigonebT, mere WiSkars gamoaReben da biWebis sicili da gadaZaxilgadmoZaxilic dairxeva. didis ambiT Semova pirveli godori. dideda sanTlebs
umatebs da sinaTlec matulobs. Tu sawuravi manqana aqvT, wurva maSinve daiwyeba... didi ram ar unda. manqanas Tavze mozrdili yuTi aqvs damxobili, sufTaa
da tevadi. Cahyrian yurZens da marjve biWebic saxelurs atrialeben. daWyletili yurZeni qvevrSi RvarTqafiT Cadis.
Tu sawnaxelSi vwuravT, moTxroba ufro grZelia, dinji da nelad mavali. jer xuTiode marjve da sufTa biWi unda SearCion. sufTa, aba, ra, fexebic
kargad unda dabanon da, roca sawnaxeli yurZniT kargad aivseba, biWebi Sig Caayenon. gadaxveven erTmaneTs xels, TiTqos ferxuls cekvaveno da mxiarulad gadi-gamodian sawnaxelSi. yurZeni nel-nela Zirs iwevs, mtevnebi nel-nela erTmaneTSi izilebian, CenCoebi da klerti ufro cxadad ikveTeba, wveni ki sawnaxelidan xis RarSi Cadis.
amgvarad wuravdnen Cveni mama-papani yurZens da, etyoba, arcTu urigo Rvinos ayenebdnen, raki, kvexniT nu vityviT da Cveni Rvinoebi ganTqmuli yofila.
sawnaxliT wurvas ufro meti Sroma sWirdeba, magram xalisic metia. yvebian xolme viRac biWze, romelsac sawnaxelSi ar uSvebdnen, mag fexebis patrons yurZens ver gandobTo. biWi amtkicebda, ra Cemi bralia, Savad gavCndi, Savi fexebi maqvso. bolos CauSves da roca dRis bolos biWi sawnaxelidan TeTri, gaqaTqaTebuli fexebiT amovida, marnis patroni Turme TavSi xels icemda,
ra wyalSi Cavyare mTeli mosavalio. magram es albaT maranSi dabadebuli xumrobaa, radgan sicili yvelgan gvWirdeba, miT ufro iq, sadac mZime, damRleli
Sromaa da sadac erTi gacineba ise gamogiyvans daRlilobidan, TiTqos jer
araferi gagekeTebinos.
daiwura yurZeni. gaivso qvevrebi. ara, mTlad ar gavsebula. jer qvevris
bolomde gavseba ar SeiZleba. Tu ratomao, axlave mivxvdebiT. jer dawurulma
wvenma unda daiduRos, maWrad iqces, daduRebas ki qvevrSi adgili sWirdeba. erTi dRe araferi da meore dRidan qvevri ukve Cum Srials iwyebs, TiTqos butbutebso, TiTqos raRacas Civiso. WaWamac TiTqos zeviT wamoiwia da Tu aqamde
bnel qvevrSi araferi Canda, axla cxadad vxedavT. erTi-ori dRec da xmauri
ufro Zlierdeba. maWari qvevrs yelSi moswolia da ise qafqafebs TiTqos cecxlze SeudgamTo da ha, sacaa maWari qvevridanac gadmova. maSin aiRebs xelSi
ojaxis patroni saamisod gamoTlil `maWris joxs~ da daurevs qvevrs. pirvelive darevaze qvevri Svebas igrZnobs. erTs mZlavrad amoixvneSebs da maWari qve58
moT daiwevs. Tu aqamde gadmosvlaze iyo, axla isev Tavis doneze dadgeba, TiTqos veRarc ki vxedavT. iqiT sxva qvevri apirebs gadmosvlas da imasac dawynareba sWirdeba. isic amoixvneSebs da mcire xniT CaCumdeba, raTa mere da mere isev
daiwyos wamosvla, isev amofuvdes da TuxTuxiT gagvagebinos, rom kanSi aRar
eteva, gadmosvlas cdilobs, SfoTavs da adgili ver upovia.
ase grZeldeba mTeli kvira...
da roca yvela darwmundeba, qvevrebi Cawynardnen da damSviddneno, moitanen kaklis an leRvis msxvil foTlebs da qvevris pirebs daafareben. mere am
foTlebze rbilad daaxuraven sarqvels. sarqvels miwas miayrian da karga xniT
qvevrs aRaravin Seawuxebs. qvevris amoyvanas da gamowvas karga xani dasWirda da
qvevrma icis, ra aris moTmineba. axlac moTminebiT elis, rodis daiwmindeba mis
mucelSi maWari, rodis Cava leqi qvemoT da wminda Rvino zemoT darCeba. amas
dReebi ki ara, kvirebi sWirdeba. da roca es xani gava, aiReben patara Toxs da
sarqvelze moyril miwas gverdze gadaxveten. mere aseve frTxilad, sagveliT
gadaasufTaveben sarqvels da qvevris yelis misadgomebs. sarqvels frTxilad
moxdian da iqve miawvenen...
dawmendila! im amRerebuli maWris nacvlad axla qvevrSi Tavankara Rvino
dgas. xo, ukve Rvinoa, Rvino hqvia. qoTqoTa, mduRare maWari Rvinod qceula.
magram es ar aris bolo.
Tavankara, dawmendil Rvinos sxva qvevrSi gadaiReben, RviniT is qvevric
pirTamde galiclicdeba da isev daixureba, raTa ufro metad daiwmindos, ufro
Tavankara gaxdes, Tavisi namdvili feri daidos, marTali da patiosani Rvinis
feri. da ase moxdeba or-samjer, vidre axali welic ar dadgeba da vidre sufraze is Rvino ar mova, rac maspinZels saamayod CaeTvleba, vidre qvevri, roca
sarqvels movxdiT, marTla sarkesaviT ar SemogvanaTebs da masSi ar airekleba
Rvinis momyvanic, stumaric, da TviT mTeli es marani, Tavisi SemWvartluli
kedlebiT, sarcxiT da orSimoTi, saTxevliT da xelCafiT.
qvevrebi da qocoebi zomiTac nair-nairia da daniSnulebiTac. im sofelSi,
sadac Cveni `oTxi dro~ gaivlis, `zedaSe~ iconen, SeTqmuli qvevri. an saaxalwlod, an jaridan biWis Camosvlis dros, an avadmyofis gamojanmrTelebis mere Tu moixdeboda `zedaSes~ sarqveli, ise ara, ise tabudadebuliviT iyo, mTavaria, vis ra hqonda SeTqmuli. is ki ara da qali maranSi SesvliT ki Sevidoda,
magram qvevrs ver gaekareboda, qvevri sakaco saqme iyo da ara sadiaco, qvevrs
mxolod kaci edga Tavze da kaci uvlida.
zedaSes axdamde ki jer mainc Sorsaa, jer qvevrebi mxolod axla iwyeben
butbuts. guSin ara gvqonda rTveli? guSin ar davwureT yurZeni? aTasi saqmea
marnis gareT, marans papac eyofa, itrialos qvevrebs Soris da Tu romelimem
ukve daiwyo qoTqoTi, droze mixedos, droze daawynaros, saqme ufro marnis gareT aris, saCexSi da saToneSi. balRebs iq ufro miuxariaT. sabadage ukve moumzadebiaT da saTaTare wvenic ukve duRs did cecxlze. yvelani TaTaras gasakeTeblad gamzadebulan. es qalebze iTqmis, Torem bavSvebi marto erT rameze
fiqroben, — rogor SeuSviron TiTi axlad amovlebul CurCxelas da rogor
waiRon pirisaken is gemrieli TaTara, romelsac xumrobiT Turme `sklinti~ Searqves.
saTaTare guSin moduRda, axlad dawuruli yurZnis wveni did qvabSi Caasxes da didxans aduRes. moxades Tavze mogdebuli leqi da qvabSi dawmendili,
TafliviT tkbili wveniRa darCa.
saTaTaredac karga xania emzadebodnen, aba TaTara uCurCxelod rogor
iqneba da ai, maSin, kakali rom daibertya. qalebma saguldagulod gadaarCies
is kaklebi, romelsac Talxi feri ar dahkravda, da sufTa, TeTri nigvziT iqneboda gamotenili. kakali mzeze gaaxmes. daamtvries da nigozi gamoarCies. mere
nigozi lastze dayares da oriode dRiT kvlav mzeze gafines. gamSrali nigvzis lebnebi oTx nawilad daWres da TiTo mtkavel magar Zafze CurCxelebad
aasxes. magram oTx nawilad daWra savaldebulo rodia. CurCxelac mravalgvaria, arsebobs Txeli CurCxela da arsebobs msxvilic, romelsac gorgomiWelas
eZaxian. gorgomiWelad oTxad daWril nigozs ki ara, mTel lebans asxamen da,
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cxadia, TaTaraSi amovlebuli, Tu gansakuTrebiT orpiradac amoavle, msxvili
da yuaTiani gamodis. orpirad amovleba raRaa? jer Cveulebriv TaTaraSi amoavleben CurCxelas, mere, cota rom SeSreba da CurCxelebis amovlebac TiTqos
damTavrdeba, CarCenil TaTaras wvens daamateben da ufro gaaTxeleben. am Txel
TaTaraSi avleben ukve erTxel amovlebul CurCxelebs da orpirad amovlebulic amas hqvia. zogs ufro Txeli, calpirad amovlebuli CurCxela moswons.
zogs _ orpiri, kacia da guneba! Tadarigiani diasaxlisi ki ersac gaakeTebs da
meoresac. yvelas is unda gaawvdino, rac guliT unda. xo, cota win gaviWeriT.
asxmul CurCxelebs axla saTaurebs gaukeTeben. saTauri ufro magari Zafia, bawaria, kanafia. CurCxelidan morCenil erTi TiTis dadeba Zafze magrad mouWeren orad mokecil bawars da saTauric amas hqvia. am saTaurebs wamoacvamen sagangebod gaTlil da gasufTavebul Wigoebze, roca ukve amoivleba CurCxela.
`skintlebi~ ki saamisod Sedgmul garandul ficrebze Camoixveweba, Tu, ra Tqma
unda, balRebma ficrebamde Casvla daacales da saloki TiTi gzazeve ar daaxvedres.
nigozi ukve asxmulia.
aduRebul wvens fqvili moukides da axla kargad unda moSuSdes, fqvilis gemo rom ar daetyos.
moSuSebas ki maSin Seatyoben, roca TaTaras beberebi daaCndeba, xan aq,
xan iq, beberebi daskdeba, TaTara mkerds zemoT amoswevs da erTi kargad amoixvneSebs, ase karga xans grZeldeba. TaTaras duRili sWirdeba da bolos, nelnela gamoukeTeben cecxls, romelic Tavidanve ar iyo Zlieri. is ki arada, zedadgaris Tavze gafenil Tunuqze nacaric ki eyara, cecxlma erTbaSad ar atkucos da dawvas TaTarao. muguzlebs aqeT-iqiT gadahyrian. miwaze sagangebod gaSlian did nakverCxlebs da zed TaTaris qvabs daadgamen ( es qvabic sagangeboa,
sqeli, veeba, `Tangira qvabs~ rom eZaxdnen), raTa sicxovele karga xans SeinarCunos. TaTara ar gacivdes, ar gasqeldes da CurCxelis amovleba ar Seferxdes.
gadmodgmuli qvabis win CurCxlis ostati moikecavs da iwyeba amovleba.
CurCxelis amovlebasac rogorc yvelafers amqveynad, ostatoba sWirdeba.
am dros iwyeba bavSvebis Jriamuli.
am dros wveTaven CurCxelebidan is sanukvari `skintlebi~.
gavlebuli CurCxelebi ki, Wigoebze Camokidebuli da jariskacebiviT Camwkrivebulni, sagangebod ikaveben TavianT adgils. es TavianTi adgili sadRaa?
ezoSi, mzis gulze. aki giTxariT, rom yvelafers mze uyvars da maT Soris CurCxelasac. oTx maRal orkap boZs miwaSi Rrmad CaarWoben. orkapze Wigoebs gasdeben. Wigoebze ki CurCxlis joxebs, Tavis CurCxelebianad, gadahkideben da
mzes miuficxeben. pirvelad aris Zneli, sanam CurCxela svelia da erTmaneTs
SiSi ekvris. cota xanSi CurCxelebi SeSreba da RamRamobiT saCexSi advilad Seitanen.
Sreba mzis gulze CurCxelebi.
erTi dRe, ori dRe, mTeli kvira da metic.
Sescqerian balRebi ndomiTa da alersiT.
da bebom icis, rom axla marTebs meti sifrTxile: vinmes sulma ar wasZlios da CurCxelas kudi ar moaWamos. mere ra gemrielia SemSrali kudi! magram ra maxinjia da Seuxedavi ukudo CurCxela! da Tu erT mSvenier dRes sadme
dalanda bebom ukudo CurCxela, es imis niSania, rom viRacas sulma marTla
wasZlia, sifrTxile unda gaaskecdes da sityviTac mkacrad iTqvas, rom es saqcieli wesier balRs ar ekadreba, rom axal wlamde, vidre Tovls ar Camoyris,
CurCxlis Wama codvaa da sulwasulobis gamo RmerTi dagvsjis, rom aTasgvari
xilia garSemo, yurZeni ginda, msxali, atami, vaSli Tu ragindara da am dros
CurCxelis kudebze nadiroba veraferi vaJkacobaa. is `vaJkaci~ ki (amodena balRebSi mainc etyoba romelia), albaT gulSi daircxvens da sakuTar Tavs aRuTqvams, rom, rac ar unda sulma wasZlios, dReis amas iqiT CurCxelebisken gamxedic ar aris.
magram mainc gaixedavs…
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Znelia Tavs moerio.
maSin bebo kidev erTxel Seaxebs xels CurCxelebs da ityvis, rom SiSis
gamo ki ara, ukve dro damdgara, rom CurCxelebi Camoxsnan da sagangebod Sekeril parkSi daabinaon, miT ufro, rom Zalze Tu gadaxma, Saqars aRar moigdebs...
CurCxelebs Camoxsnian da TeTr, qaTqaTa parkebSi Caalageben.
parkebs Tavs moukraven.
da roca xani gava da marTla axali weli mova, roca didis ambiT gaixsneba parki, erTbaSad SemogvanaTebs CaSaqrebuli da TeTrad `daTrvTiluli~
CurCxelebi, maSin ki vityvi, rom bebo sulac ar yofila Zunwi da is, rac oriode Tvis win gviTxra, aucileblad unda eTqva.
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amgvarad mTavrdeba Semodgomis erTi moTxroba — `rTveli~, moTxroba
Tavad cxovrebaSi, bunebaSi, imgvari, rogorc namdvilad arsebobs. gindac ar
daiweros qaRaldze, ar daixatos tiloze, es moTxroba sinamdvilis moTxrobaa
da bednieria is, visac misi wakiTxva marTla moTxrobasaviT SeuZlia.
Semodgomis `moTxrobebidan~ (cal-calke moTxrobebi vuwodoT rTvels,
kaklis bertyvas, simindis texvas…) erTi feradovani moTxrobaa `xilTa qeba~.
ase xilis krefas uwodeben im uamrav leqsebSi poetebma rom SeTxzes da maTSi,
msgavsad Tveebisa da weliwadis droebisa, sxvadasxva xili erTmaneTs ejibreba.
msxali amtkicebs, me vjobivar yvelaso; vaSli ambobs, Cemi badali araferia
qveyanazeo; atams arc erTi ar moswons da Tavis Tavs ufro maRla ayenebs. am
Sejibrebasa da `gabaasebaSi~, ra Tqma unda, ironiasac Tavisi wili udevs. yvelaferi iumoriT aris Seferili, qveteqsti ki is gaxlavT, rom gabaasebis personaJebi amaod ejibrebian erTmaneTs: yvela xili kargia da yvelas Tavisi dro
da adgili aqvs.
xilis krefac didis ambiT iwyeba. xilsac sagangebo gafrTxileba sWirdeba, vaSli, msxali, atami saTiTaod unda moikrifos, odnav mainc Tu daiJeJa,
aRar Seinaxeba. saRi xili ki ojaxs axal wlamde da imis merec unda gahyves.
xeze mozrdilebi adian, kalaTs avseben da kaviT Zirs awvdian. kalaTidan xils
an yuTebSi alageben frTxilad da moferebiT, an godrulebSi. egreve frTxilad Sinisaken miaqvT da mSral adgilas, umetesad sxvenSi awyoben. xilis wasaRebad saxedars araferi sjobs, mainc isev dagvWirda es Cveni najafari saxedari, misi sidinje da sidarbaisle! gadahkideben saxedars or patara godrulas
xurjiniviT da isic nela, auCqareblad daadgeba soflis gzas, Tuki, xilis baRi an sofels aris mocilebuli, an venaxSi gvqonda Carigebuli atami Tu msxali. midis dinjad, icis, rom xili miaqvs da isic icis, rom Tu fexs aaCqarebs,
ityvian, marTla suleli yofilao.
zogierTi msxali adre ikrifeba,
gamoucdel kacs gaukvirdeba kidec,
jer ra dros dakrefaa, pirSi ar CaiSveba, magaria da feradac mwvaneo. magram
es sazamTro jiSebia msxlisa. daalageben amgvar msxals sxvenSi da ramdenime
kvira rom gava, aba adiT da sakuTari TvaliT naxeT...
maxsovs, erTi msxali icoda Cvens sofelSi, moxdenili da cota ar iyos
idumali saxeliT `Tamromsxali~. mrgvali iyo, mwvane, arc Zalian msxvili, arcTu wvrili, roca vkrefdiT, zed ar Seixedeboda, kaci ifiqrebda, marTla pirSi ar CaiSvebao. magram, albaT msxalic fiqrobda, damacadeT, Cemi droc dadgebao. Tan saxeliTac amayobda. CvenSi yvelafers Tamar mefes ukavSirebda xalxi
da saxelebis warmoSobis gulubryvilo mCxrekels SeiZleba efiqra, es msxali
Tamar dedofals uyvardao, verc gaamtyunebdi, SeiZleba hyvareboda! magram xalxi? hkadrebda ki Tamar dedofals Tamrod moxseniebas? Zneli dasajerebelia. an
iqneb vinme Tamros uyvarda, an vinme Tamros edga es msxali mTel am kuTxeSi
pirvelad? iqneb im Tamros alersi mis msxalzec gadaitanes kvimatma Tayvanismcemlebma? SeiZleba, yvelaferi SeiZleba... utyuari ki is aris, rom msxalma Tavi Cvenamde moitana. xo, dakrefdnen mwvanes da ramdenime kviris mere, rom gadaxedavdiT, gaocdebodiT _ yviTlad enTo, rogorc kargad Semosuli Semodgomis
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bia. gemo? wveni? amaze nuRaras maTqmevinebT, Tamromsxals, Tu sadmea kidev,
Tqven TviTon unda gausinjoT gemo...
axla venaxis atami? venaxis atams imitom veZaxiT, rom venaxebSi gvedga,
aqa-iq, mwkrivebs Soris, an venaxis TavSi. atami maRali ar izrdeboda da raki
TiTo-orola idga, vazs ver daCrdilavda, es an TeTri, an yviTeli atami gaxldaT. an. saxravi (anu romelic Suaze ar ipoboda), an `saxeCi~. `saxravi~ mainc
sul sxva iyo, gansakuTrebiT TeTri saxravi... TeTri atmisaTvis TiTqos ra feria, magram is sul sxva siTeTre iyo, swored TeTri atmisferis siTeTre...
gemos nuRar mkiTxavT...
maSinac ki, roca rTveli gaCaRdeboda da mwife rqawiTels araferi Seedreboda, ise rogor gaivlida mTeli dRe, rom im atmebisTvis xeli aravis Seewodebina.
saxeC atams ki Tonisaken waabrZanebdnen saCired. magram Toneze mere, Cirebzec mere, roca Wirnaxuli dabinavdeba.
iyo kidev zamTris gulabi.
isic maSin ikrifeboda, roca jer kidev ar Camwifebuliyo, magram maSinve
iWmeboda. maSinve ar iyo cudi... mere imasac daedeboda biisferi da Catkbiluli,
Semrgo wvenic Caudgeboda.
raki bia, anu komSi vaxseneT, barem vTqvaT, rom komSic Semodgomura xilia da ulamazesi xilTa Soris. msxalic daikrifeba, vaSlic, wvrili xurmac,
qarTl-kaxeTSi rom icis, bia ki mainc dgas, Ramis sicivesa da TrTvilsac uZlebs. aqa-iq foTlebi SemosZarcvia da ukve wvenCamdgari nayofi yviTlad anTia.
foTlebic SeyviTldeba da komSi isev ase idgeba, vidre bolos da bolos imasac ar Camokrefen da sxvenis gzas ar gauyeneben...
mainc ra aris es sxveni, yvelaferi iqiT midis, kaklidan moyolebuli da
komSiT damTavrebuli? netav rodis avalT im sxvenSi?
isev win gaviWeriT... jer sxvenSi aravin agviSvebs. jer adrea, axal wlamde dideda sxvenze kibesac ar migvadgmevinebs.
magram iqneb movaxerxoT rogorme, Cumad avZvreT da Tvali gadavavloT?
vnaxoT mainc ras warmoadgens es sanukvari sxveni da ise, rom kvali arafrisa
davtovoT, kvlav Zirs CamovideT...
es ra macdunebeli fiqria. ra dros sxvenia, `xilTa qeba~ arc ki dasrulebula.
erTi msxali movitoveT, xeWeWuri msxali, yvelaze gamZle da yvelaze sagviano. ukve miiwureba Semodgoma, yovel diliT, Sinidan rom gamovalT, ezoSi
TrTvili devs. TrTvili xom iciT ra aris, Wirxli, RamRamobiT edeba aremares
da SeiZleba isic ki gegonos, Tovli mosulao. magram rogorc ki dRe fexs moimagrebs, TrTvili TvaldaxelSua qreba da isev Semodgoma imarjvebs zamTarze.
ai, am dros, roca ukve civa da foTlebic SrialiT cvivian xeebidan, dacarielebul totebSi, msgavsad biisa, jer isev moCans xeWeWuri — SeyviTlebuli,
kanmagari, magram TafliviT tkbili msxali.
amboben, cotasRa udgas xeWeWurio.
Cveni bavSvobis sofelSi ki blomad edgaT.
da Tu marTla cotaRaa, Tu sadme naxoT, aucileblad sTxoveT mynobis
ostats, rom dagimynoT xeWeWuri da isev gaamravloT.
xeWeWuriT xom ar davasruloT `xilis moTxroba~? iqneb ekuTvnis kidec
es pativi, ZvelTaZveli jiSia, dRemde mosuli, erTgvarad egzotikuri, Tavisi
gamomwvevi saxeliT. magram aris `erTi vinme~, visac guli daswydeba, erTi sityviTac ar momixsenieso. leRvze ar vambob, leRvi ukve moilia, TeTri leRvic,
Rvina leRvic da Savic, gadamwifda, daixeCa da ase, TiTqmis gaRimebuli Semogvcqeroda. axla Semagrebuli, wvrili kakrafa darCa aqa-iq da imasac mokrefen.
raSi gamodgebao? adamiani yvelafers gamoiyenebs. am Semagrebuli leRvebidan
deda murabas gaakeTebs da, Tu xval diliT krefa daiwyo, ar gagikvirdeT. darCa is, vinc gvian Semodgomaze mefobs baRSi — broweuli, mzisagan saxealanZuli da SewiTlebuli. jer gazafxulze misi yvavili mefobda, yvelasagan gamorCeuli, aravis msgavsi, poetebisgan saxelganTqmuli broweulis yvavili... axla
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Tavad nayofi iCemebs pirvelobas, gansakuTrebiT isini, romelTac mouswriaT da
win gamomxtaran, piri gauRiaT da wiTeli marcvlebi gamouCeniaT. amiT broweuli gvauwyebs — sxva nayofSic wiTeli marcvlebi maqvs, mzad var, momwyviteT
da wamiyvaneT, vici bolo mainc es ariso. damarcxebuli broweuli gvbardeba.
albaT, misTvisac sevdis momgvrelia ase erTbaSad danebeba, magram amgvaria buneba, bunebis wess versad gaeqcevi.
`xilTa qebaSi~ mTeli Cveni ezo monawileobda. Cven CavrgeT an davamyneT
es xeebi. zogi sul axlaxans, zogi — wlebis winaT; Cven ki ara, Cvenma mamebma
da papebma. magram xexils Tavisi Soreuli winaprebi hyavs da maTi Zaxili mudam
idumalad Caesmis. yoveli xilis winapari uwin tyeSi cxovrobda, tyidan `movaSinaureT~, SevagueT Cvens ezo-kars da imgvarad vaqcieT, rogoradac dRes gamoiyurebian. xilis `Soreuli samSoblo~ tyea. da axlac rom moiaroT uRranebi,
ras ar SexvdebiT imgvari saxiT, rogorebic odesRac iyvnen Cveni baRis axlandeli binadrebi. tyeSi TiTqmis yvelaferia: xeebze gasuli veluri yurZeni, tyis
wvrili Txili, panta, maJalo da ra aRar...
raki sityva tyeze Camovarda, etyoba, is dRec dadga, rom bolos da bolos gavswioT saocnebo tyisaken.
Cvens siyrmiseul warmodgenaSi tye dakavSirebuli iyo did, maRal xeebTan da cxovelebTan, alebTan da qajebTan. tyeSi marto wasvla rogor iqneboda? vaiTu wyaros pirs uceb oqrosferTmian als gadaeyaro, mogajadovos da gadagibiros. vaiTu saidanme mgeli an daTvi gamoxtes... vaiTu… magram mainc ratom
aris es SiSic ki ase mimzidveli? ratom gavcqeriT tyes da vocnebobT, rodis
wagviyvanen mamebi da papebi, biZebi da ufrosi Zmebi tyeSi?
tyis samyaro idumalebiTaa moculi da iq adamians mraval imgvar ramesTan moelis Sexvedra, rasac sxvagan versad naxavs.
guSin papam Tqva, xval tyeSi unda wagiyvanoTo. saxlSi Jriamuli atyda.
tyeSi wasvla patara ambavi ar ari, bevri-bevri weliwadSi erTi-orjer Tu gveRirseba iq wasvla. Tavad ufrosebi dadian, an SeSis mosaWrelad, an fiCxis Camosatanad, an sokoze, Cven ki ar mivyavarT. aha, papam CvenTvisac rogorc iqna moicala. rTveli moaTava. Wirnaxuli daabinava. mosavali cudi ar iyo da, etyoba,
karg xasiaTzea, tyeSi Cveni wayvanac gadawyvita.
modi da amaRam daiZine! netavi axla ar eTqva, netavi dilaadrian wamoveyareT loginidan da `aba, tyeSi mivdivarTo~, — daeZaxa. vwevarT da xvalindel
dReze vfiqrobT. ra iqneba iq, daburul tyeSi? ras vnaxavT axals, romeli xili
Segvxvdeba? mwvane iqneba tye Tu ukve SeyviTlebuli? am fiqrebSi Zili mainc
Tavisas akeTebs da sul axlaxans CaZinebulebs ukve Cagvesmis papis xma: aba, vin
ari yoCaRi, vin modis tyeSi, CaicviT, gelodebiTo. Cven erTbaSad wamovcvivdebiT, saxeze civ wyals SevisxamT (ukve civa, magram papas arafers vagrZnobinebT),
pursa da yvels, dedam rom ZaliT SemogvaCeCa, jibeSi videbT da ezoSi CavrbivarT. iq ukve gvelodeba da mere vin? Cveni saxedari! — es ufro metad gvamxiarulebs da ezodan gavdivarT. win papa midis, mere saxedari misdevs. saxedars ki
Cven mivyvebiT, qalamnebSi gamowyobilni da gaxarebulni.
qalamnebSi ratomao? an qalamnebi ra iyoo? qalamnebs saqonlis an Roris
tyavisagan amoasxamdnen. fexze kargad wamovicvamdiT da tyavisave TasmebiT SevikravdiT. qalamans win aprexili Wvinti hqonda, da Zvelebur navs hgavda, wignebSi rom ginaxavT daxatuli. qalamani msubuqi iyo da sasiarulod Zalze mosaxerxebeli. qalamnebs windebze vicvamdiT. windebs ki tolaRebiT vikravdiT. mere daadeqi gzas da ramdenic ginda iare, fexs araferi mogkveTs, Znelad daiRlebi. xo, axla fexze es qalamnebi gvacvia, zemoTac tyavis saTbilobeli da papas amayad mivyvebiT. da, raRa Tqma unda, rom Cvenda gasabrazeblad Cvens papas
romeliRac sxva papa gadmosZaxis: sad migyavs eg balRebio?! tyeSio! — pasuxobs
papa. emand mgelma ar mogtacoso!
esRa gvindoda? tye isedac mglebis samalavi gvegona da gulSi cota ar
iyos gveSinoda kidec. magram es SiSi mxolod wamiT gaielvebs. aq ar ari papa,
Tavisi kombaliT? es rom mgels Caartyas, sulsac gaafrTxobinebs. aqve ar ari
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Cveni saxedari? is sxva papac, mgels rom axsenebda, icinoda... maS saSiSi araferi yofila.
sofeli gadaviareT. mere WalaSi CavediT da biliks zemoT avuyeviT. Wala
savse iyo qacvebiT. qacvebi gadayviTlebuliyo da mkrefavs eloda. ufro zemoT
nagvianev Jolos dasdeboda mowiTalo-movardisfro, da isic mkrefavs uxmobda.
`mkrefavebic~ Sors ar iyvnen — tyis Citebi Tavze esxdnen da, rogorc ki dagvinaxavdnen, wamoiSlebodnen, axla sxva WalaSi gadaifrendnen.
mere Walidan biliks isev ferdobze avuyeviT da axla sasaflao gamoCnda.
sasaflaoc ukan movitoveT.
mere daiwyo jagnari. lurjad livlivebdnen kvrinCxebi.
jagnars buCqnari mohyva.
mere warafebi... mere axoebi...
buCqnari nel-nela maRldeba da gza ukve tyeSi Sedis. xeebi ukve zemodan
dagvcqerian. Cvenc, cota ar iyos, daRla mogveZala, erTi suli gvaqvs sadme CamovsxdeT, magram papa ukanac ar iyureba. arc saxedari ixedeba ukan, Cveni dardi
aravis awuxebs da Cvenc, meti ra gza gvaqvs, unda moviTminoT. aki SarSanac ase
iyo, viareT, viareT da bolosRa davisveneT. da albaT, axlac ase iqneba, davisvenebT maSin, roca wyaro gamoCndeba.
cotac da marTla gamoCnda wyaro. da raRa Tqma unda, papa xvneSiT moixsnis gudas, balaxze miagdebs (am gudaSi CvenTvis wamoRebuli sagzalia) da ityvis: cota davisvenoTo... marTla, am sagzlis wamoReba ar undoda papas (TavisnaTqvama kaciao, — bebo ityvis xolme), sagzali rad gvinda, Semodgomaa, tye
mSiers aravis daarCenso, — aiCema da gudas xels ara hkidebda. magram bebom
Tavisi gaitana da kargic qna. axla papa amayad xsnis gudas da balaxze alagebs
purs, yvels, Semodgomis SeqaSebul pamidvrebs, kitrisa da nivris wnils... patara xis jamsac iRebs da wyaros SeuSvers. gvawvdis, raki suli moiTqviT, dalieTo. Cvens saxedars ki dro uxelTia, iqve buCqebs misdgomia da ukve gemrielad
nayrdeba.
Cven vsauzmobT.
axla Tqven aq iyaviT, — ambobs papa da walds iRebs, — me fiCxs movagroveb, Tu ramem SegaSinoT, damiZaxeT, Sors ar waval — da ise, rom pasuxs ar
ucdis, buCqebs Seereva. Cven, cota ar iyos, SiSi gvipyrobs, magram viciT, rom papa Sors ar wava da marTlac aqve, Soriaxlodan ismis, rogor agrovebs fiCxs
da waramara gvexmianeba kidec: xom araferi gindaTo... Cvenc raRa Tqma unda, araferi gvinda, imis garda, rom papam male moiTavos saqme da isev CvenTan dabrundes.
cota xanic da raRac kakuni gvesmis.
ai, papac gamoCnda fiCxmokidebuli da, SiSi rom ar Segvetyos, ise vekiTxebiT, ra akakunebs, papao? papa usmens, aqeT-iqiT ixedeba da zemoT, wiflis xeze
gvaniSnebs, — aba, SexedeT, ra akakunebso:
kodala, Wreli, koxta kodala! xes misdgomia da dafuturebuli qerqidan
Wia gamohyavs.
— magasac unda cxovreba, — ambobs papa da isev buCqnarSi gauCinardeba.
mere lawaluwi ismis. romeliRac nadirma gadairbina. mgeli ar iyos!
mere lawaluwi ufro axlovdeba da Cven marTla gveSinia.
TiTqos Cvens gulSi ijdao, papa Soridan gamogvZaxis, ar SegeSindeTo, es CvenebianT giaa, Rorebi dahyavs tyeSi, rkos aWmevso.
male giac gamoCnda. masac kombali uWiravs da Tbili tyapuWi acvia. Rorebi
mTel tyes mosdebian da imaTi Rrutuni da lawa-luwi karga Sors ismis. Cven ki
axlaRa vxedavT, rogor mofenila miwa muxebidan Camocvenili rkoTi.
cota iqiT wiflebi dgas da gia gveZaxis, — modiT, wifeli miirTviT, gemrieliao!
Cven iqiT gavrbivarT da wiflis nayofiT vivsebT jibeebs.
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gias uxaria, Tan Rorebs dasWyivis, Tan gveubneba, ai, wiflis ukan, wablebic
dgas, imis gadaswvriv ki imdeni Sindi da zRmartlia, Tqveni saxedari ver moerevao.
Cven gvixaria, gvinda gaviqceT, magram gia gvafrTxilebs, papas moucadeT, is wagiyvanT, tyeSi advilia dakargva da mgeli SegWamTo. mglis xsenebaze isev vCumdebiT da tyes vusmenT
kodala isev xes ukakunebs.
mere raRac facxa-fucxi ismis da cxadad vxedavT: wiflebs Soris amozrdil
naZvis tots rogor Camohkidebia grZelkuda ciyvi. jer Semogvcqeris, mere uceb
SekrTeba da Tvalis daxamxamebaSi naZvis kenweroze moeqceva. iqidan sxva xeze
gadaxteba da gauCinardeba.
kurdReli? kurdReli sadRaa?
gias TqmiT, kurdReli mSiSaraa da egre advilad ar gveCveneba.
mgeli xom ar aris mSiSara?
ara, magram mgeli dRisiT adamians gaurbis, sadRac uRranebSi imaleba.
mela? tura?
mela da tura eSmakebi arian, aqve rom iyvnen, TvaliT ar gveCvenebian, an CvenTan ra egulebaT? ai, zamTarSi, Zalian rom moSivdebaT, soflamde Camovlen, saqaTmes mieparebian da mere TviTon ician...
maS aqauroba savse yofila tyis binadrebiT.
xo, tye savsea binadrebiT.
papa kvlav gamoCndeba da fiCxi moaqvs. did konas miwaze daagdebs da oflmoreuli quds ixdis. Camojdeba. isvenebs. gias sagzals SesTavazebs. asea wesi, gzad
Tu Semogeyreba, ucnobi Tu nacnobi, Tu sagzali gaqvs, aucileblad unda SesTavazo. es tyis kanonia da imisac, rom soflebisagan da qalaqebisagan daSorebuli adamianebi, sadac ar unda Sexvdnen erTmaneTs, erTbaSad megobrdebian, sagzali erTbaSad saerTo xdeba da, ise daSordebian erTmaneTs, TiTqos didi xnis
axloblebi yofiliyvnen. is ki ara da, es adgilebi, axla rom vzivarT, wyaros
piri da TviT es wyaroc, odesRac raRac mSobliuri gaxdeba. wlebis mere, aq
rom gamoviaroT, uTuod gagvaxsendeba dRevandeli dRe: aq viyaviT. aq davisveneT. aq davnayrdiT. aq Segvxvda meRore gia. aq gamogvarTva erTi yua SoTi da
yvelis naWeri. aq gviTxra madloba da gaudga Tavis gzas, gaireka Tavisi Rorebi... maS es adgili ukve mSobliuria, rogorc saxli, sadac odesRac gvicxovria.
marTla mSobliuri rom gaxdes, kargad mivixed-movixedoT. xo, tyes ukve siyviTle Sehparvia. es Cumi Srialic imas niSnavs, rom ukve xeebidan foTlebi cviva.
gava mcire xani da ufro blomad wamovlen xeebidan. maSin iqneba namdvili Tova
yviTeli da wiTeli foTlebisa. maSin, Tu aqaurobas kvlav vewveviT, xeebi ise
idgebian, TiTqos almurSi arian gaxveulnio, TiTqos iwviano. maSin `tyis simRera~ ufro sevdiani iqneba.
gadavixedoT iqiT, giam rom migvaswavla. tye marTla savsea wiTeli SindebiT.
zRmartlic damsxvilebula. davkrefT, waviRebT, gavSliT fardagze da erT-or
kviraSi Camwifdeba. dakrolili wablic ukve tyapa-tyupiT Camodis xidan da yviTeli foTlebis xaliCas efineba. Cumad iyaviT, nu yiJinebT, tyes siCumec uyvars
da cxadad gaigebT, jer isev ra mxiarulad JivJiveben tyis Citebi. mivixed-movixedoT, iqneb sadme Svelic gamoCndes. iqneb qorbuda iremma gadairbinos biliki.
iqneb yvelaferi erTbaSad, erTi wamosvliT vixiloT, rac ki tyeze wignSi wagvikiTxavs an zepirad gagvigonia. iqneb qvemoT, wyarospiras marTla binadrobs
ulamazesi ali da maSin gamogvecxadeba, Tu dagvimartoxela? magram garSemo
mxolod siCumea da mxolod Citebis JivJivi ismis. isini ki, vis gamoCenasac veliT, gvemalebian...
rad gvemalebian?
tye cocxalia da tyis binadarnic iseve ganicdian sicocxles, rogorc adamianebi.
amboben, udabnosac aqvs Tavisi silamazeo. sali kldeebis silamaze Cveni TvaliTac gvinaxavs. tye ki mainc sul sxvaa. tye dedamiwis mTel sicocxles TiTqos erTbaSad ganasaxierebs. mec mivlia da albaT Tqvenc, datotvil bilikebze.
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Cagvixria muxli civ wyarosTan. gavrindebulvarT tyis siCumeSi. gagvigonia kodalas kakuni da gugulis Zaxili... erTbaSad movuyaroT Tavi mTel am STabeWdilebebs, ferTa da xmaTa mravalferovnebas da aJRerdeba didebuli simfonia
tyisa.
adamians daafiqrebs daxavsebuli lodi, sadme tinebze amosuli martoxela xe.
sixaruls hgvris nakaduli, mdinare, sadRac moulodnelad Sexvedrili patara,
kamkama tba. bunebis uxilavi xeli marjved xmarobs funjs da saWreTels, faqizad wers da aqandakebs, da, rogorc yvela qmnileba, bunebis qmnilebac ver
itans udier Sexebas. udieri xeli umalve arRvevs harmonias.
Òra aris Cveni yoveldRiurobisaTvis tye?
dRes adamianebi gafacicebiT agroveben aTasi juris kunZebsa da totebs, balaxebsa da xavsebs, kenWebsa da qvebs; surT, rom qalaqis erTferovan binebSi gamarTon sakuTari `tye~, esmodeT misi xma da SeZlon masTan ganmartoeba. Zalze
Segviyvarda xis sawolebi, xis jamebi da fialebi. magida gvinda davimSvenoT
xis nivTebiT. aRarafers vambobT imaze, rom Tavad magidac da skamic xisgan
gvaqvs gamoTlili. xiT vapirkeTebT kafe-restornebs, Teatralur darbazebs da
yvelafers, sadac adamianebi TavSesayrelad midian xolme.
da bolos, xe rom ar yofiliyo, ver daistambeboda TviT es wignic, sadac axla
didis ambiT gelaparakebiT tyeze da xeebze.
asea dRes. ZvelTagan?
tye gvifaravda qarisa da sicivisagan. gvinaxavda wyaroebsa da nakadulebs. saTaves aZlevda mis mdinareebs, asuldgmulebda nadir-frinvels. rogorc davinaxeT, tye iZleoda Sindsa da pantas, wablsa da maJalos, zRmartlsa da fSats,
Txilsa da rkos. tyeSi Wrida glexkaci savenaxe da sabostne sarsa da Wigos,
sagodre wnels, sawnaxlis mors. xisgan iTleboda wisqvilis Rari, urmis Walebi da tabiki, uReli da konkila. tyidan Camogvqonda saxlis Tavxe, anu sayvave,
saxlis kavi... xisgan iTleboda Cvilis akvani, maxvSis sakarcxuli da darbazis
dedaboZi. dedaboZze (romelic aucileblad muxisa unda yofiliyo) ikveTeboda
natifi CuqurTmebi, rqagadagrexili irmebi, gafrenili arwivebi, gatyorcnili
isrebi, guldakodili jixvebi. es CuqurTmebi gadadioda xis skivrebsa da zandukebze, yoveldRiur yofaSi gamosadeg nivTebze, romelTac, garda imisa, rom
gamosadegi unda gamxdariyo, lamazi ieric unda hqonodaT.
tye swevda zogjer taZris magivrobas, `xatis tye~ iyo is wmidaTawmida, sadac
uwminduri guliT da xeliT Sesvlis ufleba ara gvqonda, da, Tu Sexvidodi,
mxolod imitom, rom codvaTagan ganwmendiliyavi, tye iyo saxizari, meore saxli da darbazi, rogorc duRabiT nagebi cixe-koSki, roca mteri modioda, vidre
laSqari momxvdurs sazRvarze Cauxteboda, moxucebi, qalebi da pirtitvela
yrmebi tyeSi ixiznebodnen, mSobliuri tye ifaravdaT, aZlevdaT sazrdos, unergavdaT moTminebas, da mteric, soflebisa da qalaqebis aoxrebasTan erTad, Tavis movaleobad Tvlida gaeCexa tye da venaxi — upirvelesi marCenali qarTveli kacisa.
amitom aRar gikvirs, rom im adgilas, sadac, mematianes TqmiT, `ara ars wyali,
aramed ipyroben wvimisagan kldis WaTa Sina da smen mas, ara ars tye, aramed
ZeZvi~, uceb sadme gamoanaTebs nuSi, gareuli vazi, panta, maJalo, Txili...
diax, tye marto Cveni cxovrebisa ki ara, TviT sicocxlis nawilia da bednieria
is, vinc Seumcdarad ismens tyis xmas, visTvisac metyvelia misi dumili, visac
SeuZlia masTan saubris gamarTva.
amgvari bednieri kaci iyo poeti vaJa-fSavela.
`vaJas tye~ mTrTolvarea, xan SfoTiani, xan mSvidi da gayuCebuli, vaJas tye
mReris, fiqrobs, tiris, kamaTobs, Civis, mogonebebs eZleva da zogjer mSfoTvare sizmrebsac xedavs. marTavs qorwilebsa da niSnobas, koncertebsa da poetur
paeqrobas, aq bulbuli saamod mReris da Suriani Cxikvi enas atartarebs, ra ambavia, ra sul magas amRerebT, sxvebi riTi varT magaze naklebio. am tyis wiaRSi
Cliqebs imagrebs umweo nukri, moZmeTa sixarbis msxverpli xdeba beberi mgeli
totia. aq xeebsa da yvavilebs vnebianad uyvarT, vnebianad eZlevian sicocxlis
siyvaruls da ganSorebis sevdas. aqac gadi-gamodis maWankali, dairxeva xmebi
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da Wori... axalgazrda xeebi amayad ucqeren xmel wifels da hgoniaT, rom Tavad
sul axalgazrdebi iqnebian, beberi wifeli ki ukvdavebis erTaderT imedsRa ebRauWeba — alersiT ufereba mis ZirSi amosul norC ylorts. `vaJas tyeSi~ iqmneba `Svlis nukris naambobi~, `ia~, `mTis wyaro~, `fesvebi~, da bolos mindia,
romelsac gulTamxilveliviT esmoda quCis da dekas, wiflis da gugulis-kabas
idumali CurCuli.
mTis wyaro saSinel sizmars naxulobs.
`vnaxe, viTom viRupebodi. gvalva, didi gvalva damdgariyo. balaxni, xeni, Cemni
mSobelni damWknariyvnen. mec davmSraliyavi TiTqmis. Rabua, lamazi `wisflisCita~ Camofrinda verxvis totidam da undoda Cems gubeSi banaoba, magram veRar
daisvela frTebi da daiwyo tirili. vxedavdi amas da guli mikvdeboda, sad
waxvel Cemo madlo-meTqi, — vluRluRebdi — damWknari diyi, Supya, Sambi, arCi,
cacxvi da urZani — yvelani erTad SfoTavdnen: — `mivaSveloT wyaros wyali,
ar dagviSreso!~ mawvdidnen foTlebidam, totebidam, fesvebidam TiTo-orola namobiT, magram veRarasa mSveliden, Tanac viTom miwam piri miyo da dausrulebels ufskrulSi unda davRupuliyav. SemeSinda da gamomeRviZa~.
monadireebma xar-iremi mokles.
`mxcovani xeebi — cacxvebi, muxebi, Telebi, bokvebi, verxvebi, wiflebi, aryebi,
ifnebi da sxva da sxvani viSviSebden, yvelam erTad gaigo, Tumca karga daSorebiT idgnen, erTimeoreze, TavianTi sayvareli Svilis sikvdili. tye aris irmis
deda, ZuZus tye awovebda, akvans tye urwevda, sabnadac tye exureboda~. tye ki
tiroda da ambobda: `vahme Cemo saxelovano Svilo, borjav, rodisRa aRvzardo
SenisTana Svili, rqiTa da taniT damSvenebuli, SeniT vamayobdi da dReis Semdeg visiTRa viamayo?!~ mosTqvamda tye da Tanac cremlebs afrqvevda~.
uRran tyeSi mosuli patara lurjTvala ia Civis:
`ra Seubralbelia kaci? rasac ki dainaxavs, unda rom Tavis sasargeblod moixmaros. albaT ver afasebs Cvens silamazes! Cven win kacma gamoiara, cals mxarzed culi edo, meorezed Tofi ekida. miadga erTs mSveniers totgadarTxmuls
wifels, dauSina culi da waaqcia. sabralo, rodesac waiqca, daikvnesa. Cvens
iqiT guguliskaba amosuliyo da jer xmels, Camosuls foTols ar amoscileboda. rodesac xe waiqca, gadiyreina zevidam foTlebi da wiTlad gamobWyvinda,
cremlebi dasxmoda CaRrmavebuls gulSi~.
erTi suleli kodala ki, romelic Wia-RuebiT savse futuro xes misdgomia, arxeinad TavisTvis bWobs: `netav, sul gadaxmes mTeli tye, aTaswilad is ajobebso... `uh, ra droebas gavatarebdi!..~ `samoTxe maSin damyardeboda qveyanaze —
Wia-RuebiT aivseboda mTeli es aremare da... iqeife, biWo! gahkar da gamohkar niskarti dRe da Rame~...
vaJa-fSavelas poemaSi mindias gasvla bunebaSi warmodgenilia, rogorc adamianisa da bunebis erTianobis zeimi. is aucilebeli harmonia, razedac kacobrioba
amdeni xania ocnebobs. mindia miTosidan, Zveli Tqmulebebidan gamoxmobili gmiria da amdenad —maradiuli:
`roca ki gazafxuldeba,
gamoiRviZebs qveyana,
silaRe, simxiarule
daseirnoben yvelgana.
gaCndeba CirTi, yvavilni,
ekonebian mwvanesa,
mindia gafacicebiT
sul mimoivlis mTa-velsa.
yvela mcenares da mRilsa
is egebeba salmiTa,
bunebac vaSas uZaxis,
mdidrad morTuli almiTa.
yvavilni yel-gadagdebiT,
daxatulebi kalmiTa
`mindias gaumarjoso~,
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erTxmad atexen yiJinsa,
xeebi foTlebs arxeven,
buneba iwyebs bibinsa~.
da erTxel... mindiam uRalata bunebas. da bunebamac maSinve Suri iZia. amieridan
buneba mindias Tavis saidumlos aRar umxels, bunebis ena mindiasaTvis gaugebaria.
buneba Ralats ar gvapatiebs, — amgvaria ZvelTuZvelesi Tqmulebis morali.
vidre Cven `vaJas tyeze~ vfiqrobdiT, papam da SviliSvilebma moiares tye, erTguli saxedari fiCxiT datvirTes da soflisaken daeSvnen.
amieridan es dRe am patara biWebs arasodes daaviwydebaT.
brundebian papa da SviliSvilebi tyidan da axla sxva Jriamuli esmiT. cotac
da bilikze qalebi gamoCndebian, mxarze didi kalaTebi SeudgamT da mxiarulad
raRacas gasZaxian ukan CamorCenilebs; esalmebian papas da kalaTebs mcire xniT
Zirs dgamen. ramdeni ram daukrefiaT qalebs: Sindi, tyemali zRmartli, askili...
visac ra sdomebia da vinc risTvis wamosula. Tqvenc SegxvdaT rameo? ra Segvxvdeboda, daukrefavi aRaraferi dagrCeniaTo, — xumrobs papa. Cven ras gavwvdebiTo, — icinian qalebi, — swored iqauroba, sadac Tqvenca yofilxarT,
savsea SindiTa da tyemliTao. mogve eg saxedari, avkidoT, vera xedav, Zlivs movaTrevT kalaTebso. da axla papa icinis, — mTeli tye, Sin migaqvT, es saxedari
ras agivaTo.
da ase, siciliT emSvidobebian erTmaneTs.
papa da SviliSvilebi dawinaurdebian. qalebi ukan rCebian...
es vinRa ari? vinRa wamoadgaT Tavze bindisas?
monadire qoria!
marTla qoris msgavsi, marTla qoriviT mzirali da moulodneli.
mxarze didis ambiT gaudvia Tofi, papas da SviliSvilebs gamomcdelad uyurebs, tye marto Tavisi samflobelo hgonia da am samflobeloSi rom `sxvebic~
SemoWrilan, guli gadmovardnaze aqvs.
magram papa risi papaa? — mudam mSvidi da auRelvebeli.
sada hyofilxar, ra mogiklavso, — ekiTxeba, Tan gulSi fiqrobs, amas nadiric
ar miekareba saTofezeo.
qorias danaxvaze maxsendeba Cveni Sveli da aRar vamtyuneb Cvenebs, rom is Sveli tyeSi ar gauSves, am qorias lukma ar gaxades.
Sveli gazafxulis erT dRes mogviyvanes.
ar gadavaWarbeb, Tu getyviT, erTi muWa iyo-meTqi. ramdenime dRisa Tu iqneboda.
metyeve waswydomoda da xelSi aeyvana. vin icis, deda arca hyavda, vin icis, sul
marto iyo, msgavsad vaJa-fSavelas Svlis nukrisa.
metyeve xom monadire ar ari?
metyeve tyeSi Tofs ar gaisvris, Tu vinmes SeSineba ar unda (is vinme uTuod
tyisa da tyis binadarTa mteria), Tu Tavs nadiri ar daesxa. metyeves sakuTari
qoxic aqvs tyeSi da am qoxis kari mudam Riaa. iqve devs asanTi, cota SeSa da
fiCxi. SeiZleba nabdis Zvelac dagxvdeT, Tu gza agebneT da aqamde moaRwioT,
Rame mSvidad gaaTeneT, cecxli daanTeT, gaTbiT da dilaze mec geaxlebiTo. amgvaria metyevis qoxi da Tu arasodes gagiTenebiaT Rame im qoxSi, girCevT, erTi
Rame mainc gaaTenoT. mTeli Ramis tyis cxovreba Tqvens gonebaSi gadaiSleba.
bindisas Citebi Sewyveten WikWiks da siCume Camodgeba, mere cota xniT bulbulic igalobebs. bolos isic gaCumdeba da ifiqreb, ha, mTelma tyem Zils misca
Tavio. Soridan mdinaris CxrialiRa ismis, sadRac axlos nakaduli morakrakebs,
da TiTqos isic grZnobs Ramis siCumis idumalebas, isic xmadabal CurCulze gadadis. amboben, erTi piroba, ganTiadisas mdinaresac CaeZinebao da, albaT, isinic CaiZineben. sadRac Sors Wotma daikivla. buebma erTmaneTs gadasZaxes da
isinic miCumdnen. axla ki marTla Camodga tyis Ramis siCume.
magram ai, zed qoxTan raRacam SliginiTa da totebis lawaluwiT gadairbina.
icodeT, es daTvia. burtyunic xom gesmiT, saWmels eZebs, etyoba gabrazebulia,
sakbilo versad upovia, verc sadme fuRuro unaxavs, rom Tafli amoesvlipa
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(futkrebi tyeSic pouloben fuRuros da Tafls imzadeben), verc Txili upovia,
verc sxva ram xili mougdia xelT. daTvi Cava xevSi da gadaikargeba. TiTqos
isev Camodga siCume da uceb tura daiwyebs kivils. dedakaciviT kivis, ase ggonia, mSvelels uxmobso, namdvilad ki Tavisianebs eZaxis da isic sakbilos
eZebs. gareT Tu gaixedavT, SeiZleba orma Tvalmac SemoganaToT, es mela mobrZanebula, SiSi arafrisa aqvs, qoxis win dayuncula da Semogvcqeris, iqneb mec
rame sakbilo vipovoo. yvela raRacas eZebs. nadirobis, mopovebisa da motacebis
Rame damdgara.
erTbaSad, sadRac raRaca daiymuvlebs.
ymuili idumalia da Soridanve gvafrTxilebs, merideTo:
mgeli!
mglebi uxmoben erTmaneTs, jarad rom Seikran da sadme cxvris faras an saZovarze gasul saqonels daecnen, magram amaze zamTarSi getyviT, roca TovliT
gadaileseba mTa-bari.
mglebi ymuian da maT ymuilze mTeli tye inabeba, yvela am ymuils usmens. tyeSi
axla mxolod es ymuili mefobs.
metyevis qoxSi ki cecxli Canavlda, qoxis urduli gadavketeT da nabdis ZvelaSi gaxveulebma Zils miveciT Tavi. magram tyis Cqami, xan axlos, xan Sors darxeuli mainc ar gvaZinebs, vidre bolos da bolos marTla ar CagveZineba da erTbaSad sul sxva xmauri ar gamogvaRviZebs:
isev Citebis galoba!
dila moaxloebulia, xeebis kenweroebi mzis Soreuli sxivebiT SewiTlebula.
frinvelTa orkestri dilis mobrZanebas sayovelTao galobiT xvdeba.
cotac da metyeve gvestumreba…
ai, am metyevem mogviyvana is umweo Svlis nukri.
jer rZes vasmevdiT.
mere nekeris Wama vaswavleT.
nel-nela wamoizarda da erTbaSad Sveli gaxda.
uceb Cveni ezo ecotava, Tavawyvetili sirbiliT asjer mainc Semourbenda iqaurobas. axteboda buCqebs, gadadioda malayebs, daiqanceboda da CrdilSi miegdeboda. vxedavdiT, rogor ufeTqavda ferdebi, veferebodiT da vgrZnobdiT, ra Zalumad uZgerda guli.
mere ezos gareTac gaixeda.
mere xevSic Cavida. dadgeboda xramis pirad da SuadRidan moyolebuli mzis
Casvlamde, gascqeroda SoreTs.
SoreTSi moCanda tye.
erTxel ZaRlebi daedevnen. gamoiqca, didedas kalTaSi Caujda, kiseri kiserze
gadaaWdo da ZaRlebs niSnismogebiT gaxeda, aba xeli maxeliTo.
vuyvardiT.
erTmaneTTan `saubaric~ SegveZlo.
da mainc is zne dasCemda: idga xramis piras SuadRidan moyolebuli mzis Casvlamde da gascqeroda SoreTs, sadac moCanda tye.
sisxli yioda mis arsebaSi da tyisken uxmobda.
ra icoda, rom, nebiT Tu uneblieT, misi samSoblo Cveni patara ezo gamxdariyo.
tyes miuCvevels tyiurni daCagravdnen da maSin iq veRar daifaravda didedas
Tbili kalTa.
mas Tavisi saidumlo gauCnda, rasac aravis gvimxelda da, rasac mxolod xramis
piras mdgari, tyisken mzirali TvaliT gamoxatavda.
aman guli dagvwyvita da SeSinebulebma, kidev ufro rom ar dagvewyvita guli,
sxvagan gavamweseT.
man bina daido WavWavaZianT baRSi, winanadalSi.
meti raRa undoda, WavWavaZianT baRi cotaTi hgavda tyes.
iq Cvens gazrdil Svels, Cvenis fiqriT, mcire bedniereba unda epova.
magram, etyoba amaSic movtyuvdiT.
male momkvdariyo.
es iyo didi xnis winaT.
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da vidre amas vixsenebdiT, Cveni papa da SviliSvilebi daemSvidobnen monadire
qorias da Sinisaken wamovidnen.
Sin ukve Relavdnen, sada xarT amden xanso, papas tuqsavdnen, barem mokali es
balRebi vera xedav, rogor daqanculano. papa Tavs imarTlebda, daqanculan ki
ara, saxedarze win egeni morbodneno.
wyali ukve gauTbiaT da did gobSi balRebs fexebs banen. mere iwyeba vaxSami,
sufraze moaqvT koWobSi amozelili cxeli lobio, axali, SuSxuna maWari, mwnileuli, xili.
ra gemrielia yvelaferi...
ra gemrielia es daRlilobac. da ra gemrieli iqneba Zilic...
*
amasobaSi ki Semodgoma ganaxevrebula. enkenisTve, anu seqtemberi gasula da
RvinobisTvec sacaa gava. mosavali venaxebidan da mindvrebidan, baRebidan da
bostnebidan Sinisaken wamoviReT da axla vabinavebT. da, rogorc ityvian, Tu
erTi patara zafxuli kidev gamova, sofeli sxva saqmeebisTvisac moiclis, gaCaRdeba Semodgomis dResaswaulebi, niSnobebi, qorwilebi, mTidan dabrundebian
mwyemsebi, adamianebi erTmaneTisaTvis moiclian da iqneba gadanaxuleba-gadmonaxuleba.
axla ezoSi movataroT Tvali. vnaxoT Semodgomis ezo.
Semodgomis ezo feradovania, TiTqos mxatvrisagan sagangebod Seqmnili. warmovidginoT Zveleburi saxli, myari qvitkirisa, kramitiT gadaxuruli da rikulebiani aivniT damSvenebuli. Tavad es saxli ukve warsuls ekuTvnis. axla amgvar
saxlebs aRar ageben da amitom sagangebod Seqmnilis STabeWdilebas moaxdens
Tqvenze. rogorc ki ezoSi SexvalT, maSinve gasaSrobad gamofenil CurCxelebs
SeavlebT Tvals. CurCxelebi jer mxolod wiTlad Ruian. Robeebze namgliT aWrili simindis fuCeCi miuyudebiaT, esec gasaSrobad gamotanili da mzis gulze
mificxebuli, yviTeli taroebi erTmaneTze gadaubamT da, msgavsad yurZnis akidosi, aivnis boZebze CamoukidiaT, aqvea yurZnis jagani, gala nivrisa da xaxvisa,
wiTeli wiwakis asxmula, yviTeli zafrana... ezoSi gafenil fardagze kakali gauSliaT, cota iqiT — lobio da dafxvnili simindi. yvelafers mze sWirdeba,
mzeze gamoSroba da gamoyvana. sasimindedan yviTeli da TeTri taroebi ikriWebian. beReli xorbliTaa savse. sabZelSi bzea. iqve saTive dgas da maRali zvini.
baRSi xbo icoxneba. marnis, sabZlis da beRlis saxuravebze gogrebi. suraTi
sruli ar iqneba Tu ar vityvi, rom marnis kari farTod gauRiaT da iqidan axali maWris suni gamodis... da yovelive erTad aRebuli, qmnis feradovan suraTs,
romelzec mxatvars feri ki uxvad gaunawilebia, magram yvelaferi mainc erTi
miznisTvis, erTi saTqmelisTvis daumorCilebia: es Wirnaxulis silamazea.
silamazisaken ltolva adamianis ZvelTaZveli Tvisebaa, yofaSi damkvidrebuli
silamaze ki saukuneTa manZilze yalibdeba, tradiciul iers iZens, ixveweba da
Cvenamde modis rogorc dasrulebuli xelovnebis nimuSi. zvins dgams glexkaci
da es ostatis xeliT dadgmuli zvinia, wuns ver dasdeb, proporciebi daculia, adgili — didebulad SerCeuli, zvini aucileblad aq unda iyos, amis gareSe suraTi, romelsac `Semodgomis ezo~ hqvia, srulyofili ver iqneboda. ai,
am gogrebis ganlagebasac ki ostati sWirdeboda, gamoucdeli xeli ise daaxvavebda, Tavsa da bolos ver gaigebdi, aq ki yvelaferi gaTvaliswinebulia, kompozicia arsad irRveva. mzes mificxebuli gogra aucilebeli detalis mniSvnelobas iZens, an es tikic, anu Txieri, raRa axla dasves marnis karTan da Tanac
samfexa xis skamze, darbaisluri RipiT, rom aqaurobas swored simaZRris da siuxvis feri dasdos. Tumca Sig jer araferi asxia, magram tiki mainc didebulad
gaberila da imgvarad Semogvcqeris, TiTqos mis gareSe aqauroba arafrad eRireboda, da kacma rom Tqvas, marTalic aris, es tiki `Semodgomis ezos~ aucilebeli detalia. iqiT, saCexSi rom WurWeli CaumwkrivebiaT, Camuqebuli ferisa,
esec sWirdeba aqaurobas, radgan mis Tavze Camokidebuli grZeli, yviTeli asxmula zafranisa, ufro CaxCaxa fers iZens, ufro ikveTeba siyviTle. asevea foni
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Jangisferi kramitisa, yviTeli gogrebis ukan rom gadaRebila. xo, es namdvili
ostatis xeliT Seqmnili suraTia.
axla gzidan xmauri ismis da xmaurSi ikveTeba erTi sityva: WurWeli!
WurWlis gamowvas saqarTvelos yvela kuTxeSi TiTo-orola sofeli misdevs.
erT kuTxeSi erTi sofelia ganTqmuli, meoreSi — meore, da im soflebSi gamomwvari WurWeli saukuneTa manZilze hyofnida saqarTvelos. kaxeTSi vardisubani da iyalTo iyo ganTqmuli da iqauri ostatebi, qiziyelebTan erTad, amaragebdnen im mxares, imereTSi dResacaa cnobili SroSis WurWeli. rogorc ki suramis uReltexils gadavalT da ubisas gavcdebiT, TvalSi SemogvanaTebs gzis
piras Camwkrivebuli nair-nairi doqebi, xeladebi Tu jamebi. es kopwia imeruli
WurWelia, yelmoRerebuli da amayad mzirali. da am WurWlidan wamosuli wyaros wyali an Tavankara Rvino, TiTqos mTeli bunebis xmas gamoscems, rakrakebs,
rogorc wyaro mTvariani Ramis siCumeSi.
axla albaT iyalToeli an vardisubneli meWurWleebi Camogvividnen.
Cveni oTxi drois ambavi xom kaxeTis sofelSi gaivlis. Saraze mZimed modis didi uremi. uremSi, cxadia, xarebi SeubamT. Walebze kidev maRali lastebi aqvs
mikruli da oTxiv mxriT SemoRobil uremSi awyvia veeba kokebi da kokurebi,
litrianebi da WinWilebi, mawvnis da mwnilis qilebi, jamebi da jamfilebi.
lastis Tavze amoCril manebze wvrili WurWeli gamoukidiaT, aq ufro saymawvilo WinWilebi Warbobs. WinWila raRaa? patara, erTi cida WurWeli, romelSic
erTi Wiqac Zlivs Cava, magram wvrilfexobas ki Zalze sWirdeba, amTaviTve rom
Sromas mieCvios, wyalze wasul didedas an dedas TviTonac sakuTari WurWliT
gahyves da Tavisi wili civi wyali miitanos. erTi sityviT, WinWila momavali
Tebroleebis WurWelia.
`Tebrole midis
wyalzeda,
koka udgia
mxarzeda~.
WurWels rogorRa swvaven? esec mTeli moTxrobaa. magram sityvas Zalze gagvigrZelebs, marto erTi vTqvaT: lazaTianad! yvelaferi, rac kacis xelidan gamodis da rac yoveldRiur yofaSi gvWirdeba, aucileblad lazaTiani, anu lamazi
unda yofiliyo, ai axla, ar urmis Walebzec, lazaTiani WurWeli gamoufeniaT:
koka. didi kokura. xelkokura, sura. suranitra — maRlebi, dabalyelebi, pirviwro da utuCo. mere modis dabalwylis xelada, cotaTi pirgadaSlili, tuCiani. mere nitra — pirviwro, maRalyela, raTa wylis smis dros wyali nitris
yelSi ixrCobodes da ruyruyebdes, ris gamoc Turme ruyruya nitrasac eZaxian.
bavSvebisaTvis ki, rogorc giTxariT, patara WinWila, — nitrisnairic da xeladisnairic. ufro darbaislurad Semogvcqerian (cxadia, uremi gaCerda, WurWeli
CamoiRes da saCveneblad iqve, Sarispiras gamofines, amasobaSi xalxic mogrovda
da gaCaRda vaWroba) Rvinis WurWlebi: Cafi, Cafura, xelCafi, doqi, orxeladiani, samxeladiani, gozauri — yvelas Tavisi cali yuri abia da patrons elodeba, wamiyvaneTo. maT ukan qilebi Camwkrivebulan: qocoqila, Ziriqila, calyura
qila mawvnisaTvis, oryura qila erbos Sesanaxi da amitom erbos qiladac wodebuli, sajero qila, anu didi mawvnis qila, saduRari qoTani, patara pirgadmoSlili koWobi — kerZis gasakeTeblad, cxadia, umetesad lobiosi. axla saxaSe
(puris xaSis, safuaris Sesanaxad), axla jamebi: jamfila, arjamani, qaTmisaWmeli, kerZis Camosarigebeli jami...
ai, ramdeni ram SeZlebia Tixas.
amasobaSi Cvenma mezoblebma WurWeli Camoiriges. arc patarebs dawyvites guli
da imaTac dauTiToves WinWilebi. yvelani wavid-wamovidnen, meurmeebma konkila
gamoacales urems (xarebs rom mcire xniT daesvenaT da simZimeakidebulni ara
mdgariyvnen, urems konkila, an Ronieri boZi Seuyenes, romelic urems maRla
swevs da uReli xarebs aRar awvebaT) da imav ZaxiliT ganagrZes gza: WurWeli!
WurWeli!
SuadRe ukve gadasula da papas saToneSi fiCxis kona moaqvs.
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es imas niSnavs, rom dRes Tone gaxurdeba da purs gamoacxoben.
magram vidre puris cxoba daiwyebodes, gavixsenoT is dRe, roca wisqvilSi wavediT. es axlaxans iyo, Wirnaxulis dabinavebam gadagviyola da safqvavisTvis
veRar movicaleT. safqvavi ki dagrovda — jer is xorbali, mkaTaTveSi rom
did beRelSi SevinaxeT, mere is simindi, agvistos damlevs rom movtexeT, taroebi gavaSreT, sacexvelaze davcexveT, marcvali gadavarCieT da isev mzeze gavfineT, kargad gaxmeso. kargad Tu ar gaxma, ise wisqvilSi ver waviRebdiT, ar
daifqveboda, cudi fqvili gamovidoda da mWadic daRrejili. aba, daRrejili
mWadi vis uyvars? iqac ki, sadac puri mefobs da mWads xilad Tu miirTmeven,
mWadic, rogorc yvela sxva ram, gulmisasvlli da koxta unda iyos. koxta Wadebs davacxobTo — gansakuTrebiT dasavleTSi ician Tqma da Tanac Tixis kecebSio. qarTl-kaxeTSi ki, msgavsad purisa, mWadsac ToneSi acxobdnen, Tumca keci vin akrZala, visac piris gemo hqonda, iman kecis yadric kargad icoda da
kecSi gamomcxvari mWadisac.
es simindi mainc Zlivs gadavarCineT, arc es ari advili mosayvani. amasac sul
fereba unda, Toxna, balaxis Semocla da rwyva. nami uyvars siminds. arc es davakeliT, magram axla sxva mteri gamoCnda _ frinveli, rogorc giTxariT, safrTxobela davudgiT da is safrTxobelac arafrad Caagdes. da bolos — daTvi!
zRaprebSi da leqsebSi `daTunia-drunCa~ uwyinari, keTili vinmea, arafers dagiSavebs, qomagi kia, keTilsa da avs Tavisi mokle WkuiTac kargad arCevs, magram
icodeT, magari wuwkia! rogorc ki simindi Semovida da sakbilo gamoCnda, SuaRamisas moadgeboda yanas da daiwyebda faCi-fuCs, Tan burdRunebda, albaT, sibneles uCioda, verafersa vxedavo. Tu gaugebdnen, daafrTxobdnen, magram mezvre
da mevele sul mis lodinSi xom ar iqnebodnen? mere is iyo da safrTxobelac
dadges. cota xans uyura, gulSi albaT gaecina, afofxda, Camoxsna da nakuw-nakuwad aqcia. mere ReleSi sarekela daudges, daTvs atyuebda, ar moxvide, sulieri varo, sarekelasac erTi-ori dRe uyura, bolos frTxilad miuaxlovda,
isic amoiRo wylidan da miamtvria. xafangic daudges, magram ar motyuvda, mosaklavad mainc ver gaimetes, raRa darCa, mobrZandes, gana ra unda Wamos imdeni,
CaixeTqos muceli, sacaa taros movtexavTo.
ase moviyvaneT simindi da axla wisqvilaSi migvaqvs, didi sacaloebi (anu uxeSi
qsovilisagan Sekerili tomrebi) xorbliT aris savse, momcroebSi da toprakebSi ki simindia, TeTri — calke, yviTveli — calke.
mewisqvile, cxadia, berikacia.
asea miRebuli imTaviTve.
Tanac Tma sul fqviliT aqvs daTrTviluli.
fqvili mosdebia mTel wisqvilsac, xis farRalala kedlebs, kars, kramitis saxuravs, Sexval Tu ara... Sexval ki ara, Soridanve gecema wylis xmauri. es mdinaris wyali Cxrialebs RarSi, rom dolabi daabrunos. Rari grZelia, maRlidanve daSvebuli da wylis Zalac Zlieria. mrgvali, koxtad gaTlili, mZime wisqvilis qvebi nela brunavs, nela imitom, rom kargad daifqvas Tu Zalian aCqardeba,
fqvili wminda ar gamova.
marcvali xvimiraSi iyreba. xvimira xisganaa Sekruli, zemoT farToa da TavRia,
qvemoT wvrildeba, pirdapir qvis Sua nawils, muWis simsxoze rom gauxvretia
qvismTlels, Tavze dahkidebia da iqidan nel-nela uSvebs TiTo-orola marcvals, nela, magram gabmiT, amaSi exmareba sarekela, romelic qvaze xtunaobs
da Tavad icis, ramdeni marcvali CauSvas xvimiridan.
da, raRa Tqma unda, rom qvismTlelic sagangebo ostatia da advilad ver iSovi,
wisqvilis qvis kodva (ase hqvia) Znelia. ar gagigiaT, naTqvami, Tunda qva makodineT, oRond eg saqme amaSoreTo.
wisqvilis damdgmelic ostatia da TviT mewisqvilec, romlis simarjvezec didadaa damokidebuli, rogor fqvils waviRebT dilaze saxlSi.
dilazeo?
maS mTeli Rame gagviTenebia wisqvilSi!
xo, aq unda viyoT. axla sacaa imisi jeri Camoifqveba, vinc Cvenze win movida
wisqvilSi, mere Cveni daeyreba, Tanac simindi ifqveba da nasimindarze Tu dav72
fqviT, ar ivargebs puris fqvili. sagangebo gawmenda sWirdeba nasimindar xvimras da qvas.
ai, morCa yvelaferi. mewisqvile xvimraSi ixedeba da xedavs, ro aRaraferia, gareT gadis da mcire xniT wyals gadaugdebs, rom wisqvilma daisvenos, tyuilma
xaxunma qvebi ar gacviTos.
mcire xanic da Cveni xorbali sufTa xvimraSi iyreba.
amasobaSi mamaCvens sagzali amoulagebia, mewisqviles gamaspinZleba unda. mere
ra, rom minds aiRebs (mindi Cveni xorblis nawilia, mewisqviles gasamrjelod
rom unda davutovoT), wesi mainc wesia, adaTs dacva sWirdeba, Tanac uamisod,
tkbili sityvis da dalocvis gareSe, ra gaiyvans Semodgomis amodena Rames. da
marTlac iwyeba guliTadi saubari sawisqvilo saubari, wynari, monotonuri,
rogorc monotonuria TviT xma dolabisa da wylis Cxrialisa.
sadRegrZeloTa Soris (Cven ukve `gvZinavs~, Tbili nabadi gvaxuravs da Tavi
jirkze gvidevs, magram mainc yvelaferi gvesmis) erTi is ari, romelic gamoiTqmeba survili, rom fqvili kargi gamovides da patrons sasikeTod moxmardes,
sul lxinSi da qorwilebSi daecxos SoTebi.
fqvili, etyoba, kargi gamovida,
Sin waviReT da dRes ukve, cxoba iwyeba.
dilaadrianad bebom saxaSedane xaSi anu safuari comi amoiRo, kargad gaaTbo
da fqvilSi dauwyo gaxsna, fqvili da wyali nel-nela ereva da varclic nelnela ivseba, comi did xans ziles, xan deda zelda, xan bebo, Tavisi damWknari
xelebiT. daiqancnen, maggam mainc kmayofilebis Rimili ukrTiT, kargi comi movzileTo. axla coms gafueba sWirdeba, safuari da marili Siga aqvs. zemodan
Tbilad, tomrebiT SefuTnian da ramdenime saaTs egre toveben, da roca dRis
bolos tomrebs gadaxdian da coms xeliT gasinjaven, yvelaferi cxadia: comi
afuebula. xels rom daaWer, isev zemoT amodis da amgvari comiT gamomcxvar
purze albaT veravin ityvis, ufuariao.
amasobaSi Tonec gauxurebiaT im fiCxiT, papam rom CamoutanaT tyidan.
walmiT maSin gaaxureben, roca venaxebi gaisxvleba da walami eqneba, anu vazebze SeWrili zedmeti totebi, walmiT gaxurebul Tones ufro aqeben. walamze
Semwvari mwvadic ufro sapatio mwvadad iTvleba, Cven ra viciT, visac piris gemo kargad moexsenebaT, albaT, esec imaTi mogonilia.
ali amovardeba da ukve mTeli ubani gaigebs, rom Tone xurs.
mere ali nel-nela Canavldeba da Tonis Ziri wvrili nakverxelebiT gaivseba,
TviT Tonis kedlebi ki alisfrad varvardebian, rac imis dasturia, rom kedlebi kargad gaxurda da puri ar Cacviva.
mere aiReben marilwyals da gaxurebuli Tonis kedlebze sagveliT moasxureben
TuTqs, anu nacars moayrian. didi simxurvale ar misceso da iwyeba cxoba, bebo
comis patar-patara gundebs aiRebs da SoTis formas aZlevs. deda ToneSi gadawveba, moiqnevs coms da... miekra kedelze! es ra Zneli yofila puris cxoba...
dedas almuri asdis saxeze, roca ToneSi Caixreba, gveSinia, Sig ar Cavardes,
magram ara, es wlobiT naswavli saqmea da dedac ukve daostatebula, daRliT
daiRleba, magram ToneSi ar Cavardeba.
tyap!
da erTi SoTi RadarSi Cavarda!
iyos, xels ar axleben.
ise ver gamoacxob, erTi mainc rom ar Cavardes. amas kuti puri hqvia. naRverdalSi TavisiT gamocxveba da imasac amboben, namdvil SoTze ufro gemrieliao.
marTla, sul dagvaviwyda gveTqva, rom vidre SoTebis cxoba daiwyeboda, oriode lavaSic Caikra. jer erTi imitom, rom Tone gamoscades, aba mzad aris Tu
ara kargi SoTis gamosacxobado, meorec, — aseTia wesi.
wess ki wlebi da zogjer saukuneebi qmnian.
rogorc ki lavaSi Caakres. mTel aremares moedo axali puris suni. ukve binddeba, xalxs saqme ara aqvs da aqeTken ixedebian, saTonedan (saTone erTi ukedlebo, kramitiT gadaxuruli fardulia), deda gasZaxiT, modiT, ra Soridan iyurebi, lavaSi gafxriweTo. isinic TavpatiJs aRar daideben da modian. qalebi
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arian, dedakacebi. kacisa ki ara da ymawvilis miSvebac ar SeiZleba TonesTan,
cota sasacilo mizeziT, aq rom ar iTqmeba. amis gamo daiTxoves TviT erTi
wlis gogiac, Zlivs rom dabancalebs da qalebi icinian, magisgan raRa gindaT,
ras gviSavebso.
am sicilSi moaqvT mwnili, erTi xelada Rvino, ra Tqma unda, yveli da xili...
cxveba puri, iTqmeba aTasi ram. puris surneli axla ukve mTel ubans mosdebia.
SoTebic ukve gamomcxvara, dabrawula, kinWutiT (Cangalia grZeli rkinisa, puris yuaSi CasarWmeli) da astamiT (isic rkinisaa, qvemoT viwro, danasaviT piri
aqvs da gamomcxvari puris Casafxekad xmaroben) xdian da am dros, roca ganwyobilebac xalisiania da sulSic erTi Wiqa Rvino Casaxlebula, Tvali mzirad
unda gqondes, axlomaxlo Tu vinme gaivlis, aucileblad unda miawodo cxeli
SoTi da erTi Wiqa Rvinoc SesTavazo.
ase iyo maSin...
roca puri moixdeba, erTxelac msubuqad amoaprialeben Tones da napuralze axla mWadebi cxveba.
bolos ki... risTvisac dilas aqeT ki ara, ori dRea emzadebodnen, Cirebis Cakidebaa.
winaswar Cxirebi damzadda.
esenic papam gamoTala tyeSi,
leRvisa da atmis CirisaTvis grZeltotiani Cxirebia saWiro.
warmoidgineT patara xe da misi gabarjuli, Tavwamaxuli, gaTlili totebi, am
totebze Camoageben dafcqvnil atams an leRvs. dafcqvnils imitom, rom ufro
tkbili gamovides, CamiCisaTvis ki mokletota Cxirebia saWiro. toti imsigrZe
unda iyos, razec erTi kargi yurZnis mtevani Camoekideba. Cirebi asxmulia da
naRverdalSi axla kedlebis gaswvriv kramitis patara natexebs yrian, raTa Cxiris Ziri am natexze Cadga, Torem Tu pirdapir naRverdalSi moxvda, daiwveba da
SeiZleba aaldes kidec, ase nel-nela Cahkideben asxmul Cxirebs da, roca amas
morCebian, zemodan gasdeben xarixaze gadakidebul yurZnis CurCxelebsac, raTa
esec CamiCad iqces da CamiCis CurCxela amovavloT, magram es, ra Tqma unda, maSin xdeba, roca saTaTared vemzadebiT.
es ari da ubanSi axla Semwvari xilis surneli dgeba.
es sul sxva surnelebaa, marTla Semodgomuri, aTas sxvaSi gamosarCevi da dauviwyari.
mere?
atami da qliavi araferi, mere leRvis Cirs sWirdeba fereba.
aiRebs bebo brtyel sip qvas da fardagze dadebs. iqve moimarjvebs filTaqvas,
gverdiT moidgams badags da Semwvari leRviT savse xonCas. jer sip qvaze badags gadausvams, mere TiTo cal leRvs dadebs da filTaqviT mrgvalad daabrtyelebs, leRvebi erTi zomisa unda iyos, rom koxtad aisxas.
ginaxavT leRvis Ciri, bazarze asxmuli, mTlianad Saqris mtverSi gaxveuli?
es Saqris mtveri ar unda iyos. badagSi gabrtyelebuli leRvi TviTon unda CaSaqrdes da amgvari feric TviTonve daidos.
ra dagvaviwyda?
xo, marTla, gogra da simindi, magram es maSin, roca ToneSi Cxirebi ar gveqneba
Casakidi.
xokera gogras Suaze gaWrian da pirdapir RadarSi Caamxoben pirqve.
aqve, nakverCxlebze iwveba simindis taroebic.
bolos ki `puris moTxroba~ imiT mTavrdeba, rom isev mezobeli gvaxsendeba.
roca mTeli saqme morCeba da Tonesac Tavisi saxuravi gadaefareba (Ciris Cxirebi Sig ari). bebo Cadebs sacerSi an xonCaSi erT-or SoTs da yvelaze axlobel mezobels gadaawvdis. ase iyo winaT.
puris surneli, pirvelyovlisa, mezobels miswvda.
samezoblos ki Tavisi wili aqvs.
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dReebi ki marTlac Semodgomuria.
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yvelani amboben, rom wels Semodgoma Tbilia da zamTramde erTi `patara zafxuli~ kidev gamovida. mze alersiania da did-patara mzes eficxeba. yvelani gareT gamofenilan. qalebi calke Woraoben, kacebi imaze bWoben, rodis Camoitanon tyidan SeSa. es mze nu gatyuebTo, erTi wamoqrolva da zamTaric karzeao.
qalebSi viRaca ityvis, rom mavansa da mavans dRes niSnoba aqvs. viRaca xiTxiTebs, gaasaRes rogorc iyoo (avyias ra gamolevs). sxvebic uborotod gaicineben
da axla kacebs gadasZaxeben, ar dagpatiJeso? niSnobaSi raT unda davepatiJneT,
sacaa qorwilic iqnebao, qorwils ufro grili dRe uxdeba, zamTrispiri, Rvino
rom pirdapir janSi wavideso. xumroba grZeldeba da axla uremi gamoCndeba (nu
dagaviwydebaT, Cveni bavSvobis Semodgomaze uremi iyo did pativSi), didi qvebiT
datvirTuli, rac imas niSnavs, rom viRaca saxls aSenebs, meurme Cerdeba da
yvelani ekiTxebian, kedlebis amoyvana rodis daiwyeo, qarTuli kramiti sad
iSoveo. sada da iyalToSi an vardisubanSi, ar iciT, sada wvaven karg kramitso?
kalatozi vina gyavTo? mavanio... yvelani icinian (Tu cudi kalatozia) an yvelani Tavs iqneven, kargi ostatia, gamrjea, marto cisken ar iyureba, rodis Cava
mze, rom vaxSmad davjdeo. qalebi sxva kalatozs gaixseneben, iman ro iciso,
dajdeba da gaabams, dilamde wrupavs Rvinos, imisi gaZRoma ar iqnebao, meore
diliT jer isev Zil-buranSia, mova da axla arays Cacecxlavso. eex, sadRa arian Zveleburi ostatebio (maSinac Zvels mistirodnen) an durglebi sadRa ariano? mere sxva qali ityvis — Cemi mamamTili ar gaxsovT, ra durgali iyoo, imisi gaSalaSinebuli ficari sarkesaviT krialebdao...…rogor ar gvaxsovso, kargadac gvaxsovso... da isev sicili. modi da gaige, raze icinian!
axla yvelani saxlis aSenebaze laparakoben.
viRaca andazas ityvis: `saxli avage, Tavi wavageo~, rac imas niSnavs, rom saxlis ageba advili ar ariso. axla sxva wamoeSveleba — `saxlsa didi comi unda, asi fuTi safanelio~ da yvelani xarxareben — eg colzea naTqvamio, etyoba, Seni coli ver gaimeteo. axla is droa, romelimem Tqvas, aba tyuilad ras
iqavebT mag enas, dedakacma lobio Sedga, mwnilica gvaqvs, Rvino xo Tqvenc
iciT da jandabas, barem wamodiTo, viRaca SeaSvelebs — erTi-or samwvades mec
wamogiRebTo da gaiCarxa saqme.
magram vidre marTla Seibudebdnen (ukve saRamoc wamoeparaT), gzaze Cardaxiani
uremi gamoCndeba. pirvels male meore mohyveba, meores mesame... da ukve balRebis
yiJinic ismis, urems adevnebian da gaiZaxian:
— SegewioT!
— SegewioT!
urmidanac mxiarulad pasuxoben: didi madlobao, Tqvenc SegewioT wminda giorgis madlio.
Cardaxiani urmebi daZrulan, rac imas niSnavs, rom mTel Cvens mxareSi gabneul
eklesiebs Tavisi mrevli unda mieaxlos.
— saiTken gagiweviaT, SegewioT imisi madlio, — locaven qalebi.
balRebi ki isev sazeimod dasWyivleben:
— SegewioT!
— SegewioT!
urmebs fardagi aqvT gadafarebuli. jer wnelebiT gadaurkalavT `saxuravi~, mere fardagi miumagrebiaT. urmebSi logini da nabdebia dagebuli da iseTi siTbo modis, ifiqreb, netavi mec gamaxvia im Tbil nabdebSi da alaverdobaSi wamiyvanao. urmis Tavze `farani~ hkidia. kofosTan sagzali awyvia. sadRac WuWrutanidan batkani iWyiteba da `bes~ gaiZaxis. SeTqmuli batkania, albaT daklaven
da Seswiraven, Walze cikanic gamoubamT da baka-bukiT mihyveba Wriala urems.
Soriaxlos ZaRlebi modian. isinic ar dautovebiaT Sin, Tan wamouyvaniaT. kacebi da qalebi qveiTad modian da, Tu daiRlebian, albaT mereRa Seibudeben im
Tbil uremSi.
gza ki grZelia. ori-sami dRe da Rame unda iaron, aqa-iq daisvenon, cecxli daanTon, ivaxSmon, Tvali moatyuon da kvlav gza gaagrZelon, vidre bolos ar gamoCndeba TeTri taZari.
netavi Cvenc wagviyvana!
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netavi im mura qofakTan erTad mogvatara amodena gza, Ramis Cumi gza, idumalebiT savse.
netavi Cvenc gagvxvia Cardaxis urmis siTboSi, romelic sul sxva siTbod gveCveneba.
netavi Cvenc gvaocneba im Soreul taZarze, sadac dagvxvdeba mRvdeli, aswevs
jvars da dagvlocavs.
sxvebi midian, Cven ki ara,
da Cven isRa dagvrCenia, kvlav mivaZaxoT Cardaxian urems:
— SegewioT!
— SegewioT!
magram axla sxva Cardaxiani urmebi gamoCndnen.
ase iqneba mTeli Rame, ase ivlian gadabmulad da TiTqmis dausruleblad.
mTvariani Rame mainc daudgebodeT...
wvima mainc ar SexvdebodeT.
Tumca ra? wvimiani Ramec kargi iqneba. wevxar uremSi, fardagiani Weri gicavs.
Tbilad gaxveulxar nabadSi, gareT ki wvims...
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axla ki dadga is dRe, rom karga xnis naocnebari avisruloT:
sxvenSi unda aviparoT.
aparva ra sakadrisiao, — ityviT da marTalnic iqnebiT da arc iqnebiT marTalni.
aparva imitom, rom dideda ar gviSvebs: ra dros sxvenSi asvlaa, aqedanve rom
dasWamoT yvelaferi, gazafxulamde raRa gagvyveso? SarSan, aRdgoma dRes, yurZeni da msxlebi rom gamogiCineT, kargad agitydaT Jriamulio? jer ezo isev
savsea xiliT (sadRaa savse?) da sxvenSi agiSvebTo? Tanac TaobiTve egre Tqmula, axal wlamde sxvenSi asvla ar SeiZleba, ha da ha, Soba dRemde, arc CurCxelas gaxlevinebT xels, arc CamiCs da arc Cirebso.
didedas naTqvami kanonia.
da Cvenc, sxva ra gza gvaqvs, morCileba gvmarTebs.
Tanac `TaobiTve egre iyoo~.
da mainc unda aviparoT sxvenSi, sawuwkrad ki ara, ise, Tvalis mosatyueblad,
cnobiswadilis dasakmayofileblad.
vadac daTqmulia:
dideda rom mzis Casvlis win xbos dauwyebs moferebas (amas yoveldRe sCadis)
swored maSin gavqrebiT, mividgamT kibes da sxvenSi aviparebiT... Tumca ara, kibe
ar gamodgeba, am maRal kibes Sin ise ver SevitanT, didedam Tvali ar Segvaswros. maSin karadaze davdgamT skams, skamidan avfofxdebiT da sxvenis sarqvels xeliT mivwvdebiT. avxdiT da...
mere Cven viciT.
saxlis Werze sxvenSi asaZromi iyo amoWrili da xis xufiT Tavdaxuruli. kargad Tu ar daakvirdebodi, SeiZleba verc SegemCnia, magram asaZromi arsebobda
da Cvenc kargad vicodiT misi arseboba.
Sin aravin ar ari. yvelani sadRac gakrefilan. ai, dideda Cacucqda xbosan da
dauwyo alersi. xma aqac gvesmis, Cemo aseTo da iseToo, Cemo niSav, Cemo xuWuWao, aba erTi eg Wkviani Tvalebi maCveneo. ra dawirpluli xaro... ras ar eubneba, Cven ki mivfofoxavT. skamis sazurgeze vdgebiT da ha, saZromis xufs vawvebiT. `xufi~ jer jiutobs, mere erTbaSad aiweva da gadaixdeba (cali mxare anjamebiT aqvs dabmuli, rogorc `kars~ ekadreba): veWidebi Weris ficrebs, mTeli
taniT zemoT miviwev da ha, ukve sxvenSi var... axla biZaSvils vaniSneb, nu geSinia, amodi-meTqi da xels Camovuwvdi. is aqeT-iqiT ixedeba da marTla eSinia.
bolos, raRa Tqma unda, amodis...
Tvali binds nel-nela eCveva.
sxvenis mcire sarkmels vaRebT da...
es ra samoTxe yofila?!
daicaT, jer suli moviTqva.
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mivayuradoT, didedas xom arafeori gaugia.
ara, dideda Tavis fuCinasTan ganagrZobs alerss.
ai sxvenic:
jer yurZnis CxebiT, akidoebiT da jagnebiT daviwyoT.
saxlis sayvaveze (mTavari Tavxe, yvelaze mZlavri, romelsac kavebi eyrdnobian,
kavebze ki mZime kramitebi Camwkrivebulan) lursmnebi CaurigebiaT da am lursmnebze hkidia yurZnis jagnebi, Cxebi da akidoebi. jagnebs TavSi patara oTxkuTxa qaRaldebi aqvs `saxuravad~ Camocmuli. es ras daiWers? swored rom ar
unda daiWiros! miepareba kavebidan gadasuli Tagvi jagans, Tavisi mokle WkuiT
fexs moikidebs im `saxuravze~ da tyap! — Zirs Camovardeba. esec Taviseburi
`maxea~, msgavsad safrTxobelasi da sarekelasi.
yurZeni ukve SemWknara, magram mainc kargadaa Senaxuli. aqeTa kuTxeSi msxlebi
gaufeniaT, is msxlebi, jer isev mwvane rom daikrifa, axla ki narinjisfrad gadayviTlebula. iqiT vaSlebia, zogan — loyawiTeli, TuraSauli, zogan — CayviTlebuli sxvenis SuaSi dakrolili kakali dazvinula. kidec imitom ismis
Ram-RamobiT kaklebis Cxriali. albaT Tagvebs gaubamT buqnaoba da hgoniaT, rom
mTeli es qoneba imaTia. Weris kuTxeSi erTmaneTze gadawnulan simindis taroebi, boloSi ki ras aRar gaarCevs Tvali: akvani, gamousadegari kidobani da zanduki (xo ar gadaagdeben, egdos, vin icis rodis dasWirdebaT). Zirgaxvretili
varcli, qvabebi, CaJangebuli sinebi da doqebi. yvela Zveleburi, yvela ZvelisZveli yvela gamousadegari, magram mainc gamosadegi, radgan sxvenis sibrZne amgvaria: gamousadegari nivTi ar arsebobs, odesme SeiZleba yvelaferi dagvWirdes.
biWos, es ra gdia bnel kuTxeSi?
Zveleburi dambaCa! Savi CaJangebuli...
ra iqneba, rom gavisroloT?
ara, dideda gaigebs da daviRupebiT...
es raRaa?
`buzika~ — patara garmoni, Tagvebisagan daxruli da Camtverili, aba gavwioT!
daiwripina da CaCumda… frTxilad, aravin gaigos!
eg raRa iqneboda? albaT daira... axla marto CarCoa misi, sacrismagvari CarCo,
tyavis guli. etyoba, Tagvebma gamoWames.
esao? oo, — `wuwka lampa!~ konservis qilis msgavsi Tavi gauxvretiaT da patruqis magvari raRac CaurWviaT: nu geRimebaT, bebo ambobda es `wuwka lampa~
rom Camoitana Cemma mamamTilma Telavidan, mTeli sofeli amodioda sanaxavado.
netavi sul aq gvamyofa...
mere ra, Tu xeli arafers exleba? qurdebi xom ara varT? aq mxolod cnobiswadilma amogviyvana. mainc ra aris im saocnebo sxvenSi, sadac Soba-axalwlamde
fexis amodgma ar SeiZlebao?..
magram qvemoT raRac xmauri ismis.
cotac da didedam dasWeqa: aq ra ambaviao? es skamebi vin aRmarTa karadis Tavze, an sxvenis kari vin Sexsnao? aba erTi gamomxedos, romelia is vaJkacio! magram vaJkacebi ukve vimalebiT da sxvenis bnel kuTxeSi viyuJebiT. dideda wamiT
Cumdeba, mere skamebis raxa-ruxi iwyeba, rasac mSvidi xmac mohyveba: brZandebodeT manda, me ra menaRvleba, dagixuramT CamosaZroms da vnaxoT erTi, rodemde
gasZlebT mSier-mwyurvalni, ra didi mecixovneni Tqvena myavxarT, mzis Casvlamdec ver moiTmenT, fSrukuniT damiwyebT Zaxilsao!” da Cvenc, meti raRa dagvrCenia, marTlac fSrukuniT viTxovT patiebas, aRTqmas vdebT, rom Soba-axalwlamde ki ara, es raRac sxvenia Tu dardubala, fexsac aRar amovadgamT... da, raRa
Tqma unda, rom didedac didsulovania (erTi xanoba ki viTom Cafiqrda, viTom
vyoymanobo, da es `erTi xanoba~ sakuned gveCvena), CamobrZandiTo, gvepatiJeba
da Tan Cvens mama-biZebs gasZaxis, erTi damixedeT amaT vaJkacobaso, Tqvenc mogrovdiT mezobleboo. mezoblebi ar modian ( da arc didedas daupatiJia isini
xmamaRla) da Cven nel-nela, ise, rom yvelas Tvals varidebT (`daxeT, rogor
miaqvs piri miwiskeno,~ — dagvZaxis gamarjvebuli dideda), skamze movikidebT
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fexs (amaSi ukve yvelaferi gexmareba), iqidan rbil taxtze movadenT tyapans da
pirdapir ezoSi gavrbivarT.
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kidev ra xdeba Semodgomaze? yvelaze mTavri lamis dagvaviwyda: Semodgoma qorwilebis droa. biWma Tu gogo Seiyvara da gogosac surs, rom biWisa iyos,
an Tu gaZvra-gamoZvra maWankali da biWis mSoblebs STaagona, rom mavanisnairi
gogo dedamiwis zurgze ar dadis, mzes eubneba Sen Cadi, me unda amovideo, gogos mSoblebs ki umtkicebs, ra Wkviani, ra tanadi, ra Tvaladi biWi meguleba,
ro Sexedav, ityvi, netav Sens mSoblebso, bolo uTuod qorwilisaa. erTmaneTis
TvalTvali zogjer mTeli weli grZeldeboda. qalianni ambobdnen, — ra mouTmenloba agitydaT, Semodgomamde aRar daicdiTo? vaJianni, kvira ar gavidoda,
qalis mSoblebs uTvlidnen, mzad iyaviT, rogorc ki Rvinos CavwuravT, qorwili
unda gvqondeso. isini ki — jer dawndes Rvinoo. dawdena raT unda, gana SarSandeli ar dagvrCao? sawyenad ki ar gviTqvams, Cvenc dagvrCao. da am davaSi da
orazrovan sityvaTa TamaSSi mainc iniSneba qorwili da Tanac aucileblad SemodgomiT.
qorwilSi unda naxoT Rvinis amoReba, puris cxoba, qadebi da nazuqebi,
Zroxis bRavili bakSi (dakvlas upireben), qaTmis kriaxi da indaurebis yapyapi,
mopatiJe kacis sirbili, marto erT sofelSi ki ara, axlomaxlo da Soreul
soflebSic: ama da am ricxvSio, ama da am kacis ojaxSio, qorwili imarTebao.
aba, Tqven iciT, gadmodiT, Sinaurebi xarT, an dapatiJeba raRaT gindaTo, magram
mainc gatyobinebTo...
ase iyo maSin, Cvens droSi.
vici, rom axla sxvanairadaa, aRar `dampatiJes kaci~ darbis, aRarc Setyobinebaa Zveleburi. axla iqac telefonebi reken, depeSebi igzavnebian da mosawvev baraTebzec bednieri wyvilia Coxasa da qarTul kabaSi gamowyobili.
Coxasa da qarTul kabas viRa icmevso?
vicmevT, ise, warmodgenis gasaTamaSeblad...
Cvens droSi ki TiTo xeli Coxa da qarTuli kaba, Tavisi leCaq-CixtikopiT, yvelas hqonda zandukSi saguldagulod Senaxuli, movlili da dauTovebuli, mosirmuli Coxao, ityvian, xolme, welSi koxtad gamoyvanili, TviT Seuxedavsac rom gaakoxtavebs da TvalSi gamoaxedebs. kaba ki sinazisa da kdemamosilebis SemZeni, erTi dRisa, erTi bednieri dRisa. kacma rom Tqvas, Cvens sofelSic aRar icmevdnen aRarc Coxas, aRarc qarTul kabas. maSinac samuzeumo eqsponatebad qceuliyvnen. marto klubSi sWirdebodaT warmodgenebis gamarTvis
dros. maSin Camoivlidnen xolme `artistebi~ kardakar da vis Coxa-axaluxs amrTmevdnen, vis kabas, vis dawnul dalalebs, Cixtikopsa da leCaqs, vis ki fardags scenis Sesamkoblad.
arc amgvari warmodgena iciT ra aris?
Cvens droSi ki didad iyo miRebuli.
Seikribeboda aTiode kaci, sadme iSovida piesas (es an `iavnanam ra hqmna~
iyo, an `patara kaxi~, an `xanuma~ anda `jer daixocnen, mere iqorwines~), imarTeboda repeticiebi, iyo didi mzadeba da am mzadebaSi CarTuli gaxldaT mTeli
sofeli, daixateboda dekoraciebi, scenaze dadgamdnen namdvil xeebs, viTomda
tye ariso da namdvil faTaloebSi gamoyofdnen Tavs lekebi, romelTac patara
qeTo unda moetacaT...
Cven warmodgenaze wavediT, qorwili ki ukve dawyebula. maxarobeli ramdeni xania movardnila, `modiano!~ — dauZaxia da doli da garmonic axmaurebula. yvelani patarZlis molodinSi yofilan, gansakuTrebiT ki mezoblis gogoebi, vnaxoT erTi, gaRma soflidan rom moiyvana gogo, Cven gvjobia Tu arao.
jobnisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram dawunebiT ki ver dauwunebiaT da yvelaferi mSvidobianad damTavrebula.
patarZali erTi xanoba daimorcxvebs.
mere cota moSinaurdeba da ezoSi gava.
mer Robis gadaRmac gadaixedavs da dobilebs gaiCens.
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mere yvelaferi Tavisi gziT wava.
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qorwili moviTaveT da axla Roris dakvla ar dagvaviwydes, dekemberSi,
siciveSi, qoni calke unda ojaxs, SaSxi calke, mTeli wlis samyofi da mawieri.
Rori ukve Casuqebula. vinc SeZlebulia, erTi ki ara, ori, sami da metic daudis ezoSi, vinc ara, misTvis erTi Roric qonebaa. daabotebs, Rrutunebs, mTeli Tvea, rac simindis marcvals aRar daajeres, salafavzec miuSves (daRerRili simindisagan ukeTebdnen, msgavsad fafisa). ra icoda sawyalma, risTvis asuqebdnen, ras upirebdnen.
bolos dadga es dRec.
daWera daupires.
raRaca igrZno da gaiqca.
gamoedevna xuTi vaJkaci, ezos kuTxeSi moimwyvdies, Tavs daesxnen, gakoWes
da mere yvelaferi erT wamSi moxda.
axla did varclSia fexebafSekili da zemodan mduRare wyals asxamen,
jagars aclian, sagangebod RvreWen.
aba, sukebi aqeTo...
gul-RviZli aqeT, yaurmisaTvis CavyaroTo.
garecxva raT unda, egreve cxlad unda Caikuwoso...
ubanSi dgeba saamo suni.
mezobels axlac ar iviwyeben da miawvdian samwvades.
mere mama aiRebs kidev samwvades, gaaxvevs qaRaldSi da `zavotze~ midis...
arc `zavoti~ iciT ra aris?
aris saxdeli!
esec winaT iyo...
aryis saxdel `zavots~ uTuod xevSi dgamdnen, riyeze, sadac wyalic udgeboda, wyali sWirdeboda gamoxdas. wyalSi unda gaiaros WaWis cxelma orTqlma da maSin wamova patara milidan wanwkariT erTnaxadi arayi.
Rumeli, cxadia, SeSiT xurdeba.
drodadro im SeSis nakverCxlebi Tbebian RamRamobiT da am nakverCxlbzeve SiSinebs axlad dakluli Roris mwvadebi. da vidre mama Tavis Zmakacebs mwvadebiT umaspinZldeba, vidre kvlav dalocvaa mosavlisa da Wirnaxuulisa, Sin
sxva fusfusi atexila: Roris dakvla uxinklod ar Caivlis, aba, Sen gexerxeba
dakuwvao, papas uTxres da papamac SearCia saxinkle rbili xorci, zomierad
mWle da zomierad msuqani gaSala sqel, gaSalaSinebul ficarze, aiRo basri
xanjali da daiwyo xorcis dakepva. iqiT ukve comi moezilaT qalebs da axla
saxinkled wvril-wvril comis naWrebs sagangebod abrtyelebdnen, wamSi Sezavdeba xorci (cota mwvanili, cota wiwaka, cota xaxvi) da moxveuli xinkali tyapatyupiT cviva ukve aqafebul marilwyalSi.
xinkals oc naoWze naklebi ar unda hqondes, Tu ocdaxuTamde aiyvans gamocdili ostati, mTlad ukeTesio, saxelganTqmuli mexinkle gaxdeba da amiT
mxolod jafa moematba: roca ki xinkali moenatrebaT, yovelTvis imas moaxvevineben, Sen yvelaze kargad icio.
Tqven marto Wama iciTo?
mondomebiT ki etyoba, bevrjer moundebaT, zamTari win ari...
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ase mTavrdeba Cveni Semodgoma.
raRa darCa?
sacaa Tovls Camohyris.
dilaobiT ukve daTrTvilula midamo.
kavkasionis qedebi gadaTeTrebula da Tovli nel-nela qemoT da qvemoT
Camodis.
modiT, erTxelac wavideT venaxebisken da davemSvidoboT Semodgomas.
dResac mziani daria da Cvenc mivdivarT.
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gzaze gadavdivarT. mTidan mwyemsebi brundebian. isev mouZRvis faras vaci. isev modian xurjingadakidebuli cxenebi da isev mohyvebian avad mzirali
qofakebi, didi sixarulia. didi salmianoba. miwodeba erTi jami Rvinisa, SoTebisa da gudis yvelisa, dalocva da mxiaruleba, mwyemsebs xelSi balRebi uWiravT, ase monatrebulni da sizmrad qceulni. namdvili alersis dRea. iqiTa
ezoSi viRaca Tivis zvins asworebs. Saraze Cairbens cxenosani, albaT mopatiJea, niSnoba an qorwili iqneba. yvelafers yviTel-wiTeli feri aqvs, yvelafers
Semodgomis miwurvilis mTvlemareba mosdebia. is saubaric, Robis gadaRmidan
rom ismis, xmadabalia da raRac dabindul fiqrebSi CaZiruli.
sofeli mTavrdeba da venaxebi iwyeba. venaxebs gadaRma mindvrebia. mindorSi guTneuli gauSviaT da xnaven. Semodgomis siyviTleSi axladmoxnuli miwis Savi feri SemoiWreba.
mze xan gamoixedavs, xan RrublebSi gaexveva.
venaxebi carielia. foTlebi cviva da siCumeSi gvesmis maTi faCuni. foTlebi Camodis xeebidanac. da mainc. aba kargad daakvirdiT, aba `gorgora~ narTvlev venaxSi SerCenili mtevnebis Zebna movawyoT. Tumca Zebna raRad unda, gaSiSvlebul vazebSi ukve yvelaferi xelis guliviT moCans. ai, is mtevani,
rTvlis dros rom foTlebs amoefara da miyuCda, axla amaod ixedeba, saxealanZuli da CaSaqrebuli, axla hgonia, rom yvela saSiSroeba ukan darCa da Tamamad SeuZlia yeli moiReros; ager kidev meore mtevani, vazis Wigos amofarebuli; iqiTa rigebs gadaswvriv — kidev erTi, ra saamo, ra qarvisferi, ra tkbili!
venaxis boloSi SiSvel totze vaSli da msxali SerCenila. kaklis qveS ukve
foTlebs gaudiT SariSuri da xan aq, xan iq fexi edeba totidan Camocvenil
kaklebs, SemWknari leRvebi totidan gixmoben, iq ki, sadac mindvrebi iwyeba, wiTeli akilebi da RoRnoSosferi kvrinCxebi gepatiJebian.
ra mzea, ra siCumea, ra mTvlemareba da ra molodini...
magram es mze da es mTvlemareba didxans aRar gastans.
daiwyeba JinJvla da wvrili, Semodgomis gauTavebeli wvimebi.
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axla iq, tyeSi wvims. iqac zamTris molodinia.
xeebidan Tovlis msxvili fTilebiviT cvivian wiTel-yviTeli foTlebi.
mousvenari ciyvebi daxtian totebze,… foTlebSi xan ra gaifaCunebs xan ra, mere
wamova nisli da xis wverebs CamoeZenZeba, xelis gawvdenaze aRaraferi Cans.
garSemo dumilia, marto kodalas kakuni, Relidan wamosuli wylis Cxriali da
foTlebis cvenis xma ismis. sorodan Txunela gamoZvreba, miixed-moixedavs da
isev soroSi Sevardeba.
aseT dros vaJa-fSavela dawerda:
`amosdis xeebs foToli,
iZrcveba mTeli buneba,
naRvliT imsWvalvis da fiqriT
cxovelT-frinvelTa guneba~….
is Citi ki, gazafxulis piras raRac naTlis molodiniT Sepyrobili rom
ijda xis SiSvel totze, isev gamoCnda nislebi zemoT wavidnen da axla Citis
Tavze wvrili wvima cris. Citis arsaiTken mimavali mzera mxolod molodins
gamoxatavs. es ukve zamTris molodinia, naRvliT da fiqriT gamsWvaluli molodini.
Citi garSemo ixedeba: mTeli tye ukve SiSvelia.
am dros erTi wiTeli foToli moswydeba xis kenweros da nela, Cumi oxvriT eSveba miwisken, raTa moZmeTa Soris daidos bina.
Semodgomis ukanaskneli foToli...
magram es mxolod im naRvlianma, zamTris molodiniT Sepyrobilma Citma
icis.
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Cvenc kvlav sevdiT davemSvidoboT Semodgomas.
sevdiT ratomao?
imitom, rom dro ar Cerdeba, mudam win miiswrafvis da es Semodgomac
aRarasodes ganmeordeba, am Semodgomasac, TqvenTan erTad rom gavatareT, veRarasodes davibrunebT.
Tavisi anderZi dagvitova da samudamod wavida.
mermis rom Semodgoma mova, is ukve sxva Semodgoma iqneba, Semodgoma, magram mainc sxva.
Semodgomac sami Tvisagan aikinZa.
seqtemberi laTinuri sityvidan modis `septem~ Svids niSnavs da es Tve
marTlac meSvide iyo Zvel romaul kalendarSi.
noemberic Zveli romauli kalendridan modis, raki `novem~ laTinurad
swored cxras niSnavs, anu mecxre Tves.
Zvelad saqarTveloSi am Tveebs erqva:
axalwlisa (Zvelad seqtemberSi iwyeboda axali weli).
sTvlisa.
tiriskoni.
xalxuri saxelwodebani ki amgvaria:
enkenisTve.
RvinobisTve.
giorgobisTve.
da raki winac giTxariT, rom Tavisi wriuli moZraobis gzaze Cveni mze
yovelTvis ama Tu im TanavarskvlavedSi imyofeba, am Semodgomaze, Cven rom
TqvenTan erTad gavatareT, mzem sami Tanavarskvlavedi gaiara:
`saswri~.
`Rriankali~.
`mSvildosani~.
gaviareT cis amodena sivrce Cvens patara planetasTan erTad, romelsac
dedamiwa uwodes.
damTavrda Semodgoma da axla zamTars velodebiT... isRa dagvrCenian gavaciloT rac lamazi iyo da rac SeiZleba veRarasodes vixiloT.
sicocxlis warmavlobaSic aris Taviseburi silamaze...
gvtovebs Semodgoma da gzas uTmobs imas, vinc aucileblad unda movides.
warmavlobis sevdiT Sepyrobili patara Citi, nawvimar tyeSi, SiSvel xis
totze martodmarto, naRvlianad elodeba zamTars...
zamTari
Tovli mosula!
vidre amas sixaruliT SevZaxebdeT, an kidev bebo an mama CagvCurCulebdnen yurSi dilaadrianad, aba, gadaswie sarkmlis farda da gareT gaixedeT (gareT ki yvelaferi axlad mosuli TovliT iqneba gadaTeTrebuli), erTxelac, da
albaT Cvens `oTx droSi~ ukanasknelad, Tvali movavloT im vrcel vels, romlis iqiTac kavkasionis mTebi dayudebulan. mTebze ukve karga xania daTova. mere Tovli qvemoT da qvemoT Camovida, axla ha da ha, dRe-dReze veliT, vidre
aqac, Cvens soflamdec CamoaRwevdes.
yvelaferi zamTris molodins Seupyria: mTidan SeSa moaqvT da ise modian, TiTqos zamTari fexdafex mosdevT. molodini igrZnoba maSinac, roca viRaca
sadRac eSureba, sadRac eSureba aTiode Citic, erT mwkrivad dawyobili, da
Cven ar viciT, amaT mainc sadRa eCqarebaT, Citebi xom ra xania gafrindnen da
albaT kidec CaaRwies im qveyanas, sadac Cvenebur zamTars gaeridnen, Rrublebic midian, isinic Cqaroben, da Cven ar viciT, an imaT saiT gauweviaT. TiTqos
yvelam raRacis moaxloeba igrZno. ase xdeba xolme Weqa-quxilis an wvimis win,
roca sadacaa wamova msxvili winwklebi da vCqarobT Tavis Sefarebas, im wamSi
TiTqos qveyana gairindeba, Cqami ar ismis. sio ar iZvris...
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da ai, Camodga ukanaskneli wuTebi molodinisa.
nuTu ver movixelTebT im wuTebs, roca cidan TeTri fantelebi wamovlen? nuTu Tvals ver SevaswrebT im pirvel fantelebs, vidre dedamiwaze daecemian da mere, erTmaneTis miyolebiT wamosulni, mTel aremares gadaaTeTreben?
magram Tovli jer mainc ar modis.
etyoba, moulodnelad mova, Cven rom verafers gavigebT im dros.
da ai, dilaadrianad viRaca CagvZaxis:
Tovli mosula!
es uCveulo, magram nanatri xmauri gaRviZebs. viRaca viRacas gasZaxis, viRaca pasuxobs. es xmauri arc erT sxva xmaurs ar hgavs. raRac sazeimoa, gansakuTrebuli, raRac moxda imgvari, rac iSviaTad xdeba:
Tovli mosula!
aki karga xania velodiT, magram mainc TiTqos moulodnelad mobrZanda.
wuxel mosula, Cumad, Zils rom miveciT Tavi, dauwyia da dilamde yvelaferi
gadauTeTrebia.
papas niCabi gamoaqvs da TovlSi biliks kvalavs, bebo eCxubeba, Tbili
rame mainc moixureo, beRurebi daTovlil totebze frTxialeben da Tovls pirdapir papas ayrian Tavze. saCexi da aivanic daTovlila da deda cocxiT hgvis.
SeSa ukve daxerxili da dapobili gvaqvs da buxari saamod RuRunebs, garSemo
siTeTrea, pirveli Tovlis siTeTre. es TeTri feri da gadaTovlili kar-midamo
samudamod unda davimaxsovroT, radgan cota xanic da pirvelyofili silamaze
dairRveva: viRaca ezos gadaTovlavs, beRurebi totebidan Camohyrian Tovls. gaikvaleba bilikebi, SeiZleba uceb mzec gamovides da gzebi atalaxdes. es Tovlisferi siTeTre da Tovlis siCume erTi gaelvebisaa, magram xsovnaSi samudamod CasarCeni.
aki vambobdi, saSobaod mova Tovli-meTqi, — ambobs bebo, — TaobiTve egre iyo, saSobaod dasdeboda xolme, papa dascinis, mziani SobadRe jer ar ginaxavso? kargi saSobaod Tu ara, saaxalwlod mainco, — uTmobs bebo, axalwlamdec raRa darCao.
Soba-axalwelze saubari dilidanve iwyeba. yvelani im dReebisaTvis emzadebian. mezoblianT Tandilas qoxic emzadeba. Raribia Tandila, erTi ninuca
yavs — eSmakobiT savse coli da sxva aravin. Svilebi msoflio omSi daexoca.
ra axali weli unda daudges, magram isic emzadeba, erTi mWle Rori yavda
Zlivs moasuqa da axla ver gadauwyvetia, rodis ajobebs _ saSobaod daklas
Tu saaxalwlod, gadmova ninuca Tavis daqalTan, Cvens bebosTan da, rogorc ganaTlebuls da `saRmrTo werilSi~ ganswavlul qals, ekiTxeba, rodis ufro
RvTsinieri iqneba Roris dakvla, saSobaod Tu saaxalwlodo, bebo tuqsavs, Tu
RvTisnieroba ginda, saSobao marxva rad dagaviwyda, Tu arada riT veRar gaigeT, RmerTs xorcielis Wama rom ar uyvarso, RmerTs tkbileuliT unda miegeboTo. tkbileuli sadRa gvabadiao — icinis ninuca da icis, rom amiT bebos
Seaba eJvani. dRes ara xval bebo, yvelasgan dafarulad, an Tafls gadautans
— gozinayi gaakeTeo, an badags da Taviseburad etyvis — badagi mainc ver Seinaxe, erT dReSi rom iciT yvelafris mucelSi Cayrao, albaT arian erT sicilSi, mujlugunebis wakvraSi da ninucas locva-kurTxevac iqvea — mravali
axali weliwadi gagiTenos RmerTmao.
da mainc, wamosvlis win, ninuca kvlav gamoedevneba bebos da kvlav hkiTxavs, rodis ajobebs Roris dakvla, saSobaod Tu saaxalwlodo.
bolos mainc saSobaod daklaven.
TiTqos gangebo, Tandilas Rori, rogorc ki xelsa staceben, mTeli soflis gasagonad Wyivis, qveyanas uxmobs — miSveleTo.
da Tandilasac uxaria, mTel sofels esmis, — Tandilac Rorsa klavs...
swored saSobaod movida didi Tovli.
Cven amas zogjer `namdvil Tovls~ veZaxiT, uxvs, erTbaSad mosuls, mTel
aremares rom gadaaTeTrebs.
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Soba-dReSi qristes Soba igulisxmeba, ocdaxuTi dekemberi Zveli stiliT
da dekembers xom qristeSobis Tvec hqvia Zveleburad.
didi zeimis dRe iyo.
mTeli saqristianos zeimi.
yrma iesos Soba beTlemSi sagangebod aRiniSneboda yvelgan, da cxadia,
Zvel saqarTveloSic, rogorc ZvelTaZvel saqristiano qveyanaSi.
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modiT, Cven Tovlis mosvla vnaxoT.
aki ise dado, rom verc SevavleT Tvali, ZilSi viyaviT wasulebi. gaTenda
da TeTrad iyo mTeli sofeli gadalesili, xo, axla isev nel-nela wamovida
fantelebi da ha, xvavianadac daiwyo bardna. Sinidan ukve simRera gamodis, Cven
ki cota movcildeT saxl-kars da soflis iqiT gavixedoT. ra msxvili faniteelebia, TiTqos bebos daCeCili matylis fTilebiao, ra uTvalavi, ra xvavrieli!
Camodis cidan da bolo ar uCans, Savad mzirali saxlebisa da xeebis fonze es
TeTrad dawinwkluli farda Tovlisa yvelafers zRapruli idumalebis samosSi xvevs. ra siCume Camovarda! yurs Tu kargad miapyrob, mxolod fatelebis
SrialiRa ismis. simRerac miwyda. aRarc culs akakunebs vinme, aRarc xbo gasZaxis dedas, aRarc WiSkari Wrialebs: nuTu mTeli sofeli mxolod imitom garindula, rom bunebis am saocari da idumali naxatiT sulSi CaRvrili naTeli samaradisod dairCinos da Tqvas: movedi da ra ar minaxavs, marto is rad Rirda,
TeTrad rom bardnida, me ki videqi da garinduli vusmendi fantelebis Srialso. amieridan, roca ki zamTari gagvaxsendeba, roca ki zamTari mogvenatreba,
Tvalwin swored es suraTi SemogvanaTebs: Savi saxlebisa da xeebis win TeTrad
dawinwkluli Tovlis farda...
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Sobas mohyveba axali weli... xalxi galaRdeba. moxSirdeba qeifi. misvlamosvla. zamTaria da saqme ara aqvT, da rogorc vaJa-fSavela ityvis, sisxli
afuvdeba ZarRvebSi. gaadvildeba muStis xmareba, Camovardeba SuRli, SeZuleba...
magramo, ambobs aqve mwerali, aman SeiZleba bevri-bevri didmarxvamde gastanoso.
didmarxvaSi ki... didmarxvaSi Serigeba unda moxdes usaTuod, manam ar Serigdebian, ziareba, wminda saidumlo arc erTs maSfoTars ar ergeba.~ sofels mtkiced axsovs jer kidev Zvirfasi sityva ieso qoristesi: `ukeTu Seswirvide Sesawiravsa sakurTxevelsa zeda da mun mogexsenos Sen, rameTu Zma Seni gulZvir
raimea Senzed, dauteve Sesawiravi igi sakurTxevelsa zeda, warved da daege
pirvelad Zmasa Sensa, moved da Seswire Sesawiravi igi~.
mainc ras ambobs es Segoneba? imas, rom Soba-axalweliwadi, didmarxva da
TviT mTeli zamTari fiqris dro yofila, sakuTar sulSi CaRrmavebis dro da,
rac mTavaria, moyvareze, anu sxvaze fiqris droc. Tu vinmesTvis, nebiT Tu uneburad guli gitkenia, zamTris grZeli Rameebi da Tovliani dReebi axla imas
CagCurCuleben, rom droze mixvide moyvasTan, xeli gauwodo da uTxra, rom yvelaferi, ramac guli atkina, daiviwyos, samudamod gaatanos am Tovls da am zamTars. Tu es ar moxda, maSin TqvenTvis zamTars amaod Cauvlia, maSin zamTari
fiqrisa ara yofila da aRarc zamTari eTqmis.
bednieri dRea axalwlis dRe. albaT, yvelaze bednieria im oTx droSi,
erTma welma rom unda gaiaros. saaxalwlod, ase gvgonia, mTeli wlis manZilze vemzadebiT. saamdReod gvinda yvelaferi, rac ki ram kargi gagvaCnia: saaxalwlod yvelaze Tvaladi xili yvelaze Zvirfas megobrebs, naTesavebs da moyvrebs. axal wlamde xels arafers gaxlebinebTo, — imuqreboda dideda, arc
sxvenSi gviSvebda, arc kidobans gvakarebda da aha, es axali welic modis...
didedam sxvenze kibe miidga. sxvenis viwro asaZromi didis ambiT axsna da
dideda maRla apirebs asvlas. aqedan mama wamodga, iqidan deda, rZlebmac xma
amoiRes, aba rogor iqneba, dedi, zemoT Seni asvla, an fexi dagicdes, an im sibneleSi sadme waiqce, Cven ar gvendobi, Cven Senze naklebad gadavarCevT gadasarCevso? magram dideda yurs aravis ugdebs... papa icinis miuSviT, ar iciT, ra Ta83
visnaTqvamaa, magas ra waaqcevs, mTeli sxveni xuTi TiTiviT iciso. didedac ufro jiutobs, ratom maSin ar damiSaleT asvla, jagnebi da xili rom amqonda,
ratom dabinavebaSi ar iyaviT marjveni, Camotana yvelas SegiZliaTo, rTvelSi
yvelani xalisianebi xarT, Toxis aReba gezarebaTo. magram aravis araferi
swyins, yvelam icis, dideda dRes Zalze karg gunebazea d xumrobs. esec rom ar
iyos, axal wels wyena rogor SeiZleba, axali weli wyenis daviwyebis, Rimilisa
da alersis droa.
sxvenSi asvla didedasaTvis `rTvelia~, rTveliviT gansakuTrebuli da
sazeimo. yvelani, didian-patarianad, vCumdebiT, raki viciT, rom dideda, rogorc
ki sxvenis idumal sibneleSi gauCinardeba, maSinve CamogvZaxebs, aba, Tqvenc amodiT, biWeboo. `biWebi~ Cvena varT, SviliSvilebi, swored isini, visac didedam
sxvenis gaqurdvaze mogviswro da ise Segvarcxvina, ukuRma ar Segvsva virze da
sofelze ar Camogvatara, Torem arc araferi dagvaklo. asec icodnen uwin, Tu
vinme rames daaSavebda, Sesarcxvenad da Tavlafdasasxmelad virze Sesvamdnen
da uban-uban Camoatarebdnen. magram, etyoba, Cveni celqoba mainc mxolod celqoba iyo da amodena Sercxvenad ar Rirda.
Cvenc avfrinavT kibeze da maSinve vuCinardebiT bnel, xaxadaRebul sxvenSi.
iq ki isev samoTxea, Tumca sibneliT bnela, zamTris Rrubliani dRis CaRamebuli naTeli erTi bewo sarkmlidan, viwro saCiteebidan da sayvavis RriWoebidan sxvenSi Zlivs aRwevs. dideda asanTs iRebs da xelis faTuroiT `lampas~
eZebs. gakravs asanTs da lampis ali avardeba. mkrTal, yviTel naTelze ufro
CayviTldebian msxlebi da vaSlebi, komSebi da yurZnis jagnebi. dideda dgas da
Tavis samflobelos amayad gadascqeris. TvalebiT ealerseba. mere iRebs kalaTs da iwyebs yvelaze ufro Tvalmisasvleli xilis SerCevas...
qvemodan raRacas amogvZaxian.
xan erTi biZa, xan more, xan erTi Zalo, xan meore, Tavs amohyofen sxvenSi
da raRacas amboben. magram Cven aravis vusmenT, Cven pasuxs ar viZleviT. Cven gaamayebulni varT, rogorc amodena simdidris, anu saocnebo sxvenis baton-patronni.
ase gvgonia am sxveniT moxda dasruleba erTi didi weliwadisa. es iyo
yvelaferi da mosaxdeni moxda, am dRes velodiT, sxvenSi modioda yvelaferi,
rasac gazafxulidan Semodgomamde Cveni fiqri eltvoda, sxvenze vocnebobdiT,
Cvenc da aha, aqa varT! aqa varT rogorc qurdebi ki ara, rogorc baton-patronni yvelafrisa, aq aris dideda da Cven is gamorCeuli xalxi varT, visac didedam misca neba am yvelasagan gamorCeul wuTebSi aq iyos. ra kargi yofila zamTari!
ra kargi yofila sxveni!
netav sul zamTari iyos...
magram dideda Tavis saqmes moimTavrebs, Cven raRacas dagvavalebs da
amiT erTbaSad gvagrZnobinebs, rom sul zamTari ver iqneba da sul sxvenSi
yofnac qarafSutobaa da meti araferi.
sxvens rom movaTavebT, axla maranSi SevdivarT.
iq kidobani gvelis, CurCxelebiT, CamiCiTa da CirebiT savse kidobani. dideda iqac win migviZRvis, mere Cven mivyvebiT, Cvens ukan qalebi modian, oRond
cota moSorebiT, cota Soriaxlos. dideda kidobanTan Cerdeba, qalebs gadmoxedavs, ras SemogvcqeriT, saqme dailiao, ramdeni ramaa saaxalwlod mosaswrebi,
wadiT, mixedeTo da qalebic krZalviT daiSlebian.
dideda winsafris jibeSi iqeqeba, bolos didis ambiT amoiRebs Zvelebur
gasaRebs (es sapatio gasaRebi mxolod didedas abaria) da kidobnis xvrelSi
uyris.
kidobani zrialiT iReba.
aha, saocrebav!
marTla ra yofila es axali weli... kidev kargi, didedas davujereT da
axal wels davucadeT, ase rom ara, amas xom Cveni TvaliT vera vnaxavdiT, es
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damaTrobeli suni badagisa da xilisa xom mTeli cxovreba ver gagvyveboda sagzlad...
qalebi saToneSi gasulan.
saaxalwlod SoTebi da lavaSebi cxveba.
nazuqis comi Cakvras elis. cotac da xilis da badagis surnelebas nazuqis sunic SeerTvis.
magram es vin arian, Tonis kedlebze rom gamoukravT da iqidan Semogvcqerian?
basila!
xelgaSlili gvilocavs axal wels.
gabotila.
CamiCisagan gakeTebul Tvalebs gvipaWunebs.
guTnebi, waldebi, culebi, barebi...
Sroma rom dagvebedos imitom...
jara, TiTistari... — es, etyoba, gogoebisTvis cxveba...
da ai, dadga axalwlis Rame. puri ukve gamocxva. nazuqebi da qadebic
mzad aris. Tvalebs aWyets `basila~, puris xmlebi da TiTstarebi xonCaze dabrZanebulan. buxarSi SeSa ufro saamod tkacunobs da oTaxsac ufro aCiraRdnebs.
mamam marnidan axladamoRebuli Rvino amoitana. bebom kedelze yurZnis
jagani, Cxebi da akidoebi Camokida. erTi gorgomiWela CurCxelac buxris Tavze
Camokonwialda da sufrazec saamod Carigdnen vaSlebi da msxlebi, broweulebi
da Cirebi. da iqve, imaT Soris gamoCnda tyidan Camosuli Camuqebuli da Catkbilebuli zRmartli. es ra yofila axali weliwadi, ramodena xili daxvavda da
Tanac ra lamazad arigebul-Carigebuli!
magram is, rac yvelaze mTavaria, jer axla keTdeba. deda RumelTan trialebs da oTaxSi imgvari suni dgas, rac mxolod axal wels SeiZleba igrZno,
— mduRare Taflis suni. nigozi ukve dauWriaT da Txilis gulebic TeTrad
RadRadeben. Tafli rom kargad daduRdeba, am nigozs TaflSi Cayrian da, kargad rom moSuSdeba, ficarze daageben. netavi SeiZlebodes axlave xelis Cavleba im raRac gozinayisa, mTeli weliwadi rom gvpirdeba deda. an TaflSi moxaluli Txili gvagema manam, vidre axali weli marTla movidodes... magram dedamac rom moadunos sifxizle, mainc verafers gavxdebiT. viciT, TiTebi dagvefufqeba da dedac amitom ambobs arxeinad, netavi suli wasZlevdeT da xels waatandnen, mere naxon, rogor unda wuwkobao.
ex. rad gvinda gozinayis tyuilad cqera, sul erTia, axali weli axali
welia da jer gozinays TiTsac ver davakarebT. isev is gvirCevnia, gavigoT, mama
ras akeTebs, ra saqme wamoiwyo imgvari, rom zedac ar gviyurebs. ai, wamodga da
walosTan mivida. farda gadaswia da Seixeda, netavi ras eZebs im waloSi? iseTi
ra Seunaxavs, Cven rom ar viciT?
viciT, rogor ar viciT...
Tofi!
swored Tofia is, ris gamoc aqamde walos axlosac ver vekarebodiT,
radgan bebom Tqva, Tofi imgvari ram aris, erTxel eSmakic dateniso. ver gavigeT, ra gviTxario, — vuTxariT maSin bebos da manac, rogorc icis, dabejiTebiT agvixsna: datenil Tofs, Svilo, mamaTqveni waloSi ar Seinaxavs, magram vai
Tu eSmakma datena, Tqven ki Caxmaxs TiTi gamosdoT da gagivardeTo? eSmaki sad
ari? waloSi ra unda eSmaks, magram mainc veridebiT walos, cduneba icocxleT,
didia, magram iqiT gaxedvac ar gvinda.
mamas gamoaqvs Tofi, samfexa skamze Camojdeba da jer gadaxsnis, gadaatrial-gadmoatrialebs, mere Cvrebs moimarjvebs da Tofis gawmendas iwyebs...
gulmodgined, CakirkitebiT wmends mama Tofs. aiRebs da isev gadaxedavs lulas.
papa icinis, ra balRiviT ealersebi, romeli monadire Sena xar, erTxel gaisvri
da mermis axal wlamde aRarc dagWirdebao, mamac ujerebs papas, erTxel kidev
gaxedavs, aiRebs or msxvil tyvias, lulaSi Cadebs, Tofs gaasworebs, miixed-moixedavs, miva da zed taxtis Tavze, xaliCaSi CarWobil lursmanze Camohkidebs.
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Cven vdgevarT da Tofs SevcqeriT.
aba, mixedeT Tqvens saqmesao, — Tavze xels gadagvisvams mama da meti raRa dagvrCenia, Tvals vaSorebT im saidumloebiT savse Tofs, oRond is aRar viciT, Cveni saqme ra aris am axalwlis Rames da ras unda mivxedoT.
modiT, Cveni kata — taso vaTamaSoT.
taso gaberili zis da Tavsac ar gviyadrebs, etyoba, isic saaxalwlo
fiqrebSia CaZiruli.
modiT, gareT gavixedoT, vin icis gareT ra xdeba.
gareT civa da viciT, rom ar gagviSveben.
biWos, axla ki raRaca moxdeba:
WiSkarTan viRaca iZaxis,
_ ojaxiSvilebo!
axali weli gvestumra! — davZaxiT Cven da sixarulisagan lamis davluri
davuaroT.
— axali weli ki ara, is ar gindaT, — CurCulebs bebo da gareT ixedeba, —
vici, vinc iqneba...
— jangira iqneba, loTi, — ambobs papa da mamas Sescinis, aba Sen ici, Seni Zmakacia da aqeifeo.
kari iReba da oTaxSi marTla jangira Zia Semodis. kunapetiviT Savi, wvermoSvebuli, alewili da TvaldaWyetili.
— mama ucinis — rac ar unda iyos, stumaria.
dedasac eRimeba.
papa Tavs Rirseulad ukravs.
bebo civad esalmeba da axic aris, — ra dros mosvla iyo (SemoeRetebao — ityvis mere bebo, roca jangira Zia bolos da bolos moifiqrebs da Sin wava), ar
icis, rom axal wels yvela Tavis ojaxSi unda Sexvdeso, sanam axali weli ar
SemobrZandeba, arc Wiqis aweva SeiZlebao. romeli axali weli marTla eg loTi
myavs, rom Tavze dagvadgao.
jangira alewila, ojaxs gaumarjoso, — sWeqs da xelSi ki araferi uWiravs. bebom icis, rom am `arafersac~ jangira male moinaklisebs, ityvis, es ra ojaxia
Tu erT Wiqas mainc ar damalevinebTo da marTlac ase xdeba: jangira sWeqs da
bebo ukve xmamaRla buzRunebs, morCa, am weliwadSi veRar gavixarebT; Tu droze ar daaCqara gzas baraqa da mekvled dagvijda, ukuRmarTi weliwadi dagvidgebao.
papas ecodeba jangira da Rvinos usxams.
jangira sadRegrZelos iwyebs: erTi, isao, im mTisao, am barisao, rac ram baraqaao, keTili guli maq, gana ukeTuri varo...
bebo uCxubeba, ra yaWiviT gaabi, dacale da Sen gzas ewie, axalma welma aq ar
mogiswros, ojaxSi unda Sexvde, TaobiTve egre Tqmulao.
ojaxSi ra mindao? — brazobs jangira, — aq ra, Cemi ojaxi ar ario? maS visiao?
bebo icinis, — Senia, swored Seniao da jangiras nazuqs awvdis. jangira axla
erTbaSad `mravalJamiers~ daaquxebs. bans arvin aZlevs da Cven gadmogvxedavs,
CvenRa varT imisi ukanaskneli imedi, — aba balRebo, axali welia, bani dasZaxeT, — bdRvinavs da Cvenc sicils veRar vikavebT. ratomac ara? Tu jangira Zias egre unda, Cvenc davWeqoT `mravalJamieri~, mamac agvyveba, dedac da papac...
bebo? bebos dana pirs ar uxsnis.
Cvenc SaSvebiviT vaRebT pirs da `mravalJamiers~ davZaxiT. jangira bans dagvbRavis. bebo sul cecxldeba, jangiras saxeloze eWideba, magisTana mravalJamieri marto simTvraleSi gamoadgebaTo, Cvenze eubneba da jangira erTbaSad
Cacxreba:
— gana isa... naTlided...
jangira CurCulebs... — keTili guliTao... sxvam raT unda damaswros Tqveni dalocvao... egre keTilad gvemSvidobeba, Tavs gvikravs da, karTan SeCerebuli,
xmamaRla ambobs:
— mTel sofelSi, Cemze adre Tofs veravin gaisvris:
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isev siCume Camodgeba da ukanasknelad dasWeqs jangirac:
raT unda gaisrolos? axali weliwadi Cemia!
jangira midis.
mama acilebs da Sin siciliT brundeba...
axla yvelani icinian.
cota xanic da soflis Tavze gadaiquxebs jangiras Tofi.
axali weli ki jer isev Sors ari.
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axla Tqven axal weliwads naZvis xiT xvdebiT.
`naZvis xe~ datvirTulia girliandebiT da brWyviala mosarTavebiT. yvelaferi
anTia, yvelaferi elavs — `girCebic~, `msxlebic~, `vaSlebic~, `yurZnis mtevnebic~ da, raRa Tqma unda, `varskvlavebic~. naZvis xe wina dRes, ufro sworad
axali wlis mobrZanebis wina saaTebSi irTveba, raTa, roca saaTi Tormetjer
dahkravs, yvelaferi erTbaSad aanTos da sazeimo elferi miiRos.
uwin Cven ise gvegona, TiTqos yovelive amas tye gvigzavnida im namdvil naZvis
xesTan erTad, romelsac namdvili wiwvebi hqonda da sunic naZvisa asdioda.
gvqonda ki sofelSi naZvis xe?
iyo ki maSin amdeni bryWviala mosarTavi da girliandi?
ara yofila.
da saaxalwlodac isev bunebis imedada vrCebodiT:
idga tyidan Camotanili naZvi.
totebze ekida namdvili msxlebi da vaSlebi, namdvili CurCxelebi...…
aqa-iq TeTrad moCanda bamba (viTomda Tovliao).
da enTo oriode pawia sanTeli.
Cven esec gvixaroda da gvjeroda, rom yovelive tyidan iyo gamogzavnili mekvle papas mier. mniSvneloba ara hqoda imas, rom naZvis totebze Camokidebul
xilsac vcnobdiT, mTavari iyo dajereba, mTavari iyo TamaSi saaxalwlo warmodgenisa. unda dagvejerebina mekvle papac da mis mier xurjiniT gamogzavnili
nobaTic. unda CavbmuliyaviT TamaSSi, romelic sagangebod, swored CvenTvis wamoewyoT dedas, mamas, papas, bebos da SeTqmulebiviT garigebodnen im viRac uxilav mekvles, romelic axla, am siciveSi, sadRac daTovlil tyeSi iyo da mTvares Sescqeroda, raTa droze dasdgomoda gzas da zustad saaxalwlod moeRwia
Cvenamde.
nela gadioda dro...
jer SuaRame ar iqneboda damdgari, rom mama kedlidan gadmoiRebda im Tofs,
axalwlis Sesaxvedrad kargad rom gawminda. axla, oTaxis kuTxeSi mdgari,
eloda raRacas, raRa raRacas, axali weli unda mosuliyo da swored axal
wels eloda Tavisi datenili TofiT. mere ufro da ufro mouTmenloba ipyrobda da waramara saaTs Sescqeroda, Zvelebur, gugulis saaTs da Cvenc arasodes
ase mouTmenlad ar davlodebivarT im patara guguls, romelic ha da ha, unda
gamovardniliyo sarkmlidan da daeZaxa: `gugu!~
aha, gamoxta, aha, daiZaxa!
mama gadis saxlis aivanze da Tofs isvris. griali Tofisa mTel im aremares
SesZravs, sofelze gadaivlis da, TiTqos niSani miscao, mamas Tofs mTeli ubnis meTofeni uerTdebian. Tofs yvela isvris, mdidaric da Raribic, didi jalabis patronnic da martoxelanic. ojaxma Tofi aucileblad unda gaisrolos,
avi sulebi daafrTxos, axal wels kari gauRos da mSvidobiani mosvla usurvos. maxsovs es griali Tofebisa. es CaxaCuxi. es mkrTali naTeli, yoveli saxlis Tu qoxis sarkmlidan rom gamokrToda da sawyali petre uRaribesi, uqoneli, mudam raRacis momCivani da momlodine, Tofic ki rom ar gaaCnda avi sulebis dasafrTxobad da Tavis erTi bewo saCexSi gadmomdgari, mTeli ubnis Tofebis xmas yviriliT uerTdeboda: `ehe-heee!~ gasZaxoda sibneles petre da Tan
cols uxmobda, gareT gamodi, vera xedav, modis axali weli zaTqiTa da grgvinviTo, mivexmauroT, miveferoT, iqneba rac Zvelma ar gaimeta, aman mainc gaimetoso. petres coli — ninuca qmars rom eCxubeboda, Sin Semo, kaco, ra turasaviT
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gahkivi, Tu kaci xar, Tofi gaisrole, Tu ara da daircxvine mainc, Seni yviriliT axali weli sul ar daafrTxo, gverdiT ise ar Cagviaros, Cveni saxlisken
piric ar moabrunoso. es vicodiT yvelam. es yvirilic yvelas gagvegona. is sityvebic wlidan wlamde meordeboda. amitom iyo, rom erT did tyvias mama lulaSi Cadebda, Caxmaxs Seayenebda, RimiliT gaswevda petres saxlisken, avidoda mis
aivanze da petres aivnidanac daiquxebda Tofi! amitom iyo, rom axalwlis dilas, bebo, tabakze dawyobili nairnairi nugbariT, pirdapir ninucas qoxisken
gaswevda (didi daqaloba hqondaT), axal wels miulocavda da karga xanic darCeboda... ras akeTebdnen iq? qeifobdnen — Rvinos wrupavdnen Tu bebos miwvdil
xils miirTmevdnen? an iqneb tirodnen kidec? — es aravin icoda. arc Cven da
arc TviT petrem, romelic, aseT dros, Tavis mxriv aucileblad Cveni ojaxis
stumari iyo.
win gaviWeriT.
petres ojaxis sacodaobam dagvaviwya axalwlis Ramis zar-zeimi, romelic nelnela miwyda. Tofebi daicala. eSmakeuli dafrTxa da axalma welma, ise, rom
ezo oTxiv kuTxiv xsnili hqonda, Cvens ojaxSi Semoabija. iqiT, did darbazSi,
magidas Semousxdnen deda, mama, bebo, papa da Wabuki biWebi. yvelani Sin arian,
mTeli jalabi. axal wels yvela Tavis ojaxSia, stumrianoba mere iwyeba. axla
xmadabla laparakoben, nel-nela wrupaven Rvinos (saxvaliod Tavs inaxaven), Seeqcevian saWmels da tkbileuls, Cven ki am sazeimo siCumeSi ukve Tvlema gvereva. axali weli ki movida, magram jer ar mosula mekvle. jer ar daukakunebia
saxlis karze...
es xval moxdeba, dilaadrianad...
meore diliT — swored mekvles Zaxilze viRviZebT.
mekvle vin gveyolebao, mTeli wina dReebi axali wlisa, amaze iyo laparaki.
ai, SarSan ro mekvle gvyavda, kargi fexi hqonda, mosavalic kargi movida da
arc vinme gamogvclia xelidano...
arc ro avad gamxdara vinmeo?
vin iyo SarSan mekvleo?
vina da CvenebianT patara biWi, — giorgio...
maS raRa gvaq saZebni, isev CvenebianT vuTxraT, dilaadrianad gamoawyon da gamogzavnono.
axla swored es giorgi dgas Ria karTan gaRimebuli.
jer garedan dauZaxia: ojaxiSvileboo!
mere, kari rom gauRes — `Semovdgi fexi, gwyalobdeT RmerTio!~ (rogorc daariges).
amasobaSi Cvenc wamovcvivdiT loginidan da mekvles garSemo SemovexvieT.
mekvlemac aiRo da tkbileuli Camogviriga.
(sxva dros, vici, ar gaimetebda).
bolos TviTonac taxtze daabrZanes. garSemo sul nair-nairi tkbileuli Semoudges da swored maSina Tqva Cvenma mekvlem giorgim is, rac sxvebma ki daijeres (sxvebi icinodnen), magram Cven ara: gindaT Tu ara, axali weli me varo.
Sena xar, maS vinao? — isev icinodnen Cvenebi. yvelaze ufro ki bebo icinoda
da taxtze dabrZanebul giorgis dasZaxoda, biWo, nu farTxaleb, darbaislurad
ijeqi, Tore wels kruxic ifarTxalebs da kvercxebs sul dagvimtvrevso. Cven
xom metic ar gvindoda da axla am `kruxma~ gagvagiJa. Tanac iman, rom giorgi
marTla giorgi iyo, Cveni mekvle da axali weli varo, tyuilad iCemebeda. da
aravin icis, saqme riTi damTavrdeboda, Tu ara isev Cveni bebo, SuaSi rom Cagvidga, gagvaSvela da gviTxra: ra gaCxubebT, ai, mec gagimzadeT tkbileuli,
Tqvenc wadiT mekvled, daabereT giorgiani da Tqvenc `axali weli~ iqnebiTo.
amis Tqmaze yvelani Jivil-xiviliT wamovcvivdiT da, roca bebom patara, TeTrtilogadafarebuli xonCebi saTiTaod dagvaWerina, mezoblebisa da moyvrebis
gzas gavudeqiT.
raRa gzas, gadaviareT ezo, gadavWeriT orRobe da Cvenc daviZaxeT:
— ojaxiSvilebo!
maSinve gamogvegebnen.
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gaivlis dReebi da Cven isev axali wliT viqnebiT gabruebulni.
axali wlis sixaruli sxva yvelafers dagvaviwyebs. SeiZleba isic ki gvegonos,
rom am qveynad mxolod sixaruli sufevs. uzrunvelyofa da udardeloba mogveZaleba. aki vinatreT, kidec, netav sul axali weli iyoso... magram am sixarulSi
Turme ramdeni ram gamogvrCa. Cven gugulis Zaxils velodiT da marto imis fiqrSi viyaviT, rodis aiRebda mama Tofs da aivanze rodis gavidoda. mere Cvenc
gavcvivdiT da vusmendiT, ra baTqa-buTqi ismoda zamTris mokrialebul civ,
mTvarian RameSi da sul dagvaviwyda papa da bebo, romelnic am dros buxarTan
isxdnen da axali wlis mosvlas xmis amouReblad elodnen. netavi raze fiqrobdnen, netavi rad iyvnen daRonebulebi? ras niSnavda maTTvis Zvelis gacileba?
ras elodnen axlisagan? rad dauZaxaT dedam, Tqvenc gamodiT, naxeT, ra ambavia
aRa mahmad-xanis Semosevas hgavso, — magram isini arc ki wamomdgaran, kvlav uZravad isxdnen erTmaneTis gverdiT, erTmaneTs mxarmibmulni da buxris cecxls
Cascqerodnen. ras eubnebodaT iseTs es buxris cecxli, vidre Tofis xmauri da
yiJina etyodaT?
es axali wlis sevdaa.
amas Tqven jer ver mixvdebiT.
saamisod cxovrebis grZeli gza unda gaiaroT da siberis moaxloeba igrZnoT.
amTaviTve ki cudi ar iqneba, gaxsovdeT: axali wlis sixarulis gverdiT arsebobs axali wlis sevda. am sevdas, Tqvengan dafarulad atareben papebi da bebiebi. Tqven am sevdisagan jer Sorsa xarT, Tqven jer gareT gadiT...
gareT zamTris mziani dRea. aq aTasgvari mxiaruleba gvelis...
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zamTris `mTavari saqme~ gundaobaa. gundaoba xelCarTuli brZolaa. brZolis
vels gamarjvebuli is tovebs, vinc bevri mowinaaRmdege gaxvia TeTr TovlSi.
magram yvelaze ufro is gundaoba hgoniaT vaJkacuri, aTiode biWi rom moiyris
Tavs da gogoebs Causafrdeba. am dros, Tu marTla vaJkaci xar, gunda wyliT ar
unda daasvelo, zedmetad ar unda gaamagro, rom gogos araferi avno. gunda
msubuqi unda iyos da msubuqad moefinos imas, visac amdeni xania gulis fancqaliT elodi. ra Tqma unda, yiJinas rom dascem, mofrTxilebazec Znelad ifiqreb, magram sircxvili ar agcdeba, Tu Seni rCeuli Sin atirebuli mivida da
Zmebs SesCivla, damilurja loyao. gundis saxeSi mortyma rogor SeiZleba! gunda marTla brZola ki ar gaxlavT, xumrobaa, gasarTobi da mxiaruli xumroba.
magram zamTris mravalgvar gasarTobSi gundaobac male mogwyindeba.
cigaoba ki sul sxvaa, — mouwyinari da ufro amyoli.
ciga Seni xeliT unda gaakeTo: ori swori msxvili ficari aiRo, Ziri gluvad
gausufTao da wverebic imgvarad aumrgvalo, rom TovlSi cxviriT ar wavides.
mere zemodan Txeli ficrebi daakra, saxeluradac erTi Tasma Seaba da cigac
mzad aris. sacigao adgili xom viciT. SarSanac iq vcigaobdiT, SarSanwinac da
imis winac. sacigao adgili Cveni ferdobia, Sua ubanSi, an ubnis TavSi. yvela
ubans Tavisi ferdobi aqvs da cigaobac iq imarTeba. aris Sejibri, zemodan daSveba, kotriali, TovlSi amosvra, dajaxeba, vin wina da vin ukana! daeSvebi, mihqrixar da zamTris civi haeri saxeSi gcems TiTqos gagwkeplao. amasac arafrad
agdeb da ase ggonia, haerSi mivfrinav an meranze gadamjdari velze mivqrivaro.
bolos CaeSvebi xramisken da amokotrialdebi.
axla ar ginda isev zemoT asvla? fexebi TiTqos aRar gemorCileba. es cigac
aRar mogdevs, magram yvelani zemoT midian da Senc, meti ra gza gaqvs, sxvebs
xom ar CamorCebi, unda waxvide.
mere yvelaferi isev Tavidan iwyeba.
Soriaxlos gogonebi dganan da Semogcqerian. ici, rom arc imaTTvis aris sulerTi, vin win iqneba da vin ukan. ici, rom imaTac hyavT TavianTi rCeulebi da
am rCeulTa Soris ar SeiZleba Senc ar iyo...
magram is ra wamomarTula zed gzis piras? vin dadga, vin gamoZerwa, rogora
hgavs kacsa... kacia da arc ari kaci...
Tovlis kaci!
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yvelani gavrbivarT da Tovlis, kacs garSemo vexveviT, vaTvalierebT, gvinda
rom namdvil kacsa hgavdes. is ki namdvilic ari da arc ari namdvili. viRacas
Tovlis didi `qva~ upovia da kaci iqidan gamouZerwavs. `qvis~ mopoveba ki ar
aris Zneli. aiRe patara gunda Tovlisa, cota Seamagre, mere miagde Tovlze da
daiwye agoreba am gundisa. agorebuli gunda, rac axal da axal Tovlis fenas
ikravs, Sens Tvalwin diddeba da male ise mZimdeba, erTi aRar eyofi, Tu sxvac
ar mogveSvela, amodena Tovls Zvrasac veRar uzam. mere is `sxvebic~ modian da
nel-nela, xvneSiT mogoravs es Cveni burTi Tovlian vakeze, vidre mTlad ar
damZimdeba, qvasaviT ar Camkvrivdeba da vidre Sesafer adgils ar movuZebniT. es
adgili ki aucileblad gamosaCeni unda iyos, sadac meti gamvlel-gamomvlelia.
Cven Tovlis Zegls vdgamT, Zegls ki mudam sapatio adgili Sehferis.
mere mova niCabiT ostati, `saWreTelsac~ moiyolebs da iwyeba Zerwva.
jer zedmet Tovls CamovacilebT da am veeba gundas tanwerwetas gavxdiT. axla
xelebi gvWirdeba da xelebsac gamovZerwavT. kacs xom Tavic unda hqondes da
TavisaTvis, sxva, ufro momcro gundas avagorebT, axla saxe iZerweba. cxvirad
an naZvis girCs mivabamT saxeze, an patara Tunuqis mils. Tvalebs naxSiriT CavuSavebT. naxSirisave eqneba warbebi. tuC-kbilsac naxSiris natexebiT gavuwyobT...
raRa darCa? kacia da qudic aucileblad unda exuros. miT ufro, rom zamTaria, uqudod Sescivdeba kidec, gansakuTrebiT RamiT, roca mowmendil caze varskvlavebi dasxdebian da yinvac mouWers. da aha, qudic! viRaca Zirgavardnil,
Jangian vedros moarbeninebs da Cvens Tovlis kacs Tavze axuravs. Jangiani eZaxe
da mouxda kidec. dgas darbaislurad, doinjSemoyrili, cxvirabzekili, Tavisi
`fafaxiT~ da darbaiseli kacisaTvis cota ar iyos Seufereblad ikriWeba.
Cven garSemo davrbivarT da varT erT yofaSi.
viRaca gundas isvris.
viRaca Cxubobs, emand Tovlis kacs ar moartyaT, cxviri ar moaZroT, isedac
didi dRe ar uweriao...
marTlac, wamic ar gasula da viRacis gunda Tovlis kacs xels Camotexavs. `moqandake~ jer nawyenia, mere aiRebs Tovls da xels isev miabams...
da mainc, ratom ar uweria didi dRe? zamTari zamTaria, magram mzes mainc Tavisi gaaqvs. Cveni Tovlis kaci nel-nela dnobas iwyebs, jer yurebi daupataravdeba, mere Tavi, bolos sulac daileva da ai, maSin ki dgeba dro, rom gundebiT
masac SeeTamamon da yvelaferi dasruldes...
ras izam, amqveynad yvelafers Tavisi dasasruli aqvs.
axla kakanaTi?
kakanaTic zamTris TamaSia, magram gunda-cigasaviT uwyinari ki ara, cota ar
iyos sevdiani. dasasruli aqvs sevdiani, rasac TamaSi arc eTqmis. kakanaTi nadirobaa, Citebze nadiroba. Citebi ki ufro metad is beRurebi arian, romlebic
zamTrobiT ar gvRalatoben, sicives arafrad agdeben, CvenTan rCebian da CvenTan erTad elodebian gazafxulis mosvlas.
Citebs lastsac ugeben. aiReben patara lasts da erT mxares joxs Seuyeneben.
joxs qvemoT, wverze, grZeli kanafi aqvs gamobmuli. kanafis wveri Cven, Soriaxlos mimalulebs (sabZelSi, gomurSi, an saCexSi) gviWiravs. lastis qveS satyuaria mofenili — qeri an Svria, xorbali an simindi. beRurebs SiaT. zafxulSic
sul saxlebis garSemo trialeben da zamTarSi xom lamis Sinac Semovidnen. rogorc ki Tvals mohkraven, lastis qveS sakenki `daviwyebiaTo~, jer frTxilad
dazveraven midamos, mere lastTan moiyrian Tavs da sxvebsac mouxmoben. modiT,
movgrovdeT, naxeT, ras mivageniTo. bolos yvelaze ufro guladni lastis qveSac SeZvrebian... jer davicadoT, jer bevrma moiyaros Tavi, jer bevri guladi
mogrovdes... da roca lastis qveS marTla blomad moiyrian Tavs beRurebi, gamoswev kanafs da lasti qveS daiyolebs beRurebs. vinc gadarCa, gadarCa, erTbaSad moswydnen miwas da gafrindnen. vinc lastma daitana...
sastiki `TamaSia~.
aki giTxariT, TamaSi arc eTqmis...
`kakanaTi~ raRaa? amaze erTi moTxroba movisminoT iakob gogebaSvilis `bunebis
karidan~. moTxrobas swored `kakanaTi~ hqvia:
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`Sua zamTaria. gareT sTovs da Zalian civa, magram me da Cveni patara biWi vasua am ambavs sruliadac arafrad ar vagdebT da boslis karTan atuzulni Zalian gul-modgineT vuyurebT erTs aTiode nabijze dagebuls kakanaTsa. kakanaTi sruliad damalulia TovlSi, garda samiode puris marcvlisa, romelnic asxmulni arian da elian eSmaks beRura Citebsa... mofrindeba patara eSmaki Citi,
dainaxavs marcvalsa, miva, Cahkravs, Cahkravs... kap... daecema kakanaTi da CaeWireba
kiserSi rkali Cvens patara Cituniasa.
Cven sul-ganabulebi vuyurebT kakanaTs patara WuWrutanidam.
Citebma daiwyes kakanaTTan mogroveba. erTi maTgani gamogogda kidec kakanaTisken, aur-Cauara mas, ipovna mis axlo oriode puris marcvali da erTbaSad ylanWi gaadina. ai, daupirdapira kakanaTsac da... Cahkra erTi... Cven sixarulisagan
yelSi sisxli mogvawva. gulma Zaga-Zugi dagviwyo.
— `momeca!~ — iZaxis vasiko, — `momeca, sacaa daecema!~ da rac SeuZlian, iWyiteba WuWrutunaSi. magram am dros kakanaTis dacemis xmis magier moismis
fr..r..r.. da Citebi aiSlebian. imaTma amSlelma, erTma viRacam, axmaxma, nabadSi
gaxveulma kacma arxeinad Camoiara kakanaTisken, TiTqos aq araferiao,wamohkra
kakanaTs Tavisi totyi fexebi da amoagdo Tovlidan.
— `mogtydes kiseri, gagixmes fexebi!~ — misZaxis mas ukan gul-daTuTquli vasiko~.
veraferi daiWires biWebma.
xan vin SeuSalaT xeli, xan vin...
`eg aris, kakanaTzed iare, Svilo kakanaTzed! eg gacxovrebs ai!~ — meubneba mamaCemi. — `ahyolixar mag giJ biWsa da mTeli dRe dasdevT Citebsa!~
da raRa Tqma unda, rogorc yvela moTxrobas, rac ki iakob gogebaSvils `bunebis karSi~ Seutania, Tavisi mTavari saTqmeli, mohyveba. moTxrobis dasasruls
patara gmiri ambobs:
`da amitom, mamiCemis sityvebis Semdeg, vdgevar gaocebuli erTs alagas da vfiqrob, Tu raT aris Cemi amxanagi vasua giJi da kidev raRac saSinels `cxovrebazed~, romelsac mamaCemi magonebs yovel cis-mare dRe...~
moTxroba TiTqos `Segonebis~ gareSe darCa, magram Cven mainc viciT, ras niSnavs
kakanaTi, ratom aris vasiko `giJi~ da ras niSnavs sityva `cxovreba~...
uWirs zamTarSi yovel suliers, — kacsac da pirutyvsac.
vinc gaisarja da zafxuli mZime SromaSi gaatara, iman xo, Tavi zamTarSic SeiZleba gaitanos, misTvis zamTari sixarulis momgvrelic iqneba... magram visac
cota sarCoRa darCa sazamTrod?
magram Rimilis gareSe arc zamTari Caivlis. RimiliT gviyveba erTi igavi erTi
ojaxis cxovrebaze... sizarmaciT iyo cnobili es ojaxi. mTeli zafxuli ise gaivlida, arafers inaRvlida zamTrisaTvis. erT xels ar gamoiRebda, marto fanduri, simRera da mxiaruleba uyvardaT. da swored maSin, pirvel Tovls rom Camohyrida, mTeli ojaxi damwkrivdeboda da pirs mindvrisaken izamda. sofelma
winaswar icoda, raca xdeboda da siciliT misZaxoda, saiT gagiweviaT, romel
moyvrebTan misdixarTo? maSin moixedavdnen mobuzulni, siciviT akankalebulni
da ityodnen: batonian xodabunebSi mivdivarT, TavTavi unda avkrifoTo.
TavTavis krefa ukve iciT, rac aris.
SeiZleba am arakSi cota ram gazviadebuli iyos, cota ram sicilisaTvis mogonili, magram xelTupyar da zarmac ojaxs ki kargad gvixatavs.
zamTarSi uWirT nadir-frinvelTac...
roca mTa da tye, mdinare da Wala gadalesilia TovliT, roca yinvas gauTangavs yvelaferi, yoveli sulieri mainc adamianisken iswrafvis, adamianisgan
elis xsnas.
im wels didTovloba iyo, mTaSi yvelaferi gaqra, xis totebsac ki veRar mokvnetda suldgmuli da erTbaSad tyis binadarni soflisken daiZrnen.
erTma iremma Tavisi sicocxle adamianis sindiss da adamianur bunebas miando.
wamovida. gamohyva tyis bilikebs, gadmoiara mindvrebi da orRobeebi da wynarad,
TiTqos guSinac aq iyoo, sofels moadga. swored iq gadmouxtnen xorcisa da
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sisxlis mwyurvali `vaJkacebi~ da erTmaneTSic ciloba atyda, vin dainaxa pivelad, vin Seaswro Tvali da pirveli tyviis uflebac vis hqonda.
iremi ki modioda, rogorc ganwiruli, dinji, fexauCqarebeli da mTeli arsebiT
soflis sibrZnes mindobili, yuradRebas aravis aqcevda.
albaT am simSvidem ixsna igi aucilebeli sikvdilisagan.
is moadga WiSkars da gaCerda, rogorc Cerdeba saRamo xans saZovridan mobrunebuli marCenali Zroxa.
WiSkridan aseve auCqareblad gamovida papa, jer gaxevda `stumris~ danaxvaze, mere irems WiSkari gauRo.
iremi ezoSi Sevida.
papam, TiTqos guSinac am stumars umaspinZldebodao, sabZlidan gamoitana erTi
iRlia Tiva da irems dauyara.
iremma erTi gadaxeda WiSkarTan mdgar `vaJkacebs~ da Tivisken daixara.
im wuTSi dedamiwaze is harmonia sufevda, razec ase ocnebobs vaJa-fSavelas
Svlis nukri.
TviTon tye, TviTon buneba indobs ki adamians?
iqneb indobs kidec...
wlebis win, mTis erT sofelSi, patara biWi daikarga. erTi kvira eZebes da versad ipoves. mere ZebnaSi mTeli qveyana Caeria. bolos miagnes. wiflis msxvil,
xavsian totze ipoves miZinebuli.
ram gadaarCina erTi kviriT dakarguli biWi?
marto tyis xilma? wablma da maJalom, pantam da Sindma?
iqneb mSobliurma tyem ver gaimeta Tavisi Svili...
da, ginda Tu ara, unda daijero, rom im gzaabneul biWs Tavis sazrdos sTavazobdnen xeebi. nanas umRerdnen muxis da Telis foTlebi, amxnevebdnen mTis wyaroebi. iqve, axlos, darajad edgnen Svlebi da irmebi. Tu safrTxe eloda, Tavs
dasZaxoda da aRviZebda Cxikvi. qednebi ki gzas aswavlidnen, Tavqve dahye mdinares da mdinare aucileblad barSi Cagiyvanso.
magram biWi patara iyo da ar icoda xeebis, wyaroebis, frinvelebis ena. maT enas
swavlobs sibrZneSi Sesuli mindia, raTa es sibrZne Cvenc gagviziaros, Tu, ra
Tqma unda, movisurveT am sibrZnis gaziareba da Tu guldawyvetilni, an sulac
gagulisebulni ar gavbrundiT Sinisaken imis gamo, rom is tyidan wamosuli
iremi moxucma papam Seivrdoma da ar dagvaneba mosaklavad.
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dRisiT Tovs. RamiT ca mokrialdeba da yinavs.
magram cxovreba Tavisi gziT midis. ymawvili swavlobs, glexkaci muSaobs: qalebi sarTavs da jaras Semosxdomian, papa da dideda zRaprebs hyvebian. balRebs kvlav uxariaT Tovli. ratom mainc da mainc balRebs? didebsac uxariaT!
swored glexs uTqvams Tovlze: `amis ukeTess ras naxavs kacis Tvalio, vici,
rom zamTars Tovlians Tan mosdevs mosavalio~. ase yofila, ase Tqmula: Tovliani zamTris mere kargi mosavali modiso. Cven ki ukve viciT, rom sofleli
kaci, ra drosac ar unda iyos, zafxuli Tu zamTari, mudam mosavalze da Wirnaxulze fiqrobs, es aris misi saqme — pur-Rvinos moyvana, Wirnaxulis moweva,
qveynis dapureba.
Cveni mTavari saqme raRaa?
swavla!
`swavlis Ziri mware iyo~ da es ymawvils maSinve unda scodnoda, roca pirvelad saswavleblis gzas gauyenebdnen. aman daawerina niko lomours leqsi yinvisa da patara mowafis brZolaze:
`TovliT dafenils trials mindorsa
TiTqos Rrma ZiliT wasZineboda,
da xSirsa tyesa, Cadr-wamosxmulsa,
saxe sruliad gaSeSeboda...~
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zamTaria da am siCumiT moculs mindorSi yinva TandaTan Zlierdeba, mefurad
dabrZandeba da Tan Tvals ar aSorebs datkepnil gzas, iqneb vinme mgzavri gamoCndes da win davxvdeo.
`agera kidec gzaze gamoCnda
bavSvi wignebiT iRliaSia!
Cqari nabijiT, cocxali saxiT
micunculebda is skolaSia.
yinvam maSinve misken mimarTa
da mrisxanebiT gadudga wina:
bavSvo, sulelo, mswrafl miaZaxa,
girCev axlave dabrunde Sina~.
patara mowafe, cxadia, ar epueba yinvas. Cvenc masTan erTad gvciva, masTan erTad viyinebiT, bolos ki masTan erTad swrafad movkurcxlavT skolisaken.
bavSvma sZlia yinvas, bavSvma da swavlis wyurvilma!
bolos ki gvaxarebs leqsis striqonebi:
`mirbis patara, mirbis da... ager
skolis fanjara, cecxlis Suqica!
sul daaviwyda maSinve imas
yinvac da misi baqi-buqica~
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axla zamTaria. gaTenda da yurSi CagZaxian, adeqi, cecxli ukve davanTeT, Tbilad Caicvi da skolaSi gaiqeci, ar dagagviandeso. Senc viTom ar gesmis, gulSi
fiqrob, netavi erTxel mimalulina Tvali am Tbil loginSio. magram yvelani
Cqaroben, xan deda dagadgeba Tavze, xan bebo, xan papa. Tan viTom geferebian,
Tan gemuqrebian, Tu ar wamodgebi, icode, axlave mamaSens davuZaxebTo. mamisa
gerideba da cota geSinia kidec, Tvals ifSvnet, amTqnareb, izmorebi, aqeT-iqiT
ixedebi, viTomda axlaRa gavige, ra gindaTo da wamodgebi. cecxli marTla daunTiaT. oTaxSi Tbila. Senc Tbilad icmev, Tavzec Tbil quds ixurav, CanTaSi
SoT purs da yvels Caideb, bebo erT vaSlsac moayolebs da ukve rixianad, viTomc araferiao, gareT gadixar.
gareT Tovli devs. wuxel isev mouTovia. WiSkramde ki gaukvalavs papas, swored
SenTvis, skolaSi adrianad iqneba wasasvlelio, magram WiSkris iqiT? nakvalevic rom ara Cans? bevri-bevri, erT urems gaevlos an cxenosans da imis nakvalevs axla Sen unda mihyve, midixar da Tan gulSi geamayeba, marto xar, mefe
xar mTeli am miCumebuli, daTovlili midamosi. aTasSi erTxel yvavi dagCxavlebs kaklidan da, TiTqos gangebo, Tovls Sig kiserSi Cagayris. Sen viTom brazob, yvavs gasWyivi, am TovlSi sad unda moigdo kenWi, Torem kenWsac esrodi da
isev gzas ganagrZob. xan micuraob, xan garbixar, xan isev fexs Seaneleb da fiqrob: ra lamazia es oxeri Tovli!
cota xanic da Saraze vasiko gamovardeba.
iqiTa ezodan nodara morbis.
axla ukve samni varT. erTmaneTs xelsa vkravT, TovlSi vagoravebT, Tu TavdaRmarTs wavadeqiT, CavimuxlebiT da mivsrialebT.
heheheee! gaumarjos zamTars! gaumarjos Tovlis fantelebs.
ager skolac da aJivJivebuli bavSvebic.
erTada varT da arc Tovlisa gveSinia, arc yinvisa.
gadavdivarT skolis gzaze da modis Cveni aniko maswavlebeli. gulze rveulebi
miuxutebia, rogorc icis xolme, da erTs cerad gadmogvxedavs. Cven Tavebs davxriT da gverdze gadamdgarni mivesalmebiT. isic Tavs dagviqnevs, Cagvivlis da
Cvenc, meti ra gza gvaqvs, Cumad, fexakrebiT gavyvebiT mis kvals.
egeTia skola da swavla.
aniko maswavlebelic gviyvars da Cveni skolac.
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isic xo, Cveni ar iyos, dilaadrianad adga da am muxlamde TovlSi aqeT wamovida.
CvenTvis ar wamovida?
an es CvenTvis ar mosula dilaadrianad skolaSi, Cveni daraji svimana, mocinari, Zalze keTili kaci? CvenTvis ar aunTia Rumeli, ra ari, movlen da siTbo
daxvdeTo? mere ra, rom Rumeli male Caiwva da SeSac cota gvaqvs, dasvenebaze
SemovexveviT garSemo da vTbebiT. gogoebi gveCxubebian, Cven migviSviTo, magram
yurs vin ugdebs, vidre isev maswavlebeli ar Semova da ar ityvis, kacebi xarT
da gogoebiviT exveviT Rumelso. mere isev zari dairekeba, CamovrigdebiT im gadaxunebul merxebze da iwyeba `sufTa wera~...
bindisas yvelani erTad gavrbivarT Sinisaken. sicivea, magram Cveni Jriamuli mainc mTel sofels edeba, nametnavad maSin, Tu Cveni ariTmetikis maswavlebeli
daro ar gamoCnda, surdo Seeyara da gakveTili gagvicda. o, rogor gviyvars im
wuTebSi daro maswavlebeli, Sinac ki veaxlebodiT da vkiTxavdiT, rogor
brZandebiTo, magram Sin misvla ar SeiZleba, Sin xlebas ver gavubedavT.
Caval Cvensa, vecemi erT jam lobios. bebo meCxubeba, nela Wame, Seirge, sad geCqareba, swavlas xom morCio, magram yurs vin ugdebs? vici, ratomac meCqareba,
magram xom ar vityvi? ai, garedan ukve stvena ismis. vici, vici, vinc ustvens. vaniko mobrZanebula, yelze didis ambiT Surduli Camoukidia da maniSnebs, Citebze sanadirod wavideTo. aba ras daumalav da, beboc ukve yvelafers xvdeba, gareT gamodis da vanikos ealerseba, Sin SemobrZandi, ra gare-gare dadixar, ra
xania Seni xma aRar gamigiao, sxvafriv rogora brZandebi, rogor gikiTxoTo. vici, rasaca niSnavs es `brZandebi~ da saiTac umiznebs bebo. bolos TaviT fexamde Seavlebs Tvals vanikos da xels Surdulze utacebs, es raRa jandabaao? ra
olariviT Camogikidnia, romeli mRvdeli Sena xaro? aki giTxari, am Citebs daanebeT Tavio. mag xocva-Jletas, aiRoT da sakenki dauyaroT, ar girCevniaTo? isinic sulierebi arian, sicocxle imaTac uxariaTo.
vuyureb vanikos da vici, sacaa, tirils daiwyebs.
netavi ar itiros!
Citebs vin aRar dasdevs, raRa Cven gvekrZaleba, raRa Cven gavxdiT TiTiT saCveneblebi?
Zalianac kargi — vaniko ar tiris... gabutuli gabrundeba, zurgs Segvaqcevs da
Sinisaken midis.
samagierod me aRar minda aRarc amaTi lobio da aRarc amaTi mwnili, wamovxtebi, taxtze pirqve mivegdebi da vtiri.
ra gatirebso?
romeli ra matirebs, Zmakaci saxlidan gamigdes...
vitire da gavCumdi. papam gamaCuma da papaze ufro isev bebom, ai, is rom Tqva,
damidges Tvali, im balRs lobioc ki ar davusxi, vin icis, rogor moundao.
axla isev Zveleburi beboa da meti ra gzaa, gulSi yvelaferi unda vapatio.
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mTeli ojaxi Sin ari.
cecxlTan isev koWobi miudgamT. koWobi Tixis patara qoTania, lobios mosaxarSad sagangebod gamomwvari, da axla Sig mxiarulad TuxTuxebs saxvalio lobio. cecxlze raRa dgas? iqneb simindi mogvexarSa? taro ki ara, darCeuli,
TeTri simindi, mTeli dRe rom unda xarSva. meore dilisaTvis ki ise gadaiSleba, rogorc bati-butma icis. an iqneb korkoti ixarSeba? magram sakorkote xorbals axla RerRaven, xelsafqvavze.
xo, lobio TuxTuxebs da simindi ixarSeba. Tu vinme karze daiZaxebs da stumrad Semoivlis, im damarilebul lors gamoaCenen, Roris dakvlis dros rom Caawyves did kasrSi, axla ki cecxlis kvamlze iboleba. yvelic iqve gudaSia, da
imitom hqvia gudis yveli, mwyemsebma Camoitanes mTidan. kidev ra Camoitanes
mwyemsebma? matyli! da bebom es matyli sagangebod gaasufTava da dawewa. dawewil matyls axla buxris piras CeCavs. saamisod mama-papas saCeCeli gamougonia.
saCeCeli ficrisaa. ficris sadgamze ficrisave konusi aqvs dakruli. konusis
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Tavze mtkavlis sigrZe basri lursmnis `kbilebi~ aqvs or rigad gayolebuli.
bebo fardagze mokecila. cali fexi saCeClis konusSi Seurgavs (asea wesi, ase
damagrdeba saCeCeli) erTi muWa dawewili matyli auRia, saCeClis kbilebze Camoagebs, gamowewavs da isev Camoagebs. xels alersiT gadausvams da isev Tavidan
Camoawewavs... da ase, vidre matyli ar daiCeCeba, anu vidre bambasaviT TeTr fafuk fTilas erTxelac ar gadausvams xels (TiTqos marTlac miealersao) da
gverdiT modgmul xonCaSi ar Cadebs.
saRamoa. gareT civa. erTi biZa fandurs aCxakunebs, meore Tofs amzadebs. nadiri soflis gare-gare daZrwis da Tofi Tan unda mqondes, tyeSi mivdivaro. sacaa daRamdeba da aRarc mezobelma Semoixeda. mowyeniloba RamesaviT Semodis
Sin. papa fiqrebSi wasula. neta raze fiqrobs? iqneb gazafxulze? iqneb imaze,
am gazafxuls an moveswrebi da an arao. Tu asea, oriode sityva vuTxraT papas,
fiqridan gamoviyvanoT, gavamxiaruloT. an modiT, raRas vucadoT da Tavisi kbila siyrmis megobari davupatiJoT, gaerTobian, moigoneben im mTisas da am barisas. magram papa Turme amas Cvenze adre fiqrobda da siCumeSi ismis misi wynari
xma: `wadi, biWo, Tedos uTxari, aqeT gadmovides~. biWi garbis, bebo saCeCels
Tavs anebebs. Tedos gadmosvlas patara sufra sWirdeba, iqve, buxris piras, tablaze gaSlili, Tavisi mwniliT, SoTi puriT, yveliT, bolokiT da, raRa Tqma
unda, erTi xelada RviniT. oRond sul ar dalion... bolo xans papas Rvino
aRar uxdeba, mere mTeli Rame wuxs da SfoTian Zil-RviZilSia. papas stumars
vaxSami bebom unda gaumzados da aramc da aramc sxva vinmem. ase iyo TaobiTve
da ase iqneba, vidre bebos muxlebSi Zala aqvs da fexze triali SeuZlia.
rZlebi daCeCil matyls arTaven, raTa mere bawari windebad, paWiWebad, CiTebad,
TaTmanebad, Salebad gadaiqces.
ufrosi rZali xelis wisqvils misjdomia. es wisqvilic fardagze devs da qveS
TeTri, qaTqaTa sufra aqvs dagebuli. `Cveulebrivi wisqvilia~, oRond patara, ha
da ha, or mtkavelze cota meti sigane Tu eqneba. qvac oria, erTi qvemoTa, meore
zemoTa. zemoTa qva, cxadia, gulamoWrilia da qvemoTa qvidan amoCril msxvil,
magar paloze Camocmuli. xisave saxeluri aqvs, isic qvis amoRruntul napirSi
magrad Camjdari. patarZali xorbals xvrelSi yris da saxeluriT qvas atrialebs. mZimea wisqvilis qvis triali, Tundac xelis wisqvili iyos... im saqmes akeTeb, rasac did wisqvilSi wyali akeTebs, dolabsac abruneb da xvimiris magivrobasac Seni muWa swevs. safqvavi, cxadia wminda da gamtkicebuli ver iqneba da
xelsafqvavs es arc moeTxoveba. sakorkote iRerReba da korkots swored xorblis RerRili sWirdeba... ase ifqveba marilic, im cnobili aRzevanidan motanili marili, razedac qarTuli leqsi ambobs: `aRzevans waval marilze, marils
movitan brolsao, jer dedas gadavexvevi, mere Svilsa da colsao~.
Sors iyo es aRzevani da Tanac urmebiT midiodnen. leqsi umReris Svindas da
giSeras (xarebia), romelTac iseTi uremi mihyavT, as qvabsac ki gauZlebs. RerZi
wiflisa aqvs, Tvlebi kaklisa, ube ki larTxebiT da dandlebiT gadabmuli.
aRzevanidan urmebis qaravani marilis qvebiT datvirTuli brundeba. qvamarils
damtvreva sWirdeba, mere ki dafqva... axla, sakorkotes rom morCebian, marilis
dafqvas Seudgebian. buxarSi ki isev tkacunobs cecxli, isev TuxTuxebs lobio.
mwvanilebic ukve CauWriaT, xaxvic, amouzeliaT kidec da oTaxSi sakmazis saamo
surneli dgas. karTan xveleba ismis da aha, Tedoc mosula, papas siyrmis megobari. papa erTbaSad icvleba, fiqri sadRac ifanteba. mTel oTaxSi xalisi SemoiWreba. buxaric gamxiaruldeba. erTmaneTs ras ar exumrebian. Cven aRaravis vaxsovarT.
xval? xval raRa iqneba?
xval qalebi dasxdebian da qsovas daiwyeben, da Tanac bebos mkacri meTvalyureobiT, radgan, bebos TqmiT, qsova ubralo saqme ki ar aris, ostatis saqmea. Tu
ostati ara xar naqsovi ki ara, najRlardi gamogiva.
kidev kargi, biWebsac ar gvaqsovineben. bebom Tqva, ra biWis saqmeao da sixaruliT aRar vicodiT, ra gveqna. ai, Cveni daia nuca ki ZaliT dasves fardagze,
xelSi Cxirebi da bawari misces, gverdiT mousxdnen da eubnebodnen, es Tvali
unda gamoiRo da is Tvalio. netavi es `Tvali~ raRaa? nucas fardagze guli ar
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udgeboda da, albaT fiqrobda, netavi rodis wamovxtebi da biWebs gareT gavyvebi saTovlaodo.
ijda fardagze, Tan xelSi saqsovi Cxirebi eWira, Tan cremli Camosdioda, Tan
Tvali Cvenken eWira. es Cvenebi ki... Tavze edgnen da tuqsavdnen, aba, ras akeTeb,
magre giTxariTo?
Tan sacodavi iyo nuca, Tan sasacilo.
mas mere, roca ki etyodnen, aba, gverdiT mogvijeqi da qsoveo, sul sicili gvindoda da gareT gavrbodiT, bebo Cxubobda, daicaT, gazafxuli dadges, Tqvenc
gamogiCenT saqmeso, Tumca raRa gazafxuli, axlave gaiqeciT da SeSa damiWeriTo. SeSa daWrili ar ario? — veubnebodiT. ari, magram me Tqveni daWrili mindao.
netavi xma ar amogveRo...
Cvenma nucam ki erT dResac dagviZaxa, raRaca Wreli naqsovi gviCvena da gviTxra: ai, me movqsoveo.
ar davijereT!
Tu gindaT, windasac mogiqsovTo.
viciT, ver mogviqsovs. amwinebze saCeCelTan dasves, matylis CeCva unda eswavlebinaT da xeli pirdapir saCeCelis kbilebze Camoago. is tiroda, Cven vicinodiT
da bebo axla Cven mogvda, ra gacinebT, Tqveni da gamwarda da iciniTo? rad Camoigo TiTebi, visi brali iyo? guSin kidev TiTistari ver daabzriala da axla imaze gavicineT da isev Cven gagvamtyunes, daicadeT, qveyana erT dRes ar
aSenebula, naxeT, Tu yvelaferi kargad ar iswavloso. aba, Tqven wadiT da vazi
gasxaliT, Tu gasatyepad ar gagixdeT saqme da Tu nucam Tqvenze ar icinoso.
amaze papa ambobs:
— vazTan magaT rogor mivuSvebo.
da axla nuca icinis.
iqneb marTla mogviqsovos nucam windebi?
ra viciT...
kargi ki iqneba Wreli windebi.
gavalT biWebSi da vityviT, Cvenma dam mogviqsovao.
vici, ar dagvijereben.
ar dagvijereben da nu dagvijereben.
Cven xom gvecodineba, ra yoCaRi da gvyavs.
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ras ar inaxavs maxsovroba... axla, roca zamTars vigoneb, TiTqos xsovnis burusidan gamodis zamTris grZeli Rameebi. skolidan brundebi, moxedvac ver moaswari da ukve Ramea. es Rame gaiweleba da Tu an mezobeli ar gewvia, an Sen ar
gadaxvedi sadme, aRar ici, ra gaakeTo. fanduris wkaruni mogwyinda. TiTqos
aRarc buxris cecxli tkacunobs mxiarulad. aRarc kata garTobs da aRarc
fardagze kotriali. yvelani Sina varT. mama taxtze wamowveba. bebo da papa TavianT adgilze, buxris piras Camosxdebian. bebo saqsovs moimarjvebs, papa joxze Camoeyrdnoba. TiTqos raRacis molodinSi varT da ai, dedas wigni moaqvs...
aba, axla wigni wavikiTxoTo, mravalmniSvnelovnad ambobs da lampas miimarjvebs. umcrosi da-Zmebi katas eTamaSebian, magram imaTac tuqsaven, modiT,
Tqvenc aq CamosxediT, yvelam unda movisminoT, amaze kargs sad ras gaigonebTo.
CamovsxdebiT da iwyeba...
ramdeni ram wavikiTxeT, rac es zamTari dadga da grZeli Rameebi daiwyo. an wina zamTarSi? adre xo bebo gvikiTxavda! aiRebda `bunebis kars~ da daiwyebda:
`daTikos mercxlis WikWiki Zlier uyvarda~.
magram luarsabTan da darejanTan mainc veravin mova. rac Cven vicineT... sicili
rom dacxreboda, papa ityoda, aba eg adgili Tavidan waikiTxeTo da isev vicinodiT. papas yvelaze ufro sut-kneinas oinebi moswonda, bebo lamaziseulze
xiTxiTebda, mama luarsabis Zmaze — daviTze javrobda, viTom egec kaciao! da
ise javrobda, rom axla mamaze vicinodiT. Tqveni ar vici da balRebs ki Zalian
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gviyvardnen oriveni — luarsabi da darejani, Cveni mezoblebi rom yofiliyvnen, sul imaTsa viqnebodiT.
zamTris grZeli saRamo ki midis da sacaa, SuaRamec wamova. deda kiTxvas amTavrebs. sicili dacxra. luarsabi da darejani uremSi Casxdnen da TeleTis gzas
daadgnen. lamaziseulic Casves da isic unda waiyvanon. umisod ver gaZleben.
danarCeni? danarCeni xvalRam iqneba. vnaxoT, gasWris Tu ara TeleTis salocavi.
mere isev wignze laparakoben.
netavi vin igonebs amisTana ambebs da leqsebs? — vfiqrob me.
bebo natrobs, netavi Cven SviliSvilebsac uyvardeT wignio.
papa ambobs, Tuki Cven gviyvardao?
da bebo axla amaze icinis, romeli didi mwignobari Sena myavdio.
papa Tavs idebs, rom wigni (anu wera-kiTxva) jer isev balRma, Tavadis ojaxSi,
mojamagireobisas iswavla.
bebo tols ar udebs da umatebs, rom wigni papaze ufro adre icoda, TviT
mRvdlis colma, fofodiam aswavla da roca papam kiTxvac ar icoda, bebom
`saRmrTo werili~ zepirad daimaxsovra.
esec Sejibrebas hgavs da mTeli ojaxi icinis.
mas Semdeg didi xani gavida...
maSin ra vicodiT, rom papas da bebos marTlac hqoniaT saamayo. vin icoda im
dros wigni? vis SeeZlo `saRmrTo werilis~ zepirad daswavla, an `vefxistyaosnis~ gadawera?
es iyo didi xnis winaT da mogonebac isev burusSi iZireba.
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zamTari ki TiTqos ar iZvris. dro TiTqos gaCerda.
ratom daemsgavsa erTmaneTs dReebi? ratom iqca molodinad yvelaferi? ratom
gvinda, rom raRac Seicvalos? es fantelebic, es gaSiSvlebuli xeebic, zamTris
mTeli mxiarulebac momabezrebeli rad gaxda? Tovls vnatrobdiT da Tovli
aRar gvinda, yovel diliT vixedebiT sarkmlidan da guldawyvetilebi vambobT:
isev Tovs...
dReebi erTferovani xdeba.
yoveli dila erTmaneTs hgavs da arc saRamo gvpirdeba raime gansakuTrebuls.
erTi ram niSani mainc gamoCndes, rac gvagrZnobinebs, rom zamTari gadis da axlovdeba is, romlis saxelsac ukve natvriT vambobT: gazafxuli.
gazafxuli ki mainc ar Cans.
soflis Saraze aTasSi erTxel Tu gaivlis vinme. yvelani Sin SeyuJulan. sofels gareT mze Tu gamoityuebs, mze ki sadRac Rrublebis miRma midis Tavis
gzaze da Cven verc vxedavT.
vinme mainc gamoCndebodes. is vinme saxlebidan sxvebsac gamoityuebs.
ai, isic... jer cxeni moCans burusian gzaze, mere xmac gvesmis... mere cxenis patronic gamoCndeba. viRacas tyidan saTari moaqvs. saTari veeba xea, ZirSi moWrili da cxenze gamobmuli. etyoba ojaxs SeSa ar eyo. gazafxulis mosvla gaWianurda da axla saTari moaqvT, SeSad rom daxerxon, daapon da saxli gaiTbon.
saTaris danaxvaze jer erTi WiSkari iReba, mere meore. baasi xmadabalia, am burusis da am nislis Sesaferi: sad mosWerio, yoran kldesTano... didi Tovlebiao? didia, magram Camotana SeiZlebao. wifeliao? wifelia, magram xmelia, SeSad
gamodgebao. cxenma rogor aTriao? zemoT uWirda, TovlSi fexi efloboda, rac
tyidan gamovediT, ara uSavso.
cxeni gzas ganagrZobs. saTari mixrialebs gayinul Saraze. WiSkarTan gamosulni Tvals gaayoleben, mere xmauri miwydeba da mcire xniT gareT gamosulni isev
Sin Sedian.
netavi kidev vinme Camoivlides...
rogor ara? ai, modis kidevac!
monadire qoria!
qorias danaxvaze yvela WiSkari erTbaSad iReba da jer Soridan, nislSive gasZaxian, aba mogvaxsene, ra mogaqvs, ra mogiklavso, mere xelcarieli qorias da97
naxvaze sicili gaismis. qoria jer ibRvireba, neta Sin SexvidodeT da Zvlebs
gaiTbobdeT, nadiroba ra Tqveni saqmeao. mere daiwyebs, am TovlSi sad vivlidi,
saqamremde mwvdeboda, gana Tqven ro gzazec ar gamodixara, egreao? monadiris
wesia, dRes xelcarieli modis, xval sadme irems waawydebao. Sen wawydio — qoqolas ayrian qalebi, iremi ra Seni saqmea, Seni mosaklavi iremi saRa darCa, ege,
egeni xoceo, da kaklis kenweroebisaken ixedebian.
kaklis kenweroebze yvavebi sxedan. Savad daxunZlulan kenweroebi. yvavebi, TiTqos ewyinaTo, erTbaSad aiSlebian da yrantaliT gadaifrenen Walisken. cota
xanSi isev mobrundebian da isev gadaSavdeba kenweroebi. amaT darCaT qveyanao,
— Civian qalebi da Tan Sin naqsov SalSi ifuTnebian. mere — erTi-ori sityva,
karis gaWrialeba da soflis Saraze isev siCume Camodgeba.
cota xanic da viRaca wyaroze midis, xelSi koka uWiravs. welSi mobuzula.
aqeT-iqiT arc ki ixedeba. viRaca gzidan gamosZaxis, moica, qalo ra marto miibuzebi, mec wyaroze movdivaro. qali dgas da elis. Tan sciva, caxcaxebs. WiSkari gaiWrialebs da is meore qalic gamodis. orni erTad midian wyaroze da isinic, rogorc nislian dRes Sehferis, Cumad saubroben.
wyarosTan aravinaa.
qalebi kokas udgamen da saubars ganagrZoben.
netav raze laparakoben am siciveSi, — fiqrobs gzad momavali kaci da qalebisken ixedeba.
qalebi Cumdebian.
kaci midis da qalebi isev ganagrZoben laparaks.
wyaros Zroxa da cxeni uaxlovdebian.
maTi patroni dabalia, qurqSi Camaluli da welSi moxrili. Zroxas aqezebs, dalie, amaTi nu geSiniao.
qalebi icinian da gverdze gadgebian.
kokebi raxania gavsebula, magram saubari mainc grZeldeba.
Zroxa wyals svams. male bezrdeba da navs zurgs aqcevs.
axla cxeni Cahyofs CiCvirs navSi da xarbad xvreps civ wyals.
kaci xmas ar iRebs. cxens Sescqeris, ucdis, rodis gaZRebao. `ver daarwyule,
kaco, ra mogividao~, — uteven qalebi. `neta Tqven magre galaparakaTo~, — Cailaparakebs kaci, cxensa da Zroxas SesZaxebs da gzas gaudgeba.
ufro binddeba.
viRaca qali ezoSi SeSas Wris da Tan Tavis biWsa swyevlis: maS SeSa ver unda
dagaWrevino, amodena biWi dedis imedaT raT unda iyoo? biWi ara Cans da qali
xmamaRla ganagrZobs: vin damwyevla rom SenisTana Svili gamomsvlodao.
saxlidan CxubiT gamodis biWi. ra qveyana Semiyareo, erTxel aiRe culi da maSinac gaaSaraveo? moita, mamaoxre, dagiWri da iqneba gaCumdeo. qali culs miagdebs da axla biWi Wris SeSas.
WiSkarTan dedaberi dgas da xelSi qaTami uWiravs.
kacs elodeba, iqneba gzaze vinmem gamoiaros da damiklaso.
Robis gadaRmidan mezoblis qali exumreba, gadmomawode, erTi wavacalo kiserio. qalis dakluli rogor iqnebao — xelebs asavsavebs dedaberi. nu geSinia,
me Cavdgebi codvaSi, Sen oRond erTi barkali CemTvis aaxliCeo, — icinis qali.
axlandelebi egeTebi xarTo, — Civis dedaberi. dakali Torem, egec pirSi Cagadneba, vera xedav, mimkvdarebuliao, — ar cxreba qali. Sen aRar gjobiao? —
ar uTmobs dedaberic da isev gzas gascqeris.
gzaze kaci ara Cans.
binddeba.
saxlebidan kvamli amodis. kvamli nislebSi ereva da xis kenweroebze iweweba.
TiTqos mTeli zeca kvamlSi exveva. TiTqos mTeli sofeli erTian nacrisferSi
iZireba. da am nacrisferSi erTi kunWuli nel-nela naTdeba: patara biWebi gamosulan, tyapuWebSi gaxveulni da kaklis ZirSi, erTi bewo momSralebulze, kocons anTeben. cecxli jer umweod aboldeba. mere bJutvas iwyebs. cotaxanic abrialdeba. cecxlis Suqze biWebis saxeebi naTdeba. arc ise didebi arian, magram
didebiviT dinjad eficxebian siTbos. viRaca kidev umatebs fiCxs da ali ufro
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zemoT adis. Sin SemodiT, biWo, daixocebiTo, — gasZaxian saxlidan, magram biWebs aq urCevniaT. mere ra, rom koconi erTbaSad aalda da isev male Canavlda,
mere ra, rom nakverCxlebi xelebsa da muxlebsRa uTbobT, zurgidan ki sicive
atanT? erTad xom arian, cecxli xom erTad yofnis survilma daanTebinaT? dganan, xelebs nakverCxlebisken iwvdian da isinic, zamTris nislis Sesaferisad,
xmadabla saubroben. hyvebian aTasgvar ambavs, sakuTari TvaliT nanaxs Tu yurmokruls.
am dros viRaca iZaxis, kino Camoitaneso da biWebi soflis klubisken garbian.
klubis ezoSi Zrava raxraxebs.
xalxi karebs awydeba da biWebic im karisaken miZvrebian. cota xanic da qreba
sinaTle.
mTel ekranze moCans arsena!
zamTari sadRac qreba. arsena ganagebs yvelafers.
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aRar unda gavides es zamTari? — Civis dedaberi da es mTeli soflis Civilia.
dedabers xelSi `nitriani~ uWiravs da Ria karTan dgas. bebo Sin epatiJeba, Semo, rasa dgexar, Segcivdebao. dedaberi uxerxulad ixedeba aqeT-iqiT da CurCulebs: `kaci Sin ari?~ kaci, ra Tqma unda, Sin ari, — kaci papaa da dedabers
erideba kacisa. sxva dros Semovidoda, axla ki vera. bebos xmadabla elaparakeba. `erTi es lobio masesxeo...~ zamTris sarCo ojaxs ar eyo da lobio sasesxebeli gamxdara. bebo xmis amouReblad arTmevs `nitrians~ da ise, rom `kacma ar
gaigos~, maranSi Sedis. gana kaci uars ityvis, magram lobios gasesxeba sakaco
saqme ar ari. bebo maranSia. dedaberi umweod dgas da sicivisagan abuzuli
elodeba. saCexSi axlad gamoCekili wiwilebi wivwiveben. kakalze yvavebi yrantaleben. zecidan nel-nela cvivian fifqebi da dedaberi TavisTvis ambobs: jerac
ar mosulxar... es samduravi am fifqebs da gaWianurebul zamTars ekuTvnis. bebos gamoaqvs `nitriani~, dedaberi arTmevs, `xo ici, ar SevirCen~, — CurCulebs
da beboc eCurCuleba: `netavi Sen~... axla dedabris CurCuli: `gana Tqven ki bevri geqnebaT~... axla bebosi: `sadamdec gagvwvdeba, gagvwvdes...~ `es Tvea dawyevlili Torem, mxali Semova da iolas wavalT...~
iolas wavalTo? — es sityvebi Cvenc gvesmis da gareT vixedebiT. sad unda wavidnen? netav sad aris es `iola~? ra unda iq?
dedaberi wasula da bebo icinis.
`iolas wasvla~ (albaT `iolad wasvla~) rogorme Tavis gatanas niSnavs. gazafxulis mosvlamde rogorme Tavi unda gavitanoT.
bebo gveZaxis da, sxvenSi adiTo, gveubneba.
es ra xdeba? — bebo TviTon gvaZalebs sxvenSi asvlas, magram Cven viciT, rasac
niSnavs es asvla. sxveni unda davaTvalieroT da bebos iqidan CamovZaxoT: ramdeni jagani darCa, msxali Tu kidev ari, kakali sul xom ar gazides Tagvebma,
vaSli xom ar dalpa, da Tu dalpa, calke dampali unda gadairCes, calke saRi;
kramitidan wyali xom ar Camovida, taSti rom Seudges, is taSti xom ar aivso
wyliT, da Tu aivso, gadaRvra sWirdeba...
bebo dgas da gulisyuriT gvismens.
sxvenidan CamovdivarT. saxlidan papa gamodis da kiTxulobs, ra ambaviao. icis,
ra ambavic ari da amitomac gamovida. SemogvierTda, bebo afrTxilebs, Sin Semo,
ar gacivdeo da etyoba Tavad ufro sciva. bebo gamomcdelad akvirdeba, cudad
xom ara xaro, ekiTxeba. papa Tavs aqnevs, arao, aki giTxari wuxel, is erTi Wiqa
aRar dalio-meTqi — javrobs bebo, — ver daimaxsovre, RmerTi samobiT ari, meoTxe raRad gindodao? im Tedomac gaaWianura, SuaRamemde iybeda, fexi aRar moicvalao, TaobiTve egre icodiT, yaWiviT gaabamdiT xolmeo. papa icinis da beboc mSviddeba. raki icinis, cudadac ara yofila.
bebo ezosken iyureba.
Tovlis fantelebi ufro xvavrielad modian. yvelani gascqerian Tovls.
ra moxda? aRarc Cven gvixaria es fantelebi, Cvenc gvenatreba mziani dRe, laxti, riktafela, Saraze sirbili. axla Cvenc vfiqrobT mercxlebsa da SoSiebze.
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iqneb gzaSi arian? vaiTu yinvam mouswroT, vaiTu gazafxuli egonoT da dagvibrundnen? vaiTu gazafxuli sulac ar dadges...
dadgeba, rogor ar dadgeba?!
gzaze viRaca modis da papac Tvals ayolebs.
kaci gvesalmeba. papa da bebo eZaxian, rogora xaro...
mevele yofila...
mevele RobesTan modis da Tavadac mogvikiTxavs.
rogori zamTariao, — ise, sityvis saTqmelad ekiTxebian meveles...
vera xedavT, rogoriao?
mevele wamiT Cerdeba da mere iwyebs:
am winebze mglebi Semxvdnen, kaco...
bebo da papa Sescqerian. papa mamaCems gasZaxis, aba, gamodi, mgeli Sexvedriao.
mgeli ki ara, mglebio, ambobs mevele. Cven SiSisagan visusebiT, Cven, balRebi da
moridebiT SevcqeriT meveles. xumroba saqmea, mgeli Sexvedria, Tanac erTi ki
ara, da mainc arxeinad dgas da gviambobs. sadao? — kiTxulobs mama da dedac
kars aRebs, gareT ixedeba. imasac eZaxian, gamodi, Seni yuriT gaigone, mglebi
Sexvedriano. mindorSio, movdiodi CemTvis, rogorc vici xolmeo. Tofi xo Tana
gqondao? aba uTofod sad wavidodio? mivdivar, Tan aqeT iqiT vixedebi, da uceb
Sligini ar momesmao? gavixede da gverdze ki ara, me Sua mindorSi mivdivar, is
tye-tye modis, jer zedac ar Semixedavs, ZaRli megona da davuZaxe, ras daZrwixar ZaRlo am tyeSi-meTqi... gaCerda da miyurebs... davakvirdi... mgeli ar ari? wavel, isic wamovida, arc axlo modis, arc ukan rCeba. erTxelac mivixede da Soriaxlo axla meore ar mosdevs? mTeli xrovaa, kaco! dro unda ixelTon da damecnen. ara, Rame ro yofiliyo, marTla damecemodnen, ra SeaSinebdaT? xo, ra
SeaSinebdaT, romeli baybaydevi Sena xaro, — icinis bebo. mere, egre mogyvnen
soflamdeo? — ekiTxeba mama. soflamde ras momyvebodnen, Camovixseni es Cemi Jakana da erTxel davcale — araferi, Senc ar momikvde, marto gaCerdnen da yureba damiwyes... egre ar unda-meTqi da meore, tyviac davcale... meoreze dafrTxebodnen — ambobs papa. dafrTxnen, SeeSindaT, tyeSi Secvivdnen. buCqebis lawaluwi mesmoda. mere xmac gavige, erTmaneTs gasZaxodnen... albaT, Tavi daanebeT,
iaros, ras gviSliso, — icinis bebo. Sen icine, naTlided da egre ki iyo... —
ambobs mevele, — exla amas imitom vambob, uTofod arsad gaxvideT, didi zamTaria, soflis garSemo daZrwian, xifaTs ar gadaeyaroTo...
soflis garSemo daZrwiano? — gveSinia Cven.
papa ukve Sin Sesula da xelada gamoutania, — SeSinebuli xar, erTi Wiqa gekuTvnis, Seni gadarCenisa iyoso.
mevele TavpatiJs ar idebs. erT Wiqa Rvinos gadahkravs. SoTis wvers motexavs,
agaSenoTo, ityvis da wava.
— tyuili gviTxra, — CurCulebs bebo.
papa icinis.
deda da mamac icinian.
is saRamo sul mglebzea laparaki, Cven vlaparakobT, balRebi. sad Sexvdebodao.
sad ari is mindorio. romel tyeSi Secvivdebodneno. sofelSi ra undaTo. bebo
isev icinis, tyuili iqnebao da Tan windas qsovs. gorgali xan bebos win garbis,
xan oTaxis bnel kuTxeSi gavardeba, TavisiT ki ar gavardeba, Cven vagorebT.
gorgali gagordao da iqve, buxris piras TvlemaSi CaZiruli da nacarSi amogangluli Cveni kata taso (taso mezoblis `pativsacemad~ daarqva mamam) erTbaSad wamoxteba, gaedevneba da daiWers. yvelani viciniT da isev vagorebT gorgals. bebo icinis da Tan javrobs — mexi amasac dascemia, Tagvi hgonia da imitom dasdevs gorgalsao, ar urCevnia, marTla Tagvi daiWiros, aklebulebi varTo, mTeli kakali imaT gazides, Txilze aRarafers vambobo. taso darcxvenili
zis buxarTan da TiTqos araferi mexebao, kvlav im gorgals ar aSorebs Tvals.
Cven isev gvinda gavugoroT, magram bebo javrobs, aba axla gamirTeT kidec, wavides, Tavisi saqme akeToso, gorgals winsafris kalTaSi idebs da tasosac
cocxs mouqnevs, wadi, ras uzixar, Tagvi daiWireo. taso knavis, wamiT bnel kuTxeSi miiyuJeba da swored am dros ismis Tagvebis fxakuni. taso isev buxarTan
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brundeba, bebos efereba, kudiT elaquceba da amaze ukve yvelani erTad viciniT.
SeeSindao, — icinis beboc.
SuaRame ukve wamosula.
matarebelma Caiarao? — kiTxulobs bebo.
jer ar Cauvliao, — pasuxobs deda da wignidan Tavs ar iRebs.
matarebeli jer sad aris? mere Caivlis, yrud daikivlebs da es imas niSnavs,
rom marTla SuaRame damdgara da droa, loginebSi Cagvyaron. Cven ki ar gveZineba. iqneb mamam moicalos da raime gviambos? iqneb papam gviTxras, sad aTeven Rames mglebi, ratom ar scivaT am yinvaSi, ratom eSiniaT adamianebisa da adamianebic ratom gaurbian mglebs... magram CvenTvis aravis scalia. deda wignis kiTxvas ganagrZobs. mama cxenis unagirze nabads akravs, gacvda da gaaxleba sWirdeba. papa Tvlems. bebo qsovas ganagrZobs. tasom ki Tavi TaTebSi wargo da daiZina.
meti raRa dagvrCenia, isev CveniT verTobiT, taxtze vgoraobT da raRacaze Cumad vxiTxiTebT — me, Cemi da, Cemi biZaSvilebi da nabolara Zma. ar vici, raze
vxiTxiTebT, magram etyoba, marto xiTxiTs ar vjerdebiT, taxtze Tavdayira
vdgebiT da mama mkacrad gvafrTxilebs, Tu ar gaCumdebiT, am wuTSi gareT yinvaSi gagyriTo. deda mSvidad ambobs, axla magaT davawven da morCebiano.
jer rom ar Cauvlia SuaRamis matarebels?
Caivlis, cota xanic da Caivliso.
da raki dedam Tqva, viciT, rom marTla Caivlis.
aba gaCumdiT, sacaa Sehkivlebs.
Soridan matareblis kivili ismis.
SuaRame marTla damdgara.
ojaxi nel-nela loginebs aSurebs. buxarSi muguzlebi gaReRes, naRverdali dilisTvis Seinaxes nacarSi. tasom raxania daiZina. papa da bebo ukve TavianT
oTaxSi gasulan. dedam Caaqro lampa da oTaxSi sibnele Camowva. TiTqos amas
elodneno, Tagvebma ukve daiwyes fxakuni, magram Cvens tasos veraferi gaaRviZebs. gareT siCumea. papas xvrinva ukve ismis da bebos CurCulic mohyveba, gverdze gadabrundi, ra axlave gaabi xvrinva, ra RvTis risxvaao. papa, etyoba, gverdze gadabrunda da isev siCume Camodga. da erTbaSad Soridan kivili ismis... netavi ra kivis? kivili kvlav grZeldeba da Tanac ukve sul axlos, zed Cveni
saxlis gadaRma xevSi. erTbaSad viRaca Tofs gaisvris da kivili wydeba. albaT
mglebi iyvnen. magram mglebi dedakacebiviT ara kivian. mglebi ymuian. mela iqneboda... arc mela kivis... xo, turebi iqnebodnen, turebi kiodnen!
diliT bebos xma gvaRviZebs:
— gesmodaT, wuxel, ra dReSi iyvnen turebi?
me mixaria, rom yvelaferi mesmoda.
buxarSi ukve cecxli daunTiaT da garedan siciliT Semodis mama.
— Tqven turebze ilaparakeT da melam qveyana amoagdo...
bebo da papa mamas Sescqerian.
mama isev icinis:
— qaTami wauyvania!
melas qaTami wauyvania, — esec axali ambavi, gvixaria, Cven da gareT gavrbivarT. bebo da papac gareT gamodian. deda wyalze wasula da jer araferi icis.
netavi rogori mela iyo? etyoba, yoCaRi iqneboda, im SuaRamisas rom arafrisa
SeeSinda, mocunculda da qaTami mogvtaca. saidan Sesula, kaco? — kiTxulobs
papa. karebis qveS gamouTxria, iqidan SemZvrala, ambobs mama. uyure mag wyeuls,
— Civis bebo da axla yvelani erTmaneTs vekiTxebiT: romeli qaTami wauyvaniao?
romeli aarCia, romels miswvda is marTla wyeulio. mama icinis, etyoba, ukve
icis, magram Tqma ar unda. bebo exveweba, miTxari, xo ici, erTi Sevixedav da maSinve mivxvdebio.
mamali wauyvania!
da bebo loyaSi xels icems.
aRarc papas ecineba.
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mama mainc icinis da Tan xumrobs: axla viRa gaaTenebs, ra gveSveleba, sul ro
Rame iqnebao.
— raRa is amoarCiao, — lamis aris itiros bebom.
— Zveli javri eqneboda, — isev icinis mama da bebo tuqsavs.
— netavi ra gacinebs, sadRa viSovni magisTana mamals, mTeli qaTmebis patroni
eg iyoo.
Tu patroni iyo, raRaT danebda ubrZolvelado? sada Tqmula jer sardali daiWiron da mere imisi jario? jari xo xeluxleblad dagvxvda, sxva raRa gindao. albaT gaamwara mela da imasac ra eqna, javri amoiyarao. riTi gaamwarebdao? wuxandlamde erTi-orjer mainc movidoda... ramdeni movida, albaT yiyliyo
daiZaxa da daafrTxo, maS ras uzamda, SearCendao?
yvelani viciniT, magram yvelas Zalze gvenaneba Cveni mamali.
da erTbaSad yvelas gaaxsendeba is, visac es ambavi unda dabraldes.
Cveni boTvera! zantad rom gamoyo cxviri Tavisi sabrZaneblidan da Tan izmoreba, Tan TvalebiT gvekiTxeba, ra moxda, am dilaadrian raze SeyrilxarT, mec
gamagebineTo... ra moxda da jandabas Seni Tavio, — yvelani erTxmad eCxubebian,
— exla gaige, Se yurebdasavsebo, veRar gasZexi ZiliT, qveyana daiqca da Sen viTomc araferio! mamaSoreT aqedanao, — ambobs bebo da mamas Sescqeris, — waiyvaT, sadme bazarze gayideT, Cemma Tvalebma ar dainaxono. maS ise unda aparpaSos mela, rom erTi ar daiyefoso? daiyefos Torem, guls gauxeTqamdao, —
cecxlze navTs asxams papa. rom moiyvaneT, maSinve vTqvi, amisgan sikeTe ar iqneba meTqi, — ambobs bebo. mama isev icinis da boTveras emxroba, — aba mwyemsebsa
hkiTxeT, ra ZaRli iyo, ramdeni mgeli SeaSinao? daberda da ra qnaso.
raki daberda, bebosac guli moulba da boTveras alersiT miayara qoqola, gadi, daikarge, TvaliT ar damenaxoo. boTvera jer saqaTmesTan mivida da Seixeda
(gana ara. mivxvdi, rom mamali arsad Candao), mere Tavisi budruganisaken wavida,
SeZvra da, rac marTalia, marTalia, gareT erTxelac aRar gamouxedavs.
bebo WiSkarTan dgas da soflis Saras gascqeris.
papa bebos gasZaxis:
— Sin Semodi, qalo, Seni mteri dabrundes, is rom dabrundebao...
es ra yofila zamTari? aRar unda gamoanaTos mzem? ras moqufrula es ca? an
es amodena nislebi saidan modian, rom arc Tavi uCanT, arc bolo? sad ari gazafxuli? ase rad daigviana? Tu tyeSia, aqamde veRar Camovida? Tu caSia, ratom
mzis Suqs mainc ar gvigzavnis?
da TiTqos Cvens fiqrebs migvixvdao, Saraze mezoblis qali gamoCnda. koka mxarze Seudgams da xusxusiT modis. Tavs gvikravs, gvesalmeba da xmamaRla ambobs:
aRar unda daTbes es oxeri?
Cven xmas ar viRebT. arc melias da mamlis ambavs veubnebiT. Cveni dardi Cvenve
unda gadavitanoT. mevelesaviT xom ar davdgebiT Saraze da yvelas ar vetyviT
mamlis ambavs?
da mainc, bebo Sals ixuravs da Tavis daqalTan, mezoblianT nenesTan gadadis.
Sin guli ar udgeba. mamlis ambavs albaT imas etyvis.
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im Rames qariSxali amovarda.
Cven gveSinia.
papa ambobs, rom ukve daiwyo...
netavi ra daiwyo?
gazafxulisa da zamTris brZola! gazafxuli modis da zamTari ar uSvebs, medgrad xvdeba. ibrZoleben da, raRa Tqma unda, rom gazafxuli gaimarjvebs. yvelani Sina varT SeyuJulni. dauberavs qari da buxris nacars TvalebSi Semogvayris. oTaxSi kvamli dgeba. es ra qaria! emand saxli Tavze ar dagvangrios!
aki mamac ambobda, sayvave lpeba da gamocvla undao, wvima rom wamova, xan erTi
kramitidan Jonavs wyali, xan meoredano. modi da daiZine am grialSi. Tanac SuaRamis matarebelsac aRar elodebian, loginebSi Cagvyares, Tbili sabnebi dagvxures da gveCurCulebian, daiZineTo. qari ki xan TiTqos miCumdeba, xan isev wa102
mouvlis. Wrialeben xeebi. saCexSi Caxunobs kari. Cven sabnis qvemodan viWyitebiT
da vxedavT, rogor aRebs mama saxlis kars, gareT ixedeba da ezos gascqeris. am
dros qari oTaxSic Semovardeba da deda mamas eZaxis, kari daxure da loginSi
Caweqio. sxvenSi raRaca faCunobs. Cveni leRvi totebs ulawunebs saTones. Zroxa
daizmuvlebs da isic CaCumdeba. qari isev Rmuis, karebs awydeba. buxris sakvamuridan Zirs Camodis. amasobaSi Cvenc Tvalebi gveluleba...
dila ukve mziania.
qari Camdgara da, rogorc bebom mogvaxara, cxraTvala mze anaTebs.
— aki giTxariT, gazafxuli ebrZvis-meTqi, — ambobs papa.
— jer ra dros gazafxuliao, — icinis bebo da wyals gviTbobs, rom kargad
gaviRvriWinoT xel-piri da ise gavideT mzeSi.
Cven xel-pirs vibanT, erT yua SoTs movitexavT, Tan vilukmebiT, Tan aivanze
gavrbivarT.
mama baRCaSi wasula.
papa aivanze dgas da mzes eficxeba.
— wuxel ityodi, rom amisTana mze iqneboda? — uxaria bebos.
RobesTan mezoblianT nene modgeba da gamogvZaxis, gaigeT, ra momxdarao? yvelani ekiTxebian, rao? nene icinis da hyveba, mevelem amoiara, iman gviTxrao. meveles xsenebaze yvelani icinian. nene ki hyveba, qars mindorSi mouswria da kinaRam wauqceviao. SeSinebia da ufiqria, exla ki vkvdebio. aki mglebisac ar meSiniao? ver gaisrola Tofi? daafrTxobda qarsao... amdgara, uvlia, uvlia da qoCora muxasTan mibobRebula warafebSi. aba, xo iciT, ramodena fuRuro aqvs muxasao. SemZvrala fuRuroSi ciyviviT da iqve CasZinebia... Turme ambobda, Cems sicocxleSi, agre tkbilad ara mZinebiao.
WiSkari WrialiT iReba da Semodis mama.
TavCaRunulia, etyoba, isev raRaca moxda.
baRCas davxede da xeWeWura msxali Zirianad mouglejiao. — ambobs da walds
saCexSi miagdebs.
bebo loyaze xels Semoirtyams.
papa yurebs ar ujerebs, — marTla kaco?
marTla, axla iqidan movdivaro, — ambobs mama da Sin Sedis.
yvelani vicvamT, vifuTnebiT da baRCisken mivdivarT.
baRCa cota Sorsa gvaqvs, xevgaRma. arc sicives vepuebiT, arc Tovls, da gakvalul biliks mwkrivad dawyobilni mivyvebiT. win papa midis, mere — bebo, mere
— Cven, bolos ki is mezoblianT nene moxusxusebs.
baRCa...
papa gamSrali dgas.
bebo cremls iwmends.
nene xan erTs Sescqeris, xan meores.
veeba xeWeWuri TovlSi gulaRma gdia.
— Cems biWobaSi ukve idga, — xmadabla ambobs papa da xeWeWurs ise krZalviT
uvlis garSemo, rogorc micvalebuls uvlian qudmoxdili axloblebi.
bebo isev tiris.
Cven ar viciT, ra vqnaT. Cvenc vitiroT Tu egre, xmisamouReblad sawylad gadaqceul xeWeWurs vuyuroT.
bolos bebo xels hkidebs nenes, gverdze gahyavs da Cven gvesmis atirebuli bebos CurCuli:
— cudad meniSna es xeWeWuri...
nene CurCulebs, gaCumdio, da papaze aniSnebs...
bebo Cumdeba.
Cven ukve biliks TavdaRma CavuyebiT.
mze ki anaTebs.
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erTbaSad papam tyapuWi gadaicva, qudi daixura da joxi aiRo.
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bebo mixvda, rom papa sadRac midioda da maSinve laparaki daiwyo, saiT gagiwevia, es mze xo ar gatyuebs, aba, exla gareT gasvlis dro ario? ra moxda, TedosTan gadava, aqveao. — ambobs mama, magram bebom yvelaze kargad icis, rom
ase saguldagulod gamowyobas papa TedosTan gadasasvlelad ar daiwyebda. xma
amoiRe, kaco, vicode, mainc sad midixaro, rom aRar mobrunde, sad geZeboo? —
xmas imaRlebs bebo da axla is saTno bebo aRar ari, axla viciT, rom papac mis
xelSia da misi bed-iRbalic. venaxSi mivdivar, venaxs unda davxedoo, — xmadabla ambobs papa da bebo ufro cecxldeba: ra dros venaxia, sad gageqceva, gazafxulamde ver unda moiTmino, jer isev muxlamdea Tovlio. ra damiSavdeba,
davxedav da wamovalo, — ambobs papa da kibisken miiwevs. maSin mec wamovalo,
ar cxreba bebo da Sals eZebs. magram papa TvalebSi Sescqeris, rac imas niSnavs, rom wasvlac mtkiced gadauwyvetia da Tu wava, marto wava, aravis gaiyolebs. wausvleloba ar iqneba, — TvalebSi etyoba papas da ganrisxebuli beboc
erTbaSad nebdeba. wavides, rac iqneba, iqneba, raki Zalian unda, wavides...
papa midis Tovlian gzaze.
bebo dgas da mis kvals did xans gascqeris.
dRe mziania, magram mainc civa da wuxandeli qaris kudebic xan rodis Camoiqroleben, xan rodis.
— male modi, Tavi ar maZebnino, — daadevnebs bebo.
magram papa ukan aRar ixedeba.
saxlis saxuravebidan grZeli, gamWvirvale yinulis loluebi panta-puntiT cvivian. kramitebidan iRvrebian pirveli wveTebi. Tovli tirils iwyebs. mTeli ubani gareT gamodis. myudroze mzes eficxebian dedakacebi. aqve gamoaqvT sarTavi
da saCeCeli, saqsovi da sakeravi. kacebi Soriaxlos dganan da raRacaze bWoben.
balRebi axla mzeSi Tovlaoben. xo, mzes jer Zala ara aqvs, magram mainc mzea,
mainc mziani dRea... da erTbaSad yvelani gazafxulis mosvlaze iwyeben saubars.
zamTari gaWianurda. droa Tovlma dnoba daiwyos da xeSi wyali Cadges. Tumca
jer ra drois gazafxulia, da mainc droa... droa... SeSa geyofa gazafxulamde?
— ekiTxebian erTmaneTs da pasuxi imediania: Tu Zalian ar gaWianurda, SeSa samyofia. wisqvilebSi yinva molRva da ukve dafqvac SeiZleba, Torem dafqulidan
aRaraferi SemorCa. erTi mxali maWama, natrobs romeliRac dedaberi da yvelani
icinian. nu geSinia, aT mxlobas mainc moeswrebi, — amSvideben qalebi siciliT.
SarSan maSosac egre amSvidebdnen, magram moeswro? — ambobs dedaberi da isev
nugeSs moelis. nu geSinia, maSo avad iyo, — kvlav amSvideben qalebi. da isev
yvelani gazafxulis mosvlaze laparakoben. yvelas TiTqos ukve sasxlavi uWiravs xelSi, yvela sadRac miiCqaris, magram mze isev Sedis RrublebSi, myudroze gamofenilebs civi niavi dauberavT, wamoiSlebian da Sin gasZaxian, biWo,
cecxli SeanTeo, da viRaca ityvis: amaRam isev mova Tovli...
Tovli isev modis, magram meore dRe mainc mziania.
ai, am dros, roca gazafxuli jer isev Sors ari, kidev erTxel mogvindeba tyis
naxva. wavideT tyeSi, iqneb SevxvdeT sadme gazafxuls, gaubedavad rom moabijebs soflisaken.
tyis biliki Tovliania da Tavad tyec ise SiSveli, rom mTel gasadevarze gaswvdeba Tvali.
aviareT orRobeebi da gavediT soflis TavSi.
Tvali SevavleT Zvelebur koSkebs, qongurebi rom daTovliaT da Caqufruli
TvaliT Semogvcqerian. gadavuxvieT patara bazilikisaken da Camoqceul kedlebs
Soris, viwro karSi SevediT.
gaxunebuli, wvimisagan Camorecxili wminda giorgi, misi TeTri cxeni, grZeli
Subi da gangmiruli urCxuli...
aqeT RvTiSobeli mariami. iqiT gardacveTili warweris oriode aso.
Camoqceuli kedlebis winaSe Tavs TiTqos damnaSaved vgrZnobT. da gareT gamovdivarT. cota iqiT gumbaTiani eklesiaa, soflis patara eklesia. aq jvars iwerdnen, inaTlebodnen. aRdgomasa da Soba-axalweliwads xvdebodnen. RmerTs swiravdnen saklavs. aq xom ar daiweres jvari luarsabma da darejanma? aq xom ar
moatyues sawyali luarsabi, roca mzeTunaxavis nacvlad maxinji da umziTvo
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darejani amouyenes gverdiT? ra viciT, iqneb aqac iyo, an sulac ar iyo aqa. iqneb aq jvari gabrielsa da Tamros unda daeweraT? ase iyo Tu ise, aqeT modiodnen CiTiskabianebi, Coxa-axaluxianebi, nabdis qudianebi da imediT fiqrobdnen
xvalindel dReze.
win ki tye iwyeba, zamTris tye.
biliki Zlivs miikvlevs gzas TovlSi.
karga xani gasula, da mzec sacaa Cava.
magram gazafxuli jer arsad Cans.
aqa-iq SemorCenila Semxmari askili da kuneli. xan erT, xan meore totze afrTxialdeba SeSinebuli Citi, an fuRurodan Tavs gamoyofs cnobismoyvare ciyvi... — es aris da es.
magram daicaT!
erTbaSad Tvalwin SemogvenTeba kaSkaSa wiTeli feri!
wiTeli feri, TeTri Tovlis fonze...
Zaxveli!
xeluxlebeli, zamTris susxs saswaulad gadarCenili.
gazafxuli sadRac aqvea, magram jer ver vxedavT, jer ar gvesmis misi sunTqva.
mSvidobiT, wiTelo Zaxvelo!
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isev molodini.
erTbaSad mzis gamoxedva da gamococxleba soflisa. Zroxam kvlav moigo xbo.
kruxma gamoCeka yviTelbumbula wiwilebi.
mezoblis rZals biWi SeeZina. sayovelTao sixarulia, exumrebiT, swored biWi
undodaT! netavi ras daarqmeven, romeli papis saxels? rodis iqneba Zeoba, naTliad vis airCeven? ra eCqarebaT, cota daTbes, Sin gana ramdeni kaci unda dation? nu geSiniaT, daveteviT, buxarTan Zeobac ar iqneba urigo. Rvino Tu hqondaT
saaRdgomod Senaxuli? eqnebodaT, maS ise, rogor iqneboda?
biWi, ra Tqma unda, akvanSia Cakruli. didis ambiT moarTves pirveli saCuqari —
xis Sibaqi, rom ZilSi araferi wascdes da Tavi ar Seircxvinos. akvanze zed
TvalebTan, qarvis mZivi Camoukides, rom aTasSi erTxel, artaxebidan xeli aiSvas da im mZivs eTamaSos. magram biWi imisTana mtirala dadga, mZivi verafers
Svelis. maSin `Cxrialas~ gaukeTeben, da imasac TavTan daukideben, rom rogorme
gaerTos. ukve mTelma ubanma icis, rom biWs tirili uyvars, modian sanaxavad da
ra zizil-pipilebs aRar ukideben, ras ar dasZaxian, rogor ar ealersebian, rom
tirils gadaaCvion. kacma rom Tqvas, gadaCveva rad unda, dedabrebi amtkiceben,
rom rac ufro metad itirebs, filtvebic ufro gaumagrdeba da magari biWic
dadgeba. ro movkvde, gagacinebo, — CasZaxis Zalua da, ras ar igonebs, rom biWs
Rimili mohgvaros. magas ra gaacinebs, mamis Svili ar ariso? — ambobs sxva,
magram erTi-ori dRec da Zalua taSs Semohkravs:
biWma gaicina!
esec mTel ubans moedeba...
sixarulia da isev molodini...
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magram molodini mwuxarebiT mTavrdeba:
papa gardaicvala...
wuxel dauZinia, diliT Turme aRviZa, aRviZa bebom da veRar gaaRviZa. wasula
uTqmelad da amqveynad erTi samduravic ar daurCenia. sabolood xom venaxs daxeda... Turme ratom midioda, ratom ar gaiyola aravin. am gazafxuls veRar moveswrebio, — marto es uTqvams da mezoblis dedakaci Turme exumreboda: ra
dros Seni sikvdilia, aTi gazafxuli kidev gaqvs winao.
bebo tiris, uSenod raRa iqneba Cemi sicocxleo. qalebi mkacrad amSvideben,
tuqsaven, aba jer Sen unda momkvdariyavio? viRa mouvlidao? wesia, jer kaci
unda wavideso... magram bebos damSvideba Znelia. vaJebi gamSralebi, qudmoxdilebi da Tavdaxrilebi dganan ezoSi. sikvdili moulodnelad mosula da jer ara105
vin icis, ra gaakeTon. qalebi saxls asufTaveben da gvams apatiosneben. papa
wevs Sua darbazSi, dabal taxtze da gadajvaredinebul xelSi sanTeli uWiravs. bebo ar scildeba. rZlebi Cumad tirian. papa tkbili kaci iyo da rZlebsac gulwrfelad enanebaT. modis Tedo, papas bavSvobis megobari da bebo Sestiris, amawinaT, rom dagibara da dagpatiJa, ege, ukanasknelad dagileviaT saferavio. Tedo zurgSeqceviT damdgara. papas zed ar dahyurebs da Cumad, xmis amouReblad iwmends cremlebs. mere sxvebic modian, sxva mezoblebi. SuadRisas ukve mTeli naTesaoba aq ari. ukve gagzavnes kaci sxva sofelSi. ukve laparakoben,
sad iyidon Zroxa da cxvari, ukve arCeven lobios, sawandile xorbals. crian
fqvils. Savosani qalebi, welze SalSemoxveulebi, satirlad modian da papas
aTasgvar rames abareben im qveyanaSi. sami dRea mTeli sofeli glovobs.
mesame dRes papa ukve muxis kuboSi asvenia.
Tavdaxrili kacebi saxlis win, datkepnil Tovlze dganan.
dedakacebi calke Seyrilan.
yvelani Cumad arian. mdumarebas araferi arRvevs.
Rrubliani amindia, civa da yvela imas fiqrobs, rom zecam dagvacados ukanasknel gzaze papas wayvana.
sasaflao Sors ari, soflis TavSi da amodena Tovliani gza fexiT unda gaiaron.
papas oTxi vaJi mxars udgams kubos da cimcim gamoaqvT aivanze.
wamiT iqve daasveneben ukanasknelad, raki am aivanze aRarasodes gamova papa.
Soriaxlos dganan papaskbila berikacebi — gafiTrebulni da sanTlis ferebi.
maTi Zma mokvda da berikacebs Tavadac Savi fiqri moreviaT.
da swored maSin, roca oTxi vaJi kvlav awevs kubos da nel-nela saxlis kibeze
Camoatarebs, zecidan cviva Tovlis TeTri fantelebi. papas ukanasknel gzaze
yvavilebiviT efinebian TeTri fTilebi. efinebian mis galurjebul xelebs, gasanTlul saxes, TeTr ulvaSebs da am siCumeSi, roca mxolod Tovlis Cumi
Sriali ismis, dairxeva bebos civi da mSvidi xma:
— ege, ukanasknelad misdixar TovlSi, kaco!
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sad aris axla Cveni mze? samyaros romel mxareSi? an aris ki sadme didi xniT,
Tund erTi wamiT? Cerdeba ki Tavis romelime sadgurze? yvelaferi midis, yvelaferi miiswrafvis, erT adgilze wamiTac araferi Cerdeba. vidre zamTris sam
Tves movaTavebdiT, Cvenma mzem sami Tanavarskvlavedi gaiara: `Txis rqisa~, `merwyulisa~ da `Tevzisa~. dedamiwaze zamTris samma Tvem Caiara: dekemberma — Zveli romauli kalendris meaTe Tvem, raki `decem~ laTinurad aTs niSnavs; ianvarma, romauli orsaxovani RmerTis `ianusis~ saxels rom atarebs da Tebervalma, romelic agreTve romauli RmerTis, qvesknelis mbrZaneblis `februsis~ saxels ukavSirdeba. ZvelqarTulad am Tveebs hqvia: tirisdeni, anu xalxuri qristiSobisTve, apani, anu Tebervali, sarwyunisi, anu gancxadebisTve...
mihqrian varskvlavebi.
mihqrian planetebi, asteroidebi, kometebi.
yvelaferi moZraobs. yvelani samyaros usazRvroebaSi miiswrafian.
mihqris dedamiwa Tavis mSobliur mzesTan erTad.
hyavs Tanamgzavri, anu Svilobili, romelsac mTvares veZaxiT.
hyavs uaxloesi dedmamiSvilebi — marsi da venera.
hyavs ufro Soreulnic — iupiteri, saturni, plutoni da sxvani, — isinic mzis
Svilebi.
mzesac hyavs Tavisi uaxloesi mezobeli, sxva `mze~.
hyavs uSoresi `mezoblebic~...
samyaro, sadac Cveni patara planeta — dedamiwa mihqris, usazRvroa da mainc
yvelaferi erTmaneTzea damokidebuli. zogjer TviT uSoresi varskvlavi an mTeli galaqtika jerac ucnobi ZalebiT moqmedebs miwierTa yofaze. Cven amas zeciur Zalebs veZaxiT, radgan samyaro Cveni TvalisTvis zecaSi moCans, varskvlavebi da galaqtikebi `zecis TaRze~ arian `ganlagebulni~.
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sofelSi, Cveni mzis erT uaxloes varskvlavze — `siriusze~ ambobdnen, roca
es varskvlavi gamoCndeba, mamlebi iwyeben yivilso.
marTalia Tu tyuili?
iqneb, amgvar gulubryvilobaze mecnierebs gaecinoT kidec?
an iqneb gviTxran: SeiZleba, yvelaferi SeiZleba... samyaroSi raRa ar xdeba, Cven
ki samyaros Svilebi varT.
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amgvari iyo erTi weliwadi,
mas Semdeg, rogorc xalxSi ityvian xolme, bevrma wyalma Caiara. axla sxva
droa da bevri ram, rac Cven Zvirfasad migvaCnda, rac gvaxarebda weliwadis
oTxi drois manZilze, SeiZleba moZvelda, SeiZleba TqvenTvis arafrismTqmeli
aRmoCndes. vambob amas da gulSi mainc rCeba mbJutavi imedi: iqneb rac lamazi
iyo im dros, am droSic lamazi da gauxunari gamoCndes? samyaro xom igivea,
igivea dedamiwa, igive mze amodis diliT da igive mTvare dagvnaTis RamRamobiT. iqneb mTavari swored isaa, rac warudinebelia da rac mniSvnelobas arasodes kargavs?
dro arc dRes Cerdeba.
gaivlis wlebi da Tqvenc gaxdebiT mamebi, dedebi, papebi da didedebi.
mere movlen sxvebi.
gardaicvala papa, magram daibada biWi da mezoblebs uxarodaT, CurCulebdnen,
netavi ras daarqmeveno. es bednierebaa, ubralo, magram didi adamianuri bedniereba...…
saxli. ezo. kar-midamo. sofeli. ZvelisZveli kakali da ZvelisZveli xeWeWuri,
romelsac bolos qariSxali gadaaqcevs. wvima Cveni saxlis kramitze. Tovli
Cvens baRCaSi. Sors aziduli mTebi. Cveni venaxi da bostani, Cveni tol-megobrebi. naTesavebi. axloblebi. megobrebi... es aris samSoblo. aqedan iwyeba didi siyvaruli sicocxlisa da swored aqedan unda gviyvardnen sxvebic, sadac ar unda
cxovrobdnen, dedamiwis romel kuTxeSi. mTidan modian nakadulebi da mdinareebi. qvemoT eSvebian, erTmaneTs uerTdebian, did mdinareebad iqcevian da zRvas
erTvian... ase erTvis didi cxovrebis gzas Cveni patara cxovreba, romelsac Tavisi saTave aqvs. es saTave Cveni sofelia da Cveni karmidamo. yvelaferi am saTavidan iwyeba da upirvelesad is unda iyos wminda. sadac unda viyoT, rac unda
vakeToT, bolos mainc fiqriT im saTavisken wavalT. misi unaxaoba ar mogvasvenebs da erT dRes, roca vigrZnobT, rom yvelaferi mTavrdeba, misken gavswevT,
raTa ukanasknelad SevavloT Tvali da Cvens gulSi, ise, rom aravis gavagebinoT, sabolood davemSvidoboT.
rogorc papa wavida... rogorc papa daemSvidoba daTovlil venaxs.
weliwadi.
oTxi dro.
es sityvebi Rrma Sinaarsis damtevia.
es adamianTa cxovrebis erTi furcelia da arcTu ise xangrZlivi cxovrebisa.
wlis oTxi dros yvelasaTvis erTnairad ver Caivlis. cxovrebaSi mudam arian
bednierni da ubedurni, galaRebulni da ganapirebulni. adamianTa beds zogjer
`zegardmo Zalebi~ ganageben. Caivlis weli da erTi ityvis: bednieri iyo es weli CemTvis, netav sxva welic ase Caivlideso. meore Tavs daiimedebs: rac iyo,
iyo, yvela Wiri am wels wahyveso. axali mainc sasikeTod movideso.
galaktion tabiZe erTi ganvlili wlis winaSe Tavis Zrwolas amgvar, ubraloebiT saocar leqsSi gamoxatavda:
`SarSan Cveni saxlis win
idga oTxi afTari —
gazafxuli. zafxuli,
Semodgoma, zamTari.
saSineli ram iyo
karze maTi modgoma, —
gazafxuli, zafxuli,
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zamTari, Semodgoma,
o, is weli guls glejda,
rogorc miwas afTari, —
gazafxuli zafxuli,
Semodgoma, zamTari,
maT gza hqodaT lxenisa
da me ki dazafruli, —
zamTari, Semodgoma,
zafxuli gazafxuli.
ganvlili dro mudam sevdas stovebs. sevdiania ganSoreba. sevdiania damSvidobeba, Cvenc davemSvidoboT erT weliwads, weliwadis oTx dros da davelodoT mermiss.…
Cveni mama-papapisaTvis es erTi weliwadi garjis, Wirnaxulis moyvanis weliwadi iyo.
Cven? mWvretelni am garjisa Tu monawileni?
nu gagikvirdebaT Tu getyviT, rom sofleli bavSvi yvelafris monawilea,
rac ki garSemo xdeba. ase iyo maSin da, RmerTma qnas, rom ase iyos dResac.
Cven mwyemsebic viyaviT, mexboreebic, menaxirenic da meveleebic. Cvenc
vkrefdiT yurZens, vagrovebdiT fiCxs, daveZebdiT tyeSi pantas da maJalos _ ra
Tqma unda, Cveni asakis Sesaferisad da visac rogor SegveZlo.
uCvenod arc TavTavi aikrifeboda, arc namja CaiSleboda kaloze; arc
nergi Cairgveboda da arc vazi Seiyeleboda da es yovelive ise ubralod da
bunebrivad xdeboda, rom ase gvegona, sagangebod aravis araferi uswavlebia.
gaxsovT, ras ambobs akaki wereTeli `Cemi Tavgadasavalis~ dasawyisSi? sofel savaneSi yofnisas, jer isev bavSvma, yvelaferi vicodi, rasac ki ufrosebi
saojaxo saqmes eZaxiano.
ase iyo mTel saqarTveloSi,
gaiara Sromis erTma weliwadma, rac xsovnaSi CagvrCa, isev es aris —
isev yanebi, venaxebi papebi da didedebi, mamebi da dedebi axloblebi da mezoblebi.
isini TandaTan midian amqveynidan. midian swored SromiT daRlilni da
valmoxdilni,
saukuneobrivi gamocdileba, romelic maT dagvitoves, Cagvagonebs, rom
Sroma mxolod awrTobs adamians, wvrTnis mis gonebas, unergavs vaJkacobas,
moTminebas da amtanobas.
male gazafxuli mova, axali gazafxuli. miT ufro, rom cxraTvala mze
anaTebs, saxlebidan RapaRupiT Camodis `Tovlis cremlebi~.
kvlav gavyveT TovliT dafarul tyis gzas... ager, kvirtebic gamoberilan
xis totebze. imaTac ugrZvniaT, rom sadRac axlomaxlo gazafxuli trialebs
da sacaa aq mova. da uceb, xis gaSiSvlebul totze Semoskupdeba Cveni nacnobi
patara tyis Citi, romelmac SarSan `gazafxuli moiyvana~. Cven ar viciT, ra
hqvia am Cits, tyeSi mravlad arian amgvari erTi bewo Citebi, ai, Semoskupda
totze, raRac dastvina da boloc xalisiT SeaTamaSa, gana ra moxda iseTi, Citi
totze zis da zemoT, mzisken iyureba, isev dastvina da mainc ar viciT ratom,
erTbaSad vigrZeniT:
Citi gazafxuls elodeba!
es patara Citi gazafxulis mosvlas grZnobs, msubuq rtoze nazad irweva,
drodadro kvlav dastvens da zemoT, cisken iyureba.
albaT cidan unda Camovides gazafxuli.
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cis gaxsna
Tqven ar gaocebT samyaros harmonia? Tumca es imdenad bunebriv ambad
migvaCnia, gaocebas veRarc gamovxatavT...
aba warmovidginoT ufro didi xelovnebis nawarmoebi, vidre Tavad dedamiwaa, vidre Cveni ca, usazRvroebaSi gafantuli didi da mcire varskvlavebia.
magram mainc adamianma Seqmna xelovneba.
xelovneba sxvaa, cxovreba _ sxva.
erTi meoris magivrobas verasodes gaswevs.
xelovneba rom ubralo danarTi iyos, maSin kacobrioba amden Rameebs ar
gaaTenebda masze fiqrSi, mis Seqmnasa da gansjaSi. maSin Cven sadme, bazarSi
davsxdebodiT amaRlebul adgilze da davtkbebodiT. maSin aRar wavidodiT TeatrSi, aRar vewveodiT mxatvars, aRar movusmeniT musikas.
Tumca, es ra Cemi saqmea...
amis kvleva sxvebs davaneboT.
magram zogjer buneba mainc iCemebs `sxvisas~ da gvevlineba rogorc virtuozi, rogorc didi
musikosi,
mxatvari,
reJisori...
amgvar did movlenas adamianebi mainc ubralo TvaliT vucqeriT da ubralodac vuwodebT xolme:
karg dRes,
karg saRamos,
karg adgils,
karg Tovls,
karg wvimas...
ar vici, miesadageba Tu ara imas, rac zemoTa vTqvi, me ki erTi kargi dRe
axlac Tvalwin midgas da vjaxirob, sityviT dagixatoT is dRe.
alaverdSi viyaviT orni.
Semodgomis Rrubliani dRe iyo.
ha da ha, roca zamTari unda damdgariyo.
ara wvimda da Rrubels maincadamainc ar gavujavrebivarT.
jer alaverdis Soridan cqeriT vijereT guli, mere mis gumbaTqveSac videqiT Cumad da me CemTvis vfiqrobdi, Cemi megobari TavisTvis.
alaverdSi Cvens meti aravin Canda,
saqme dRe iyo.
aq marto kviraobiT iyris xolme xalxi Tavs, zogi alaverdisTvis, zogi
marTla saalaverdod.
mere wamovediT.
dRe mainc Rrubliani iyo. arc gamodarebas apirebda da wvimis dawyebac
ver gaebedna. mivdiodiT zeviT, civgomborisken. ukan rCeboda alaznis veli da,
rogorc poetma Tqva, TeTri gediviT amowvdili alaverdi.
jer ukan ar vixedebodiT.
alaverdis Soridan danaxvis efeqts bolosTvis vinaxaviT.
mere movixedeT.
cisfer SoreTSi gamoCnda `TeTri gedi~.
da swored im wuTs, TiTqos ca gaixsnao, wamiT Rrublis fTila Suaze gadaiSala da erTi sxivi zed TeTr alaverds daaSuqa.
ara, es saswauli ar yofila.
ubralod im wuTSi buneba mogvevlina rogorc mxatvari, rogorc virtuozi reJisori.
mcire xans dahnaToda mzis sxivi alaverds, mere Rrublis fTilebi SeerTdnen da mxatvari, romelmac am wuTSi Cven Tvalwin suraTi Seqmna, Tavisi yalmiT sadRac sxvagan, samyaros ukidegano sivrceSi wavida axali suraTis Sesaqmnelad.
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taZris kedeli
`Sen, frTamoRuRunes
JamTa simaRleze,
Cveni saukune
gicavs, uaxlesi~
galaktioni.
beTania Tbilisidan Sors ar aris. Cajdebi wyneTis avtobusSi da bolomde ivli, mere, an pirdapir gaagrZeleb da samadlomde axval, iqidan ki veris
xeobisaken daSvebuli bilikebi beTaniamde Cagiyvanen, an arada, raRa zemodan
dauaro, wyneTidan dasavleTisken aiReb gezs, jer axaldabaSi Caxval, mere bilik-bilik sabavSvo saxls Cauvli win. iqidan beTaniamde ki aRarc didi manZilia, miT ufro, rom biliki sul tyeSi midis da Citebis imisTana galoba gacilebs, gzasac gaviwyebs da daRlasac.
ho, beTania Tbilisidan Sors ar aris. RamiT Tu iqidan gamoixedav, mTeli
Crdilo-aRmosavleTi isea gadawiTlebuli, almuri asdis. cota ferdobze Tu
Sedgebi varskvlavebiT moWedil qalaqsac dainaxav:L es Tbilisia... es Tbilisis
naTurebi cimcimeben da SoreTidan mziral varskvlavebsac isini hgvanan.
beTania SoriT SexedviT wyurvilsac giklavT...
aris, marTla aris imisTana adgilebi, Soridan rom ver dainaxav. Tundac
Satili... midixar da midixar. midixar da mihyvebi im Satiliswyals. Satilic
arc ise Sors geguleba da mainc ara Cans. da uceb, or nabijze gascdebi patara
ferdobs, aqamde rom Tvalwin gefareboda, `kldis kari~ gadaixsneba da jiqur
Semogejaxeba Satili.
es ise uceb moxdeba, Sedrkebi,
morideba dageufleba,
mere uecari Sexvedris sixaruli gagalaRebs,
mere mainc Tavadve dagamSvidebs dumiliT metyveli Satili,
beTania kldeebs ar aris mofarebuli, jer isev karga didi manZili gveqneba gasavleli, magram taZari Soridanve gamoCndeba: warmoidgine farTod
mxrebgaSlili xeoba. SoreTSi — didgorebi, iqiT — veris qarafebi, aqeT —
tyiani koromebi. TiTqos iisfrad bolavs Semogareni da aq, am ukideganod gadaSlil iisferSi — TeTr-moyviTalod amoRerili taZari!..
amgvarad enZelam icis xolme amoRereba adrian gazafxulze.
marTlac, Sors ar aris Tbilisidan beTania da bevrsac unaxavs igi. mnaxveli, werilis amgvar dasawyisze, albaT gulSic gaicinebs da ifiqrebs, aqaoda
imisTanas ras metyvi, rac Tavad taZars ar uTqvams CemTviso. amodena ganzraxvisagan zecam dagvifaros winaTqma imad gagvigrZelda, rom mnaxveli Tu bevria,
arc mSobel qveyanaSi siarulze umZraxi gvyavs cota. saqarTvelos tye-RreSi
xetialis WaSniki zogs jerac ar ugemnia, an mosanaxuleblad marto is adgilebi aurCevia, romelzec yurmokvriT raRac gaugonia, amgvari kacisaTvis fasanauri marto saxinklea, SuamTa — samwvade, TviTon beTania ki saqeifo adgilad Tu
gamodgeba. es kidev araferi, sxvis saqmeSi ra Cagvrevda, egeve kaci cota ridiani rom iyos, eris wminda adgilebSi namusrevsa da nakvalevs rom ar tovebdes;
im warwerebs an freskebs rom ar Camoamtvrevdes, romlis gareSec verc Cveni
mwerloba daTariRdeboda, verc qarTuli anbanis gza kvals gavignebdiT da arc
is gvecodineboda, vin viyaviT da ra viyaviT.
kidev kargi, zogierT adgils mcveli adgas Tavze.
erT aseT kacze mogiTxrobT am werilSic...
beTaniis taZris mcveli vano wiklauri pirvelad im dros gavicani, tyispirs gafantul Rvinisa da limonaTis boTlebs rom agrovebda. iqve namusrevi
eyara. qaRaldebs qari afrialebda, Suaxans kargad gadacilebuli kaci buzRuniT asufTavebda iqaurobas. moqeifeni ukve biliks dadgomodnen da Sua tyidan
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xan xumroba ismoda, xan improvizebuli bRavili, xan tranzistoridan gamovardnili aRmosavluri melodia.
taZris ezoSi dumili idga.
aq sul dumilia, soflebisa da qalaqebisgan karga mocilebul beTaniaSi.
kacma moakriala tyispiri, Cvensken wamovida, xeli CamogvarTva, mogvikiTxa
da taZrisken gagviZRva.
taZris idumaleba.
Tamari — mefeT mefe saqarTvelosi.
giorgi mesame.
laSa giorgi — dedis gverdiT, Wabukurad mzirali.
am taZarze meti ra giTxraT? an am TvalisCiniviT gasafrTxilebel freskebze? taZarze saubari Znelia. taZars aSeneben. taZars xataven. taZars umRerian.
pirispir xvdebian. ufrTxildebian.
beTaniis taZars vano wiklauri ufrTxildeba.
da am kacis pirovnebac dRes misi saqmis gamo gvainteresebs.
imgvarad moxda, rom JamTa siavem bevri Cveni cixe-koSki, taZari Tu freska
cecxls misca, qars gaatana. zogs Tavad droTa dinebamac mouRo bolo, zogs —
ugunurebam, da bolos, roca patroni da gamfrTxilebeli gamoCnda, bevrgan ukve gvianRa iyo: alag nangreviRa darCeniliyo, alag — pirvelqmnilis landiRa.
axla Cven am landebs veloliavebiT, vcdilobT is mainc SemovunaxoT STamomavlobas, eris sulieri sidiadis dasturad gadavceT momavals.
meSvide welia beTaniis siCumeSi dadis es kaci.
saxli taZris zemoT, sofelSi udgas.
am sofels saxelad kveseTi eTqmis, magram aRarc sofelia, aRarc xalxi.
yvela sadRac gakrefila. es erTi saxli, vano wiklauris saxlia, sofelic da
kveseTic am saxlsRa hqvia.
xandaxan Camovlen TiTistola SviliSvilebi — SoTa da giorgi. da gaudiT zarebs wkara-wkuri.
reken:
dedozari,
SuaTana,
mrwemi — xmawkriala, rogorc salamuri.
ara, poeturi suraTis warmodgena ar gvdomebia. am kacsac da mis ojaxsac
Zalze awuxebs ukacrieli aqauroba.
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taZris mcvelad Zia vano poets daulocnia. ambavi ki arcTu ise poeturad
dawyebula. kviraobiT beTaniidan wyneTSi adioda da kvercxebs hyidda. nu davuZraxavT, im kvercxebs misi ezos qaTmebi debdnen. erTxelac uZaxnia wyneTSi —
`kvercxebi, kvercxebio~ da erTi saxlis aivanze viRac maRali kaci gadmomdgara.
kargad uvaWriaT.
im kacs kvercxic blomad uyidia da didxansac ulaparakiaT.
sadauri xaro?
beTaniidano.
mere, Tu beTaniidan xar, im taZars ver unda mouaroTo? iq ici, visi freskaao?
rogor ar vicio.
hoda, Tu ici, kargad icode _ Tamar mefisaao...
`im kacis sityvebi samudamod damamaxsovrdao~, — ambobs vano wiklauri.
TviTon `is kaci~ ki gogla leoniZe yofila.
mere erTi-orjer kidev asula wyneTSi, poetic mounaxulebia da laparakiTac guli ujerebiaT. imis Semdeg taZris mcvelad damdgara: da ai, ukve meSvide
weli gadis, xmisamouReblad dadis aqaurobaSi, dadis da beTaniis siCumeSi axlac gulistkiviliT igonebs tkbilad moubar poets. CvenTvis gogla `didi kaci
iyo.
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`did kacTan~ Sexvedra ki zogjer mTlianad Seatrialebs xolme ubralo
adamianis bed-iRbals.
taZris erTgulma kacma kargad icis aqaurobis warsuli, esmis aqaurobis
fasi, Tu xami stumari ewveva, SeZlebisdagvarad pasuxsac gascems, uxeiro gidiviT ar gamoidebs Tavsa da winamaswrobas ar daiwyebs. jer taZris garSemo Semoatarebs, CuqurTmebTan SeaCerebs, mere kars moridebiT SeaRebs da SeuZRveba.
mere freskebTan gaCerdeba da erT-or sityvaze xelad mixvdebi, rom am kacma ZirisZirobamde icis am freskebis mTeli `Tavgadasavali~, — sad Camourecxia wvimas, sad miswvdenia udieri `stumris~ xeli...… ai, is Camonatexi kacis xeliTaa,
gangeb, samtrod gakeTebuli~... `es nabzari Tamaris freskaze, rac Tavi maxsovs
egrea, balRobidan vakvirdebi da kidev kargi ar emateba... `ai, is, amoCiCqnilic
kacis naxelavia~.…
— es rodis?
— winaT...
— rodis winaT?
— sanam aq movidodi...… mere ki, ginda daijereT, ginda ara, aq aRaraferi
gafuWebula.
taZarSi siCumea.
kaci ganze dgas da mainc martos ar gvtovebs.
sanam stumari aq iqneba, Tavadac fexs ar moicvlis.
mere gamogyveba da kars gamoixuravs.
es zedmeti eWvianobis brali ar aris.
kacs eSinia.
da me maxarebs es SiSi.
es sifrTxilis SiSia, — is mainc aRar gamogvecalos xelidan, ra dRevandlamde movidao.
`marto erTxel, marto erTxel moxda~... frTxilad, saidumlosaviT gimxels da TvaliTa gzomavs, aRSfoTebas da gulistkivils elodeba Senganac.
— ra moxda?
— marto erTxel gamisxlta, damaswro.
— vin gagisxltaT? vin dagaswroT?
— gana ara, mivxvdi, rom raRacas apirebda.
bevrni iyvnen da is gaipara. mainc vifiqre, ver gabedavs-meTqi.
— mere? gabeda?
— gabeda… wamodiT, gaCvenoT...
kaci taZris aRmosavleTis kedelTan midis da ZvelisZvel, oqrosfer qvaze nakawrs gviCvenebs:
aq, 1968 wlis Semodgomaze brZanebula vinme omara da Tavisi saxeli `saWreTliT~ amoukveTavs.
gvari veRar mouswria.
iqneb SeeSinda?
asea Tu ise, marto saxelia, weli da dro: Semodgoma, beTaniis oqrosferi
Semodgoma.
`eqvsi welia aq kedeli aRar gakawrula~, isev xmadabla laparakobs kaci,
`marto iman majoba. gavige, romelic iyo, vuTxari, magram TqmiT raRa eSveleboda?~
rogor ar davijereb, mkiTxvelo, rom gagixarda. eqvsi welia ZvelisZveli
taZris kedeli ar gakawrula... marto erTxel... marto erTxel... isic gaigo, romeli iyo, uTxra kidec, magram, aba, TqmiT raRa eSveleboda...
batoni universiteti
ar vici, ras fiqroben adamianebi, roca universitetis win gaivlian. im
adamianebze geubnebi, romelTac arasodes uswavliaT universitetSi. minda mjerodes, rom maTTvisac, rogorc CvenTvis, es aris qarTuli mecnierebis taZari
— uZvelesi da uxucesi, romelsac sasoebiT uyrida saZirkvels ilia, romlis
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kedelebSic ukanasknel dReebs iTvlida vaJa-fSavela da romelsac gverdiT
mokrZalebiT unda Cauaro.
kargad ar maxsovs es leqsebi... universitetze xSirad werdnen leqsebs.
erTma poetma simkacriT oTaraanT qvrivs Seadara, siuxviT — TinaTins. meorem
dawera leqsi Seyvarebulze, romelmac universitetis baRSi vardi mowyvita da
gamoTqva imedi, rom amas niko kecxovelic ki apatiebda. iwereboda leqsebi Svid
Warmag Wadarze... xalasi gulwrfeli leqsebi.
maSin universitets hqonda didi rkinis WiSkari. mis ezoSi fexis Sedgma
yvela gamvlels ar SeeZlo. iyo zRurbli, romlis iqiT sxva cxovreba iwyeboda,
xeli uneburad midioda qudisken da universitetSi SevdiodiT qudmoxdilni,
rogorc TaRebian, did taZarSi.
karTan idga glexkaci, WaRara wveriTa da TuSuri nabdis qudiT.
maSin universitetTan mdinare veres erTvoda varazis xevi. xevs mihyveboda
wvrili, daklaknili biliki, romelic gmirTa moedanTan iwyeboda da pirdapir
universitetis baRSi micocavda. diliT Seuyvebodnen biliks studentebi, rogorc Tokze akinZuli mTamsvlelebi. SuadRis mere daeSvebodnen da sxvadasxva
kuTxiv uerTdebodnen qalaqis cxovrebas.
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TiTqos ubralo ambavi iyo: universitetis derefnebSi yovel wuTSi Sexvdebodi adamianebs, romelTa saxels msoflio icnobda. isini am taZrisagan ganuyrelni iyvnen. ver warmogvedgina universiteti uimaTod. da es didi bedniereba iseve bunebrivi Canda, rogorc mezoblis Sexvedra yovel diliT, sayvarel
quCaze.
pirvel kursze Cven vgavdiT skolis Segirdebs. xandazmulni Ciodnen, rom
udardeli Taoba movida, magram ar viyaviT `udardelni~. omma Cvens bavSvobaze
gadaiara da omis mere pirveli wlebic didi verafriT gvanebivrebda: maSin universitetis samkiTxvelos hqonda akaki SaniZis gramatikis erTaderTi cali da
Cven moTminebiT velodiT `rigs~.
WadrebTan xSirad idga galaktioni.
zogjer gamosaubrebas cdilobda da TiTqos TavisTvis CurCulebda: `saqarTvelos saxalxo poeti... cudi ar aris ara? ocdaaTi tomi damiweria~. gvxiblavda, rom Cvens win galaktioni idga da irgvliv sufevda auwereli krZaluloba da Tayvaniscema.
mere galaktioni dReebs universitetis mezoblad mdebare lazareTSi atarebda.
mas SeeZlo saaTobiT mdgariyo Tavisi palatis fanjarasTan da garindebuls ecqira audistoriisaken, sadac leqcia gvqonda, rogorc ki wamoviSlebodiT da fanjaras mivawydebodiT, TiTqos Secbundeboda da sarkmlis fardas
damnaSavesaviT amoefareboda. karga xnis mere, roca dawynarebulebs dagvigulebda, kvlav gamoCndeboda, frTxilad moadgeboda sarkmels da gvicqerda...
aseTi iyo galaktioni, aseTi iyo universiteti.
nela amoivlida universitetis kibeebs korneli kekeliZe. derefnebs moedeboda CurCuli: `batoni korneli~. modioda marTlac TovliviT TeTri. Cven is
gvaxsovs Zlier xandazmuli da daRlili, Semovidoda auditoriaSi, dajdeboda
wina merxze da mSvidad usmenda romelime axalgazrda leqtors, ise, rom arafers SeimCnevda — arc kargsa da arc avs. leqciis bolosRa mogvcemda oriode
kiTxvas. mere Tavadac mcire xniT gaabamda saubars qarTuli sasuliero mwerlobis sikeTesa da silamazeze. laparakobda dinjad da ubralod, rogori ubraloc TviTon iyo.
magram universitets paTosic uyvarda.
gviyvarda saamo artistizmi — Serwymuli im did erudiciasa da ganaTlebasTan.
muxladi, cocxali sityva!
studentebi garbodnen derefnebSi da erTmaneTs ekiTxebodnen: `sad aris
nucubiZis leqcia?~, `sad kiTxulobs nucubiZe?~ da darbazi ivseboda yvela
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kursisa da fakultetis `moxaliseebiT~. roca Salva nucubiZis sajaro leqcia
dainiSneboda, auditoria didZal msurvels veRar itevda da moTaveni leqcias
saaqto darbazSi gadaitandnen. maSin yurTamde gavsebuli `auditoria~ saaqto
darbazSi garboda da oriode wuTSi saaqto darbazic veRar gvitevda. kaTedraze asuli mecnieri iwyebda saubars.
filologebs sakuTari korifeni gvyavda, fizikosebs, filosofebs, biologebs — sakuTari. saRamoobiT universitetis ukana ezoSi yefdnen ZaRlebi.
akademikosi beritaSvili ikvlevda fiziologiis urTules problemebs! beritaSvilis kvlevis Sedegebze werdnen parizis, londonisa da niu-iorkis samecniero
Jurnal-gazeTebi. is maSinac xeljoxze dayrdnobili, magram saocrad mxne da
cocxali gaivlida xolme derefanSi. mas ar Wirdeboda rekomendacia. dedamiwis
uSores kuTxeSi, sruliad ucnob qalaqSic rom gamoCeniliyo, uklebliv yvela
ityoda: es aris namdvili mecnieri!
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maSin pirvelad Seikra axalgazrda mweralTa wre. yovel paraskevs oTxmocdamecamete auditoriaSi ikribebodnen poetebi. modioda besarion JRenti.
studentebi kiTxulobdnen leqsebs da moTxrobebs. iyo mouridebeli mtkiceba:
saqarTveloSi mwerali mxolod universitetidan movao. amgvar mtkicebas safuZvelic qonda: pirveli `sxivebi~, pirveli wignebi... iyo kamaTi:L xalas, gulwrfel leqsebs Tbilad daweril leqsebs veZaxdiT. gamodiodnen damwyebi kritikosebi da ambobdnen, ama Tu im leqsSi zogierTi `kargi Tqmaa~, aris `kargi
riTmac~, magram mTlianobaSi leqsi ar tovebs sasurvel STabeWdilebaso. poetebi pirvel, gaubedav qmnilebebs uZRvnidnen mSobliur quCas, Wadrebs, foTlebs,
mamuls. Cven es mogvwonda...
Seiqmna simfoniuri orkestri. kviraSi orjer gvewveoda `maestro~ da universitetis derefnebSi ismoda `daisis~ Sesavali. gvixaroda, rom gvqonda sakuTari orkestri, romelic TviT faliaSvils asrulebda.
...universitetis scenaze gogolis `revizors~ TamaSobdnen.
meore warmodgenaze stumrebi movidnen — Salva RambaSiZe, giorgi SavguliZe, cecilia wuwunava, aleqsandre gomelauri... studentTa warmodgeniT dainteresdnen, Semoiares patara scena da viwro kulisebi, scenis Tavze mercxlis
budesaviT SeyuJuli sagrimioro, icines da darbazi acines. Semdeg ki Cajdnen
studentebSi da naxes speqtakli, da Cven didxans gvaxsovda giorgi SavguliZis
rainduli mzera, Salva RambaSiZis bavSvuri Rimili, cecilia wuwunavas ubralo
TavdaWera (ase `ubralod~ Txzavda is didebul scenur saxeebs), aleqsandre gomelauris gulubryvilo gamoxedva...
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gamoCnda satiruli gazeTi `WinWari~.
raze werda maSin `WinWari?~
jaziT gatacebul gogo-biWebze, pirvelkurselze, romelsac Turme `butilka~ Sarvali ecva. qaliSvilze, romelsac Tma mokled Seekveca, gamcdenebze,
damgvianeblebze, zarmacebze, uzrdelebze, da isev da isev viwro Sarvlebze.
derefanSi yoveli Tvis bolos idga grZeli rigi: `vin aris bolo?~,
`Tqvena xarT bolo?~, `ai, is maRali biWi exla movida da yvelaze win miZvreba~,
`qaliSvilo, inebeT rigSi Cadgoma,~ rigdeboda stipendia.
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axla universitetSi sxvebi swavloben. xandazmulTa Tanabrad kaTedraze
dganan axalgazrdebi, axali saxelebi ikvleven Tanamedrove mecierebis did
problemebs. rogorc mudam, universitets dResac hyavs Tavisi axalgazrdoba
da Tavisi korifeni. universitetic TiTqos mijnebSi aRar eteva, mxrebs Slis,
izrdeba.
siaxle...
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dros yovelTvis Tavisi gaaqvs da modis siaxliT. siaxle JamTasvlis gamoxatulebaa.
magram aris cxovrebaSi imgvari ambebic, rasac dro veras aklebs, rac maradiulia, Zalze adamianuri da Jamidan Jams ucvlelad gadaecema. da universitetic Zveleburad dgas, rogorc TeTri taZari, Zveleburad ismis mis derefnebSi Jriamuli, irekeba zari, studentebs uxariaT `friadi~ da tirian `CaWras~.
leqtorebi kvlav iyofian or kategoriad: `kargi gamomcdeli~ , da `sias ar kiTxulobs~; oqtomberi kvlav udardelia — sesiebamde bare ori Tvea darCenili.
samkiTxvelo savsea bejiTebiT, baRi — niWierebiTa da zarmacebiT...
`dekanatSi gibareben~.
ratom acdenT, ymawvilo~.
da iqneb universitetis karTan kvlav dgas moxuci mekarec, TeTri Tma-wveriTa da TuSuri nabdis qudiT. dgas imgvarad, rogorc idga aTiode wlis winaT.
axla... amaze ilaparakon axalgazrdebma, vinc dRes universitetSi swavloben.
Cven aTi-TxuTmeti wlis win davtoveT universiteti da isRa dagvrCenia,
movigonoT ra iyo winaT...
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— gamarjobaT, batono universiteto!
— mapatieT, magram kargad veRar maxsovxarT...
— saTiTaod aRar gemaxsovrebiT, Cven viyaviT TiToni da mravalni.
— saiT xarT, sad moRvaweobT?
— saqarTveloSi varT, ukve WaRara Segvepara da axla sxvebsa vzrdiT.
xSirad gaigonebT. gvixaria, rom ase kargad gxedavT. gveCqareba, uamravi saqme
gvaqvs, saxli, samsaxuri... mets verafers getyviT. gveSinia, sentimentaloba aravin dagvwamos.
— naxvamdis, idRegrZeleT...
zemoT, fasanaurSi
fasanaurSi male binddeba.
stumarmac bindisas icis xolme mosvla.
axlac mze ukve Casula. xevidan aragvis xmauri ismis, mTavari gzidan —
manqanebis griali.
daRamdeba. manqanebis griali miwydeba (mTis gzaze RamiT siaruls eridebian) da aragvis xmaRa gabatondeba mTel xeobaSi.
me Sin var.
ZaluaCemi ezoSi Zroxas wvelis. boCola zmuis — mec damitove rZeo. gobSi rZe Cxrialebs. saCexis buxarSi cecxli tkacunobs. grila, rogorc mTas Seefereba.
— mobrZandi — erTbaSad gasZaxis viRacas ZaluaCemi. wvelas morCeba, — aha gaZexio, — etyvis xbos da isev xmamaRla ambobs:
— mobrZandi!
etyoba, viRac stumari movida, pativsacemi, darbaiseli berikaci.
— fexiT Camoxvel Tu cxeniTo? — kiTxulobs ZaluaCemi.
albaT stumarma Tqva, — cxeniTo.
— mere sad daabio?
etoba, stumarma Tqva, WalaSi, balaxze mivuSvio.
— momikvdes Tavi, skamic ver SemogTavazeo. etyoba stumarma Tqva, skami ar minda, mainc wasasvleli var, meCqarebao.
— xSirad mobrZandi xolme, ra dakargva icio.
amaze, albaT, stumarma araferi Tqva, marto gaiRima da, cxadia, sayveduric Seifera.
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— ra geCqareba, netavi, xvalec am kvirisa ar ario? — icinis ZaluaCemi.
etyoba stumarma Tqva, binddeba, mets aRar SegawuxebT, droulad unda avide Sinao, raki ar damxvda, ra gaewyobao… da Tanaco...
albaT biZaCems eZebs, Sin eguleboda.
— ra Tanaco, cxens vin mogparavso?
etyoba stumarma Cailaparaka, ar iciT axlandelebis ambavio? etyoba, gamocdili kacia da yvelaferi icis.
— ra geCqareba, kaco, gavaxSmeb mainc da mere wadio.
netavi ra acinebs ZaluaCems?
stumarma ki albaT Tqva, vaxSmobis dro aRara maqvs, saqme mqonda da axlave
ukan unda davbrundeo.
— Sen ici Seni saqmisao, — ambobs ZaluaCemi,
es ra stumaria, ramdens gvaxvewninebs, gaval, vnaxav, vin gvewvia am bindisas-meTqi, _ gavifiqre da gareT gavedi.
ezoSi gadavixede da mec gamecina:
ezos SuagulSi erTi bewo biWi dgas (winaT, zRaprebSi, cerodenas rom eZaxdnen), Tbili, boxoxa qudi warbebamde Camoufxatavs, cal xelSi koxtad gaTlili joxi uWiravs, cali xeli jibeSi aqvs kacurad Cayofili, Tbili juba mkerdze gadauReRia, ezos aTvalierebs da ukve wasvlas epireba.
— Calxias Zmakacia, — icinis ZaluaCemi.
Calxiac am biWis tolaa, kinoSi wasula da gvianobamde ver dabrundeba.
— gakveTilebis gageba mindao, — isev icinis Zalua.
mere cerodena stumari WiSkridan gadis da Zalua gasZaxis:
— cotac mogecada, biWo!
cerodena biWi moixedavs, magram ara Cerdeba.
— Txili mainc Caiyare jibeSi, gzaSi aknatune! — kvlav gasZaxis ZaluaCemi.
cerodena biWi gzas ganagrZobs.
Tqveni ar vici da fasanaurSi winaTac icodnen da axlac ician kacis dafaseba.
mkaTaTve
orRobeSi SuadRea. sio ar qris. sofeli samkalSi gasula. momTenTavi siCumea.
ubani Tvlems.
gubeSi miwolila Rori.
gacqnafulan Citebi.
mkaTaTvis sicxea.
ubnis darajad dideda darCenila. garSemo Cami-Cumi ar ismis. marto WriWina WriWinebs, dideda aqeT-iqiT ixedeba. mere amTqnarebs, mere Tavs akanturebs
da iqve, kaklis ZirSi, nabdis Zvelaze miwveba.
qaTmebma dro ixelTes. bostanSi gadavidnen. laSqars win miuZRvis dezebiani mamali. SeTqmulebiviT kakaneben variebi. `saydris kari~ Riaa, mezoblis qaTmebsac epatiJebian.
kakli ZirSi, nabdis Zvelaze sZinavs didebas.
Walidan afrida qori. gadaiara samkali.
soflisken gaswia. bostnis Tavze kamara Sekra. mowyvetiT daeSva. daacxra.
gabrazda mamali. SeSfodnen dedlebi. kombostos foTlebSi gainabnen wiwilebi.
qorma wiwila waiRo.
sZinavs didedas.
knavis kata, didedas bawris gorgali knutebs ezos boloSi miaqvT.
orRobeSi isev siCumea.
margilma lawani gaiRo. baRCidan gadmoxta awiTlebuli gogo. CiTis kabiT muxlebi daifara. kabis kalTaze ahkvria Zurwa da birki. akecil winsafarSi Cauyria mwvane lobio.
muqariT win uxvdeba TmagaCeCili biWi.
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— dedas gitireb, icode!
— yurebze xaxvi ar damaWra...
— sityva maq saTqmeli!
— mexi Senc dageces!
kaklis ZirSi, nabdis Zvelaze sZinavs didedas...
zRapar-iyo, zRapar-iyo,
Walas Citi mamkvdariyo...
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